Who the Hell Knows

it's because you're always in that damn coffin

we're deprived of fiction that caters to my specific niche fetishes

The reason is very apparent, it being sick as hell,

Heated rivalry shouldve been about 2 ugly old guys that play mahjong then maybe id consider watching it

You know you reached adulthood when you start going on walks

A PORN BOT UNFOLLOWED ME?

the vivid sensory-memory of sucking water out of a washcloth as a child

The thing about social anxiety when you're autistic is that "someone can spontaneously get Mad At You for reasons entirely unpredictable to you & you might not even know cause sometimes they simply won't tell you" has just been your lived reality since like. Birth. And at some point you just have to go "OK well if they have one sided beef with me that's their problem actually" so you don't go completely insane

If it sounds like I'm just describing abuse patterns that's because I am except when you're autistic it's Kinda Everyone because You as a neurodivergent person are presumed to be the problem by default until proven otherwise

Like from my pov when I don't understand some Social Rule I apparently crossed unknowingly it strikes me as just as nonsensical as like. What if everyone on the bus hates me for getting on the bus. Because the whole problem is that it's not computing at all. So you just kind of learn to be on high alert 24/7

pro tip you can just grab a bunch of random parts from dumpsters and hardware stores and computer stores and just attach them together haphazardly and then put it in your suitcase and take it to the airport and get arrested pretty much 100% of the time

dip shit you are not turning into the joker. you are barely even turning into the penguin or th e ice guy