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Jack Abbot had been perfectly content with having a harmless crush. There was nothing wrong with a little flirting between overlapping shifts, sharing a coffee as you head out the door, some stolen glances across trauma bays. It was a simple no expectations way to get through the day.
That all changes when the forecast says a historic winter storm is coming for Pittsburgh and the hospital activates its severe weather plan. As the city prepares for the worst, the emergency department becomes a temporary home for any staff that can get there and a haven for the patients who need help.
Now that you and Jack are trapped in the hospital together you both have something you've never had before. Time. Time to really see one another, to talk, to work a full shift together. And maybe figure out that there really was more behind the flirty comments and long glances from both of you.
This story will be told in hour (or occasionally multiple hour) chapters, switching between Jack's and Female Reader's perspectives.
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C/W: Medical procedures, graphic descriptions, blood and gore, patient death, dark humor, forced proximity, slow burn, age gap (no power imbalance), eventual smut. Additional warnings may be added as the story progresses.
Hours/chapters may shift around a bit as the story develops.
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John knew something was wrong the second he pulled himself from his paperwork. It wasnāt from what he saw, but what he didnāt. Celeste should have been back inside by now, or at least walking up the drive. From his spot in the kitchen, he could see out the large front window, right to the road where the trash cans sat and the back corner of her car. He didnāt see anything. No movement, no glimpse of her dress, not even the sound of a car door slamming. She had taken the garbage out several minutes ago. Something was off.
āWhereās Celeste?ā John asked quietly as he reached to lower his laptop down.
āOutside,ā Johnny answered as he rolled back his footage of the side yard to check some movement. Just a bird. He then shifted to a live feed of the front yard. It was empty. He rolled it back to see if she had walked around the house, feeling the hairs on his neck start to stand up.
āSheās been outside a while,ā John said, keeping his voice as even as possible despite the knowing whine that was ramping up in his ears.
This got Kyle and Simonās attention.
Kyle quickly shifted in his chair to look out the front window, already half rising from his chair. Simon didnāt even bother with preamble, the pistol he had offloaded from its holster onto the table while he ate was in his hand. John barely had a chance to inch his chair back when the scream came through the open windows. It was faint, but in the deafening silence, they all heard it, and for a fraction of a second, none of them breathed.
The second scream hit, louder and more recognizable. Just one word. John.
The chair John was in crashed backward as he launched to his feet and went right out the back door. He couldnāt let the panic overwhelm him. He had to act. Celeste was screaming for help, for him to help her. Nothing else mattered, even if it meant he was walking into a possible trap. He didnāt care. He ignored Simon yelling at him to wait and group up, barely heard any of them, really, as Celeste called for him again. Her voice was desperate, panicked, so loud that her voice cracked on the last long held note.
He cleared the tree line between Celeste and Mrs. Nettles' house, pistol raised for whatever threat, when he saw her. She was standing on the front step, covered in blood, eyes wide and pale as the moon. He gave her a quick once over assessment, the blood didnāt look to be hers. Too inconsistent in the locations, and she wasnāt standing like she had been injured. He had seen enough bystander injuries and those caught in the crossfire in his life to be able to tell the difference. She was okay, least physically.
āWhere?ā John asked instantly. He needed to clear the threat or contain the situation before he could figure out what was going on.
The other three had caught up, only a few paces behind, as Celeste doubled over to get sick, barely getting out the word inside. John cut his eyes to his men, and with a nod, he sent Kyle and Johnny around the back and indicated that Simon was with him. Celeste was safe on the front step for a few seconds. She was unhurt, so he had a feeling whatever they were about to find inside was from a scene that was already over.
āFuck,ā John mumbled as his eyes found the puddle of blood at the front door. It was smeared from the signs of a body being dragged, and also from dog paws and Celeste slipping and sliding in it. Simon pushed past him down the hall as John opened the door to a closet that was peppered with shrapnel.
āComing in the back,ā came Gazās voice from further inside the dark house.
āCap,ā Ghost called, his voice instantly changing to its flat clipped tone when he was working. āLiving room.ā
John diverted from the stairs as Soap came down the hall, and he sent him and Gaz upstairs to clear the second floor. Each step he took toward the living room, gently knocking away the barking dogs with his feet, the smell and gore grew. He knew what he was going to walk into before he saw it.
He paused in the doorway to take in the scene for a second, to get the bigger picture and also figure out exactly what Celeste had seen. It was more than anyone ever needed to witness in their life, let alone a civilian who had zero warning.
āOverkill,ā John stated after a second as he walked over to Ghost, who had twisted the old womanās head up away from her chest to look at the bullet wound in her forehead. āShe was gone with the shotgun blast.ā
āMakarov isnāt known for being civil,ā Ghost answered as he lowered the head back down gently and shifted to look around the area. āShe was posed here on purpose.ā
āThe upstairs is trashed,ā Gaz said as he and Soap walked into the room. āDrawers pulled, stuff scattered all over the floor.ā
āThey wanted it to look like a robbery,ā Soap tacked on.
Even in their relaxed clothes, all of them had instantly flipped to work. To assess the threat, neutralize it and figure out the ramifications. John even felt himself fighting to not let the Captain take over, not when Celeste needed him. Needed John.
āComb through it all,ā John said, āand erase that any of us have been here. Celeste, especially, I donāt want her further mixed up in all of this.ā
āIāll let you know when weāre done,ā Ghost said as he stood from where he had crouched to snap a picture of a spent shell.
John trusted them to do it properly, and as much as he wanted to be in the thick of it, he couldnāt leave Celeste. She was still shellshocked on the front step, and of all of them, she had called for him. If she had called for Simon, Kyle or Johnny, he would have sent them to her instantly, but she wanted him. She had suffered enough, he wasnāt about to refuse her the one thing she had asked for. Ā
He found her right where he had left her. Standing on the front step, looking lost and confused. There was dried blood all over her right arm and smeared on her dress, the side where she had held the blood soaked dog. Her left hand also had blood. Her legs and feet were spattered with it. She almost flinched when John stepped through the front door to her, her adrenaline still in overdrive to allow her to run if she needed.Ā
āJust me,ā John said gently as he took a few steps closer.
Celeste stared at him for a second before she let her gaze drop to the blood on her hands. All the images of what she had seen flashed through her mind. The horrifying realization that the dog she was holding was covered in blood. The trail of crimson down the hallway. Mrs. Nettles was sitting in her chair, looking out the window, as she always did. The images kept coming, no matter how hard she tried to stop them, and she cinched her eyes shut tight for a moment, to the point of pain, to try and get them out.
āWhat happened?ā She finally asked, looking pointedly away from herself and toward John, who stood there.
āNot here,ā John answered as he watched her, careful to not crowd her as he took a step closer.
Celeste heard something inside the house and she glanced toward the front door, to the half lit hallway behind it. A shadow moved, and the door softly snicked shut. One of them inside had shut it, to keep her from seeing it again and from knowing what was happening. Good. She didnāt want to see it again, didnāt want to think about what was in there. She would be seeing it in her dreams for weeks.
āCome on, love,ā John said gently as he held his hand out to her. She looked like she was about to bolt, like a cornered animal afraid they were next to be attacked.
She looked at his extended hand for a moment. It was clean, safe. Unmarred, unlike her own. Shifting her eyes up to his face, she watched him carefully. Her stomach roiled as she thought about the sticky blood on her hands and under her fingernails, and how if she took his hand, sheād make him dirty too. She felt like she was going to be sick again. She fought it, swallowed hard, before taking his hand, avoiding looking at where she tainted his skin with her own.
John immediately turned them away from the house. He didnāt rush or pull her, but guided her away. He knew there was only so much time left before it all crashed down on Celeste, and she would shut down. He wasnāt above carrying her if he needed to, but he knew independence could be its own form of calming and a way to keep a piece of sanity.
The walk across the yard felt impossibly long. Celeste didnāt dare look at the bushes where she had freed the dog, afraid sheād see blood there. They continued past her house, John gently pushing branches out of the way in the tree line to get to his cottage. A boat in the distance sped up, the motor whirring and scaring a few ducks that took flight. It felt wrong. Mrs. Nettles was dead in her house, for who knew how long. And the world just kept going. She was walking away like she hadnāt seen the horror.
Her steps faltered, and John slowed immediately. She hadnāt realized they were almost to the back porch that was still unfinished. The job they had started on and put on hold to help Celeste clean up her den. Half the railings were up, but there were still missing planks of wood, and the benches werenāt stained yet.
āI thought she was alive,ā Celeste said quietly, her voice a bit hoarse.
John looked down at her. Her eyes were distant, and he knew she wasnāt really talking to him. She was still standing in Mrs. Nettles' house, trying to make sense of what she had walked in on.
āI just thought the dog got out, like they always did when she forgot to shut the door,ā Celeste mumbled.
āI know,ā John reassured as he continued to guide her up the steps, noticing that one of her thong shoes was torn.
āThen when I saw the,ā she gasped a bit as John shouldered open the back door where they had left it open a crack for Samson. āI thought she just needed help. That maybe she fell,ā she trailed off as John flicked on the kitchen light.
The familiar smell of them hit Celeste like a wave. Bags were piled in the living room, a discarded pair of shoes that looked like Kyleās kicked to the side. A half drunk water bottle sat on the counter. Normal. Everything was normal, and the flutter of panic that had risen in Celesteās chest at walking into another dark house settled for a moment. This was familiar, this was safe, her brain told her.
John reached behind Celeste to shut the door when he looked down. Small bloody shoeprints dotted the hardwood behind them. A smear marked the edge of the counter where she had hesitated walking inside, reaching out to steady herself between him and a solid piece of furniture. He didnāt have a chance to maneuver Celeste before she followed his eyeline.
āOh God,ā Celeste murmured as she followed the trail she had left, her eyes seeing the blood on his hand. She pulled her hand out of his grasp immediately. āIām sorry, I got it on you. On the floor.ā
āItās okay,ā John reassured, but she was already trying to wipe her hands on the ruined dress, making it worse.
āIām sorry, I can clean,ā she volunteered, looking around for a rag.
āStop,ā John said firmly. It wasnāt harsh, but it was clear and loud enough that she froze. āLook at me, Celeste,ā he said as he caught up both of her wrists to keep her from running them frantically over the fabric.
It took her a second to tear her eyes from the streaks of blood before her eyes finally met his again. The panic and fear in them made something twist unpleasantly in his chest. He needed to help her, wanted to help her. But another part of him wanted to go out and hunt Makarov and destroy him slowly. To make him pay for everything, but especially for what he had done to Celeste.
āYou have nothing to apologize for,ā John explained.
āThat thing was barely hanging on,ā John replied with a small smile, āweāll clean the rest.ā
He released one of her wrists and reached over to turn on the kitchen faucet, putting his hand that had blood on it under the rushing water to clean it and to feel when it was warm enough. He didnāt care that it was basically frozen when it came out over his own skin, but he wanted it warm for Celeste.
āCome here,ā he said with a gentle tug, and she went without argument.
The moment she stepped up next to him and let him guide her hands under the water, he saw it. The tremor in her fingers as she let her hands slide into the water. She didnāt move to rub them together, to slosh the bloody pink water to try and clean it off. As if she were afraid it would just spread it more. John knew the adrenaline was starting to wear off and the shock was settling in.
āHere,ā John offered as he picked up the almost empty bottle of dish soap and squeezed some into her upturned palms. The smell of lemons filled the air as Celeste began rubbing her hands together, the blood instantly loosening, so that pink water and bubbles swirled around the drain.
āI should have checked sooner,ā Celeste mumbled as her hands and wrists were clear of blood, but it was still up her arms. Sheād have to bend into the sink to get it off, it was all the way up her bicep in some places.
āWhat?ā John asked as he watched her, prepared to step in if this was the moment she shut down.
āThe dog,ā Celeste said as she looked at John, eyes gone again as she replayed everything over in her mind. āHe was wet, I should have known. I shouldnāt have gone in.ā
āYou werenāt expecting to find someone murdered,ā John stated bluntly on purpose. Sometimes the truth was the only thing that could cut through spiraling thoughts. Soft words and avoidance would come later, but now she needed to hear the truth, the reassurance she hadnāt done anything wrong.
āNo,ā Celeste agreed as John opened the cabinet under the sink and pulled out a clean dishrag.
He ran it under the water, adding more soap and sudsing it before taking Celesteās right arm and beginning to wipe away the dried blood. She didnāt fight him. She just stood quietly as she watched him work, scrubbing in the places where it had settled into the lines of her skin. Each swipe revealed more clean skin, and she suddenly felt the rest of it on her, and she wanted it all gone right then. She needed it gone. It was going to drive her crazy, the sticky, itching feel of it.
John could feel the tension in her body. It wasnāt easing with each passing wipe, it was growing. He watched her from the corner of his eye as he turned her arm and worked on the inside of her arm. She was still staring off at nothing, eyes unfocused out the window as he rinsed the rag out.
āArms are clean,ā John said, which drew her attention back to him. āWe need to get this off you,ā he added, his eyes lingering on the bodice of the dress before looking her in the eyes again. āThen we can clean up your legs.ā
āIt has ties,ā Celeste replied, moving to reach behind her, but John caught her wrist, he didnāt want her to get blood back on her skin. āAnd a zipper.ā
āI can get them,ā he offered, āthen you can step into the bathroom. Iāll go get something for you to put on.ā
āNo,ā Celeste instantly answered. The fear of being alone in the house was too much. She couldnāt be alone. Couldnāt stand the quiet. What if they were outside waiting for her? The ones that had killed Mrs. Nettles.
John hesitated, afraid he had pushed her too far. Maybe this should be Johnny or Kyle.
āI can get someone else to help,ā he offered, not letting his ego be bruised. He knew in this moment she just needed someone to support her, that she felt safe with.
āNo,ā Celeste said again as she looked up at him, confused as to why he would get someone else. āDonāt leave me.ā
The words hit John harder than he would have expected. Not because of what she said, but because of what they meant. This wasnāt a flirtation, it wasnāt a coy way of telling him to undress her, no hidden meaning. It was pure terror and honesty. She was afraid to be alone, and she had chosen him in her moment of what she thought was her death to keep her safe. To help her.
āIām not going anywhere,ā John agreed, and he could see the tension loosen a bit in her shoulders, and she stopped gripping the edge of the sink as if it was the only thing keeping her upright.
He looked toward the hallway for something he could grab that would be within her eyesight, but there wasnāt anything he could get quickly. And he was afraid that if he pulled her further into the house, into the dark, she would panic. The downstairs bath was tiny, and what was the difference between her stepping out of the dress here with him and in there with him? None.
āAlright, weāll do this here then,ā he finished, and she nodded.
John moved away from the counter and stepped behind her. He saw her drop her head a bit, take a breath to settle herself for what was about to happen. He knew it wasnāt because of him, but from the situation they had been put in. Anger flared in his chest again at what Makarov had done and the trauma he had inflicted.
āIāll be quick,ā John assured her as his fingers worked on the ties. They were a simple corset style, more for looks than any function. The zipper underneath is what kept the dress tight to her body. His hands were steady as he pulled the small slider down. It started at her shoulder blades and went almost down to her hips.
āThere,ā John said after a second, but Celeste didnāt move, he wasnāt sure if she didnāt hear him or if she was steeling herself. āCan you step out of it?ā He asked before he saw her nod.
He stepped back, turning his head to the side to give her some privacy as she pushed the sleeves off her shoulders. He had nothing to give her to cover up, a dish towel would hardly do anything. And she was adamant that he not leave her. So, he did the next best thing he could think of. As she wriggled out of the dress, he quickly undid the buttons on his flannel shirt, tugging to untuck it from his jeans as he heard the soft thump of her dress hitting the floor.
He bent down and scooped up the dress quickly so she wouldnāt look at it any longer.
āTake this,ā he offered his shirt, pointedly keeping his eyes averted as Celeste turned to face him. He saw her hand tremble as she reached out to grab it, and while she busied herself wrapping up in the shirt, he tossed the dress into an empty trash bag. It was ruined anyway, and they would need to destroy it with everything else.
The shirt swallowed her small frame, barely hanging on her shoulders, and she had to grasp the collar to keep it from slipping. If it werenāt for the situation, he would have found it beyond endearing to see her standing there in his shirt. But there wasnāt time for that. Maybe another time.
āHave a seat on the counter,ā he said as he glanced down at her legs. Blood speckled her calves, her knees, the tops of her feet.
āWhat?ā Celeste asked after a second. The scent of John was powerful now that she was wrapped in his shirt, it was giving her an anchor point. But she had missed most of what he just said.
āThe counter, love,ā John said again as he gestured. āWe need to finish getting you cleaned up.ā
āOh,ā Celeste answered, āyes, right.ā
John reached out and grabbed her hips and helped her up before she could try to struggle on her own. She was easy for him to hoist up, and she didnāt fight him as he set her comfortably down before he bent down to peel her shoes off. They went right into the bag with her ruined dress.
Celeste sat silently as John knelt before her on the floor, his hands gentle as he wiped down her legs. He took each one within his grasp and slowly worked the caked blood loose. Never flinching as the blood smeared his own fingers, or dripped down to the floor to puddle. Each time he stood up to rinse the rag, less and less blood came out, and Celeste knew she was almost clean. That the horrors were at least physically washed away.
āOkay,ā John said as he stood up for the final time. āI just need to clean up the prints. Will you be alright?ā He asked as she looked up at him. She looked a little less haunted now that she was clean.Ā
āIāll wait here,ā Celeste answered as he moved to wipe down where they had walked in the house. He pulled up the welcome mat and stuffed it in the bag before wiping the counter, door jam and he stepped just outside the door to look at the deck. She knew he was going slow for her sake and stayed within her eyesight the entire time because she had asked him to not leave her.
John threw everything into the bag that he could that had blood on it and left it on the porch, stripping off his own pants and boots. He wasnāt going to risk the chance of blood being on them if the police got suspicious. Or were given a bogus tip. They need to get rid of everything they could.
When he walked back into the kitchen, he found Celeste watching him, her hands balled in her lap. John moved to the stove and set the kettle on before he dug in the cabinets for tea bags and his own hidden bottle of whiskey, pouring two shots into a cup for her. It would help take the edge off and relax her a bit. He could feel her eyes on him as he worked, but he kept at it, knowing that giving her something else to concentrate on would keep her from her own horrifying thoughts.
āTea,ā John said as he slid the mug over to her when the water was poured. āDrink it all,ā he added as she peered at it. āDo you want to stay here or go to the couch?ā
āCouch,ā Celeste answered as she slid off the counter and picked up the hot mug. āDo you have to go?ā She asked as she reached out her other hand to grab Johnās, not wanting him to get out of arm's reach just yet.
āNo, Iām staying with you,ā John replied as his hand clasped around her small one, letting her lead the way to the living room. āThey know what they are doing.ā
Celeste nodded as she settled down on the couch and all but tugged John to sit with her, not letting him even get a foot away. She wanted him next to her, to feel his presence pressed to her. She curled into his side, tucking her bare feet up under her as she settled easily against him. She sipped the tea, the whiskey strong enough to make her wince as she stared down into the cup.
āDo you know what happened?ā Celeste asked after a few moments of silence, not looking up at John as if afraid of what heād say.
āNot yet,ā John answered truthfully, āI have theories, but I wonāt know until they are done working the scene.ā
Scene. Crime scene.
Celeste winced, but John distracted her as he reached for the remote and flicked on the television, letting some sound fill the silence. She let the local news filter through one ear and out the other, the anchor talking about the end of summer festival, reminders about no burning due to the drought, and back to school deals happening at the shops. This was the time of year when the sleepy tourist town would start preparing to wind down, but Celeste was certain that once the news caught wind of what happened to Mrs. Nettles, there wouldnāt be silence for a long while.
The tea warmed her from the inside out, and Celeste could feel herself relax more into John as he slipped his arm around her shoulder. His thumb gently ran circles over her shoulder, and she looked up at him a few times. He was just as distracted as she was, barely taking in the news or what he was doing. He was on alert. Eyes flicking between each window every few seconds, and she knew he was listening for anything out of the ordinary. He was in work mode without being obvious, not wanting to scare her, but she could tell. Johnny had been the same way when it was just the two of them.
āJohn?ā Celeste asked after a little bit.
āYes?ā John asked as he watched a shadow, reflected in the TV from the back window, slip past. Soap. He knew the manās build and movement anywhere. He had come to pick up the evidence, which meant they were close to wrapping up.
āI, ah,ā she started as she stared down at her mug. āThank you. I know you want to be with them,ā Celeste continued, finally daring to look up at him to meet his eyes. āBut thank you for coming for me, for taking care of,ā she trailed off, preferring not to talk about the blood aloud. āAnd staying.ā
āYou donāt need to thank me,ā John replied as he leaned forward to set his own mug down on the coffee table. āIf you need me, Iāll be there. Doesnāt matter what it is or what I may or may not want,ā he continued, āIām here for you. We all are.ā
āI know,ā Celeste replied in nearly a whisper as she pressed tight against him again. Then, as if like a child afraid of the answer she asked nearly muffled in his side, āam I always going to see it?ā
When Tristan had died, she had seen it every time she closed her eyes. She hadnāt been at the accident but arrived at the hospital once it was already too late. They had allowed her in to say goodbye, for some closure, but that sight stayed with her for weeks. Every time she slept, it was there. When she let her mind wander, it would pop up out of nowhere. Always just seeing him lying in the hospital bed, gone too far from where she could reach him. His body violently and viciously broken just lying there in a sterile white and quiet room.
āFor a little while,ā John answered truthfully. His first body he had thrown up, and his Lieutenant had made him run laps for making the mess before he pulled him aside to talk to him. John had been mad at the time, but he knew now that the man was making him run off the adrenaline to get his body back to baseline before trying to process what he had seen. āItāll fade, but I canāt promise itāll go away fully.ā
āHow do you do it?ā Celeste asked. āHow can you handle seeing it?ā
āYou donāt handle it all at once.ā John replied simply, āYou get through today, then tomorrow, then next week, next month. You keep yourself busy and lean on the people around you.ā He shrugged, āpeople find something that helps them carry it. Johnny draws. Kyle has boxes of journals he never lets anyone see. Simon talks through it with me or Johnny when he finally canāt carry it in silence anymore.ā
āAnd you?ā Celeste asked. Drawing was not within her realm of talents, and she had so many empty journals in her house. Every time she thought sheād try it, nothing came out, or she couldnāt keep up with it.
āKeep moving,ā he answered before gesturing to her mug of tea to finish it. āI donāt let it catch up with me.ā
āDoes it work?ā Celeste asked.
āSome days,ā John replied honestly.
āSounds like me,ā Celeste sighed. How long had she run after Tristian? She ran from her work, her house, her friends. Everything. She ran as far away as she could, but it still caught up to her anyway. āNot the healthiest coping mechanism.ā
āNo,ā John chuckled a bit, āweāll figure out something together. Yeah?ā
Celeste nodded before she downed the rest of her tea, which was mostly whiskey at that point. She gasped a bit at the bite of it before leaning to set her mug down next to Johnās. This was a waiting game now, waiting for them to finish at Mrs. Nettles, waiting to see what they found, and waiting for the next plan. She sighed as the news switched to a syndicated show and rested her head on Johnās shoulder. After a few moments, he pressed a soft kiss into her hair, neither of them spoke or acknowledged it as the television continued to drone on in the background.
For the first time since she stepped into Mrs. Nettlesā house, Celeste let her eyes close, knowing she was safe with John. He had come running when she screamed for him, and she knew he wasnāt going to let anything happen to her. She was safe, he was safe, for now.
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Ghost waited until John was gone before he stood up from where he had been crouched beside the body. Celeste had called for John, that was who she wanted and needed in the moment, so it was his job to work. He would be able to check on her later. He knew she was in good hands with John, and he wasnāt going to let anyone or anything touch her.
Somewhere, the door clicked shut, and Ghost looked up to see Gaz walking into the living room with a duffel bag. Without having to look inside, he already knew what was in it. Cleaning supplies, things to gather evidence and erase signs that any of them had been there.
āDogs are locked up,ā Soap said as he walked into the living room, pulling on a pair of black gloves that Gaz had tossed him on the way in.
āFind anything of note?ā Gaz asked as he handed Ghost a pair of gloves.
āNot random,ā Ghost answered, which they all already knew. āCasing left was from a MP443,ā he continued as he bent down to pick it up now that he had gloves on. āHavenāt found the shotgun one yet.ā
āIāll look. Based on the foyer, they shot her as soon as she opened the door,ā Soap answered as he walked back out of the living room. He could see the bloody shoe prints in the drag smear, Celesteās mixed with Johnās boots.
āGame plan?ā Gaz asked as he pulled out boxes of trash bags. Once the area was deemed safe, he ran back to their place to get everything. He knew John would want a full rundown of the house, and they couldnāt leave any evidence they were there.
āWipe away any signs of Celeste,ā Ghost answered, āfirst and foremostā
Gaz didnāt argue as he dug out the rags, found a bucket to fill with water, and started wiping. It wouldnāt be beyond the realm of a robbery gone wrong that the criminals would try to clean up the crime scene and do a shitty job. The goal was to just wipe away the footprints and fingerprints. He swiped away each smear and did his best not to think about the terror Celeste must have felt as she slowly walked in, then ran out. He saw where she had slipped and caught herself on the wall, her handprint in blood ran down the wall.
āNo shell,ā Soap said as he walked back in as Ghost moved around the scene to see if there was anything else he could glean from it.
āThey wouldnāt take one and not the other on accident,ā Ghost said as Gaz walked back in, one trash bag stuffed to the brim with used rags.
āThey left it for us to find,ā Gaz answered as he tied it off. āThey wanted us to know it was them.ā
āHow long has she been here?ā Soap asked as he wiped his forehead with the back of his arm. It was hot as hell in the house.
āTwo days, maybe three,ā Ghost guessed. āThey probably figured out what we had done and came after their accidental informant.ā
āWe need to wipe the cameras,ā Gaz said as he snapped off his pair of gloves, they were completely ruined in blood.
āDid you get the front planter?ā Ghost asked, and when Soap nodded a yes, he gave a single nod back in confirmation.
āLetās clear out. Burn everything,ā Ghost said as he walked out of the living room. The smell was nauseating, and he knew he would smell it on himself until he showered. And even then. Death lingered in the air long after it was cleared away.
āWhen do you want to call it in?ā Gaz asked as he flicked off the lights as they walked out, pausing long enough for Soap to let the dogs out and crack open the front door again. They had laid out a water dish and some food for them in the bathroom while they worked, and then cleared it away. They would be stuck running around with their dead owner for just a little longer.
āOnce the cameras are cleaned and we are sure we have everything,ā Ghost said. āWeāll need Celesteās stuff.ā
āIāll run over,ā Soap offered as they headed to Celesteās house. He knew John would have taken care of gathering all that up. They werenāt about to bring the evidence horror over to where she was. They could burn the clothes and rags in a barrel down by the dock, dump the ash in the lake and clear it out.
He found the bag of Celesteās clothes on the back step and was quiet as he walked over, pausing for just a second to look in the window. He could see the light from the television in the living room, but that was it. He didnāt linger, not wanting to tip off that he was there, though he was certain John knew. He knew heād be on high alert.
āClothes,ā Gaz said as Johnny threw the bag of Celesteās items in the barrel.
āSo forward,ā Soap said with a small laugh as Gaz cut him a look before he stripped down to his skivvies and threw in everything, including his shoes. āThe Ghost lurking around half naked in there?ā Soap asked as he looked up at Celesteās house.
āHaunting the place in his paleness,ā Gaz answered as he peered inside the barrel as the lake water lapped at their feet. āHow is she?ā
āNot sure,ā Soap answered, ātheyāre in the living room, but I didnāt want to disturb them. Not until this is done.ā
They stood around the barrel for a while, eyes watching the area as they stirred the contents with a prybar until everything was ash inside. They had to kick the barrel over after splashing it with water with how hot it was. The metal sizzled as the water hit it, and they swirled the inside until everything was washed away. It took a bit to make sure everything was gone before they rolled it back up to Celesteās garage, and they walked back inside to find Ghost at the table with the laptops pulled up.
āI overlaid camera footage from other nights from months ago to clear any evidence,ā Ghost said as he looked at the two of them. All of them were standing in the kitchen in just their underwear, and if it werenāt for the situation, he would have found it amusing. Even still, he could see Soap trying to hide his smirk.
āCheck it back,ā he ordered to Gaz, who nodded and took a seat to watch the last few hours of footage. āSet up a phone tower overlay to call in the anonymous tip. Do it from Blackpool, her son lives there,ā he said as Johnny worked on that. āWeāll make it seem like a concerned son who hasnāt heard from his mother.ā
Ghost stepped into the living room to make the call as Soap and Gaz pored over the footage. He kept the conversation brief, just calling the police to ask them to do a wellness check because he hadnāt heard from Mrs. Nettles in a few days, and she missed an appointment. Ghost didnāt give away who he was, didnāt hint he was her son, but a call from Blackpool made the most sense. Half the town didnāt like the old woman, no one would complain when she wasnāt around, and it would be too close to home to call from there.
āEverything looks clear,ā Soap said as Ghost walked back into the kitchen. āIf they ask for footage, nothing seems out of place. It looks like she got home with dinner with me after our trip, then walked over to our place,ā he finished, to which Ghost nodded. That had been what he wanted. They didnāt want Celeste home for when the police eventually showed up, but they needed to show her leaving.
āLetās go,ā Gaz said as he snapped the laptop shut and stood up. āOld people wellness checks in the dead of summer wonāt take them long to respond. Especially in a small place like this with nothing happening.ā
The walk back to their cottage was quick and quiet, the only sound was them crashing through the underbrush. When they walked in the back door, John sat up and looked around at them, waiting for some sort of confirmation that it was clear. Ghost nodded once before gesturing for Gaz to go shower. He had been in the thick of the cleaning, and it would only be a matter of time before the police went door to door asking if anyone saw anything. If he had any blood or the stench of it on him, the police would pick up on it instantly.
āAll cleared,ā Ghost said as he walked around the couch to take a seat in one of the recliners. His words were for John, but his eyes were on Celeste. She was so tiny, curled up in Johnās shirt, pressed tight to his side as if she wanted to get under his skin. Her eyes fluttered open when he spoke, and he gave her a small, reassuring smile.
āAnything we need to be aware of?ā John asked as Soap came around the other side of the couch to take up one of the extra dining room table chairs they had left in there.
āMP443 casing from the head wound,ā Ghost replied, doing his best not to be too sharp or clinical with Celeste there. āNothing left behind from the shotgun.ā
āMakarov left it knowing weād find it,ā Soap answered, his voice barely containing his annoyance.
āCalled in an anonymous tip from Blackpool,ā Soap supplied as he watched Celeste, who was quietly looking at all of them as they spoke. She looked exhausted, scared. But she was at least cleaned up and comforted enough by John. āPolice will be there soon, Iām sure.ā
āWe all need to get cleaned up,ā John said as he heard the water cut on upstairs from Kyle getting in the shower. āBut I donāt want to look fresh out of the shower.ā
āWhen Kyle is done, weāll do a quick rinse off, then go work on the deck,ā Soap supplied. āMakes sense working after dark with how hot itās been. Sandwiches for dinner since itās quick. It fits.ā
āWhat can I do?ā Celeste asked after a second, sitting up a bit but not getting out of his grasp just yet.
āI donāt want you anywhere near this,ā John said. āYouāll stay inside with Johnny,ā he supplied, looking at Simon and Johnny for agreement. Johnny didnāt seem to keen on the idea of staying inside but he didnāt fight it either.
āIf they ask questions, though,ā Celeste started, but John cut her off.
āIf they ask questions, youāll answer them tomorrow. Weāll tell them you two crashed out after your long trip, youāll call them in the morning,ā John supplied. āTonight, you rest and let us handle it.ā
Celeste opened her mouth to argue, but then shut it again. He was right. She was exhausted, confused, and terrified. If she tried to speak to the police that night, she might say something she shouldnāt or forget an important detail. The whole point of what they had just done was to separate her from what had happened as much as possible, she didnāt want to mess that up. She just needed to be the neighbor who would learn that something terrible had happened next door and be concerned that a monster was on the loose. Because there was.
āCome on,ā Johnny said gently as he rose from his seat and extended his hand to Celeste. āIāll get you setup in our room,ā he glanced quickly at Simon before back to her, āthen Iāll shower off.ā
āI,ā Celeste hesitated looking at John for a second, unwilling to give up his warmth just yet. āYes, okay,ā she agreed before taking Johnnyās hand.
āIāll check in on you later,ā John offered with a tightlipped smile as he watched her walk out of the living room to the stairs.
āOkay,ā Celeste barely whispered.
āWhatās our cover?ā Simon asked after he turned back around when Johnny and Celesteās feet disappeared at the top of the stairs.
āThe truth,ā John answered, āmilitary operation above their clearance. They can speak with Kate for confirmation.ā
āThey arenāt going to like that,ā Simon answered with a small smirk.
āLet them complain to Kate and see where it gets them,ā John replied before he rose from the sofa. āIām going to start looking busy, make your shower quick. No handsy games with Johnny,ā he tacked on as Simon turned to leave.
āI donāt think heās going to leave Celesteās side, least until someone else is with her,ā Simon replied. āDonāt think I hadnāt thought about it.ā
āI know,ā John answered, fighting back a grin as he heard Kyle jogging down the steps. āYou and me outside,ā he called over his shoulder as Kyle scooted around Simon to head for the back door.
āHow is she?ā Kyle asked as he helped John lug wood boards from the dilapidated shed outside. The police still hadnāt arrived yet but everyone knew it was a matter of time. The more they could get out and look busy the better.
āA mess,ā John answered truthfully as he heaved three large boards over his shoulder and walked toward the deck. āSheāll be fine, but sheās got to process it.ā
āAnd you?ā Kyle asked as he set down the table that held the big saw.
āFine,ā John replied, a bit surprised at the question. This was nothing really, he had seen ten times worse and a hundred times more.
āWhatever youāre already planning, weāre doing it together,ā Kyle answered as he stood up the working lights and plugged them in. āVengeance isnāt only yours to deal out.ā
āItās not me you have to worry about,ā John replied, āhave the talk with Simon.ā
āAnd where did he learn it from?ā Kyle asked with an eyebrow raise. When John didnāt answer he nodded to himself in confirmation before the sound of a car caught their attention. It was driving slow, as if unsure in the dark, the lights sweeping over the side yard as they took the corner.
āShowās about to start,ā John said as he looked up from where he was crouched taking a measurement on the deck for one of the benches. The car turned into Mrs. Nettles driveway, the front lights spotlighting her house. They hadnāt come lights and sirens, which was to be expected, it was a wellness check. Most of the time those were false alarms, people went on trips, forgot to return calls, or just didnāt want to talk to anyone. Why would they rush over.
āPoor bastard is about to have nightmare fuel for the rest of their life,ā Kyle murmured as he wiped at his forehead, even in the dark and barely doing much he was already beginning to sweat.
āAs Makarov intended,ā John answered as he stood up, doing his best to not stare but his ears were on high alert for the reaction. A panicked yell, running, calling in reinforcements. This was going to take hours and while all he wanted to do was go inside and hold Celeste, he had a job to do and heād see it through. Heād find her later and hold her through the night. And when the nightmares came, he would be there for her when she woke up and heād help her fight them off.
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Some John and Celeste time finally. I think it's fitting in her moment of panic John is who she calls for. They are all protectors but each have their own role with Celeste and that is definitely John's job for everyone involved. I also love how, even when he wants to be with her, he continues to do his duty. One day he'll be able to rest.
Expanding on this.
It's basically a mini series when I come up with new ideas.
War.
There has been a war your whole life, in one way or another. Some hotshot Lord thinking he can usurp the King. A rival kingdom getting a little too close to the borders. Settling an old score with a country that keeps pushing buttons.
So it shouldn't be a surprise when you walk into the courtyard to find your King in his armor. It's a thing of beauty, and terror, to see him sitting on his horse with his three loyal men at his side. All of them gleam in the sun as they wait for the rest of the guard to gather.
"Must you go?" You whisper as you walk up to John's side, hands wringing in your deep plum colored dress.
"It'll only be a few days," John answers as he dutifully slides from his horse, handing the reins to Simon as he does. "I've doubled your security. For their sake and mine, stay inside the grounds." He says, his tone soft, but you feel the command.
"Of course," you reply as you tilt your head back to look up at him. "I don't have anything to give you.ā Traditionally speaking, you should always present your knight with your favor.
āI have plenty of you with me,ā he smiles as he cups your jaw, the gloves rough on your skin. And you can see what he is talking about. The small scratch marks that slide under the collar of his shirt. A yellowing bruise on his jugular from where you bit down in surprise when his fingers explored your backside the other night. And the very subtle bleaching of his normal dark brown beard and mustache.
You bite your lip, eyes darting to his other men before back to your King. It doesn't feel right sending them off without a good luck charm, old superstitions eating away at you.
"Wait," you breathe, stepping out of John's grip and work on hiking up your dress.
There is a delicate little knife, strapped to a garter that bites into your thigh. It was a gift from Kyle, the blade no thicker than your finger but sharp enough to split a hair. He had gifted it to you when a liaison of not exactly friendly diplomats came to dinner. Just in case, he whispered as he cornered you in the hallway and slipped it up your leg.
Johnny grins, nudging his mare to block you from view of the other guards as you unsheathe the weapon and let your dress fall back down again. Before John can protest, you slide the knife along your bodice near your heart, cutting into the delicate purple silk inlayed with gold vines and flowers. The Queen's colors.
"Here," you whisper as you tie it around John's thick wrist as he watches you. "And the rest of you," you state, looking up at the other three who are watching intently. Bending down, you cut strips of the purple silk away from the bottom of the skirt and wait for the men to offer you the hilt of their swords.
You tie the material as tightly as you can before giving John one last kiss and making them all swear they will come home to you. They leave you standing at the gate, arms wrapped tight around yourself to cover your exposed undergarments and to keep yourself together. Since your marriage, you and John had not spent a single night apart, and now you were losing all four of your comforts for who knew how long.
The days are long, whittling them away with walks along the grounds, music, reading, embroidery, and hosting other ladies of the court.
But the nights. The nights are even longer.
The bed is cold, no matter how many hot pans your maids put in. It's also too large; you feel exposed without John's arms around you. Or Simon's solid body perched on the bed for you to press against as you wait for John to return from a meeting. And when you wake up in the dark, you long for Johnny's soft whisper asking if there is something you need. Or Kyle's broad hand running along your back to soothe you back to sleep.
It's been weeks with very little updates aside from John was alive, but the troops were taking heavy losses. You toss and turn most nights, spending many of them pacing the bedroom and staring out the window. As if staring at the horizon would bring news, or them home. The days drag, you spend most of them in a haze, sleeping more and more to make up for the lack of sleep at night.
Then one night, as you sit by the fire staring at the embers, the bedroom door bangs open. You shriek, jumping up from your seat, and instantly grab a robe to cover yourself. The people in the door silhouettes are nothing but shadows, but there is no mistaking John's build. His broad shoulders, the bulge in his arms, and the sure stance.
"John?" You ask, dropping the robe and taking a step toward him. He doesn't say anything as he walks into the room, hand undoing the clasp of his cloak. You take another tentative step toward him.
"My King?" You ask as Johnny steps into the light to take the discarded garment.
"My Queen," John answers as he clears the gap between the two of you, hands grabbing your face to gently hold it, eyes roving over you as if to assure himself you are okay.
He looks exhausted. The circles under his eyes are dark, but his skin is darker, as if he's been out in the sun. You can see a cut on his cheek that's healing, and other various marks on him that weren't lovingly left by you. His hands are calloused as they brush along your delicate skin, and you want to cry at the tenderness with which he holds and looks at you.
"You should have sent word you were coming home, I would have prepared," you babble as you hear the bedroom door click shut and the other footsteps of Simon and Kyle walking further into the room. "I would have waited up for you. A proper feast and," you grab onto John's waist as he smiles.
"I don't want a feast," John answers as he slides his hands to your shoulders to toy with the white linen of your sleeping gown. "I don't want the fanfare or people. I've had enough of that," he traces his fingers to the tie in the front of your night slip. "I want you," he pulls on the small bow, "and only you for the next week."
You grin a bit, feeling yourself growing hot as he continues to unlace the top, slowly and deliberately. You glance down at his hands and start to see the favor you had bestowed on him still tied on his wrist. It's worse for wear, fraying and dirty, stained with blood and who knows what else.
"Never took it off," John says as his eyes follow yours. "Not once," he flips his wrist up to show you the knot. "You put it on me, you take it off," he grins as your fingers dig at the tight junction of fabric. Between the blood, sweat, water, and spilled drink, the material has shrunk and become so tight you can't get a grip on the knot.
"Your knife," he barely whispers as he watches you.
"I don't want to cut you," you answer, noticing how there is very little space between it and his skin.
"My blood is yours," he grins as Kyle hands you the knife from your bedside table. "Go on."
You tremble as you slide the blade in the small space, eyes darting between John's face and your work. When you have it wedged, you tug upward, and you hear the sound of the fabric ripping, along with a small intake of breath from John.
"I'm sorry!" You say instantly, dropping the knife to the ground and grabbing his arm. You can see the small well of blood where you had sliced him, it's not deep, and luckily it's clean with how sharp the blade is.
"Just a scratch," John assures you as he wipes it away with his other thumb.
You glance where the cut is still bleeding and quickly snatch up his arm and bring it to your lips. It's a soft gesture, a gentle, quick kiss to the cut to make it better before you trail the kiss up to his wrist, which has evidence of a burn where the fabric had rubbed. You had caused both of those pains, you wanted to be the one to take them away.
John doesn't say a word as you flick your eyes up to him, though you can see the flare in his eyes. How he watches you with a hunger as you kiss his palm, tongue darting out to lick away the last drops of blood from his newest cut. The way he shifts a bit on his feet, and glances at his men, who are all watching with rapt attention.
Dropping your hands from his arm, you take a small step back and finish undoing the last ties of your nightgown and let it fall around your feet in a puddle. In the beginning, you had been too shy to do this in front of John, let alone the other three, but now it didn't matter. You knew that John was yours, and his men worshiped the ground you walked on. There was no need to be afraid.
John works on getting out of his travel clothes, the buttons and knots endless, and you sit prettily on the bed watching. Simon tugs you to him to keep you warm in the chill air, your skin covered in goosebumps. John doesn't struggle for long with his clothes, though.
You grin as Kyle slides his hands down John's chest as he kneels in front of him to loosen his belt and ties. It's the perfect view, even in the dying light from the fire. You can see every angle of John's body, the taught muscle of his chest that gives way to a soft belly before dipping to the v of his hips, where Kyle's hands are placed as he kisses along the skin there. And when Johnny reaches around John from behind and pumps John a few times into Kyle's open mouth, you squirm with delight. A squirm that turns to a sigh as Simon's fingers find your clit and gently rub.
Knowing that John was with his men all these weeks had brought you some comfort. Knowing they would protect him, keep him company, and warm when you couldn't helped dull your worry. But it didn't satisfy your deep ache of loneliness or need. Your own hand and memory couldn't touch what these men did for you, and as Simon spreads your legs wider for John to watch, you groan from the pleasure.
"Look at me," John states as you lean your head back on Simon's shoulder, eyes half closing. Weeks without this make the feeling almost too much, but you open your eyes as Simon eases up. You know he's changed pace to silently indicate that if you don't do what John says, you don't get what you want.
"Beautiful," John answers as you lock eyes with him, knees bending up a bit as you push back against Simon's chest. And, as if in reward, Simon's fingers slip into you. No preamble or preparing for both digits, which makes you hiss with surprise, and a moment of pain, before he begins to pump them in and out of you, deliciously slow.
One of John's hands finds the back of Kyle's head and pushes him fully on his length, his nose pressed against his pelvis, before he pulls him back. He's not gentle with his men like he is with you. But the way Kyle moans deep in his chest, you know he enjoys it. Just like how Johnny enjoys the tight squeeze of John's other hand on his own freed cock, making him tremble.
It's a wonderful sight to see them like this, to tilt your head back and see Simon's eyes locked on his King as he finger fucks you toward climax. But you need more. You need to feel John. To feel Kyle and Johnny. All of it. And as if John can sense it, he taps Kyle on the shoulder, letting him slide his tongue along his length one more time, before the man rises and he walks toward you.
"Lie back, my love," you say as John climbs into the bed, painfully hard and lubricated from Kyle's spit. "Let me take care of you."
John doesn't object as you climb into his lap, bending forward to help situate the pillows for him with a smile. You slide your center of his length as you shift, and you bite your lip at how easily he slips through your folds. He doesn't miss it either, hands gripping your thighs as you dare to grind down on him a bit, rocking your hips. Fuck it feels good. You push down again, hands grabbing his shoulders as you move forward and back over him until a hand slides between your bodies to notch John at your entrance.
One more roll back and he slips in. Despite Simon's ministrations, it takes you a moment to seat John fully. This angle and weeks of nothing make it difficult, but as Johnny kisses your neck from behind and tells you how good you're doing, you feel your hips connect with John's.
"That's it," John coos as you begin to move, hands braced on his chest now. Ease rise and fall on him sends a jolt of pleasure through you, and you can feel the pressure of him right against your cervix. But you can't get what you're looking for, can't move at the right speed, legs tiring as you grind on him, trying to chase the pleasure that seems to linger just out of reach.
"Let me," Johnny offers as you whine in a bit of frustration. Then his hands are on you. Strong and capable as he grips your hip bones and moves you, fingers digging in as he lifts and lowers you, letting you fall back against him.
You can feel Johnny's length digging into your backside as you ride John, and the thrill of what John had asked you about before he left races through you. You needed more time and more preparation, as John explained, before letting Simon and Johnny demonstrate exactly what that meant. It scared you then; it was never something you had learned about, let alone seen. But now, now you want it. Wanted to feel these men inside of you, the only way possible, as the Queen could only have the King's children.
"Next time," John says as he adjusts to sit up fully to take over, letting Johnny slide away. He leans forward to kiss you gently, lips lingering over yours, hands running down your sweaty back to grab your behind. "Next time we will." As if he knew what you were thinking, wanting.
You nod with a small smile before John grabs your hands and places them on the headboard on either side of his head. You know what is coming. He's had enough rest and is ready to take over. And as his hands dig into your soft curves, he sets a brutal pace, using his legs as leverage as he bounces you on him. Arching his hips up as he brings you back down, the smacking sounds fill the room, only to be echoed by another.
You don't look, though, don't glance to see who has Kyle whimpering like that. Your eyes are only for your husband as he stares right back at you; nothing distracts him from your form. From the way you pant his name, or how your fingers hold so tightly to the carved wood frame, you think your palms will bleed from it. He doesn't ease up as you climax, doesn't give you a reprieve as one hand grabs you by the nape of your neck to pull you in for a kiss that steals your breath.
John bites down on your lip as he groans into your mouth, his length twitching as he comes. But he doesn't stop moving, slower, yes, but still pumping into you, making sure he fills you to the brim and nothing leaks out.
When he finishes, you lean forward into him, arms wrapping around him as he grows soft inside you, but you don't rise off him. Instead, you lay there, feeling more content than you have in weeks. Twisting your head to the side, you can see where Simon is sitting in a chair, breathing heavily with his own spend all over his chest and stomach. Kyle has disappeared, to clean up presumably, but Johnny is still by the bed, and with a smile, he tugs the blanket up around you and John.
"Sleep, my love," John breathes into your ear as you continue to just watch him, eyes heavy. "I'll be here when you wake."
"I just want to look at you. I've missed you these months," you say quietly as he smooths the sweat off your forehead.
"Sleep now. I said I only wanted you for a week, and that is what I intend," John promises as he kisses your temple. "You'll need rest."
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Finally starting The Pitt. I havenāt had the mental capacity for a new show for a while. Especially a medical show. My hypochondria goes into overdrive so I need plenty of time to prepare my brain that I am not dying of everything the patients have and itās not a sign from the universe.
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Well, weāre deep in it now. Already a few episodes into season 2.
Few observations:
1) I see the appeal for Dr Abbot for sure.
2) Mel is adorable and I love her.
3) Love all the nurses.
4) Honestly I like all the characters, medical staff and patients alike. They all have fantastic attributes even if some of them arenāt the most ālikeableā they are real which makes them enjoyable.
5) My CSI loving heart enjoyed seeing Carmine Giovinazzo. He aged like fine wine.
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Finally starting The Pitt. I havenāt had the mental capacity for a new show for a while. Especially a medical show. My hypochondria goes into overdrive so I need plenty of time to prepare my brain that I am not dying of everything the patients have and itās not a sign from the universe.
Anyway. Have you all watched? Anything I need to prepare myself for? Donāt spoil it for me but Iāll take any warnings like āepisode blank is heavyā etc.
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