Sorry, did I scare you ?

SCREAM

a collection of sentence starters from the airborne toxic event's album all at once . edited to fit rp needs , adjust pronouns as necessary . warnings for some darker & religious tones ,

❛ we were born without time , ❜

❛ we longed to be loved , ❜

❛ it comes like a punch in the gut , in the back , in the face , ❜

❛ i feel the water rising around us , ❜

❛ i guess it'll be okay , ❜

❛ i've been in a daze , ❜

❛ it seems nothing lasts , ❜

❛ i feel your hot breath on my tongue , ❜

❛ i just want to be numb , ❜

❛ i go from place to place just aimlessly & half asleep , ❜

❛ i don't know where i am , i don't know what i've done , ❜

❛ if i drink tonight , i'll get you off my mind , ❜

❛ none of it seems real to me , ❜

❛ what were we both thinking ? ❜

❛ what if i was the same that i always was ? ❜

❛ i won't hear one more word about changing , ❜

❛ you're looking at me like i'm something you own , ❜

❛ you say i never tried , ❜

❛ didn't i answer every time that you call ? ❜

❛ you never listen at all , ❜

❛ i'm coming undone , ❜

❛ you're my favorite one , ❜

❛ i'll keep it quiet , ❜

❛ two years away & i don't miss home , ❜

❛ the light from inside her fills up the darkness in your head , ❜

❛ you've forgotten the reason the muse inspires the art , ❜

❛ it was all for the promise & the lie of a woman , ❜

❛ i never knew my mother , but i can't say it's so bad , ❜

❛ it didn't mean a thing , ❜

❛ it was a shotgun forest wedding , but they forgot to bring the guns , ❜

❛ why'd you spare us from your grace & not the rod ? ❜

❛ you gotta find yourself alone before you'll find the eyes of god , ❜

❛ you were born to be a peasant , not a king , ❜

❛ the kids are all lined up on the wall like they're ready to die , ❜

❛ i was thirteen when i got my first taste of danger , ❜

❛ i just don't know what to do with all this anger , ❜

❛ i know this wasn't part of your plan , ❜

❛ you can't look me in the eye & say you don't feel like a little destruction , ❜

❛ i swear there's something in the air , ❜

❛ you can only lie for so long before you get something drastic , ❜

❛ you can dance on the graves & the bones of the children , ❜

❛ we pray as we were watching the charade , ❜

❛ it's a damned good day , ❜

❛ you know it's begun from the crack of the guns, ❜

❛ we want peace , ❜

❛ on the night that we met , you said that you wanted more from me , ❜

❛ i remember your face , the way that you blushed & the way that you smiled , ❜

❛ it's like you're searching for something to make you feel whole , ❜

❛ i'm only half of something else , ❜

❛ now all i think about is you , ❜

❛ i know it's not clever , i just want you with me , ❜

❛ you're such a strange girl , ❜

❛ we traded blindness for wisdom , ❜

❛ you just act like it was a fact of life , ❜

❛ no , you can't ever go home , ❜

❛ time has made it all obscene , ❜

❛ i can only say these things to you while you're sleeping , ❜

❛ i lie awake & pretend you can hear me , ❜

❛ we could lie to each other like they do & say we're so happy , ❜

❛ i think i might scream , ❜

❛ i could tell you that you're all i've ever wanted , dear , & i could utter every word you'd hope to hear , ❜

❛ i shudder when i think that i might not be here forever , ❜

❛ suddenly you seem like some faceless thing in my grasp , ❜

❛ it must be some kind of rebellion , to arm your fears like soldiers & slay them , ❜

❛ love is defying , ❜

❛ do you think we'll ever die ? ❜

❛ if life & love both fade so predictably , we'd made ourselves a kind of predictable lie , ❜

❛ so i pictured us like corpses lying side by side in pieces in some dark & lonely plot under a bough , ❜

❛ i can't pretend that i can tell you what is going to happen next , ❜

❛ you have no idea about me , ❜

❛ do people ever know each other , or just stumble round like strangers in the dark ? ❜

❛ i can't forget the past , ❜

❛ you seem somehow like a lost & lonely child , ❜

❛ i can see the thoughts flash across your eyes , ❜

❛ darling , will you be kind ? ❜

❛ i can list each crippling fear like i'm reading from a will , & i'll defy every one & love you still , ❜

❛ if you die before i die , i'll carve your name out of the sky , ❜

❛ it's better to love whether you win , or lose , or die , ❜

this isn’t who you are.

it’s hard to recognize hope, even when it’s right in front of us.

sounds like a terrible idea. i’m in. 

you, like, awakened something in me.

that girl’s like hanging out with a funeral.

places are easy to leave. it’s the people that are hard to leave behind.

i won’t prove them right. i won’t be the monster they think i am.

it feels like you’re kind of out of sync in your life.

it’s mushy, i don’t like it.

does anyone think about me as much as i think about them?

i know i feel too much. but isn’t that good, too? because i would do anything for the people that i love.

told you i’d survive.

love is a lot of things. safe isn’t one of them.

indifference is the best revenge.

sometimes i come here to cry.

maybe next time you just need to kiss someone who wants to kiss you back.

what if all your dreams come true and it’s still not enough?

god, i love the smell of air conditioning.

i wish i was like you. i wish i could just be a stone cold bitch and not care.

i matter. i should matter to you.

i didn’t make you anything that wasn’t in there already.

don’t you see? this is life or death.

you make my life worse. you make me worse. you’re the thing that i do when i want to hate myself.

all you do is lie to me.

this is why you broke up with me. i’m a crazy person.

once someone leaves, that’s it. that’s who they are.

not many people wanna be my friend right now. i’m not very popular.

i don’t know who i am without you. you changed my life, my life became about you.

i’m strong. i’ve had to get really strong.

kinda nice to know there’s a little bit of crazy going on around here that doesn’t involve us.

that’s what us lesbians do. we just stare at each other and nothing ever happens and we think about it forever.

i do not trust happiness. 

you know, i’ve been pretty independent my whole life.

you’re not the one i need to hear ‘sorry’ from.

it’s okay to fall apart a little.

your feelings can be a lot sometimes.

you are giving me panic attacks. what are you still doing here?

i could use a break from keeping you alive.

we are some shitty best friends.

you turn the page, and you don’t look back. you do better today than you did yesterday.

do you think we’ll ever be able to trust each other again?

i was the original leaver. i just came back.

he makes you feel bad about yourself, why would you spend any time with him?

the only person who doesn’t know how beautiful you are is you.

you know how i can come across as a weird asshole sometimes?

you’ve become more questions than answers for me.

you are the calmest thing i know.

why don’t you want happiness?

i’m your only friend.

you know, it just feels like we should be fucking.

also, you look really hot, by the way. 

you just seem so unapologetically you. like, in every way. where does that come from?

when i’m with you, i don’t feel sick to my stomach.

how do you do that? say out loud what i’m thinking? 

don’t ruin your life by being passive aggressive.

it’s like you’re lost.

you can’t rewrite the past.

i’m not happy here. and i don’t think you are, either.

now that i’ve met you, now that i know what it feels like to be in love with you, i cannot see spending the rest of my life with anyone else.

what do you do except follow me around?

you’re just drunk and you’re trying to hurt my feelings.

i always felt like nothing.

who needs food when you have love, right?

do you have any idea what it feels like to be in pain all day?

you’re clinging to me to make yourself feel better.

because of you, i finally know what it’s like to really want something, but it can’t just be you.

if we don’t break up now, i will continue to make you my whole world.

you better make us breaking up worth it. if you’re not gonna fight for us, at least fight for you.

if it weren’t for you, i’d still be locked in a life that wasn’t mine.

maybe we’ll be ready for each other in 10 years. 

next time you see me, it won’t be as friends.

you were hurting, and you lashed out, because that’s what you do.

i was so angry at you for leaving. i don’t want to feel like that anymore.

you want your revenge? or you want your people to live?

look at you. fighting is all you know.

i promise, i won’t slow you down. i’ll just keep you company.

you haven’t been happy about anything in a long time.

doing the right thing can kiss my ass.

nothing like a little pain to remind you you’re alive.

i didn’t bail on you. i came back.

i do hard things so you don’t have to. i know i’m a monster.

you turned me into the worst possible version of myself. 

the next time i see you, i’ll kill you. and that’s a promise.

i know you think you don’t deserve this, but you’re wrong.

i want you to get everything that you want.

i think i love you too. i tried to fight it. because, hello.

i thought about dying. like a lot. like, “okay, at least there’s that option.”

you overstep until people suffocate.

you are only ever going to hurt me.

you know who i am. i’m you. remember?

danger is supposed to come with warning signs.

i don’t like you nervous. it’s unsettling.

look, it’s you. it’s always gonna be you. and i know you love me too.

i know you better than anyone. you want all this, not me.

so that’s what we do now, we just run away when things get scary. 

✳𒉼 ▫ Angst starters ▫𒉼✳

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[ SHATTER ] – pushes your muse away in anger or fear.

[ ECHO ] – calls your muse’s name in desperation.

[ STONE ] – refuses to speak to your muse.

[ STORM ] – breaks down in front of your muse, unable to hold it in anymore.

[ SILENCE ] – leaves your muse without explanation.

[ SCAR ] – shows your muse an old wound and tells them the story behind it.

[ SNAP ] – yells at your muse after bottling things up for too long.

[ CRACK ] – tries to smile, but can't.

[ ASHES ] – burns something that once meant something to them and your muse.

[ BLAME ] – accuses your muse of hurting them, whether it’s true or not.

[ DROWN ] – admits they’ve been struggling but didn’t want to burden your muse.

[ FROST ] – pretends not to care as your muse walks away.

[ COLLAPSE ] – clings to your muse after holding back tears for too long.

[ VANISH ] – disappears for days without telling your muse.

[ GLASS ] – says something cruel they didn’t mean and immediately regrets it.