Independent Emotion

tom holland starred in billy elliot on stage, still dances ballet a lot, confidently said he’d fuck thor, is soft around puppies and kids all the time, talks about getting emotional/crying without making it seem like a bad thing or a big deal, and dressed in this

If you can love the wrong one so much, just imagine how much you can love the right one.

I must learn to love the fool in me - the one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self-control, loves and hates, hurts and gets hurt, promises and breaks promises, laughs and cries.

Stars are not small or gentle. They are writhing and dying and burning. They are not here to be pretty. I am trying to learn from them.

uh 

you: pussy

make her playlists and send her books. feed her soul and water her mind. serenade her intellect, and communicate with her on a deeper level.

All I ever wanted was to connect. With the world, with others, with myself…but I withdrew. Don’t do it. Let me tell you: Withdrawing from the world is like fumbling around in the dark, searching for a light switch. It’s always the right time to step into the world, to reach out–even if t hurts your eyes. To stumble into the blinding daylight. I promise–Your eyes will adjust.

Gifts for her

I wish I was there, or you were here, or we were elsewhere together.

I hope you fall in love with someone who never stops choosing you and I hope you feel at home when you look at them.

…At night I dream that you and I are two plants that grew together, roots entwined…

Pain of your absence gets diluted in the buzzing daylight. But the dark silence of midnight, rips open all the wounds you left behind.