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He considered the childโs response. He wasnโt sure what exactly fell into things Morrigan could not teach her son. The woman seemedโฆwell informed, and even that felt like an understatement.
The latter end of his question he could answer though. โMagic isnโt different in Tevinter than it is anywhere else.โ He began. โRather itโs the behavior towards magic that contradicts the south. In Tevinter, magic is a gift, and itโs cared for and tended to like one. Magic is in itself such a privilege even that Soporati wait and pray for the day one of their children or their grandchildren might be born a mage. There is pride in being a mage. The Southern Chantry treats magic like a threat to the safety of the mage and of others. Young mages are taught to be afraid of their own abilities and accept being considered something of a freak that must be locked away from the rest of the world like criminals. Itโs not wonder the South sees so many more possessions and deaths amongst their circles, demons feed off of that fear and self hatred.โ Perhaps he ought to get off his soap box; he was still after all speaking to a child who had no control over this situation, he simply asked a question.
โIโve been to many circles during my studies,โ conveniently heโd left out why or how that was. โIโve been the Necropolis in Nevarra to learn necromancy from an exceptionally bright scholar.โ One he would conveniently also leave out their not getting on very well because of Dorianโs famous attitude.
โI guess the short answer is I know a lot of magic. I canโt heal though, something about the process I always somehow make it worse.โ
A gift that was to be tended and cared for- it wasn't unlike his mother's views, and he remembered her absolute delight and pride when he showed her something new he had learned or mastered.
"Mother doesn't know necromancy, I don't think." That had stood out to him. While Morrigan certainly knew much about the ancient and arcane, magic was so broad Kieran was convinced that surely no one person could know it all. A fact that in and of its self both fascinated and challenged him.
"She says that there are kinds of magic that Circles don't teach- like blood magic, and shapeshifting. Are there things like that taught in Tevinter that we wouldn't know about here in the south?" Kieran settled down on the ground, back to a bookshelf and looked up at Dorian with curious and expectant eyes. He'd come prepared- a pencil and a small bound notebook ready for anything he wanted to remember.
"I don't think necromancy is often taught here."
Dorian considered his words when replying. He wouldnโt call Tevinter a magical utopia for a young mage, even if their attitude towards magic was objectively better than much of southern Thedas. He loved his country, but it had its problems. Despite his own personal struggles, he wasnโt blissfully unaware of the privileges heโd known as a result of being born both a mage and into a wealthy family.
There were many who would give a lot to have the opportunities heโd had, and while many might consider his experience with the world โshelteredโ, he knew how the less fortunate coveted the abilities and things heโd simply been born into.
โNo one approves of blood magic publicly,โ was how he decided to answer that question. โItโs not something you can simply go around asking to be taught. Blood magic finds people who are desperate, it seldom finds eager scholars whose lives are going well.โ
โNecromancy doesnโt hold the same reputation but the south isโฆmore superstitious. That sort of thing tends to happen when your dominate population has never stepped foot in any academic space let alone is literate.โ He explained.
โNevarraโs necromancers are their prized jewels Iโve come to understand, they value them so much that they donโt even allow their Templars to occupy the Grand Necropolis. I studied there for a time when I was young, truthfully it was one of the few places my hobby for polishing the bones of dead animals or storing their corpses in jars wasnโt indicative that I might grow up to become a notorious murderer that stalked women in the night and brutally mutilated them.
โBut anyways, yes. You most likely wonโt learn necromancy anywhere but Nevarra if itโs a study you want to explore academically. Most of Thedas is unnerved by the dead. Death and decay is simply the paramour of the Pavus house. It would not surprise me to learn that some of my distant ancestors were Nevarra themselves.โ
"Oh I assure you I could have gone my whole life content without seeing the world drowned in demons and red lyrium growing from people's bodies slowly eating them alive."
Maybe that was a bit too vivid a description for a child. He supposed he didn't know to have an appropriate conversation about violence and death with a child, he hadn't interacted with a child since he was a child himself and he was a renowned arrogant freak with no friends.
"Anyways," he added, quick to change the topic. "I could teach you a lot of things. Magic is a pretty broad topic, it depends what it is you want to know."
"The things Mother can't." It was probably a broad spectrum, but Kieran was a sponge, ready and eager to soak up as much as he could. The arcane and of course the old magic fascinated him, but there was more, questions he didn't know to ask. A nagging feeling told him Dorian Pavus might have some of the answers, even if he himself didn't know the questions.
"What kind of magic do you know?" He asked curiously. "Everyone says Tevinter is very different from the south. Is the magic there different too?" Surely magic was magic no matter where you went, and the Fade was the Fade, however perhaps there were different fields of study that were prominent.
He considered the childโs response. He wasnโt sure what exactly fell into things Morrigan could not teach her son. The woman seemedโฆwell informed, and even that felt like an understatement.
The latter end of his question he could answer though. โMagic isnโt different in Tevinter than it is anywhere else.โ He began. โRather itโs the behavior towards magic that contradicts the south. In Tevinter, magic is a gift, and itโs cared for and tended to like one. Magic is in itself such a privilege even that Soporati wait and pray for the day one of their children or their grandchildren might be born a mage. There is pride in being a mage. The Southern Chantry treats magic like a threat to the safety of the mage and of others. Young mages are taught to be afraid of their own abilities and accept being considered something of a freak that must be locked away from the rest of the world like criminals. Itโs not wonder the South sees so many more possessions and deaths amongst their circles, demons feed off of that fear and self hatred.โ Perhaps he ought to get off his soap box; he was still after all speaking to a child who had no control over this situation, he simply asked a question.
โIโve been to many circles during my studies,โ conveniently heโd left out why or how that was. โIโve been the Necropolis in Nevarra to learn necromancy from an exceptionally bright scholar.โ One he would conveniently also leave out their not getting on very well because of Dorianโs famous attitude.
โI guess the short answer is I know a lot of magic. I canโt heal though, something about the process I always somehow make it worse.โ
โใ ค. . .ใ ค๐ฏ๐ฌ๐จ๐ซ๐ช๐จ๐ต๐ถ๐ต ๐ธ๐ผ๐ฌ๐บ๐ป๐ฐ๐ถ๐ต๐บ.
โหโน ใ คa collection of character analysis/headcanon questions to learn more about your character and your partners'! writing/headcanon prompts requested by anonymous. feel free to edit these as you see fit.
[ ๐๏ธ ]ใ ค.ใ คwhat do their hands feel like: soft, calloused, trembling ? [ โ๏ธ ]ใ ค.ใ คdo they crave touch or fear it ? [ ๐ ]ใ ค.ใ คdo they have a sound, like a song or voice, that they associate with peace ? [ ๐๏ธ ]ใ ค.ใ คwhen did they feel the safest ? [ ๐ค ]ใ ค.ใ คhow do they sleep ? curled up, sprawled, holding onto something ? [ ๐ฆ ]ใ ค.ใ คwhat is a fear they never talk about ? [ ๐ ]ใ ค.ใ คwhat is a secret theyโve sworn never to tell ? [ ๐ชข ]ใ ค.ใ คwhen was the last time they broke a promise ? [ ๐ซณ ]ใ ค.ใ คwho do they feel they owe, but never paid back ? [ ๐ผ ]ใ ค.ใ คwhat do they always carry with them ? [ ๐งจ ]ใ ค.ใ คwhatโs the quickest way to set them off, even if they hide it well ? [ โ๏ธ ]ใ ค.ใ คwhat does guilt feel like to them ? [ ๐ข ]ใ ค.ใ คwho have they never forgiven and never will ? [ ๐ฉธ ]ใ ค.ใ คis there something or someone that, if lost, would break them ? [ ๐ง๏ธ ]ใ ค.ใ คis there a pain they refuse to heal from ? [ ๐ช ]ใ ค.ใ คwhen have they looked at their reflection and hated what they saw ? [ ๐ฟ ]ใ ค.ใ คwhat superstition or ritual do they cling to ? [ ๐ ]ใ ค.ใ คwhen was the last time they cried ? [ ๐พ ]ใ ค.ใ คdo animals like them instinctively ? [ ๐ชถ ]ใ ค.ใ คhow do they laugh ? [ ๐ซ ]ใ ค.ใ คwho taught them what love is ? did it hurt ? [ ๐ญ ]ใ ค.ใ คdo they believe theyโre worthy of being loved ? [ ๐ ]ใ ค.ใ คwhat is their main love language ? [ ๐ฆ ]ใ ค.ใ คwho do they search for ? [ ๐ ]ใ ค.ใ คis there a story they love sharing with others ? [ ๐ ]ใ ค.ใ คdo they have a dream or goal they have given up on ? [ ๐ฏ๏ธ ]ใ ค.ใ คwhat memory do they replay when theyโre alone ? [ ๐ช๏ธ ]ใ ค.ใ คwhatโs the one choice they regret (not) making ? [ ๐งฉ ]ใ ค.ใ คwhatโs a truth about themselves they refuse to admit ? [ ๐ป ]ใ ค.ใ คwhat kind of drunk are they ? [ โ๏ธ ]ใ ค.ใ คwhat kind of letter would they write but never send ? [ ๐ก๏ธ ]ใ ค.ใ คwhat is a scar that they have but never talk about ? [ ๐ธ๏ธ ]ใ ค.ใ คdo they have a favourite lie they like to hear ? [ ๐ชฆ ]ใ ค.ใ คwhat would they want on their gravestone but never admit aloud ? [ ๐ฑ ]ใ ค.ใ คwhat kind of future do they crave, and whoโs in it ? [ ๐ ]ใ ค.ใ คdo they have a recurring dream or nightmare ? [ ๐ ]ใ ค.ใ คdo they feel like they belong ? [ โ ]ใ ค.ใ คwhat does โhomeโ mean to them ? [ ๐งญ ]ใ ค.ใ คwhere would they go if they could disappear tomorrow ?

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Sinday Character Asks
โค๏ธ Noise - How loud are they, and how loud do they like a partner to be? Have there ever been moments they had to stay quiet, or tried to force themselves to be louder?
๐ฉท Sensation - Do any specific textures or temperatures affect their enjoyment, such as wax, carpet, silk, feathers? Do they usually find pain a turn on or turn off?
๐งก Touch - What areas of their body are the most erogenous? How willing are they to tell a partner that they like being touched in those places?
๐ Cleanliness - How important is hygiene to them? Do they prefer a partner be clean, or is sweat and grunge more of a turn on?
๐ Location - How much does location matter, like beaches, alleyways, couches, rooftops? What types of places do they find particular turn ons, if any?
๐ Safety - What does it take for them to feel safe with a partner(s)? How safe do they need to feel before they'll have sex with someone?
๐ฉต Risk - How much risk do they enjoy during sex? How do they feel about unprotected sex? Would they choose to have sex somewhere they might be noticed, if getting caught would be scandalous?
๐ Control - How much control do they like to have during sex? Are they more dominant or submissive? How easy is it for them to assert when they want or don't want something from their partner(s)?
โค๏ธ Good Date - Have there been any particularly good dates or especially fond memories of an encounter? What happened?
๐ฉท Bad Date - Have there been any bad dates or embarrassing bungles? What happened?
๐งก Fidelity - How important is this to them? Would they consider cheating on partner(s), and how would they feel if a partner cheated on them?
๐ Fantasy - Are there any fantasies they enjoy daydreaming about but don't actually want to act on? This could be kinks, positions, partners, or anything else sex-related.
๐ Virginity - How did they lose it, or how do they fantasize about losing it?
๐ Sex Work - How do they feel about things like prostitution? Are there circumstances where they would engage in it, either selling or buying?
๐ฉต Appearance - What physical traits do they find most attractive in others? What do they consider their best physical assets?
๐ Apparel - What kinds of outfits do they consider sexy, if any? Would they enjoy wearing or seeing someone in lingerie?
โค๏ธ Appetite - What's their libido like? Do they get horny often, or does the mood only strike rarely? Can certain things alter it significantly?
๐ฉท Orgasm - What does it take for them to orgasm? What do their orgasms usually look like/how obvious are they? Do they need to orgasm to feel like a sexual encounter was successful, or good?
๐งก Masturbation - What is their opinion on self pleasuring? Do they do it? Would they enjoy watching a partner do it?
๐ Research - Do they like reading/watching/viewing any kind of pornography or erotic work? What kinds do they enjoy, if so?
๐ Foreplay - What do they consider foreplay? Do they enjoy it, and how much will they tolerate?
๐ Aftercare - How important to them is it? What kind of aftercare would they get the most gratification from, if any?
๐ฉต Curiosity - How interested are they in experimenting? Are they usually ready to jump right in or do they need some time to warm up to an idea, first? Or do they not like to try new things at all?
๐ Shame - Is there anything they struggle with feeling shame or being repressed about in sex? Does this ever interfere with their ability to enjoy sex or form relationships?
โค๏ธ Surprise - Have there been any surprises for them in sex, moments where what they expected and how it actually played out were very different? This might be things like experimenting with positions, being intimate with a partner for the first time, etc. Good or bad!
๐ฉท Kink - Do they have any major turn ons that might generally be considered niche, strange, or else are just unusually strong? How aware are they of them, and how open are they usually about these interests?
Dorian was sat amongst a rather intimidating stack of books when he heard a child's voice cut through the silence of the library. He glanced up just barely from the notes he was taking (or possibly composing a grievance regarding the information he was not finding within the stack beside him), grey eyes fixed on the boy standing at the opposite side of the table.
Morrigan's son it looked like if his memory was not failing him (and not that there were all that many children wandering the castle in the first place).
"Somewhat I suppose," he answered. "I hope the future I saw was not ours, I'd much prefer to call it all a bad dream." he explained. "But yes, getting thrown through time and surviving to tell the tale? I think I could claim that feat. If anyone asks it was very intentional and not at all a big confusing accident. Magical anomalies aren't nearly as impressive when they're accidents."
Kieran watched Dorian with unblinking gold eyes. Their inadvertent time travel was not an accident, no matter it's appearance. It didn't make sense to the boy, and Urthemiel wasn't going to explain further.
"You needed to know." He said simply. Regardless of intention or accident, regardless of what Dorian had seen, Kieran was far more curious about the man's magical talents which were so, so different from what he knew.
"Could you teach me?" He asked, seeming for all intents and purposes more like a normal child than he did a mere moment ago. "Please? I would like to learn magic from you."
"Oh I assure you I could have gone my whole life content without seeing the world drowned in demons and red lyrium growing from people's bodies slowly eating them alive."
Maybe that was a bit too vivid a description for a child. He supposed he didn't know to have an appropriate conversation about violence and death with a child, he hadn't interacted with a child since he was a child himself and he was a renowned arrogant freak with no friends.
"Anyways," he added, quick to change the topic. "I could teach you a lot of things. Magic is a pretty broad topic, it depends what it is you want to know."
Franz Kafka, 1912
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what is their sexuality/sexual preference?
what is their romantic preference or inclination?
what are some features of others that attract them from the outset?
what are some features of others that arouse them, or they find arousing in a sexual situation?
what are their most common turn-ons?
what are some more situational or contextual turn-ons?
what attire do they feel most attractive in?
what attire do they find others most attractive in?
what is their favourite sexual act?
do they indulge in masturbation or personal fantasies?
how do they feel about foreplay?
how do they feel about one-night stands?
are they openly flirtatious/sexual, or are they quite private?
how open are they, or how do they feel about sexual experimentation? elaborate if needed.
what is something they consider a kink of their own?
have they engaged in sexual acts beyond themselves and a single partner (group sex, swinging, polyamory, etc.)?
how satisfactory has their sex life been thus far?
what is something they wish to try? why haven't they tried this yet?
are they dominant, submissive, switch, partner/context-dependent, or unsure?
do they prefer to give or receive sexually?
+ established ship question. in any/all verses, with any/all ships, have your character/s speak about that ship's intimate & sexual dynamic, and how they feel about it.
Sinday Character Asks
โค๏ธ Noise - How loud are they, and how loud do they like a partner to be? Have there ever been moments they had to stay quiet, or tried to force themselves to be louder?
๐ฉท Sensation - Do any specific textures or temperatures affect their enjoyment, such as wax, carpet, silk, feathers? Do they usually find pain a turn on or turn off?
๐งก Touch - What areas of their body are the most erogenous? How willing are they to tell a partner that they like being touched in those places?
๐ Cleanliness - How important is hygiene to them? Do they prefer a partner be clean, or is sweat and grunge more of a turn on?
๐ Location - How much does location matter, like beaches, alleyways, couches, rooftops? What types of places do they find particular turn ons, if any?
๐ Safety - What does it take for them to feel safe with a partner(s)? How safe do they need to feel before they'll have sex with someone?
๐ฉต Risk - How much risk do they enjoy during sex? How do they feel about unprotected sex? Would they choose to have sex somewhere they might be noticed, if getting caught would be scandalous?
๐ Control - How much control do they like to have during sex? Are they more dominant or submissive? How easy is it for them to assert when they want or don't want something from their partner(s)?
โค๏ธ Good Date - Have there been any particularly good dates or especially fond memories of an encounter? What happened?
๐ฉท Bad Date - Have there been any bad dates or embarrassing bungles? What happened?
๐งก Fidelity - How important is this to them? Would they consider cheating on partner(s), and how would they feel if a partner cheated on them?
๐ Fantasy - Are there any fantasies they enjoy daydreaming about but don't actually want to act on? This could be kinks, positions, partners, or anything else sex-related.
๐ Virginity - How did they lose it, or how do they fantasize about losing it?
๐ Sex Work - How do they feel about things like prostitution? Are there circumstances where they would engage in it, either selling or buying?
๐ฉต Appearance - What physical traits do they find most attractive in others? What do they consider their best physical assets?
๐ Apparel - What kinds of outfits do they consider sexy, if any? Would they enjoy wearing or seeing someone in lingerie?
โค๏ธ Appetite - What's their libido like? Do they get horny often, or does the mood only strike rarely? Can certain things alter it significantly?
๐ฉท Orgasm - What does it take for them to orgasm? What do their orgasms usually look like/how obvious are they? Do they need to orgasm to feel like a sexual encounter was successful, or good?
๐งก Masturbation - What is their opinion on self pleasuring? Do they do it? Would they enjoy watching a partner do it?
๐ Research - Do they like reading/watching/viewing any kind of pornography or erotic work? What kinds do they enjoy, if so?
๐ Foreplay - What do they consider foreplay? Do they enjoy it, and how much will they tolerate?
๐ Aftercare - How important to them is it? What kind of aftercare would they get the most gratification from, if any?
๐ฉต Curiosity - How interested are they in experimenting? Are they usually ready to jump right in or do they need some time to warm up to an idea, first? Or do they not like to try new things at all?
๐ Shame - Is there anything they struggle with feeling shame or being repressed about in sex? Does this ever interfere with their ability to enjoy sex or form relationships?
โค๏ธ Surprise - Have there been any surprises for them in sex, moments where what they expected and how it actually played out were very different? This might be things like experimenting with positions, being intimate with a partner for the first time, etc. Good or bad!
๐ฉท Kink - Do they have any major turn ons that might generally be considered niche, strange, or else are just unusually strong? How aware are they of them, and how open are they usually about these interests?

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โ come to me. โ
โ a guardian angel. a spirit of comfort. spirit of any celestial sphere. anything. hear my call. โ
โ you wakened me from an eternity of darkness. โ
โ you are not for the living. you are not for human kind. โ
โ and shall you be one with me ever-eternally? โ
โ come here. thereโs nothing to be afraid of. โ
โ i wish i could stay, my love. โ
โ why have you killed these beautiful flowers? โ
โ i must tell you my dream. โ
โ iโd never been so happy as that momentโฆ as i held hands with death. โ
โ i wish you to have all you deserve. โ
โ you mustnโt leave. i love you too much. โ
โ i will stay with you until you are fast asleep. โ
โ uh, forgive me. i only wish to stay one night. โ
โ by godโs name, never speak of that castle. โ
โ i banish you, i banish you with garlic. โ
โ beware of his shadow. โ
โ the shadow covers you in a nightmare. โ
โ you are late. the midnight hour has passed. โ
โ i wish you to do as i request. โ
โ i will be addressed as the honor of my blood demands it.โ
โ speak not of it again! โ
โ take heed what you do. โ
โ i might ease your wound. โ
โ come by the fire. โ
โ your face shows you unwell. โ
โ do you ever feel at times as if you were notโฆ as if you were not a person? โ
โ look at the sky. look at the sea. does it never call to you, urge you? โ
โ you are fortunate in your love. โ
โ now are we neighbors. โ
โ it is late. you must wish to retire. โ
โ i have been enduring the most irregular dreams. i fear i am taken ill. โ
โ it is a black omen to journey in poor health. you will remain and well rest yourself. โ
โ dream of me. only me. โ
โ oh, heโs coming to me. โ
โ i cannot resist you, my love. โ
โ i am no one. i am his servant. โ
โ look, this is a pretty one. his lordship likes the pretty onesโฆ โ
โ you are lost in his shadow. โ
โ soon i will no longer be a shadow to you. โ
โ soon our flesh shall embrace and we shall be as one. โ
โ i have not failed your lordship! โ
โ embrace me, my boy. i am so rejoiced to see you. โ
โ my dear creature, yes, i am he, and i am hither come to help you. โ
โ my dreams grow darker. โ
โ does evil come from within us or from beyond? โ
โ i shall persist to join you every nightโฆ first in sleep, then in your arms. โ
โ everything will be mixed with abomination, and youโll be knee-deep in blood. โ
โ you are promised to me! โ
โ i will end this plague. this devil. โ
โ he hasnโt found you. โ
โ i feared iโd never see you again. โ
โ you shall crave of me nothing. โ
โ the bells of dawn shall toll in despair of my coming. and i shall taste of you. โ
โ pray, forgive me for all the troubles i have caused you. โ
โ i am only glad you have become yourself again. โ
โ may iโฆ stay with you tonight? โ
โ this creature is a force more powerful than evil. it is death itself. โ
โ i have seen things in this world that wouldโve made isaac newton crawl back into his motherโs womb. โ
โ i have wrestled with the devil as jacob wrestled the angel in peniel. โ
โ if we are to tame darkness, we must first face that it exists. โ
โ i have felt you crawling like a serpent in my body. โ
โ love is inferior to you. โ
โ i told you, you are not of humankind. โ
โ i am an appetite. nothing more. โ
โ i lay within the darkest pit. till you did wake me, enchantress, and stirred me from my grave. โ
โ you are my affliction. โ
โ i care nothing of your afflictions. โ
โ yet even now we are fated. โ
โ your passion is bound to me. โ
โ you cannot love. โ
โ yet i cannot be sated without you. โ
โ remember how once we were? โ
โ i abhor you. โ
โ i will leave you three nights. tonight was the first. โ
โ tonight you denied yourself, and thereby, you suffer me to vanish up the lives of those you love. โ
โ you revel in my torture. โ
โ upon the third night, you will submit, or he you call your husband shall perish by my hand. โ
โ till you bid me come shall you watch the world become as naught. โ
โ tell me, what is this insufferable darkness? โ
โ nothing you can say will shake me, for there is a devil in this world, and i have met him. โ
โ iโve brought this evil upon us. โ
โ i sought company. i soughtโฆ tenderness, and i called out. โ
โ at first, it was sweet. i had never known such bliss. yet it turned to torture. โ
โ it was you that gave me the courage to be free of my shame. โ
โ he took me as his lover then, and now he has come back. โ
โ all my sleeping thoughts are of him every night. โ
โ donโt touch me! i am not to be touched. โ
โ iโll be good. i promise. โ
โ you could never please me as he could. โ
โ yes! take me! โ
โ kiss me. kiss my heart. โ
โ let him see. let him see our love. โ
โ without you, i will become a demon. โ
โ youโre safe with me. โ
โ keep away from me. i am unclean. โ
โ he will murder you if i do not go to him. โ
โ kill him i will. he shall never harm you again. โ
โ i can weep no longer, for i have no more tears to shed. โ
โ the grim reaper wields his heavy scythe with every change of wind. โ
โ the monster left you to the wolves, yet you prevailed. โ
โ his pull to me is so powerful, so terrible, yet my spirit cannot be evil as his. โ
โ we must know evil to be able to destroy it. โ
โ you are our salvation. โ
โ i bid you, come to me. โ
โ your oath re-pledged. so too shall be our flesh. you are mine. โ
First Meetings Sentences, Vol. 3
(Sentences for muses meeting for the first time. Adjust phrasing where needed)
"I'm beginning to find you quite interesting."
"I'm not going to have this conversation, least of all with someone I don't even know."
"How do you know where I live?"
"Who are you and why are you being so aggressive with me?"
"Do you always make this good of a first impression?"
"You don't say much, do you?"
"Oh good, I'm not the only one who's late!"
"I don't trust you. I can't trust you. I don't know who you are or where you come from."
"You have an interesting accent. Where are you from exactly?"
"Perhaps you'd like to know my name?"
"I got here by accident. How did you get here?"
"You're pretty cute, you know that?"
"Is small talk a way you deal with your anxiety?"
"It occurs to me that I don't know the first thing about you."
"I've been warned to watch out for women like you."
"Seeing as you let yourself in, forgive me if it's forwards to ask, but who the hell are you?"
"Who are you to tell me what to do?"
"You don't know me. You only know of me."
"How do you know that name? I haven't used that name in years!"
"Oh, hello! I know you, don't I?"
"You know, it is a little bit strange that we hardly know each other, right?"
"Hey, I immediately don't like you."
"I don't think we've ever been alone in a room together, have we?"
"Odd as it may seem, I don't feel you to be a stranger."
"I think your name is beautiful."
"You know that feeling you have that we've met before? It's the same with me."
"I was hoping we could talk a little business. Would you like some tea?"
"I'm not sure we've ever properly met."
"I didn't want us to meet like this."
"I hear you've been looking for me. I'm flattered."
"Hello! I love your work!"
"I have the strangest sense we've met before. Do you think that's possible? In another lifetime?"
"What are you doing sitting here all by yourself?"
"I've heard so much about you that I feel I almost know you."
"If you know so much about me, then perhaps you would like to say who you are?"

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