イモノミ!

I've started art/design/creative blogs so many times I don't even know how many. And they never go anywhere beyond a handful of posts.

The underlying problem is what I've always tried to ignore or pretend that it has no significant impact: my mental disorders. It's why I struggle to maintain any kind of regularity in posting, produce any kind of visual work or follow through on any extended project.

I seem to periodically get YouTube recommendations about narcissism. I don’t know why really, I am not that interested in the subject since fortunately I don’t think I have any narcissists with whom I have to interact regularly. But what I found strange was that the content is always about how to deal with narcissism in other people. I tried to search for help with narcissist personality disorder and no matter how I phrase a query, the overwhelming results are still for people who have the misfortune of having a narcissist in their lives.