Breathe

this is me at 24, I’ve had some major changes inside, I’ll never leave my essence, but now I’ve been asking myself a lot ... who I really am... I must be good at least, I won’t talk badly about myself anymore, I am trying to heal, I must try... so many feelings...  I’m so deply sorry but I can no longer go back and try again, there’s too much in this for me. I just can’t. If you remember, I know you’d check here.  I pack my case, I check my face I look a little bit older I look a little bit colder With one deep breath, and one big step I move a little bit closer, I move a little bit closer For reasons unknownI caught my stride, I flew and flied I know if destiny's kind, I've got the rest on my mind Well, my heart It don't beat, it don't beat the way it used to And my eyes They don't see you no more And my lips They don't kiss, they don't kiss the way they used to And my eyes don't recognize you no moreFor reasons unknown For reasons unknownIt was an open chair We sat down in the open chair I said, if destiny's kind, I've got the rest on my mind But my heart It don't beat, it don't beat the way it used to And my eyes They don't see you no more And my lips They don't kiss, they don't kiss the way they used to And my eyes don't recognize you at allFor reasons unknown For reasons unknownI said, my heart It don't beat, it don't beat the way it used to And my eyes don't recognize you no more And my lips They don't kiss, they don't kiss the way they used to And my eyes don't recognize you no moreFor reasons unknown For reasons unknown For reasons unknown For reasons unknown