Come & Find Me

I am a few months away from being a year sh free and if my entire life wasn’t packed away in a storage closet that would not be the case right now

fucking ALSO I’ve been talking to my ex all day and she was singing and being sweet and kind and I just miss her so much and her support. I need her back and I understand that’s a lot to put in someone but I just miss he so much she was such a positive thing in my life. what the fuck am I suppose to do if she comes back and doesn’t want to be together I can’t be without her while she’s in the same place as me

I literally needed a place to live like a week ago but my roommate and I got denied again today bc were student basically. I need to not be living in my families apartment bc it’s so bad for my mental health and I need to go to therapy again but I can’t afford that or tell my mom to put it in my insurance bc then she would know and I’m doing so bad in school I still need to finish last semester I can’t handle any of this and I just need to shut the fuck off for a long time

I would love to die :))))