Dear you,
Of course I miss you, not because I chose me first it means I won't miss you every fucking day of my life, you are like the one I always go back to. I wish I was certain you’ll come back to me, I love you so much and I hate that I never got to tell you because I was scared It would scare you away, turns out it didn't matter because you never felt the same way, You made sure I knew how much you cared about me, but you never loved me, eight months went by and you really did nothing, you did the bare minimum to keep me by your side and I had fallen already so I stayed.
There are so many things I wish you didn't say so I wouldn't have to forget them, I shared so many songs and now I hate how many times I want to call you cause you know exactly how to calm my anxiety, you make me laugh and make me love life. Still, you were not what I want for me, the uncertainty kills me more than the way I'm missing you.













