Don't Get Me Wrong, But I'm Feeling Right

fresh ink last night The things i Desire Will Kill Me

It's us Really I swear My voice told me so No, it's just one I swear I'm not crazy Really I know now After really listening That it is us I, really I swear. Swear like Fuck. Or Shit or cunt. Yeah you Please Listen up Not everything is so easily read But it was us That created this monster Or accepted his being And opened the closet door Before we knew To read Pandora's.

Harry Youngman

I don’t fall from grace I plunge So hard So, so, so, fast It’s a bitch Hittin’ the ground Waken up Still alive Like fuck it man, Hey God What the fuck? Why haven’t I died? Cause this is at least However many times I’ve hit Harder than the next guy And still that first breathe Of life is scary And you dust off Is this all there is? So maybe I should just hang it up Call it quits, I’ve tried hard enough At failing Without success But it’s just success That was never in question Just how I’d achieve it So I’m left with me A mess, Not even sure how to get dressed In that morning That’s inevitably coming

Don’t wait for me Please Not for me I’m not all that I’ve given you what I have I stood on the edge Told you I don’t have a care So, please, dare me You want me too But the jokes on you You may want me to But I like this dystopia here Maybe it’s just me Or us Or a couple more Who cares Apparently we do That’s why we’re here Having a talk About everything But mostly nothing Leaving it as Just you And me And our freedom To use and abuse Feeling the freedom To muse away.

What do I need To write? A pack of smokes A couple drops of water In a not so fine scotch A comfort zone A place I can let my mind go. A touch of angst A sprinkle of despair Glaze it over with depression Broil on ire For 2 ½ minutes Let rest And throw it all away Cause all I really need Is a half assed idea, My pen, my pad

It's an Angelic voice You need to hear it But she's so far from an angel Maybe a demon Now that's my kind of chick A little uninhibited Running wild A wicked unpaced Lifestyle Live fast, Die young Haven' fun So why not Die hot? Come on babe Lets never hide From who we are Here, get high Fly this ride Never too high And cheat death One too many times You'll be jealous Of me and my chick You don't know You really don't want to Ahh Let us go

I, I, I, Me, Me, Me Wow most of this Is all about me But how else could it be Fathom it about anyone but me And lack the foresight How important I to our Fight and the turmoil And disgust my Dirty blonde hair Conjures to those that don't Understand but a shaved head or Combed part Or jacket and tie And why I can't Admit defeat And stop being I And be just like you

I've been all over the place With you Without you In you In her Without you With you In my head And us, We have been All over The place Here and there And Been there Haven't done that Not yet But us, We have been In each other Since day one At least in pretend I think I've been All over the place With and without you Either way I need to get there And not be here With or without you

(alex from clockwork orange just to be clear, original quote from me)