not ur angel

1. CW 125 lb

2. I’m 5′8″. I like my height sometimes.

4. My biggest fear about weight loss is losing my hair

5. I want to lose weight to feel good enough, to feel accomplished, and in control

6. I don’t binge.

7. My parents know about my ED and they care a lot. They want me to be happy and healthy. I beat myself up because I know I am so lucky to have a family that supports me, but I don’t want their support and I don’t want to recover.

8. Haven’t started working out again but it used to be anything from Just Dance, Chloe Ting, Yoga or Wii Fit.

9. People used to make comments saying how skinny I was and how concerned they were for me. Now that I’ve recovered a bit, they tell me I look “healthy” and that I “filled out nice”. It reminds me of how fat I am now, and I know they mean well but I hate it. I want to be invisible. 

10. During the height of my ED I had to give up school because I had to focus on recovery. I love school, and not having it for a while broke my heart.

11. I don’t really have a favorite thinsp0 blog. 

12. Food is hard for me right now because I’m in forced recovery. I have a meal plan that is very typical stuff, but I restrict as much as possible. Today I had ½ a smoothie, 1 slice of pizza, a ton of coffee, and some rice and chicken.

13. I am losing weight in an unhealthy way. I am at a “healthy” weight, so any lost weight for me is unhealthy. 

14. My UGW is 85. I don’t have any idea of when I’d like to hit it, but I would someday.

15. I am not vegan or vegetarian, but i do not eat red meat. I would love to be vegan one day but my family won’t let me. 

16. I started wanting to lose weight in middle school. I couldn’t tell you exactly when, maybe 6th grade?

17. I have binge-purge type anorexia. I don’t know why, because I don’t really binge. But I restrict and purge. The doctors just said thats the type I have. 

18. I am weak for coffee. Or coffee drinks, no matter the calories. 

19. I haven’t had fast food in over 3 months 

20. My favorite diet is the military diet. 

21. My clothing sizes vary so much depending on the store or brand. I’ll say I’m a size 2-4 dress generally though. 

22. My lowest weight was 97.8. I gained because I was forced into recovery. 

23. The media played a huge role in me wanting to lose weight. I don’t think I would have ever wanted to lose weight if it weren’t for the media. 

24. I don’t like the terms “pro-ana” and “pro-mia” because it gives the idea that having an ED is a choice. It’s not. Its a brain disorder, we didn’t choose to have it. 

25. The first time I purged was about a year ago. I don’t even know why I did, I just felt shitty. I knew it was a thing and I felt physically sick after eating taco bell so I purged. 

26. The things that excite me most about reaching my UGW is fitting into XS clothes, having people be concerned about me (specifically professors/teachers), being able to fit my hand around my upper arm, being so small and dainty, appealing to guys with kinks for super skinny girls (ik im fucked up)….so much. 

27. The way I deal with being around food depends. If I’m by myself, I throw it away. If I’m with others, I try to hide as much as I can. If I’m being supervised, I get through the meal best I can. I have fidget toys and stuff at the table. But the goal is to eat as little as possible in any situation. 

28. I want a thigh gap more than anything. I used to have one, and I want it back so bad. I love the way they look, and I hate the feeling of my thighs touching. 

29. My definition of beauty is anything but myself 

1. CW 125 lb

2. I’m 5′8″. I like my height sometimes.

4. My biggest fear about weight loss is losing my hair

5. I want to lose weight to feel good enough, to feel accomplished, and in control

6. I don’t binge.

7. My parents know about my ED and they care a lot. They want me to be happy and healthy. I beat myself up because I know I am so lucky to have a family that supports me, but I don’t want their support and I don’t want to recover.

8. Haven’t started working out again but it used to be anything from Just Dance, Chloe Ting, Yoga or Wii Fit.

9. People used to make comments saying how skinny I was and how concerned they were for me. Now that I’ve recovered a bit, they tell me I look “healthy” and that I “filled out nice”. It reminds me of how fat I am now, and I know they mean well but I hate it. I want to be invisible. 

10. During the height of my ED I had to give up school because I had to focus on recovery. I love school, and not having it for a while broke my heart.

11. I don’t really have a favorite thinsp0 blog. 

12. Food is hard for me right now because I’m in forced recovery. I have a meal plan that is very typical stuff, but I restrict as much as possible. Today I had ½ a smoothie, 1 slice of pizza, a ton of coffee, and some rice and chicken.

13. I am losing weight in an unhealthy way. I am at a “healthy” weight, so any lost weight for me is unhealthy. 

14. My UGW is 85. I don’t have any idea of when I’d like to hit it, but I would someday.

15. I am not vegan or vegetarian, but i do not eat red meat. I would love to be vegan one day but my family won’t let me. 

16. I started wanting to lose weight in middle school. I couldn’t tell you exactly when, maybe 6th grade?

17. I have binge-purge type anorexia. I don’t know why, because I don’t really binge. But I restrict and purge. The doctors just said thats the type I have. 

18. I am weak for coffee. Or coffee drinks, no matter the calories. 

19. I haven’t had fast food in over 3 months 

20. My favorite diet is the military diet. 

21. My clothing sizes vary so much depending on the store or brand. I’ll say I’m a size 2-4 dress generally though. 

22. My lowest weight was 97.8. I gained because I was forced into recovery. 

23. The media played a huge role in me wanting to lose weight. I don’t think I would have ever wanted to lose weight if it weren’t for the media. 

24. I don’t like the terms “pro-ana” and “pro-mia” because it gives the idea that having an ED is a choice. It’s not. Its a brain disorder, we didn’t choose to have it. 

25. The first time I purged was about a year ago. I don’t even know why I did, I just felt shitty. I knew it was a thing and I felt physically sick after eating taco bell so I purged. 

26. The things that excite me most about reaching my UGW is fitting into XS clothes, having people be concerned about me (specifically professors/teachers), being able to fit my hand around my upper arm, being so small and dainty, appealing to guys with kinks for super skinny girls (ik im fucked up)….so much. 

27. The way I deal with being around food depends. If I’m by myself, I throw it away. If I’m with others, I try to hide as much as I can. If I’m being supervised, I get through the meal best I can. I have fidget toys and stuff at the table. But the goal is to eat as little as possible in any situation. 

28. I want a thigh gap more than anything. I used to have one, and I want it back so bad. I love the way they look, and I hate the feeling of my thighs touching. 

1. CW 125 lb

2. I’m 5′8″. I like my height sometimes.

4. My biggest fear about weight loss is losing my hair

5. I want to lose weight to feel good enough, to feel accomplished, and in control

6. I don’t binge.

7. My parents know about my ED and they care a lot. They want me to be happy and healthy. I beat myself up because I know I am so lucky to have a family that supports me, but I don’t want their support and I don’t want to recover.

8. Haven’t started working out again but it used to be anything from Just Dance, Chloe Ting, Yoga or Wii Fit.

9. People used to make comments saying how skinny I was and how concerned they were for me. Now that I’ve recovered a bit, they tell me I look “healthy” and that I “filled out nice”. It reminds me of how fat I am now, and I know they mean well but I hate it. I want to be invisible. 

10. During the height of my ED I had to give up school because I had to focus on recovery. I love school, and not having it for a while broke my heart.

11. I don’t really have a favorite thinsp0 blog. 

12. Food is hard for me right now because I’m in forced recovery. I have a meal plan that is very typical stuff, but I restrict as much as possible. Today I had ½ a smoothie, 1 slice of pizza, a ton of coffee, and some rice and chicken.

13. I am losing weight in an unhealthy way. I am at a “healthy” weight, so any lost weight for me is unhealthy. 

14. My UGW is 85. I don’t have any idea of when I’d like to hit it, but I would someday.

15. I am not vegan or vegetarian, but i do not eat red meat. I would love to be vegan one day but my family won’t let me. 

16. I started wanting to lose weight in middle school. I couldn’t tell you exactly when, maybe 6th grade?

17. I have binge-purge type anorexia. I don’t know why, because I don’t really binge. But I restrict and purge. The doctors just said thats the type I have. 

18. I am weak for coffee. Or coffee drinks, no matter the calories. 

19. I haven’t had fast food in over 3 months 

20. My favorite diet is the military diet. 

21. My clothing sizes vary so much depending on the store or brand. I’ll say I’m a size 2-4 dress generally though. 

22. My lowest weight was 97.8. I gained because I was forced into recovery. 

23. The media played a huge role in me wanting to lose weight. I don’t think I would have ever wanted to lose weight if it weren’t for the media. 

24. I don’t like the terms “pro-ana” and “pro-mia” because it gives the idea that having an ED is a choice. It’s not. Its a brain disorder, we didn’t choose to have it. 

25. The first time I purged was about a year ago. I don’t even know why I did, I just felt shitty. I knew it was a thing and I felt physically sick after eating taco bell so I purged. 

26. The things that excite me most about reaching my UGW is fitting into XS clothes, having people be concerned about me (specifically professors/teachers), being able to fit my hand around my upper arm, being so small and dainty, appealing to guys with kinks for super skinny girls (ik im fucked up)….so much. 

27. The way I deal with being around food depends. If I’m by myself, I throw it away. If I’m with others, I try to hide as much as I can. If I’m being supervised, I get through the meal best I can. I have fidget toys and stuff at the table. But the goal is to eat as little as possible in any situation. 

1. CW 125 lb

2. I’m 5′8″. I like my height sometimes.

4. My biggest fear about weight loss is losing my hair

5. I want to lose weight to feel good enough, to feel accomplished, and in control

6. I don’t binge.

7. My parents know about my ED and they care a lot. They want me to be happy and healthy. I beat myself up because I know I am so lucky to have a family that supports me, but I don’t want their support and I don’t want to recover.

8. Haven’t started working out again but it used to be anything from Just Dance, Chloe Ting, Yoga or Wii Fit.

9. People used to make comments saying how skinny I was and how concerned they were for me. Now that I’ve recovered a bit, they tell me I look “healthy” and that I “filled out nice”. It reminds me of how fat I am now, and I know they mean well but I hate it. I want to be invisible. 

10. During the height of my ED I had to give up school because I had to focus on recovery. I love school, and not having it for a while broke my heart.

11. I don’t really have a favorite thinsp0 blog. 

12. Food is hard for me right now because I’m in forced recovery. I have a meal plan that is very typical stuff, but I restrict as much as possible. Today I had ½ a smoothie, 1 slice of pizza, a ton of coffee, and some rice and chicken.

13. I am losing weight in an unhealthy way. I am at a “healthy” weight, so any lost weight for me is unhealthy. 

14. My UGW is 85. I don’t have any idea of when I’d like to hit it, but I would someday.

15. I am not vegan or vegetarian, but i do not eat red meat. I would love to be vegan one day but my family won’t let me. 

16. I started wanting to lose weight in middle school. I couldn’t tell you exactly when, maybe 6th grade?

17. I have binge-purge type anorexia. I don’t know why, because I don’t really binge. But I restrict and purge. The doctors just said thats the type I have. 

18. I am weak for coffee. Or coffee drinks, no matter the calories. 

19. I haven’t had fast food in over 3 months 

20. My favorite diet is the military diet. 

21. My clothing sizes vary so much depending on the store or brand. I’ll say I’m a size 2-4 dress generally though. 

22. My lowest weight was 97.8. I gained because I was forced into recovery. 

23. The media played a huge role in me wanting to lose weight. I don’t think I would have ever wanted to lose weight if it weren’t for the media. 

24. I don’t like the terms “pro-ana” and “pro-mia” because it gives the idea that having an ED is a choice. It’s not. Its a brain disorder, we didn’t choose to have it. 

25. The first time I purged was about a year ago. I don’t even know why I did, I just felt shitty. I knew it was a thing and I felt physically sick after eating taco bell so I purged. 

26. The things that excite me most about reaching my UGW is fitting into XS clothes, having people be concerned about me (specifically professors/teachers), being able to fit my hand around my upper arm, being so small and dainty, appealing to guys with kinks for super skinny girls (ik im fucked up)....so much. 

1. CW 125 lb

2. I’m 5′8″. I like my height sometimes.

4. My biggest fear about weight loss is losing my hair

5. I want to lose weight to feel good enough, to feel accomplished, and in control

6. I don’t binge.

7. My parents know about my ED and they care a lot. They want me to be happy and healthy. I beat myself up because I know I am so lucky to have a family that supports me, but I don’t want their support and I don’t want to recover.

8. Haven’t started working out again but it used to be anything from Just Dance, Chloe Ting, Yoga or Wii Fit.

9. People used to make comments saying how skinny I was and how concerned they were for me. Now that I’ve recovered a bit, they tell me I look “healthy” and that I “filled out nice”. It reminds me of how fat I am now, and I know they mean well but I hate it. I want to be invisible. 

10. During the height of my ED I had to give up school because I had to focus on recovery. I love school, and not having it for a while broke my heart.

11. I don’t really have a favorite thinsp0 blog. 

12. Food is hard for me right now because I’m in forced recovery. I have a meal plan that is very typical stuff, but I restrict as much as possible. Today I had ½ a smoothie, 1 slice of pizza, a ton of coffee, and some rice and chicken.

13. I am losing weight in an unhealthy way. I am at a “healthy” weight, so any lost weight for me is unhealthy. 

14. My UGW is 85. I don’t have any idea of when I’d like to hit it, but I would someday.

15. I am not vegan or vegetarian, but i do not eat red meat. I would love to be vegan one day but my family won’t let me. 

16. I started wanting to lose weight in middle school. I couldn’t tell you exactly when, maybe 6th grade?

17. I have binge-purge type anorexia. I don’t know why, because I don’t really binge. But I restrict and purge. The doctors just said thats the type I have. 

18. I am weak for coffee. Or coffee drinks, no matter the calories. 

19. I haven’t had fast food in over 3 months 

20. My favorite diet is the military diet. 

21. My clothing sizes vary so much depending on the store or brand. I’ll say I’m a size 2-4 dress generally though. 

22. My lowest weight was 97.8. I gained because I was forced into recovery. 

23. The media played a huge role in me wanting to lose weight. I don’t think I would have ever wanted to lose weight if it weren’t for the media. 

24. I don’t like the terms “pro-ana” and “pro-mia” because it gives the idea that having an ED is a choice. It’s not. Its a brain disorder, we didn’t choose to have it. 

25. The first time I purged was about a year ago. I don’t even know why I did, I just felt shitty. I knew it was a thing and I felt physically sick after eating taco bell so I purged. 

1. CW 125 lb

2. I’m 5′8″. I like my height sometimes.

4. My biggest fear about weight loss is losing my hair

5. I want to lose weight to feel good enough, to feel accomplished, and in control

6. I don’t binge.

7. My parents know about my ED and they care a lot. They want me to be happy and healthy. I beat myself up because I know I am so lucky to have a family that supports me, but I don’t want their support and I don’t want to recover.

8. Haven’t started working out again but it used to be anything from Just Dance, Chloe Ting, Yoga or Wii Fit.

9. People used to make comments saying how skinny I was and how concerned they were for me. Now that I’ve recovered a bit, they tell me I look “healthy” and that I “filled out nice”. It reminds me of how fat I am now, and I know they mean well but I hate it. I want to be invisible. 

10. During the height of my ED I had to give up school because I had to focus on recovery. I love school, and not having it for a while broke my heart.

11. I don’t really have a favorite thinsp0 blog. 

12. Food is hard for me right now because I’m in forced recovery. I have a meal plan that is very typical stuff, but I restrict as much as possible. Today I had ½ a smoothie, 1 slice of pizza, a ton of coffee, and some rice and chicken.

13. I am losing weight in an unhealthy way. I am at a “healthy” weight, so any lost weight for me is unhealthy. 

14. My UGW is 85. I don’t have any idea of when I’d like to hit it, but I would someday.

15. I am not vegan or vegetarian, but i do not eat red meat. I would love to be vegan one day but my family won’t let me. 

16. I started wanting to lose weight in middle school. I couldn’t tell you exactly when, maybe 6th grade?

17. I have binge-purge type anorexia. I don’t know why, because I don’t really binge. But I restrict and purge. The doctors just said thats the type I have. 

18. I am weak for coffee. Or coffee drinks, no matter the calories. 

19. I haven’t had fast food in over 3 months 

20. My favorite diet is the military diet. 

21. My clothing sizes vary so much depending on the store or brand. I’ll say I’m a size 2-4 dress generally though. 

22. My lowest weight was 97.8. I gained because I was forced into recovery. 

23. The media played a huge role in me wanting to lose weight. I don’t think I would have ever wanted to lose weight if it weren’t for the media. 

24. I don’t like the terms “pro-ana” and “pro-mia” because it gives the idea that having an ED is a choice. It’s not. Its a brain disorder, we didn’t choose to have it. 

1. CW 125 lb

2. I’m 5′8″. I like my height sometimes.

4. My biggest fear about weight loss is losing my hair

5. I want to lose weight to feel good enough, to feel accomplished, and in control

6. I don’t binge.

7. My parents know about my ED and they care a lot. They want me to be happy and healthy. I beat myself up because I know I am so lucky to have a family that supports me, but I don’t want their support and I don’t want to recover.

8. Haven’t started working out again but it used to be anything from Just Dance, Chloe Ting, Yoga or Wii Fit.

9. People used to make comments saying how skinny I was and how concerned they were for me. Now that I’ve recovered a bit, they tell me I look “healthy” and that I “filled out nice”. It reminds me of how fat I am now, and I know they mean well but I hate it. I want to be invisible. 

10. During the height of my ED I had to give up school because I had to focus on recovery. I love school, and not having it for a while broke my heart.

11. I don’t really have a favorite thinsp0 blog. 

12. Food is hard for me right now because I’m in forced recovery. I have a meal plan that is very typical stuff, but I restrict as much as possible. Today I had ½ a smoothie, 1 slice of pizza, a ton of coffee, and some rice and chicken.

13. I am losing weight in an unhealthy way. I am at a “healthy” weight, so any lost weight for me is unhealthy. 

14. My UGW is 85. I don’t have any idea of when I’d like to hit it, but I would someday.

15. I am not vegan or vegetarian, but i do not eat red meat. I would love to be vegan one day but my family won’t let me. 

16. I started wanting to lose weight in middle school. I couldn’t tell you exactly when, maybe 6th grade?

17. I have binge-purge type anorexia. I don’t know why, because I don’t really binge. But I restrict and purge. The doctors just said thats the type I have. 

18. I am weak for coffee. Or coffee drinks, no matter the calories. 

19. I haven’t had fast food in over 3 months 

20. My favorite diet is the military diet. 

21. My clothing sizes vary so much depending on the store or brand. I’ll say I’m a size 2-4 dress generally though. 

22. My lowest weight was 97.8. I gained because I was forced into recovery. 

23. The media played a huge role in me wanting to lose weight. I don’t think I would have ever wanted to lose weight if it weren’t for the media. 

1. CW 125 lb

2. I’m 5′8″. I like my height sometimes.

4. My biggest fear about weight loss is losing my hair

5. I want to lose weight to feel good enough, to feel accomplished, and in control

6. I don’t binge.

7. My parents know about my ED and they care a lot. They want me to be happy and healthy. I beat myself up because I know I am so lucky to have a family that supports me, but I don’t want their support and I don’t want to recover.

8. Haven’t started working out again but it used to be anything from Just Dance, Chloe Ting, Yoga or Wii Fit.

9. People used to make comments saying how skinny I was and how concerned they were for me. Now that I’ve recovered a bit, they tell me I look “healthy” and that I “filled out nice”. It reminds me of how fat I am now, and I know they mean well but I hate it. I want to be invisible. 

10. During the height of my ED I had to give up school because I had to focus on recovery. I love school, and not having it for a while broke my heart.

11. I don’t really have a favorite thinsp0 blog. 

12. Food is hard for me right now because I’m in forced recovery. I have a meal plan that is very typical stuff, but I restrict as much as possible. Today I had ½ a smoothie, 1 slice of pizza, a ton of coffee, and some rice and chicken.

13. I am losing weight in an unhealthy way. I am at a “healthy” weight, so any lost weight for me is unhealthy. 

14. My UGW is 85. I don’t have any idea of when I’d like to hit it, but I would someday.

15. I am not vegan or vegetarian, but i do not eat red meat. I would love to be vegan one day but my family won’t let me. 

16. I started wanting to lose weight in middle school. I couldn’t tell you exactly when, maybe 6th grade?

17. I have binge-purge type anorexia. I don’t know why, because I don’t really binge. But I restrict and purge. The doctors just said thats the type I have. 

18. I am weak for coffee. Or coffee drinks, no matter the calories. 

19. I haven’t had fast food in over 3 months 

20. My favorite diet is the military diet. 

21. My clothing sizes vary so much depending on the store or brand. I’ll say I’m a size 2-4 dress generally though. 

22. My lowest weight was 97.8. I gained because I was forced into recovery. 

1. CW 125 lb

2. I’m 5′8″. I like my height sometimes.

4. My biggest fear about weight loss is losing my hair

5. I want to lose weight to feel good enough, to feel accomplished, and in control

6. I don’t binge.

7. My parents know about my ED and they care a lot. They want me to be happy and healthy. I beat myself up because I know I am so lucky to have a family that supports me, but I don’t want their support and I don’t want to recover.

8. Haven’t started working out again but it used to be anything from Just Dance, Chloe Ting, Yoga or Wii Fit.

9. People used to make comments saying how skinny I was and how concerned they were for me. Now that I’ve recovered a bit, they tell me I look “healthy” and that I “filled out nice”. It reminds me of how fat I am now, and I know they mean well but I hate it. I want to be invisible. 

10. During the height of my ED I had to give up school because I had to focus on recovery. I love school, and not having it for a while broke my heart.

11. I don’t really have a favorite thinsp0 blog. 

12. Food is hard for me right now because I’m in forced recovery. I have a meal plan that is very typical stuff, but I restrict as much as possible. Today I had ½ a smoothie, 1 slice of pizza, a ton of coffee, and some rice and chicken.

13. I am losing weight in an unhealthy way. I am at a “healthy” weight, so any lost weight for me is unhealthy. 

14. My UGW is 85. I don’t have any idea of when I’d like to hit it, but I would someday.

15. I am not vegan or vegetarian, but i do not eat red meat. I would love to be vegan one day but my family won’t let me. 

16. I started wanting to lose weight in middle school. I couldn’t tell you exactly when, maybe 6th grade?

17. I have binge-purge type anorexia. I don’t know why, because I don’t really binge. But I restrict and purge. The doctors just said thats the type I have. 

18. I am weak for coffee. Or coffee drinks, no matter the calories. 

19. I haven’t had fast food in over 3 months 

20. My favorite diet is the military diet. 

21. My clothing sizes vary so much depending on the store or brand. I’ll say I’m a size 2-4 dress generally though. 

1. CW 125 lb

2. I’m 5′8″. I like my height sometimes.

4. My biggest fear about weight loss is losing my hair

5. I want to lose weight to feel good enough, to feel accomplished, and in control

6. I don’t binge.

7. My parents know about my ED and they care a lot. They want me to be happy and healthy. I beat myself up because I know I am so lucky to have a family that supports me, but I don’t want their support and I don’t want to recover.

8. Haven’t started working out again but it used to be anything from Just Dance, Chloe Ting, Yoga or Wii Fit.

9. People used to make comments saying how skinny I was and how concerned they were for me. Now that I’ve recovered a bit, they tell me I look “healthy” and that I “filled out nice”. It reminds me of how fat I am now, and I know they mean well but I hate it. I want to be invisible. 

10. During the height of my ED I had to give up school because I had to focus on recovery. I love school, and not having it for a while broke my heart.

11. I don’t really have a favorite thinsp0 blog. 

12. Food is hard for me right now because I’m in forced recovery. I have a meal plan that is very typical stuff, but I restrict as much as possible. Today I had ½ a smoothie, 1 slice of pizza, a ton of coffee, and some rice and chicken.

13. I am losing weight in an unhealthy way. I am at a “healthy” weight, so any lost weight for me is unhealthy. 

14. My UGW is 85. I don’t have any idea of when I’d like to hit it, but I would someday.

15. I am not vegan or vegetarian, but i do not eat red meat. I would love to be vegan one day but my family won’t let me. 

16. I started wanting to lose weight in middle school. I couldn’t tell you exactly when, maybe 6th grade?

17. I have binge-purge type anorexia. I don’t know why, because I don’t really binge. But I restrict and purge. The doctors just said thats the type I have. 

18. I am weak for coffee. Or coffee drinks, no matter the calories. 

19. I haven’t had fast food in over 3 months 

20. My favorite diet is the military diet. 

1. CW 125 lb

2. I’m 5′8″. I like my height sometimes.

4. My biggest fear about weight loss is losing my hair

5. I want to lose weight to feel good enough, to feel accomplished, and in control

6. I don’t binge.

7. My parents know about my ED and they care a lot. They want me to be happy and healthy. I beat myself up because I know I am so lucky to have a family that supports me, but I don’t want their support and I don’t want to recover.

8. Haven’t started working out again but it used to be anything from Just Dance, Chloe Ting, Yoga or Wii Fit.

9. People used to make comments saying how skinny I was and how concerned they were for me. Now that I’ve recovered a bit, they tell me I look “healthy” and that I “filled out nice”. It reminds me of how fat I am now, and I know they mean well but I hate it. I want to be invisible. 

10. During the height of my ED I had to give up school because I had to focus on recovery. I love school, and not having it for a while broke my heart.

11. I don’t really have a favorite thinsp0 blog. 

12. Food is hard for me right now because I’m in forced recovery. I have a meal plan that is very typical stuff, but I restrict as much as possible. Today I had ½ a smoothie, 1 slice of pizza, a ton of coffee, and some rice and chicken.

13. I am losing weight in an unhealthy way. I am at a “healthy” weight, so any lost weight for me is unhealthy. 

14. My UGW is 85. I don’t have any idea of when I’d like to hit it, but I would someday.

15. I am not vegan or vegetarian, but i do not eat red meat. I would love to be vegan one day but my family won’t let me. 

16. I started wanting to lose weight in middle school. I couldn’t tell you exactly when, maybe 6th grade?

17. I have binge-purge type anorexia. I don’t know why, because I don’t really binge. But I restrict and purge. The doctors just said thats the type I have. 

18. I am weak for coffee. Or coffee drinks, no matter the calories. 

19. I haven’t had fast food in over 3 months 

1. CW 125 lb

2. I’m 5′8″. I like my height sometimes.

4. My biggest fear about weight loss is losing my hair

5. I want to lose weight to feel good enough, to feel accomplished, and in control

6. I don’t binge.

7. My parents know about my ED and they care a lot. They want me to be happy and healthy. I beat myself up because I know I am so lucky to have a family that supports me, but I don’t want their support and I don’t want to recover.

8. Haven’t started working out again but it used to be anything from Just Dance, Chloe Ting, Yoga or Wii Fit.

9. People used to make comments saying how skinny I was and how concerned they were for me. Now that I’ve recovered a bit, they tell me I look “healthy” and that I “filled out nice”. It reminds me of how fat I am now, and I know they mean well but I hate it. I want to be invisible. 

10. During the height of my ED I had to give up school because I had to focus on recovery. I love school, and not having it for a while broke my heart.

11. I don’t really have a favorite thinsp0 blog. 

12. Food is hard for me right now because I’m in forced recovery. I have a meal plan that is very typical stuff, but I restrict as much as possible. Today I had ½ a smoothie, 1 slice of pizza, a ton of coffee, and some rice and chicken.

13. I am losing weight in an unhealthy way. I am at a “healthy” weight, so any lost weight for me is unhealthy. 

14. My UGW is 85. I don’t have any idea of when I’d like to hit it, but I would someday.

15. I am not vegan or vegetarian, but i do not eat red meat. I would love to be vegan one day but my family won’t let me. 

16. I started wanting to lose weight in middle school. I couldn’t tell you exactly when, maybe 6th grade?

17. I have binge-purge type anorexia. I don’t know why, because I don’t really binge. But I restrict and purge. The doctors just said thats the type I have. 

18. I am weak for coffee. Or coffee drinks, no matter the calories. 

1. CW 125 lb

2. I’m 5′8″. I like my height sometimes.

4. My biggest fear about weight loss is losing my hair

5. I want to lose weight to feel good enough, to feel accomplished, and in control

6. I don’t binge.

7. My parents know about my ED and they care a lot. They want me to be happy and healthy. I beat myself up because I know I am so lucky to have a family that supports me, but I don’t want their support and I don’t want to recover.

8. Haven’t started working out again but it used to be anything from Just Dance, Chloe Ting, Yoga or Wii Fit.

9. People used to make comments saying how skinny I was and how concerned they were for me. Now that I’ve recovered a bit, they tell me I look “healthy” and that I “filled out nice”. It reminds me of how fat I am now, and I know they mean well but I hate it. I want to be invisible. 

10. During the height of my ED I had to give up school because I had to focus on recovery. I love school, and not having it for a while broke my heart.

11. I don’t really have a favorite thinsp0 blog. 

12. Food is hard for me right now because I’m in forced recovery. I have a meal plan that is very typical stuff, but I restrict as much as possible. Today I had ½ a smoothie, 1 slice of pizza, a ton of coffee, and some rice and chicken.

13. I am losing weight in an unhealthy way. I am at a “healthy” weight, so any lost weight for me is unhealthy. 

14. My UGW is 85. I don’t have any idea of when I’d like to hit it, but I would someday.

15. I am not vegan or vegetarian, but i do not eat red meat. I would love to be vegan one day but my family won’t let me. 

16. I started wanting to lose weight in middle school. I couldn’t tell you exactly when, maybe 6th grade?

17. I have binge-purge type anorexia. I don’t know why, because I don’t really binge. But I restrict and purge. The doctors just said thats the type I have. 

1. CW 125 lb

2. I’m 5′8″. I like my height sometimes.

4. My biggest fear about weight loss is losing my hair

5. I want to lose weight to feel good enough, to feel accomplished, and in control

6. I don’t binge.

7. My parents know about my ED and they care a lot. They want me to be happy and healthy. I beat myself up because I know I am so lucky to have a family that supports me, but I don’t want their support and I don’t want to recover.

8. Haven’t started working out again but it used to be anything from Just Dance, Chloe Ting, Yoga or Wii Fit.

9. People used to make comments saying how skinny I was and how concerned they were for me. Now that I’ve recovered a bit, they tell me I look “healthy” and that I “filled out nice”. It reminds me of how fat I am now, and I know they mean well but I hate it. I want to be invisible. 

10. During the height of my ED I had to give up school because I had to focus on recovery. I love school, and not having it for a while broke my heart.

11. I don’t really have a favorite thinsp0 blog. 

12. Food is hard for me right now because I’m in forced recovery. I have a meal plan that is very typical stuff, but I restrict as much as possible. Today I had ½ a smoothie, 1 slice of pizza, a ton of coffee, and some rice and chicken.

13. I am losing weight in an unhealthy way. I am at a “healthy” weight, so any lost weight for me is unhealthy. 

14. My UGW is 85. I don’t have any idea of when I’d like to hit it, but I would someday.

15. I am not vegan or vegetarian, but i do not eat red meat. I would love to be vegan one day but my family won’t let me. 

16. I started wanting to lose weight in middle school. I couldn’t tell you exactly when, maybe 6th grade?

1. CW 125 lb

2. I’m 5′8″. I like my height sometimes.

4. My biggest fear about weight loss is losing my hair

5. I want to lose weight to feel good enough, to feel accomplished, and in control

6. I don’t binge.

7. My parents know about my ED and they care a lot. They want me to be happy and healthy. I beat myself up because I know I am so lucky to have a family that supports me, but I don’t want their support and I don’t want to recover.

8. Haven’t started working out again but it used to be anything from Just Dance, Chloe Ting, Yoga or Wii Fit.

9. People used to make comments saying how skinny I was and how concerned they were for me. Now that I’ve recovered a bit, they tell me I look “healthy” and that I “filled out nice”. It reminds me of how fat I am now, and I know they mean well but I hate it. I want to be invisible. 

10. During the height of my ED I had to give up school because I had to focus on recovery. I love school, and not having it for a while broke my heart.

11. I don’t really have a favorite thinsp0 blog. 

12. Food is hard for me right now because I’m in forced recovery. I have a meal plan that is very typical stuff, but I restrict as much as possible. Today I had ½ a smoothie, 1 slice of pizza, a ton of coffee, and some rice and chicken.

13. I am losing weight in an unhealthy way. I am at a “healthy” weight, so any lost weight for me is unhealthy. 

14. My UGW is 85. I don’t have any idea of when I’d like to hit it, but I would someday.

15. I am not vegan or vegetarian, but i do not eat red meat. I would love to be vegan one day but my family won’t let me. 

1. CW 125 lb

2. I’m 5′8″. I like my height sometimes.

4. My biggest fear about weight loss is losing my hair

5. I want to lose weight to feel good enough, to feel accomplished, and in control

6. I don’t binge.

7. My parents know about my ED and they care a lot. They want me to be happy and healthy. I beat myself up because I know I am so lucky to have a family that supports me, but I don’t want their support and I don’t want to recover.

8. Haven’t started working out again but it used to be anything from Just Dance, Chloe Ting, Yoga or Wii Fit.

9. People used to make comments saying how skinny I was and how concerned they were for me. Now that I’ve recovered a bit, they tell me I look “healthy” and that I “filled out nice”. It reminds me of how fat I am now, and I know they mean well but I hate it. I want to be invisible. 

10. During the height of my ED I had to give up school because I had to focus on recovery. I love school, and not having it for a while broke my heart.

11. I don’t really have a favorite thinsp0 blog. 

12. Food is hard for me right now because I’m in forced recovery. I have a meal plan that is very typical stuff, but I restrict as much as possible. Today I had ½ a smoothie, 1 slice of pizza, a ton of coffee, and some rice and chicken.

13. I am losing weight in an unhealthy way. I am at a “healthy” weight, so any lost weight for me is unhealthy. 

14. My UGW is 85. I don’t have any idea of when I’d like to hit it, but I would someday.

1. CW 125 lb

2. I’m 5′8″. I like my height sometimes.

4. My biggest fear about weight loss is losing my hair

5. I want to lose weight to feel good enough, to feel accomplished, and in control

6. I don’t binge.

7. My parents know about my ED and they care a lot. They want me to be happy and healthy. I beat myself up because I know I am so lucky to have a family that supports me, but I don’t want their support and I don’t want to recover.

8. Haven’t started working out again but it used to be anything from Just Dance, Chloe Ting, Yoga or Wii Fit.

9. People used to make comments saying how skinny I was and how concerned they were for me. Now that I’ve recovered a bit, they tell me I look “healthy” and that I “filled out nice”. It reminds me of how fat I am now, and I know they mean well but I hate it. I want to be invisible. 

10. During the height of my ED I had to give up school because I had to focus on recovery. I love school, and not having it for a while broke my heart.

11. I don’t really have a favorite thinsp0 blog. 

12. Food is hard for me right now because I’m in forced recovery. I have a meal plan that is very typical stuff, but I restrict as much as possible. Today I had ½ a smoothie, 1 slice of pizza, a ton of coffee, and some rice and chicken.

13. I am losing weight in an unhealthy way. I am at a “healthy” weight, so any lost weight for me is unhealthy.