sorrow!

i was shivering all day today

i think today was alright, thats all

my current waist size is about 23.2 inches, i would like to be at least 22 inches :P

i will stay around 850 today, i think high restriction is best for me and i also would like to eat a sugar cookie lol

i was able to sneak over to the scale !! im at 101.9 lbs !!

idk if i can weigh myself tmrw its making me nervous TT the only scale in the house is in my moms bedroom but she is always there .. i might have to end up waiting till friday or saturday :/ at least the drop on the scale will be bigger ?? it might be best to keep it to every saturday

i cant wait for my classes to start soon, i have a large gap between some of them so i have plenty of time to do a lot of walking ^^

i feel optimistic

im gonna stay around 800 cals for today

sometimes i feel like i have en ed in a similar way a lot of kpop idols have one if that makes cents

i decided i will weigh myself on sunday

being on here is easy, but tbh i am still debating whether i should go back on twt :P but i feel like twt is a bigger commitment in a way and idk how active im gonna be, but they have the best threads ..

im lowkey still skinny asf (103 lbs) after eating normal the past few months but seeing anythiing over 100 on the scale makes me feel gross

ok im back from my shower

emmm i was kinda recovering since last year but i feel it coming back