imawritinginprogress

To new chapters

because of a boy,

but you know what is worse than a heartache?

i slowly lose and die everyday, because of me.

And yet, as a human, you still pick my flaws and judge harshly like you don't have any.

Loving someone should not be like this.

I like to believe that there is still a person after His own heart. But if he is not after Him, I don't belong to anyone after all.

After all, I am my own salvation.

I am kind and forgiving, yes. But I cannot love people who love to see my downfall and pray for times like mine.

It is either you are my friend, my lover or we need to part ways.

Choose wisely cause I don't want to gamble anymore.

But how can I trust you again

When my flaws are used against

by the person I love the most?

How dare you say you love me

and when I have nothing left

you betrayed me more than my enemies

You lied when you say you know me best

You don't.

My writer slash oversharing self misses you so much.

I have stories to tell. So much my heart is full.