I had a tumblr account back then, and as 2023 begins in a couple days, I’m starting a new one. (writing is a big help for my mind) I don’t like twitter, I tried but I just don’t like it. I love the feeling of loneliness here (not really, if you’re reading this) I’m scared of loosing my memories, I just thought « what if I have memory loss? » I want to tell my own story, so I can look back at it and be proud of myself and the journey I had. Maybe I’ll not share my tumblr until a couple hundred posts, and maybe I’ll give it only to special souls…
This is the song I’m always listening to when I feel anxious. One of my favorite songs ever, really. I discovered it in the Carhartt I was working for this summer. It was a very calm afternoon, when I heard this. My heart just felt something, I didn’t had my phone with me so I ran into my stuff, took my phone, came downstairs again, and shazamed the song. Green arrow by Yo la Tengo, what a beautiful song. Tomorrow is my birthday, I’m turning 19 :( I loved being 18. I love it with my whole heart. May 2023 be full of surprises, full of new paths, so I can enjoy being 19 too
