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Hockey
Quinn Hughes
Father day posts verstappen!readerโs inner child is healed by her boyfriends dad
Married in Minnesota After news of his trade goes public, no one is more excited than his wife SMAU Blurb
F1
F1!Reader
Royal Court YN LN is invited to be apart of Brittany Broski's Royal Court, ft. husband!Pato O'Ward Mostly written, some SMAU โฉ
Oscar Piastri
Dancing under the lights ballerina reader and her f1 boyfriend
"Hang on now, Joseph, You'll make it someday" childhood best friends to lovers
Lewis Hamilton
โIf they call me a slut, you know it might be worth it for onceโ pop-star reader speaks out against hate over her relationship
โCan someone give a message to the smallest man who ever livedโ Pop-star Y/n and her long term relationship with Lewis Hamilton ends and silence is broken
"Ditch the clowns, get the crown / Baby, I'm the one to beat" what happened between the releases of TTPD, pt2 to "Can someone give a message to the smallest man who ever lived"
Logan Sargent
The Y/l's Y/n and her husband get the Issac Kutch treatment โฉ
Yuki Tsunoda
Sweet Summer Hughes!Reader plays professional hockey and a certain f1 driver is taken with her
F2
Kimi Antonelli
"I was enchanted to meet you" Kimi and Lando's little sister have a secret relationship and their soft launch doesn't go as planned, SMAU with writing โฉ
โI had the best day with you todayโ a short fic based on the previous Kimi smau where they get invited to the Eras Tour
"Private But Not Secret" Kimi's girlfriend is a vet student who tries to keep away from public eye, but that doesn't mean she's hidden
Ollie Bearman
You Would've Done It Too We all know Mad Max, but what if his younger sister is worse? And what if her on track enemy isnโt always that? โฉ
A Bear and a Gorgeous Girl with a new wave of fame how will rockstar Y/nโa fans react to the side her of posted by her boyfriend
"Even if I tried to change, you'd end up with her anywayโ Inspired by โOppositeโ by Sabrina Carpenter. SMAU Blurb
Paul Aron
"I think he knows... he's gorgeous" Paul and his singer s/o, inspired by Taylors mashup โฉ
Documenting A Proposal Leclerc!Reader is getting engaged; she doesnt know, but her brothers girlfriend does
Paris 2024 What does the journey to a gold medal look like for Paul Aron's gf?
"Even if I tried to change, you'd end up with her anywayโ Inspired by โOppositeโ by Sabrina Carpenter. SMAU Blurb
Arthur Leclerc
Left My Heart in SoCal can a driver from Europe and an American surfer end up together?
Zak O'Sullivan
"He laughs at all my jokes / And he says I'm so American" Logan Sargents grid kid is an american menace to the grid, her British bf included
Dog Dad Yn's two pups become paddock famous after she mentions them in an interview, but her next moment in the spotlight? her soft launch
Jak Crawford
World's Worst Soft Launch Jak and Yn Armstrong were never close, but what happens when her brother's podcast brings them back into one anothers lives?
Indycar
Pato O'Ward
Blue + Papaya an f1 and indycar driver go on a social media brake
First Race Down Pato and his wife touch down in St. Pete for the first race of the season SMAU Blurb
"You're as warm as a glass of brandy / And honey, I stay stoned on your love all the time" IndyCar announces a special country concert during the Nashville GP and fans receive new content of their favorite couple as a result SMAU Blurb
Royal Court Pato's Wife, and F1's female driver, was invited to Brittany Broski's Royal Court Mostly Writing, some SMAU โฉ
Nolan Siegel
The Summer Soft Launch Nolan and Platoโs sister have plans for a soft launch, but a certain older brother may mess that up
"Cause he was sunshine, I was midnight rain" Nolan and Yn Verstappen are everyone's fav sunshine and midnight couple, what does a race weekend look like? SMAU Blurb
St. Pete Weekend Rossi!Reader, How do you pick between your brother and boyfriend on race week? Hint: you don't!
"I find the artifacts, cried over a hat / Cursed the space that I needed" Nolan and Y/N break up because they've changed too much, but what if that change makes them strong? SMAU with written bits โฉ
Christian Lundgaard
Wedding of the Year Christian and Yn have connected the fans of Indycar and Formula 1 through the most anticipated wedding of the year โฉ
Indy Nxt
Dennis Hauger
โLetโs get married in Vegas / We donโt need a guest listโ Dennis and Yn are both racing in Vegas and they have an idea to celebrate good qualifying races. SMAU + text messages
NFL
Joe Burrow
"Ditch the clowns, get the crown / Baby, I'm the one to beat" what happened between the releases of TTPD, pt2 to "Can someone give a message to the smallest man who ever lived"
Andrei Iosivas
"And as she was leaving, it felt like freedom" can a bolter ever learn to stay?
Actors
Xolo Maridueรฑa
Nepo Baby Xolo Mariduena and Ralph Macchio's daughter seem to have more than a friendship going
Nicholas Hoult
I'd Have 2 Nickels The release of Nosferatu compliments Nick's wife's own film perfectly, as does the couple. SMAU Blurb
Today, Tomorrow, Forever When they meet on Skins, Yn and Nick werenโt exactly a love at first sight story but they get there eventually SMAU with written bits and interview clips
Bill Skarsgรฅrd
Couple of the Year Billโs wife had an unexpected reaction to his transformation as Count Orlok in their new film Nosferatu. SMAU using interview clips and Twitter
Aaron Taylor-Johnson
In Every Realm Aaron's wife is a big name in Hollywood: Lily-Rose Depp's favorite cousin and Robert Egger's muse. What a time she has filming "Nosferatu"
Joe Keery/DJO
โSheโs Got A Boyfriend Anywayโ they never confirmed anything even between themselves but that didnโt stop emotions from winning wild โฉ
Hudson Williams
โSheโs Got A Boyfriend Anyway (BF Version)โ the story of Y/N and Bear from โSheโs Got A Boyfriend Anywayโ
Star Wars
Poe Dameron
"It's sad and its sweet and I knew it complete / When I wore a younger man's clothes" Reader is a Solo, who's father did not take kindly to her relationship with a certain charming pilot, but he's seen this one before. Written fic, no SMAU โฉ
Musicians
Sabrina Carpenter
โYou can kiss a hundred boys in barsโฆโ Sabrina and Y/N are ride or die besties in the music world, but some deeper feeling come crashing in
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macklin celebrini melting into crosby!reader's kiss
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you and macklin had been dating for around six months now, and even though you hadn't discussed when to go public yet, you were starting to feel like it was time. the restriction of never being able to post him, despite constantly being with him, was starting to not only be an inconvenience, but it was starting to feel sucky, too.
you could tell he felt the same, because every time he took a picture of you, he joked about how crazy it would be if he posted it, how people would react. he said it in a humorous tone, but there was a seriousness in his eyes, a wish that he could actually do it.
for the first few months, you'd kept it as secret as possible. the only people who knew were will (of course, mack couldn't keep a secret from him to save his life) and your best friend roslyn. mack was really worried about your dad finding out, but after he'd caught the two of you making out in your bedroom, the secret was out, so that wasn't a worry anymore.
really, the only thing holding the two of you back now was the potential reaction from fans.
people can be intense, and your and mack's relationship has just been going so well so far that you're a little nervous to pop the bubble.
still, neither of you want to be a secret anymore.
you'd been trying to brainstorm ideas of how to hard launch, because there was no way a soft launch would work for the two of you. besides, you want to start posting your boyfriend as much as possible. you'd gone through lots of ideas, but scrolling through tiktok one day, you found the perfect trend.
the seeing if my boyfriend melts into my kiss trend.
it was bold, yes. it would definitely get people talking, which could be both a positive and a negative. but after thinking on it for a few days, you decided to do it.
you invited macklin over to your house, saying that you wanted to spend some time together. so he came over, and you watched a movie together, cuddled up in your bed.
after watching the movie, you move into the kitchen to make yourselves a snack. right as the celery and ranch is put together, you turn to macklin with a mischievous grin.
"i have an idea," you tell him, leaning your hip against the counter.
macklin looks at you skeptically. "what kind of idea?"
"just a tiktok," you smile, batting your lashes at him. "just trust me,"
"okay..." he shoves a piece of celery in his mouth and then turns his full attention to you.
you click on the sound "forever" by barbara mason, the sound most associated with the trend, and then set your phone up against your water bottle on the counter. you position macklin, then rush back to your phone and click the record button.
"babe, what are you-" macklin cuts himself off when you grab his upper arms and push them high in the air.
you give him a sweet, coy little smile, then stand up on your tiptoes, cupping his face in your hands, and press your lips to his.
it starts out sweet, but then he sighs into your mouth, and you slip your tongue in before he knows it. his knees wobble, his eyes flutter closed, and his arms wrap around your waist of their own accord.
he leans forward a little bit, and you arch your back into him, smiling while deepening the kiss. mack's arms tighten around you, nearly picking you up off the ground, when the sound ends.
the sudden silence snaps you from your trance, and you pull away. macklin is looking at you, eyes blown out, lips red and kiss-bruised in the most adorable and sexy way possible.
you walk back to the counter to retrieve your phone, and macklin follows you. he stands behind you as you rewatch the footage, his arms wrapped around your middle, pulling you back to him again. he watches the video with you, smiling and pressing a kiss to your temple.
"what trend is this again?" he asks, his tone still sounding sort of dreamy.
you turn in his hold to look at him, giggling softly. "seeing if my boyfriend melts into the kiss,"
macklin sighs. "i definitely did,"
"you did," you smile. you glance off to the side, thinking for a few seconds. you take a deep breath, gather your confidence, and ask: "what if i posted it?"
macklin's eyes go wide in surprise, but he doesn't seem... against the idea. his fingers tighten in their hold on you a little bit, and he opens and closes his mouth a few times before finally responding.
"why?" is all he asks.
you bite your lip uncertainly. maybe you'd misjudged his thoughts on hard launching your relationship.
a part of you wants to backpedal, say you were just kidding and that you'll save it to your drafts and never let it see the light of day. but then you remember that this is macklin, your macklin, and you can speak your mind with him.
"because i want people to know about us," you admit. "mack, i... i love you. so much. and i want to be able to post you, and come to your games without worrying about people seeing me, and just... be with you. without any stress or anxiety,"
macklin is quiet for a few seconds, but you can see the softness in his eyes. he lets out a little sigh, closes his eyes, and rests his forehead against yours.
"i want that too," he says, his warm breath fanning across your face. you close your eyes, too, leaning closer in his hold. the two of you bask in each other's hold for a few minutes, before macklin murmurs, "do it. post it."
"really?" you ask, the hope filling your voice faster than you would've liked.
he nods. "yeah. i want people to know about us, too,"
you add a quick caption, melted like butter, and then post it, no hashtags or anything.
you and macklin look at each other, and release a breath together. it's done. it's out there in the world, in the hands of the internet.
the two of you turn your phones off for the rest of the night, deciding to simply bask in each other's presence. you watch another movie, cuddle, and eventually macklin falls asleep in your bed, cuddled up to you.
the next morning, you wake up to just about a bajillion notifications and comments.
user1: you're kidding
user2: i freaking knew it!
user3: i wonder how sid feels about this...
user4: NEW POWER COUPLE UNLOCKED HELL YES
user5: does this mean y/n is going to be feeding us w sid AND MACK content??? ur kidding
user6: their babies are gonna be born playing hockey holy moly
the response was a little bit... intense, but not bad. people seemed to be generally excited for you, with a few people questioning your intentions, which was weird.
while it was a little bit overwhelming, when you took a cute picture of macklin the next day, you were beyond excited to actually post it.
there's never been a hockey power couple quite like you and macklin, and you're so excited to see what happens next.
a/n: this fic is for @imaginesig, i was scrolling through the mack tag on tumblr and saw that they wanted someone to write a fic about mack and the boyfriend melting into my kiss trend, and inspiration struck! so here we are (: thank you sm for reading, remember to like and reblog!
p.s. i randomly chose the name roslyn for crosby!reader, sorry if you hate that
What does the relationship between a budding actor and a messy rockstar look like? Inspiration goes to @fallencrystalgirl
Pairs with "She's Got A Boyfried Anyway" can be read as a pt2, pt1, or standalone! There is a link inside the fic so you can read this, stop and read the other one, and then come back and finish this!
"God, I'm actually invested"
Real Life--
"And I wake up in the middle of the night," i strummed the chord progression, adding space for the unwritten lyrics, "'cause youre not here."
The time on my phone read 2:43 am and the recording ran below; I should be asleep, but the memory of him kept me awake.
The cool night brushed past my cheeks. It was a typical warm night in Canada, even warmer inside the bar. My friends and I found a table on the back patio, tucked under thick greenery and fairlights that glimmered like the stars above. As the night ticked by, our table got quieter and quieter as everyone slowly left; somone had a flight to catch, a partner waiting on them, an early morning audition, ect., ect. until I was left alone. It wouldve made sense to turn in and get some sleep, but I couldnt tear myself away from the scenery.
My glasses was half empty when a voice cut through my thoughts, "anyone sitting here?"
I looked up to see a guy who seemed to fit the tall, dark, and handsome stereotype with perfectly styles black hair and a soft smile, "its all yours."
"I'm Hudson," he reached a hand out and I took it happily. I liked the sparkle in his eye.
I sign and end the recording, it helped put some more pieces into place but I was still missing a bridge, still not accepting all of the thougths swirling in my head. In my head...
It's my first night back in NYC since my canadian aventure, but it all feels different. The traffic noise and bright lights seem quiter, brighter. I picture my own trip home, and suddenly a soft smile from the bar creeps in...
I scribble down the lyrics quickly while softly singing them to the tune I worked out, "in my head / you're in the car and / you get to my door." The jump start was all I needed; suddenly memories washed over me. I pictured our quick banter across that quiet bar table, him walking me back to the hotel, the exchaging of numbers, and every dark haired guy I hoped was him for the rest of our trip. On that random page in my journal, a whole song took shape and I scribbled "Risk" is messy letters on the top.
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Real Life--
Hudson sat across from me, surrounded by dark red brick and illuminated by the sunlight from the front windows. What nether of us notice is we've been sitting across from one another for almost 3 hours without a care. This is nice, he is nice. And genuine. And funny. And interesting. And cute. And-
"Whatcha thinking about," he asks. We lock eyes and I feel a warmth was over me, bringing an honest answer out.
"Does this count as a good first date?"
Without hesitation he says, "yeah it does."
"Why?" Ismile.
"Because I forgot I was trying to impress you." We hold eachothers gave from across the table, not rushing to do or say anything. Just being present as Y/N and Hudson.
"Privacy sign on the door / And on my page and on the whole world"
Real Life--
Somewhere deep inside Taylor Swift's home I curled into a vintage couch, It was a chilly nights after smaller charity event. Big names have floated in and out of the room all nights, checking in, bringing drinks, taking a break from the booming speakers; but myself, Jack Antonoff, and Pheobe Bridgers took permanent residency in the quiet.
"I'm telling you, that albums a breakup record," Pheobe argued. I tear my eyes away from the friged pillow I zoned out on, realizing I had no clue what album they were even arguing over. That seemed to be my theme for tonight: desperatly try and act like my normal self while pathetically drowning in love. Husdon and I haven't been in the same city in far too long and it started to weight on me. It was riddiculous, I'm a musician who goes on tours and private writing trips, its never bothered me to be away from a partner before. Until now. And I'm terrified.
"It's all branding," jack responded. All the albums spoken about tonight flipped throughout my head, "Y/N back me up." Shit.
"I think..." I paused no album had been notably a break up record, "people hear what they need to."
"Such a songwriter answer," jack scoffed but smiled. He saw both sides of the bussiness, sometimes I'd argue thats a curse.
Pheobe studied me, "you're somewhere else."
"Am I that obvious?"
"Only to the people who know you," thank God for Pheobe Bridgers. I opened my mouth with an attempt to explain, but my phone interuppted. Thrown on the coffee table, the ringer cut through the quiet and a photo of Hudson illuminated the screen. I felt my mouth curl into an involuntary smile.
Jack and Pheobe shared a look before he started, "don't tell me thats him."
I was already standing, pulling the jacket tighter over my shoulders, "I'll be right back." I didn't hear their chuckled as I made a beeline for the grand glass doors at the back of the room. Outside, the still air felt suffocating.
That was until a soft, "Hey rockstar," cut through it.
"Hey babe! What's up?"
"Press is done! I'm offically free!!"
I giggle at the pure excitment and relief in his voice, "freedom looks good on you."
"So do you," oh! Someones bold tonight.
A laugh bubbled from my chest; a real laugh, not the rehersed ones I've been giving all night, "I miss you."
"Yea, me too," we settle into a comfortable silence. I hear the barely there music from inside, some people laughing around the front of the house, and Hudson's slow breathing. God he's so close, but so far. All of the sudden, the door next to me opens and Jack and Margret Qualey wave goodbye as they exit. In the few seconds it took the door to close, a loud laugh rang through the night, "where are you?"
"After party at Taylor's," I answer with a sigh.
"Taylor as in Swift?! I don't know if I'll ever get used to your friends literally being stars," we both giggle, "you having fun?"
"Not really."
"You wanna come here?"
In a moment of bravery I answer "yes."
Silence fills the call, "you're serious."
"I can be on a flight tonight," I pause, worried I went too far.
"I can be at the airport to pick you up," I smile to hard my cheeks hurt.
The rest of the night turns into a blur of goodbyes, Detla bookings, and getting shot a knowing look from Pheobe behind the group of people who now surround her.
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user2 this was NOT what I was expecting today
user3 and theyre watching HR?? Whoever he is with is more secure than me bc wdym our romantic night ends with me watching you get cracked by a russian hockey player??
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Real Life--
"You're a bear?" I question holding up a small stuffed bear, wearing a custome made Shane Hollander jersey. It was sicking out of a half open bag he left sitting by the door.
"It was a gift from a fan," he smiles, "the show has picked up quite a following."
I turned the bear in my hands, "they're very talented." He nodded to my statment and went back to setting up the couch for our watch night. I took the time to walk into the makeshift office he had set up in his apartment. Lots of the space was taken up by a place for self tapes, but I noticed he had a couple of shelfs with various decor pieces: photos from his prevous works, old scripts, and a fake plant. My eyes stopped when I came across a pristine baseball cap with my signature stiched across the front. It is one of my favorite merch pieces I've ever sold and he owned it. I tuck the Hollander bear right next to it.
"You ready?" Hudson calls from the other room. I give the scene one last smile before heading back to the living room.
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"Falling asleep on me are we?" Hudson softly chuckled. We'd finished the newest episode of Heated Rivarly and some new movie, my eyes were getting heavier and the walk to his room seemed impossible.
"Yup," I joke, snuggling closer to his chest, "night bear."
I felt him stir below me, so I lifted my head. He was staring down at me with sparkling eyes and a tired smile, "did you just call me bear?"
"Maybe."
"It that a thing now?"
"If you want it to be," I offered suddenly getting shy. I tried to lay my head back down and avoid his gaze, but Hudson gently turned my face back to his and sat up.
"Yes," he smiled, "I want it to be." Then he kissed me in a way that rivaled whatever him and Connor had come up with.
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"I hate to look at your face and know that we're feeling different"
Real Life--
It's too hot in my bedroom, too still. I'm lying on my back, listening to Hudson scroll through TikTok; I open my own app and hope for the distraction. It's been a solid 30 minutes of opening and closing numerous apps to fight off the ugly, black insecurity swirling in my head.
Turns out, that was a futile effort. Two videos in and I see an edit of Hudson and Sophie Nelisse; clip after clip of them looking like the picture perfect couple. Classy, elegent, polished. I can't be mad, we both agreed to keep this private so its no surprise fans would shamelesly pair him with female costars. Yet, I blurt out, "people really like you with her."
"Who?" Hudson asks, rolling onto his side so he is closer to me. A small part of me felt better, he's right here with you. I turned my screen towards him and let the edit play. Hudson frowns, "oh... that's not..."
"I know," I cut in quickly, "I promise I know."
I stare ahead, praying for him to come closer. I should've planned that better, hell plan that at all. I should've just asked him to move closer, should've just scrolled passed the edit and the others shipping him with Connor. I should look at him now rather than staring ahead. I choose wrong and do nothing.
Hudson keeps his gaze locked onto the side of my face for a few long moments. I can tell he's unsure whether to lean into me further or give me some space. He chooses wrong and does nothing.
~~
It is suffocatingly dim in this bathroom. I look at the deep yellow lights around me and feel a yearning for the loudness outside of these doors. I'm currently dressed head to toe in the most put together gown I've ever seen. Gracie Abrams insisted I come to the Golden Globes with her and Paul, so she wouldn't be "out of place and alone." The couple managed to find someone Paul was friendly enough with to get them to bring me in as a date, poor guy I should really remember his name.
Hudson is here too, in an elegent white top, matching blazer, and black pants. He fit in so well and looked like he always belonged. Me? I was a mess. Not literally, I can see that clearly. Look back at me in the mirror now is my face, with perfect eyeliner and a face that was airbrushed on. I missed my smudged look. My dress was perfect too, a white satin like material with small black detailing. I matched Hudson enough to make us both giddy.
I start to cry when the door swings open, "Hey- are you ok?"
I whip my head to see Gracie, picture perfect and fitting in perfect all night. I wish I could hate her, "you are perfect."
"What?" She questions. She's now made her way over to me and is gently cradling my head, careful not to mess up the ballerina bun styled there.
"You are just so perfect, in here, out there, hell everywhere. I'll be lucky if I can ever pretend to feel normal."
"Aww baby," she coos, "you are perfect out there. You fit into the scene like a glove."
"Maybe," I contemplate, "but I feel like a poorly made puppet who jokes too loud."
"Maybe we've gotten some looks, but I promise the tables around us just have a stick up their ass," she jokes. I can't help but giggle.
"I guess."
"Don't guess, know!" She exclaimed turning to walk into a stall, "take a minute, because when we're done we're showing all those stuck up actors how musicans do award shows!"
I laugh and agree, but deep down the feeling never goes away. I'm loud, I don't do stuffy award shows, and I definitely don't look like I belong.
~~
The bright sun is slightly dimmed as it shined through the tinted windows. I was dropping Hudson off at the airport; he landed a brand new role but would be relocating to Japan for an extended time. I was beyond proud of him, but that dark, cruel feeling inside spread.
"I hate that I feel like this," I sigh, "I'm happy for you, promise. But I just feel..."
"Like what?"
"Like I'm competing with something I can't see," I admit. People always describe getting something off your chest as a relief, but I feel like crying, "your job. Your life. My job. My fans. Expectations."
My voice cracks as I pull into a parking spot. Hudson unbuckles and leans over to hold me. Its awkward and honestly makes me feel worse. I stop struggling and go quiet for a moment, "And?"
"And the version of me that doesn't exist."
"You're not competing," he whispers into my hair. I know he means it.
"I know, that's the worst part," I yank out the bun I carefully styled. It looked like those classy actress papparazzi photos, but who am I kidding. We sit there while I calm down. Neither of us know how to fix this, so we sit until its time for him to go, then we walk inside hand in hand.
~~
The venue smells like beer, sweat, and dust. I can already feel it sinking into my clothes, I love it. It's a much smaller venue than I expected DJO to still be playing at, but I can't say I'm mad. I scan the room, Finneas and I are standing in a makshift VIP section DJO's team hooked us up with, and take notice of all his fans packed into the small space.
The lights dimming breaks up my train of thought, all praises I have for his fans are replaced with the opening chords of "Awake." It hits like a pulse deep in my chest. This is home; a dark room, loud music, sweaty fans, and no expectations to feel anything other than electrified. "Basic Being Basic," "Gap Tooth Smile," "Fly," and many more songs blur by. I try in vain to keep up with all of the loyal DJO fans, but they make it impossible. By the time he starts "End of Beggining," my shoulders are loose and my head is waving wildly in the air.
"Another version of me, I was in it / I wave goodbye to the end of beginning," DJO sings out.
You don't feel like this in his world.
Woah.
I feel the pit in my stomach open up, I didnt mean to let that thought slip in. It's not cruel, or dramatic, but I don't want it. But then again, when I imagine Hudson's award shows, and fancy quiet dinners I can't help but agree.
Around me the song crescendos and all I can focus on is, "you take the man out of the city, not the city out the man."
Our break up won't be panic, it'll be relief.
That scares me even more.
~~
The night passed in a blur, and I know it's my own selfishness that drove me to end up here, in some NYC resturant, with Joe Keery. Part of me is desperatly trying to see how he handles the two worlds, but some deep part of me wants to live in the loudness he just created on stage.
"You survived," Joe comments.
"Barely, you were so loud."
"I try," he looks down before continuing, "you disappear into shows like that."
"Only place I can get my brain to shut up."
"You belong in rooms like that, by the way. Rooms where it's too loud to pretend to be anyone but yourself."
I look down and start playing with my ring, "no one pretends at concerts."
"What?"
"No one pretends at concerts," I say louder, "no one has energy. Musicans are too lost in their craft to worry about a front that doesn't fit, and the fans they're too into the show they're waited months for to waste a second with an act."
"You have a tour soon, right? It seems like its time to get back in the saddle," Joe says, moving around th booth to get closer to me.
"Be careful, you'll give me ideas," I whisper to him.
"I'm very good at that."
I notice how much closer he's gotten to me and clear my throat, "this isn't weird, right?"
"Nah, its just dinner," he sits back into the booth, "unless you want it to be something else.
I can feel the storm inside me rumbling, my "old" life that feels like it happened 10 years ago is rushing back quickly, "I don't know what I want yet."
"Then we won't name it," he barely locks his eyes with mine, "it's so stuffy in here. Wanna leave?" A small smile breaks out on my face.
We split the check and walk out together. My head is spinning while we explore the city that never sleeps.
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bf reveal when??
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omg thats DJO!! I saw you there!!
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The strings of Finneas's guitar sing as he tunes the instrument; I decided his current song needed an acoustic guitar in the background. He doesn't even look up when he says, "You've been staring at the wall for a while."
"I like the wall," I reply, too deep in my own mind to come up with something better.
"You hate the wall. Always say the color is to sterile for a studio."
I sign and lean back into my chair, "I think I'm ruining something good."
The plucking stops and I see his head raise, "ok. Start there."
"I love him, with my whole heart. But lately, it feels like I'm always catching up," I rub my face with my hands, "I'm desperatly trying to catch up to his life, his world. I can't even fathom introducing him into mine when I'm such an outsider in his."
Finneas nods and ponders my words for a moment. Eventually he says, "That's not nothing, but..."
"I know," I finish, "I hate that I'm insecure. I hate comparing myself to the headlines and the fans and the versions of him that aren't real. And I hate that I can't click with his world; with the audtions, and filming, and press. It's so far from me."
"You're allowed to feel weird about dating someone in a different career. And you're allowed to be thrown off about dating someone the internet thinks that they own," he speaks slowly.
"I don't wanna be the reason things get heavy."
"You are not a burden for having feelings and insecurites; but Hudson needs to know. Always playing catchup is not love, its endurance."
"I don't want to lose him," I confess, barely above a whisper.
"And you won't, but you need to be honest. Y/N, you deserve so much and forcing all this inside prevents that. I've known you as long as you've been in this industry and I've seen you shrink yourself to fit into other's lives more comfortably. Let this be the relationship that fixes that, be yourself now."
~~
The phone rings exactly three times before I hear the line connect.
"Hey! You caught me between things," Hudson chips.
"Yeah," I looked at my watch, it's noon in Japan right now. "I figured."
There's a long pause, then, "What's going on?"
"I don't belong in your world," I say with an exhale. Theres a stretch of silence where Hudson is trying to process my words, "Everything around you is so finished, so polished. Every story is already decided."
"That's the job," he says confused, "but you don't need to be like me."
"Hud, I'm loud, I'm messy," I struggle to hold back a sob, "I show up to places with chipped nail polish and lyrics written on stolen napkins."
"That's what I love about you and Y/N I'm not asking for you to change."
"I know," I snap. I take a deep breath before continuing," but someone will. I see the rooms you exist in and I'm too much. Too loud, too unfiltered..."
There's an immposisble stretch of silence. I hear shuffling on the other end of the line and then a door quietly click close. Below me, late night NYC traffic continues its noisy musical, "I wish you'd told me."
"I didn't want to sound ungrateful."
"For what?"
"For not feeling like your love is enough."
Hudson lets a shakey breath slip, "so what are you saying? Are you breaking up with me?"
"I have no choice."
"What about us?"
The words get stuck in my throat and my tears freely fall now. Come on L/N, "I love you. We love each other. That doesn't fix incompatible lives. I need to get back to me."
"I need you," he chokes through sobs. I don't move to say anything, I don't even know what to say. Hudson starts again, "so this is it?"
"For now at least," I offer.
"Goodbye."
"Bye."
~~
It's been hours since our phone call ended. Half an hour ago I got a text from Hudson, just a small "you still have your drawer." It broke my heart to see him still care, still want me. It broke my heart even more to know I still cared too.
As the night ticked by into early morning, a page of my notebook filled up:
"...And dow the road, you will love me until you resent me... what if I'm not worth the time and breat I know you're saving... I hate to look at your face and know that we're feeling different... and part of me wants you back, but I know it won't work like that..."
It's all a mess that kind of resembles a song, if you really squint. I fill in a few in betweens, but it all feels empty without a bridge. I sigh and lean against the side of my bed. Around the room, I can see him. His shirt draped over my chair, a chunk of my closet filled with clothes that aren't mine, and what hurts the most are 2 pairs of matching sneakers. His larger ones propped up against mine. I think back to Hudson's place, I'm pretty sure I left even more. Hundreds of more ways to trace back to me. My guitar and my heart grow into one, and suddenly I've bleed out:
"I'll open up / I'm thinking everything you wish I wasn't / The call was tough / But you're better off, I'm being honest / So you won't stop / Holding out for me when I don't want it?/ Just brush me off / Cause I'm your ghost right now, your house is haunted"
Off to the side of thr page I scribble, "u know it won't work", before crawling into bed and crying until the sun rises.
"I was thinking I could fly to your hotel tonight"
(wanna read the time skip? Click here!)
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yn_spotted after their messy arugment last week, our favorite situationship is back! I'm pretty hopefull it will stick this time and maybe we'll even see them attatch a label!
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user1 and not even half an hour after this was posted new papp photos released of them fighting again and on the phone crying to someone
user2 we can never have nice things can we??
user3 can we please bring back the bear era of soft posts, happy Y/N, and sappy love songs
user4 girl gtfo with that boring ass energy
user5 lmao i love how the fandom is so divided on this issue
user6 no fr like half wants stable Y/N back and the other half wants to watch her burn every bridge ever
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IRL--
The hotel lobby is all polished stone and glass, it all feels too clean, too relfective. All of the sudden, my worn converse and wrinkled clothes feel out of place. A ding from room catched my attention and out of the elevator walks Hudson, his hair has grown out and he looks broader.
He looks up and we hold eachother's gaze, and just like our first date we became just Y/N and Hudson. I almost chuckle at the absudity of it all, he made me feel less out of place with just a look.
"Hey," he whispers stepping forward. Hudson stops abruptly, not assuming acess and that restrait almost breaks me, "you're really here."
"I am," the lobby around us hums. Mummurs of English, Japanese, and other languages float around us, the instramental music plays from the speakers, and luggages wheels scrap against the floor.
"You ready to," Hudson gestures back to the elevator, I nod and allow him to lead me to his room. When we get there, he holds the door open for me, just like he always did.
And in just a few minutes, its over. Our first moment is over and I don't feel fireworks but a calm sense of hope.
~~
Several hours and a delicous dinner later, Hudson and I are walking along the glowing streets of Kyoto, it was the perfect night. We were able to catch up, filling the space between us with stories about tour and his project.
"As much as I hoped, part of me thought I'd never see you like this again," he confesses.
"I didn't either, but I finally stopped running."
"From me?"
"From me," i take a deep breath in, "I didn't immedatly click with your world. So instead, I decided I needed to change myself, and when that didn't work I let my insecruties get the better of me and bailed. Hudson, I'm so sorry."
"You never had to do that," that understnading hurts worse than if he'd just yell at me.
"I messed up after we broke up."
Hudson chuckles, "I know. You're not subtle."
My cheeks warmed up and I looked down in embarrassment, "I thought what I wanted was unpolished, but I really just wanted something that I didn't need to try for."
"And now?"
"I want something real. Something hard. Something that involves you."
Hudson instictivly reaches for my hand but stops halfway. My hand shoots out to grab his, "I'll meet you wherever you are."
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ynln do you got plans tn ๐งธ
tagged: hudsonwilliams
hudsonwilliams glad to be back baby ๐ค
ynln glad to be taken back ๐ค
jackatanoff all is right in the world?
ynln all is right ๐โโ๏ธ
user1 BEAR IS HUDSON FREAKING WILLIAMS?!?!?!
user2 LIKE THE STAR OF HEATED RIVALRY?? Y/N why have you kept him hidden for so long??
user3 my bisexual ass has been simping over thier relationship without realizing it for months
user4 goodbye messy Y/N
user5 it was fun to while you lasted
user6 what i wouldnt pay to be a fly on the wall...
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When Quinn is making the unexpected move to Minnesota his family is shocked, his fans are upset, and his wife is over the moon
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yn_lnhughes me when break starts: ๐๐ฆ me when ends: โน๏ธ๐
Tagged: _quinnhughes
pwhl_frost us when we get out defender back: ๐๐
yn_lnhughes never heartbroken because of you admin!!
_quinnhughes I love you the most โค๏ธ
yn_lnhughes love you too โค๏ธ
brittybrittybangbang_ time for some festive hockey!!
yn_lnhughes you know it!!
ellenhughes my heart!
yn_lnhughes love you mama hughes!!
user1 ugh thanksgiving in Vancouver looks so so cozy
yn_lnhughes its pretty nice โบ๏ธ
user2 too cute!!
user3 the bun eats DOWN
user4 the first picture is adorable!!
user5 right?? Couples goals every single time
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_quinnhughes posted a story!
Caption: I would say never marry another hockey player bc you may have to leave one another but itโs still the best decision Iโve ever made
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awww i love you so much bubs!!
i love you too ๐ค
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you've gone soft quinny
shut up jack
Time Skipโ Y/N is back in Minnesota
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thegirls_podcast on todayโs episode weโre excited to feature Y/N L/N, defensemen of our very own Minnesota Frost! She talked PWHL v NHL, funny childhood memories, and whatโs itโs like to be married to another professional defensemen:
โI wouldnโt trade my life or my marriage for anything despite its challengesโฆ the biggest one is adjusting to my trade last season. Even after settling down [in Minnesota] and playing more games than I can count I still donโt feel at home. The franchise, the fans, and my teammates have made me feel so welcomed and loved, this city is amazing, I couldnโt ask for more. But when I go back to my apartment I canโt help but feel displaced because I know my home is in Vancouver, my home is Quinn.โ
Click the link in our bio or search The Girls Podcast on your streaming service to listen to the whole episode!
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yn_lnhughes thank you so much for having me!!
thegirls_podcast thank you for joining!!
_quinnhughes thats my girl โค๏ธ
user1 stop my heart
user2 just looked at my husband and sighed
user3 anyone wanna talk about how quinn liked and commented in the first minute of this being posted?? he beat Y/N herself
user4 never underestimate a man in love
lhughes_06 is this about me? no. am i the target audience? also no. will i listen to the whole thing? most definitely
user5 awww
user6 i'm so so excited for this!!
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Time Skip- December 12, 2025
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Canucks Thank you, Quinn, for the leadership, heart, and unforgettable moments.
From the first shift to the captain's "C," you left an indelible mark on the Vancouver Canucks and our fans.
Wishing you nothing but success in Minnesota.
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_quinnhughes it was an honor ๐ซก
brockboeser my captain, my captain @/_quinnhughes
user1 hey so what
user2 I JUST woke up tf
user3 ummmm hello
User4 Iโm not prepared to be a Minnesota fan
User5 soooo what abt my Hughes bow tickets?!?!
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yn_lnhughes SANTA CAN SKIP THIS HOUSE IVE ALREADY GOTTEN MY BIGGEST WISH!!! Quinn Iโm so so proud of all youโve accomplished with the Canucks and I know you will be greatly missed, but I am even more excited to welcome you home! I love you ๐ค
P.S. Iโve already cleared out half of the closet for you
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_quinnhughes I canโt wait for this new adventure by your side ๐ค
yn_lnhughes itโll be the best one yet!
brittybrittybangbang honored to have been with you for the news!
Yn_lnhughes get a linemate who will freak out with you!! Also we need to get together and have a double date soon!!
brittybrittybangbang yes!!
Ellenhughes my heart is to happy!!
jackhughes the green is better but I still think you look best in red
yn_lnhughes in your dreams
user1 best wife ever
user2 Y/N has been PRAYING for this day
user3 I know Y/N is happy to finally wear all her Wild merch in public
yn_lnhughes trust I am! Iโve accumulated so much lol
user3 SHE RESPONDED
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Time Skip-- Quinn arrives in Minnesota
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Home. With me. Forever.
I love you babe, Iโm glad fate brought us back together
Me too baby
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_quinnhughes cheers to a new home!
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minnestoawild glad to have you Quinn ๐
jackhughes get em sniper!!
lhughes_06 gonna be great!
yn_lnhughes love you the most!!
user1 ughhhhh he looks amazing in green
yn_lnhughes ikr ๐
user2 LMAO
user3 Wild is on the up I can feel it!!
user4 welp hey Minnesota fans! Iโm new here!
user5 welcome!!
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yn_lnhughes posted a story!
caption: does anyone know if the new guy is single or not??
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Unfortunately heโs head over heels for this amazing girl
Oh? Darn.
Yeah
Iโve heard there no competition either- sheโs far to funny, sweet, pretty, and damn good at hockey
No hard launches, no confirmations, just a messy love tangled between song lyrics and speculation
I was in a messy mood so this was created- obviously no hate to Joe, this is purely fictional and just for fun!
Pairs with โSheโs Got A Boyfriend Anyway (BF Version)โ
ynln posted two stories!
caption: (1) sending bear off :( have a great shoot ๐ฏ๐ต (2)a little night out
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hope you enjoy the show ๐
so far so good !!
user1
bf reveal when??
user2
omg thats DJO!! I saw you there!!
djotime
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djotime just played a venue so small I could hear people breathing
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adamruzek hitting all kinds of stops of djour
djotime you know it!!
charlieheaton looking good man!
djotime ๐๐๐
user1 dream come true
user2 ugh how can one man looks so fine
user3 he needs to be studied
user4 he was EXTRA slutty tn too ๐
user5 special someone in the crowd maybe...
user6 did anyone else notice Y/N L/N was there tn...
user7 no shot
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yn_spotted tonight Y/N has been spotted at DJO's (also knowns as Joe Keery) concert and at dinner with the musican after
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user1 oh!
user2 very intimate dinner there...
user3 dont be dramatic she has a bf
user4 maybe she has one but she sure doesnt look like she does
user3 heaven forbid she wants to support/make friends with another artist y'all are so dramatic ๐
user5 im starting a rumor
user6 yk how we were all obbessed with him and Sabrina a couple weeks ago?? Scratch that
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ynln always an adventure in the city that I love!
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finneas thank you for the invite to the show! Hope you didnt have too mcuh fun after...
ynln ๐คซ
user7 hello??
margretqualey can't wait to see you!!
ynln very soon my love ๐
gracieabrams stunning as always!!
ynln ๐คญ๐คญ๐คญ
user1 soooo thats not Y/N's jacket in the second pic
user2 you're insane
user3 no they're into something- she's never owned/worn a leather jacket that oversized before
user1 also it looks vaguely familair to the one Joe was wearing in his concert post and then was not seen with later on-- soooo are we thinking that pic was from the same night and not the days following??
user4 if so then he most likely took that photo and she is cheesing hard... does this mean bear is out??
user6 peep joe in the likes aswell
user5 Y/N is in the studio once again!!!
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๐ง
gatenmatarazzo
mate...
user1
soooo Y/N huh???
user2
are these lyrics???
user3
ugh please bring back messy love ballads
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Time Skip-- a couple weeks
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ynln do i really have to chart the constellations in his eyes?
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jackantonoff I smell more studio time...
ynln sending out the Jack signal (pls respond)
finneas let me get in on this one too
ynln deal
user5 with these three this record is going to be laced with crack
user1 whos eyes?? Bear?? Joe?? Y/N WE NEED ANSWERS
user2 bffr she doesnt owe you anything
user3 well if shes going to post it all then she cant be surpised when ppl ask
user4 i know those are lyrics and i needed the song like yesterday
user6 ugh shes so gorgeous
user7 right?? you are a special type of hot to look stunning in straight and curly hair
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caption: "crawlin back to you" <3
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stealing my lyrics are we now??
call it muse privileged
plus you can't say no to me
whatever you say Keery
user1
ummmm more lyrics? But in quotes so are those Y/N lyrics??
user2
think I wouldnt notice that thats Y/N?? I'm on to you Joe, i know bass
yn_spotted
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yn_spotted what is going on in the House of Commons?!?! Y/N covered "Figure You Out" by DJO at her fan soundcheck experance while the man himself was in the audience! At the same show she debuted unreleased songs titled "High Infidelity" and "Do I Wanna Know"
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user1 oh lordy its happening
user2 i wanted this but at what cost
user3 anyone else feeling pretty bad for bear right about now...
user4 nah these two are much hotter and more entertaining
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ynln tour how I'll miss you!!
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phoebebridgers ๐ค๐ค๐ค
finneas come back the studio misses you!!
ynln good bc I've got ideas on a couple of those tracks you played me
gracieabrams brunch soon??
ynln yes ma'am
user1 sooo thats Joe right??
user2 it has to be after all the other clues
user3 its thr still not tagging eachother for me
user4 they're so toxic and I'm addicted
user7 they're gettting bolder with their pics at least
user5 best tour of my life!!!
user6 and Y/N serves looks time and time again!!
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djotime alexa play somebody else by the 1975
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gatenmatarazzo ๐
mayahawk ๐
user1 spill rn guys
charlieheaton room with a view??
djotime you could say that
user1 def Y/N?
user2 def Y/N.
user3 y'all please listen to the lyrics of somebody else and freak out with me
user4 oh he's jealous
user5 maybe this is the push they need to make it offical??
user6 maybe but i think they both doomed this from the beggining...
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Time Skip-- two months later
yn_spotted
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yn_spotted after their messy arugment last week, our favorite situationship is back! I'm pretty hopefull it will stick this time and maybe we'll even see them attatch a label!
tagged: ynln, djotime
user1 and not even half an hour after this was posted new papp photos released of them fighting again and on the phone crying to someone
user2 we can never have nice things can we??
user3 can we please bring back the bear era of soft posts, happy Y/N, and sappy love songs
user4 girl gtfo with that boring ass energy
user5 lmao i love how the fandom is so divided on this issue
user6 no fr like half wants stable Y/N back and the other half wants to watch her burn every bridge ever
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finneas chilled, started a band, and produced for my fav girl!
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wearethefavors ๐
ynln you're the best Finn!!!
finneas i know i know ๐
billieelish Y/N my love!!
ynln mwah ๐
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yn_spotted Y/N has been spotted in Japan! After these months could she be reuniting with her mystery man bear?
tagged: ynln
user1 ummm what
user2 im actually so lost on her plot rn
user3 whoever is writing her romance story please stay tf away from mine
user4 bear if you're there please take her back the kids all miss you
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ynln do you got plans tn ๐งธ
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hudsonwilliams glad to be back baby ๐ค
ynln glad to be taken back ๐ค
jackatanoff all is right in the world?
ynln all is right ๐โโ๏ธ
user1 BEAR IS HUDSON FREAKING WILLIAMS?!?!?!
user2 LIKE THE STAR OF HEATED RIVALRY?? Y/N why have you kept him hidden for so long??
user3 my bisexual ass has been simping over thier relationship without realizing it for months
user4 goodbye messy Y/N
user5 it was fun to while you lasted
user6 what i wouldnt pay to be a fly on the wall...
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Time Skip-- a couple of weeks
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ynln UNSTARTED / UNFINISHED out Friday!
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hudsonwilliams i love you ๐ค
ynln i love you too ๐ค
finneas wonderful work!
gracieabrams i can't wait to hear it!!
pheobebridgers you're amazing!
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Sabrina and Y/N have taken the music world by storm as ride or die besties, but what happens when feelings linger deeper and a certain actor gets in the way
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ynln Happy 1st "Year of Motion"
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Sabrinacarpenter Iโm so so proud of you!! Yellow is SO your color bbg
Ynln goodbye ๐ญ I love you too sab!!!
Taylorswift all the hype is so deservedโ glitter pen albums for the win!!
Ynln thank you tay ๐ซถ
harrystyles record went platinum in my house!!
Ynln it better have ๐
user1 lmao not him coming out of hiding to celebrate Y/N
user2 well itโs his child ofc he did!!
user3 Sabrina being a Taylor child and Y/N being a Harry child is so iconic to me
user4 literally the only album ever
user5 no fr it RUINED my Spotify wrapped this year
user6 Iโm so sad for this era to be over but also so ready to see whatโs next
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sabrinacarpenter I am so so proud of my bestie! A year ago you dropped a killer album that has not stopped growing! I love you so much ๐๐๐
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Ynln thank you bestie!! I owe all my best ideas to you!!
Sabrinacarpenter always too humble!
Conangray youโre a star @/ynln
Taylorswift ๐๐๐
user1 ugh bff goals!!
user2 if itโs not what Y/N and Sabrina have then I donโt want it!!
user3 anyone else find it adorable that Sabrina matched the album aesthetic??
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Let her cook โผ๏ธ
Let. Her. Cook.
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Omg new Y/N era?!?!
User2
Screaming crying throwing up
User3
Whoโs releasing a new song???
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caption: @/sabrinacarpenter
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Oh so youโre def teasing something
User2
Y/N WHAT DO YOU KNOW
Sabrina_updates
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Sabrina_updates Sabrina seen holding hands with Barry Keoghan
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user1 a hot new bombshell has entered the villa??
user2 โhotโ bffr
user3 ok short king and queen
user4 the way he looks at her is kinda sweet!
user5 anyone else think this is gonna last
user6 my bets are on no
user7 I wanna know what bestie Y/N thinks!!
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twitter reacts to dating rumorsโ Y/N quite saying she knew him from dunkrik and is a fan, he seems nice- Yn seems off
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sabrinacarpenter "Expresso" out this Friday โ๏ธ
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Ynln Iโm so ready for the world to hear this one!!
Sabrinacarpenter my fav producer ever!! I couldnโt have done it without you
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ynln "I'm working late cause I'm a singer" 5.17.24
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Sabrinacarpenter ๐คซ๐คซ๐คซ
Ynln ๐ค๐ค๐ค
User1 WHAT DOES THIS MEAN?????
djotime I found them! I found two pretty best friends
Ynln stawppp ๐
Haleywilliams I smell a hit!!
user1 Iโm soooooo sat
user2 based on the caption I know the lyrics are gonna be so fun!!
user3 I need a friend who supports me as much as loud and as much as Y/N and Sabrina!!
user4 so am I crazy or is that last photo gfs coded
user5 bffr Sabrina has a bf
User6 no no Iโm following @/user4 something is brewing
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sabrinacarpenter since y'all treated "Expresso" so well I've got another present, "Please, Please, Please" single + mv out now!!!
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Sabrinacarpenter sheโs a singer, sheโs a producer, sheโs a director, ladies and gentlemen @/ynln
Taylorswift giving me a run for my money!!
Ynln you guys make me blush
keoghan92 โค๏ธ
Sabrinacarpenter โค๏ธ
user1 ahhh this is iconic
user2 oh to drop the song of the summer and have a rumored (now confirmed) bf play the main character in the mv
user3 Sabrina the Queen you are!!
user6 having Barry Star in the mv thatโs about him is iconic
user4 I hope this doesnโt age poorly
user5 me too
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yn_updates Y/n and Sabrina were spotted on a vacation together!!
User6 I refuse to believe not one of Y/Nโs yearning songs havenโt been about Sabrina
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tmz Y/n L/n seen crying after her and best friend, Sabrina Carpenter, were seen having a serious conversation at dinner! Click link in our brio to read more
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user1 this is so invasive to photograph much less post too!!
user2 right? Itโs disgusting and sheโs a real person
user3 oh no!! I hope everything is alright
user4 right?? Theyโd fought sure but NEVER this bad
user5 rumor has it Sabrina even left their trip early
user6 please out iconic duo not be over
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Time Skip- a few weeks
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yn_updates Y/n was seen on a date!
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user1 ummm hello??
user2 not Y/N casually pulling Sebastian Stan??
user3 i thought she was a lesbian?
user4 sheโs queer!!
user5 Y/N has spoken briefly about not being straight but not putting a label on it! Sheโs also learned having a strong preference for girls but who wouldnโt go on a date with Sebastian Stan
user6 so no more Sab-Y/N shipsโ theyโre really over
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ynln I like to slam doors closed
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ynln 2.3.25
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harrystyles I cannot wait to listen to the full thing! This one is special
Taylorswift living for the aesthetics
djotime already pre-ordered!
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Time Skipโ a couple of weeks
Instagramโ
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ynln we'll never go out of style ;)
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djotime I need answers RIGHT NOW
harrystyles agreed Y/N pick up the phone
user4 never thoughts Iโd see these two interact but leave it to Y/Nโs soft launch to make even the craziest things happen
user1 drop the song now.
user2 lmao the way we all know those are lyrics
user3 WHO???
user4 I must knowwwwwwww
user5 we had our sapphic sad era and Iโm so ready for our sapphic love era
"I find the artifacts, cried over a hat / Cursed the space that I needed"
Nolan Siegel x Singer/Songwriter!Reader
This started out based on "Hits Different" by Taylor Swift and now vaguely represents that, oh well. Nolan is at least 2 full seasons into his indycar career.
Music themed masterlist
main materlist pinned on my profile
2025, Nolan's first full year
Long Beach
Instagram--
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Location: Long Beach, California
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ynln I'm gonna miss this :( but I've had a blast meeting all you racing fans, cheering on @/arrowmclaren, and loving you Nol ๐ค
time to get back to doing my job ig ๐
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arrowmclaren we're going to miss you!! Write some new jams for our pre-race playlist ๐ฅ๐ง๐๏ธ
ynln on it admin ๐๐
nolansiegel we're gonna pretend this dress didn't distract me mid-tyre change...
patriciooward Nolan getting spicy on main ๐
ynln you're mother follows me please behave
nolansiegel says the girl who wrote "Dress"
ynln -oop
nolansiegel cause we just hit pause for second ๐
ynln sure Nol ๐ซถ
elbaoward I'm gonna miss you girlie!! Live your best life in NYC and come back to the paddock soon!! โค๏ธโ๐ฅ๐
ynln hurting back asap!! Love you elbie โบ๏ธ๐
user5 their friendship is everything to me
user1 body so tea I almost threw my phone into the harbor
user2 holy arm
user3 YN woke up today and decided to flex her man
user4 she knows he's fine, she knows we know he's fine, she's keeping us fed ๐
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IRL, Y/N's POV--
Light chatter and the clinking of silverware surrounded our table like a blanket. Nolan took me out to a fancy and intimate dinner before I headed home to New York City. I've never felt more safe or loved; Nolan's brown eyes were warm and comforting in the candle light, and his hair sat perfectly tousled.
"Will you ever learn to twirl spaghetti properly," I chuckle as he struggles. Between his laughter, I watch him barely pick up his own pasta.
"Listen, I get paid to drive not eat," he joke back.
"You'll make us laughing stocks next time I tour in Italy," from my joke, the impeding dread thats followed us settles over the table; unspoken words and hidden feelings thickened the air between us. I sensed it and Nolan did too.
Through the quiet, Nolan reached out and held my hand on top of the table. His rough hand covered mine and he rubbed this thumb softly across the back of my hand. He broke the silence, "you're assuming I'll still have you by my side."
"Yeah" I sigh out, "this is the first time we've really breathed in weeks." Nolan slowly nods, he knows exactly what I mean; these past weeks have been wonderful, but not perfect. Both of our careers were getting to big for us. It started small, I caught him googling recording studios near his home, I offered he spend off season in NYC; little things, asking the other to give up a piece of their normalcy, both stressed that without the other one near everything would come crumbling down. The stress of our growing careers pushed us into arguments. We both had an unspoken agreement to move on and push that conversation down. We still haven't spoken, even though I got the call from my manager to return to NYC to work on future albums, tours, ect. I leave in a few hours and we are finally coming to terms with it, "I donโt want to be what you have to chooseย insteadย of your career, and I donโt want you to be what I have toย chooseย for mine."
"You've never held me back, not once," he smiles still rubbing my hand. Slowly, I turn it palm up and hold his back, "Iโve been telling myself we just needed more time, just a few more races. But I think weโre both just trying not to lose each other while we chase everything else."
"We can't keep holding on to a version of us that we don't have time for," I say. Nolans eyes snap down from mine. Neither of us are surprised I said it. Even as he weighs the words, Nolan doesn't look shocked. My statement sits heavily between us, accompanied by all the FaceTime calls, last minute trips, and every other energy draining solution to long distance. The constant give and take worn us thin, "if we'd met three years earlier..."
"We'd be unstoppable," he says, looking back up at me. Three years ago, the time before IndyCar and my breakthrough album.
"There would probably be an apartment with a dog in London..."
"And you'd steal my hoodies..."
"Which you would pretend to hate me for doing," we both laugh weakly.
"I'm always going to root for you," Nolan says honestly. My throat tightens at the sincerity of his words.
"Same," I answer from the heart,"from a distance now."
...
The rest of the night ticked by in a surreal bubble. We were mourning each other while laying in the same bed. My head rested on Nolan's chest, his warmth radiating through my body. It was dark in the room, but we both knew the other was awake. Nolan turns towards me slightly and his hand comes up to brush my cheek, "you're not going to forget me right?"
"Never," I said with my voice cracking, "you were my favorite chapter."
He leans down and kisses me on the head, through the quiet I barely heard his response, "you were my whole book." Neither of us slept, we stayed tangle with one another, holding on as we fell apart until my alarm went off and the plane swept me back to the big city, alone.
Time Skip-- Detroit GP
Instagram--
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nolansiegel thats my very first podium finish! Thank you so much to everyone who helped me and cheered me on!
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arrowmclaren ๐๐คฉ
patricioowrd congrats Nolan!!
alexanderrossi first of many ๐๐๐
user1 yay Nolan!! So proud!!
user2 where's YN??
user3 thats what I'm saying... she's been radio silent all day
user4 she's always the first to celebrate and comment on Nolan's wins!
user5 im worried, Nolan gets his first podium and we get no YN like, comment, or post???
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IRL, Nolan's POV--
Champagne soaked my hair and dripped into my race suit as I was whisked around post-podium. It was my first podium ever, and everyone wanted a comment. The social media officer at McLaren guided him to the Fox interviewer before stepping out of frame, "Nolan, P3, and your first IndyCar podium. Incredible drive, what does this mean to you?"
I tried, i really did. I was able to manage a small smile, but my answer still came off as way to composed, "It means a lot. The teamโs been working hard all season, and this is a reward for that. Everyone in the garage deserves it."
"Walk us through that final stint, how did you stay so calm and bring this thing home?" The interviewer was thrown off by my tone and was desperately fighting to bring the energy up. Part of me felt bad, they didn't ask for my mood, but the greater part of me was too numb to care. I imagined this moment many times before, but I always imagined it with her. She isn't here to celebrate with, she isn't going to call later, and there is no text from her waiting on my phone.
"I just stayed in the car, listened to my spotter, and focused on keeping a consistent lap time," I shrug, "that final stint was not the time to make any risky moves."
"You've had a different energy all weekend, very business first, play later. Has that new mentality helped you push to P3 today?" I paused, for much too long, "Nolan?"
"Yeah sorry," I chuckle weakly, "just focusing on racing."
"Ok! Finally, what do you have to say to the fans who have supported you all the way to this moment?"
"Thanks for sticking with me. Hope they stick around. Thereโs more to come," I nod before walking away. I needed to be alone, all these eyes, they were too much.
What I will later find out, but be too tired to care, is my pathetic interview was aired live on Fox Sports, and send off a panic amongst fans. All wondering if I'm ok, and missing YN's presence in the paddock.
Instagram--
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ynln praying this one never ends ๐ค
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sza I love you girl!!
taylorswift she's home!! ๐
sarahjessicaparker lunch date?? I need to catch up with my city daughter ๐
ynln sending you my schedule rn!!
user1 8th street? As in the street Electric Lady Studios is on??
user2 mother is cooking!!!
user3 maybe this is why she didn't celebrate Nolan...?
user4 maybe, im sure they've been talking privately
user5 I found two pretty bestfriends
user6 ok aesthetic!!
user7 the third photo? So true bestie
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ynln posted 2 stories!
captions: (1) ๐Electric Lady Studios (2) ๐ต 20 Something by SZA
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lovely session today! Sending all the love ๐
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two weeks ago I would've been so excited, but with the silence between you and Nolan I'm a bit nervous
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Instagram--
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pheobebridgers beautiful piece, sending love bby!!
tatemcrea you are so inspiring ๐ซถ
user1 ummm ouch????
user2 I knew before I listened to the song that I wouldn't survive, what YN wrote in this post alone killed me
user3 "Don't know what to say, two people can change / don't think we're above, might happen to us" did this ho just shoot me???
user4 "I've loved you so hard for a time" wydm its over YN? It's not over? You literally still love him? Right?
user6 "hate how we touched just to push things aside" YN NOLAN EXPLAIN RIGHTย NOW!!!
user5 this song is causing the internet crash out of a century
user7 guys... Nolan has unfollowed YN...
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Time Skip-- Road America GP
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Indycar a moment for some familiar faces on the grid today!! Thank you all for joining us for qualifying today!!
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joejonas thank you for the invite!!
ynln what a fun day!!
user2 Ariana what are you doing here?????
user1 oh IndyCar you are messy!!!!
user3 YN being here was not on my bingo card
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IRL, Y/N POV--
A laugh I knew all to well rang through the paddock, it was quickly followed by Pato's cheery voice, โthank you McLaren fans for all your support! We cannot wait to race for you tomorrow!โ My head snapped up from my phone so quickly I thought I may get whiplash. I knew this was a bad idea. My management team jumped at the opportunity to be a celebrity guest with IndyCar, alongside a fellow songwriter. I was assured everything would be ok and I wouldnโt run into Nolan, or any of the papaya boys. For a while I thought I was fine; apart from an awkward run in with enlarged photo of him courtesy of McLaren Hospitality, I had survived all my duties and was free to go back to the hotel and wallow in my sorrows. Well, until now.
A couple yards ahead of me stood Christian, Pato, and Nolan, all still dressed in their race gear making a video with the social media manager. Great, fantastic, perfect. I took a deep breath, and made a beeline for the furthest wall to avoid the group and blend in with the few clusters of people hanging around. Just as I got to the edge of enemy territory, I hear my name called from behind me. He called my name. The one whoโd become a stranger whose laugh I could recognize anywhere.
โYN,โ he says once more, when heโs caught up. Iโm frozen in my spot and everything else slows down. I stare into those eyes Iโve called, no call, home. He looked back like I was a precious piece of treasure, like heโs struck gold. Against what my brain was screaming at me, I smiled. He have a nervous smile back and I could practically see him shaking, โyouโre here?โ
โSome publicity nightmare,โ I roll my eyes, trying to ease the tension.
โBeen there,โ the comments before going silent again, just looking at me. I can see it, his mind racing, him internally wrestling his words, and his first clenching the air like he wants to grab on before I disappear.
โHey,โ I say softly fighting the urge to grab his hand, โIโm here, and I donโt plan on running away. Whatโs on your mind?โ
He visibly relaxes before looking around at all the people still lingering on this side of pit lane, โcome with me?โ
โAlways,โ he takes ahold of my hand and walks me between two pit boxes. We settle on the wall, sitting too close to be proper exes. Before he can say anything, I reach out and give him a gentle hug. He reciprocates it, and we both melt into one another. Like we exhaled at the same time, โthatโs the first time Iโve been able to breathe since I left.โ
We break apart, but stay connected by our hands. Nolan begins to fiddle with my fingers, a habit he picked up within 2 weeks of dating, โIโve thought about calling every time something big happened: podium, new sponsor, new lap time, hearing your songs on the radio. Hell I wanted to text you when I finally got new dress pants. But I kept telling myself I wouldnโt be the noise in your new quiet.โ
โNol, you were never the noise. Iโm sick of pretending what I have now isnโt louder than what I had when I was with you. I miss you more than anything, when something good or bad happens. I donโt know how to miss you without wanting to come back.โ
โWhat if we did come back,โ he proposes, anxiety not letting him look me in the eye. I stare at him processing, Iโve imagined this conversation a thousand times the past couple of months; everytime I shut it down. I let my friends tell me itโs done, I told myself itโs done, I wrote a song to say goodbye. But here he is, holding me, saying those golden words. In my silence, Nolan assumed rejection, โbut I understand. Constantly displaced and moving back and forth sucks. It tore us apart, and I donโt want to hurt you ever again.โ
He rips himself away from me, like if he stayed for a second longer, heโd get burned. I quickly stand up and grab his hands once more, โI want to come back, just different.โ
โDifferent?โ
โDifferent. We arenโt the same people who fell in love all the time ago, hell I wrote a whole song about how we changed. But Nolan, just because weโre not those people anymore doesnโt mean weโre not still us. The truth is I never stopped loving you. Not when we ended it, not when I stopped messaging, not when I unfollowed you, not ever.โ
โI didnโt either,โ he looks up from the ground and makes eye contact again. I can see him search for regret in my eyes, any sigh Iโm lying to him. When he finds none, he starts slowly, โletโs come back, and letโs be real. No more disappearing into one another. โ
โNo disappearing,โ I repeat, โjust showing up.โ He smiles down at me, before wrapping me up in a hug that says everything, our own binding contract.
โThis maybe too soon, you can say no but Pato planned an exclusive dinner for us and some of the WAGS tonight. Theyโve all missed you, almost as much as me,โ he proposes.
โOh I donโt want to intrude, itโs already 4 Iโm not going to make them find an extra seat.โ
โYeah about that,โ he looks at me sheepishly and scratches the back of his head, โyouโve had a seat at every table these past few months. It became the purse seat, but only because you werenโt there.โ
I smile, โthen, count me in.โ
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Best people ever ๐ค
Best company weโve had in a minute!
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I love you guys to the moon and back!!
We love you too, more than you know ๐ซถ
User1
Is that YN and Nolan I see giggling in the back??
User2
Pato you just broke YNNolan twitterโฆ
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iMessages:
To: Nols ๐
Hey! I just landed in NYC
Good, thank you telling me!
I can't wait to see you again, this weekend has felt like a fairytale
I agree Nol!!
I have a meeting with my manager on Thursday, I'm gonna see if race weekends are still open
Good, ive miss you being in my pit box
I always feel better when you are there
Anyways, it's late and you're prob exhausted from traveling. Good night gorgeous ๐ค
Good night Nolan ๐ค
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ynln found in storage๐งข :)
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nolansiegel I've been wondering where that went...
Ynln ๐คซ๐คซ๐คซ
Elbaoward I miss you pretty girl!!
Ynln I miss you too Elbie ๐ค๐ค
Marcellohernandez new set slays girlie pop, diva, boss ๐ ๐๐ซ
Ynln thank you Marcelo (get me on SNL)
User1 WHAT
user2 oh big day for unemployed people
User3 YNNolan nation rise up
User5 we are so back
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IRL, Y/N POV--
Cars and conversations from the street below floated up into my apartment through the open window, making me smile. It was a hot summers day in the city, but my A/C unit made it all bearable. My ringtone broke me away from my book, and I looked down to see Nol ๐ lighting up the screen. I smile before flopping on my bed, "well hello there pretty boy!"
"Nice hat..." he teased, "it looks familiar but I can't seem to put my finger on it."
"Ok now, I've missed wearing it! I don't know what Mclaren did when they made this hat, but it was nothing short of magical! It's my favorite hat ever!" I explain rolling on my back.
"Your favorite hate ever?"
"Duh! It fits like a dream, simple yet fun, very flattering, and of course represents someone very special to me..."
"A very special someone, mh??" he replied with a playful tone lacing his voice.
"Yup!" I exclaim popping the 'p', "a very, very special someone, who I'm missing very much."
I hear Nolan chuckle on the other end of the line, "thats something I wanted to ask about, the team gave us next week off before we continue to prepare for the next race! Now, I know you're super busy in NYC but how would you feel if I got a hotel and we just hung out a bit?"
"Wait are you serious?" I shot up, "Nolan I would love for you to come to NYC!! And don't worry about a hotel, you can crash at my place if thats ok with you!"
"If you're ok with it, I'd love to stay at yours! Thank you! I have to go in a second, last minute engineering meeting but I'll text you details once I book the flight, ok?"
"Ok! I can't wait! I've missed you a lot Nol."
"I've missed you a lot too, sweet girl. Talk to you soon, bye!"
"Bye-bye!" I sit there for several minutes after I hung up the phone, smiling to myself and making a mental checklist of the chores needed to be done before Nolan flys in.
Time Skip-- Nolan in NYC
Instagram--
Ynln posted 2 stories!
caption: (1) as Harry once said, its New York baby, always jacked up (2) just the two of us ๐ซถ close friends story
replies:
nolansiegel
My city girl ๐๐ค
My track boy ๐
Elbaoward
you are my favorite couple ever!
Aww stop!! I could say the same about you and Brett!!!
user1
you are an icon
user2
too cute!!
Nolansigel posted a story!
caption: word on the street ๐ค
replies:
ynln
I love you helmet head
I love you too trouble ๐
user1
are those not the glasses YN posted in earlier???
user2
not even to ruin the soft launch, but I need to see her full fit asap
Instagram--
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nolansiegel 10/10 pizza
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arrowmclaren enjoying off week?
nolansigel you bet!
davidmalukas bomb looking pizza
nolansigel bomb tasting too
patriciooward ๐คซ๐คซ๐คซ
user1 PATO WHAT DO YOU KNOW!!!!
Sophia.seigel traveling man!!
nolansiegel โ๏ธ๐ฅธ
user1 soooo thats def YN right?
user2 im almost certain that is
user3 awww what are the chances he flew to see her on his off week ๐ฅน
user4 guys... YN and Nolan follow each other again!!
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Time Skip-- some race
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IRL, Nolan POV--
The media tent was in full swing by the time I made my way to the brunette reporter. She worked for a smaller company that focused on sports journalism. I smiled and stepped closer so we could hear one another over the noise of the tent.
"Welcome Nolan! How are you doing today?" She asked. I always love the new reporters, they are always so chipper and happy.
"I'm doing great! How are you?" I reply.
"I'm lovely! Today's quali pace was incredible and you ended up in P4! How are you feeling about that?"
"I'm super excited about that! The team for the number 6 car has been non stop this past season, and I'm honored to get to drive for them. It's super special to qualify so high, I have some special company," I try and fail to hide the blush creeping onto my cheeks, "I love to give her a show."
"Thats amazing Nolan," the reporter says genuinely, "best wishes with the race tomorrow!"
"Thank you!" I head off to complete the rest of my media obligations, completing interview after interview that are all far cries from my earlier Fox Sports report.
Instagram--
elbaoward posted a story!
caption: I just love them ๐ค
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ynln
mwah ๐
user1
YNNolan!!!
user2
YNNolan twitter is thriving for another day!
user3
thank you Elba for keeping us fed!
Time Skip-- A Few Days
nolansiegel posted a story!
Caption: Home ๐ค
replies:
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I love you Nol
I love you too angel
user1
YN IS COOKING
user2
whatever she's writing I know its going to slap
user3
awww I love a down bad man
ynln
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ynln "Hits Different" is yours!! Enjoy a breakup song for a couple who's together again!!
My muse, my other half, my Nol- I love you ๐ค
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nolainsiegel ๐ค
ynln ๐
taylorswift on repeat, all day, everyday
sza yes ma'am!!
olivarodrio who is writing your love story?? and can they write mine next??
elbaoward new getting ready track!!
user1 AHHHHHHHH
user2 WE ARE OFFICIALLY BACK
user3 mother hath mothered!!
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Instagram--
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nolansiegel "You [are] the one that I [love] / Don't need another metaphor, it's simple enough" fixed it :)
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ynln thank God, what would I do without your edits! I owe you helmet head
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I moved away from home and started college!! Itโs been so so exciting, but super busy. My writing time has decreased drastically and I am so sorry. I am trying to give one last push and clear out my drafts but we will see what happens!!
I am so so sorry if you requested something and itโs taken forever, this has been an insane transition the past couple of months (with all the prep, moving, classes, ect.). Message me if you want to to ensure the work didn't get forgotten somewhere.
To hold myself accountable, here is what you can expect very soon:
"I find the artifacts, cried over a hat / Cursed the space that I needed" Nolan Siegel x Singer!Reader, SMAU, inspired by "Hits Different" by Taylor Swift
"(No Name Yet)" Louis Foster x Armstrong!Reader, written fic, takes place during the tornado warning in Iowa this year
"I had this dream where everything crashes / And I start to wonder when it'll happen" David Malukas x F1 Driver!Reader, SMAU, part two to my other David fic that was inspired by "Sally, When the Wine Runs Out" by Role Model
"(No Name Yet)" Callum Ilott x Singer!Reader, SMAU and written fic, inspired by Taylor Swift's album "Reputation"
"(No Name Yet)" Ollie Bearman x Piastri!Reader, SMAU, inspired by "Down Under" by Men at Work
Forgive me for most of these not having names, its usually the very last thing I do for my pics
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IKR Filming--
It was a little warm in the small studio, especially because of the heavy lighting and costume velvet surrounding me; however, I could not be more excited. It was summer break, and the first thing I did was get on a flight and explore LA with my dear friend Brittany Broski. I've been a long term fan of hers and somewhere along the way, through a string of comments and shared fans, we began an online friendship. She invited me to be on her show, Royal Court, and I jumped at the chance. That brought me here, inside the studio, sun kissed by the California sun, and decked out in a crown and cloak. I smiled at Brittany as she spoke, "Welcome to Royal Court! The show where pop culture royalty compete for a spot on my trusted council. Today I am joined by most feared jouster, please welcome Lady YN LN!"
The room filled with gently applause as I strutted onto set! I used my arms to make the cloak flow in the "wind." This earned a laugh and bigger applause from Brittany. Before taking a seat, I dramatically bowed to her, "your highness! Its an honor to be in your presents."
"My liege! How was your journey?" she jokes.
"Dragons these days, they just seem to be getting smaller and smaller! But the carriage ride was simple lovely!"
"Ahhh yes, I'll make a note to beef them up in the realm," we laugh amongst each other and I reach over to grab her hand. She held it back in a smaller welcome before shuffling the aged paper in her hands, "Lady YN, are you ready for the trials set before you today?"
"I want to say yes, but with you I never know!"
"Watch your tongue madame, or I'll have you thrown in the dungeon!" She sends me a pointed look before chucking and continuing on, "Without further ado, let the trials begin!"
Brittany clapped twice and I braced myself, first the main lights went off and then two direct spot lights flashed on. Despite knowing this was going to happen, I was still caught by surprise. Her team chuckled at my slow blinks and shocked expression, "and here I thought my new tan would look good."
"Yea the lights wash us out a bit."
"Mmh, you just couldn't let anyone look better than you! I'm on to you Brit," I muse. The team behind the cameras laugh at my accusation, before Brittany carries the show onward.
"Ms. LN, we're starting this trial off with a very serious question. Please prepare yourself."
"Yes ma'am, hit me."
"How do you not pee in the suit? Like genuinely, I need logistics." I immediately leaned forward laughing, and I heard Brittany lose it next to me. As soon as I composed my self, I made eye contact with Brittany and we both lost it again.
After catching our breaths I begin my answer, "I know for some drivers who do pee in their suits, this is a hard thing to do, but for me I keep it in mostly with the overwhelming need to preserve my dignity. I am also not a stranger to last minute bathroom break."
"I feel like I would pee in the car."
"I have no doubt in my mind that you would. I personally can't imagine looking my team in the face and being like 'great race today, also there's a puddle of my piss that needs cleaning from the seat.'"
"No yea, that makes sense."
"Would that stop you?"
"Probably not," she looks down at her papers, "these next few are about guys in the dating sense, so buckle up and forget about your husband for a minute. Can you do that for me, maโam?โ
I laugh at her antics before nodding seriously, โI think I can manage.โ
She nods back, โfirstly, do you get the ick when a guy doesn't know how to drive stick? I feel like if I was paid to drive around 200 mph on a manual steering car, if a man couldn't even do that in a regular car, I couldn't do him."
"Uhhh not really. Itโs also a different kind of manual, so that helps them. If they can't drive at all, then I really get the ick, ya know? You're a grown man and can't even travel long distances without someone else's help, what else can't you do wash your ass? No thanks, pass."
Brittany bursted out into a belly laugh before replying, "thats so real."
"Like I don't mind if he's a passenger princess by choice..."
"But he needs to be able to get behind the wheel if the time calls."
"Exactly! But, all that to say I did bag a racing driver so no worries here!"
"That's right! Girl, you married a man who can, not only drive fast, but he looks damn good doing it!"
"Damn right he does!โ I giggle before bragging on Pato even more, โhe can drive stick, manual, and open wheel!"
Brittany looks away from me to make eye contact with the center camera, "this is what an icon looks like. Take notes. Next up, what's more intense, driving a hairpin turn in the rain, or trying to explain to a man on Hinge what you do for a living?"
"Explaining the job is easy, especially if I named dropped Max or Charles. What's really intense is explaining basic empathy to men on Hinge," I answer, chuckling.
"Thats so true queen, but I can't imagine you, out of all the women out there, fighting with a man to understand empathy."
"Listen," an embarrassed blush creeps onto my face, "there was a time, when a young YN was riding the F1 rookie high. Men from all different countries took me out and when you're with a 10/10 hottie, sometimes you put up with some red flags. But guess what? It all worked out in the end!" I smile at the camera over Brittany's shoulder and flashed the rings on my left hand.
Brittany let out a laugh, "yes ma'am! I LOVE you!! To wrap up my section about men, who's the hottest F1 driver and why is it always the brooding one who never smiles?"
I playfully sigh and look down, "it always comes back to Kimi Rรคikkรถnen, doesn't it?"
"Listen there is something about a grumpy man who has a soft spot for me and me only!" We broke out into another laughing section, causing me to grab my stomach, "anyway, you are the paddock queen of side quests."
I begin looking around the studio, this causes Brittany to stop reading her question and her crew to laugh, "I think you're wrong there Brit, I only ever drive and sleep. I have 100% focus all the time. "
"Ahh yes you are so correct, thats my bad. Please forgive me."
"No," I state flatly. We make eye contact once again and begin to laugh.
"So if you were to go on a side quest, like the Met Gala after party with Sir Lewis Hamilton, do you show up hungover to the track or behave?"
"See when my trainer and team see this, I'm gonna wish I said behave; the truth however..."
"You can be real here girl, no worries," Brittany goes to rest a hand on my knee, as if a serious confession was coming.
"Well, if you insist," I joke sitting up straighter, "all I'm gonna say is Max Verstappen won a championship hangover, so who am I to question science."
The crew loses it before Brittany moves on, "10/10 answer. Has anyone ever said something so bad, so offensive in a press conference that you've wanted to run them over with a car?"
I widen my eyes in fake surprise and lean towards Brittany, making sure to whisper into the mic, "how did you find out about May 23, 2022? No one was supposed to know about that!"
"Now that I know, will you have to kill me?" She replies with the same energy, holding back her laughter.
"No, I don't think so," I suddenly lean back and far to casually say, "something about diplomatic immunity."
"Ohhh ok good! I'm relieved," she wipes fake sweat off of her forehead, "are you ready for the final question?"
"Yes my most royal, supreme leader, I am!"
"Which track is the most slay? Like if the circuits were girls, who's the baddest?"
I break out into an amazed smile and begin to think, "thatโs such a good question! I think there are too many different types of slay to just pick one. It depends your personal vibeโ the old money girl, who wears linen pants and carries a Hermรจs bag? Monaco. But on the other end of the spectrum is the trendy, influencer it girl in the form of the Miami GP track. Sheโs the one you want to pick the club. If I had to choose one of the girls to be the most slay in my eyes, it would be Imola. Sheโs rich, in vibe and history, and sheโs hosted so many of โthe greats.โ She knows how to party, in a classy way. I feel like she always pairs the correct type of wine with her food. I could never."
"Thats such a good take, if we had all day, I'd listen to you go through all the tracks."
"Maybe later when I'm wine and dining you," I send a joking wink, poking fun at our dinner plans later.
"With the wrong wine pairing?" She fires. I make a mock offended expression.
"Ok now," I look away from her and to the crew behind the camera, "is this shit over? Can I go now?"
"No, stay, I'm sorry! If I can be vulnerable with you right now, I don't know how to pair wine with food either."
"It's like an art! Whenever I go out for a meal and Yuki is there, I make sure to sit next to him and let him take charge. If you mess up around him, you will catch the sass of a thousands real housewives, it's insane," we laugh at the mention of his sass, "I think you would enjoy a dinner with Yuki, he makes great conversation and its fascinating to watch him judge a meal."
"I'll have my people call his people," she jokes before placing the aged paper down on the table and looking into the camera, "Lady YN, you passed!!"
Small applause filled the space once again, "You know Brit, it was tough there for a moment, didn't know if id be able to overtake some of those questions."
"Someone has gotta keep you on your toes, these F1 drivers can get lazy. I offer my congratulations on surviving my royal interrogation! I must ask, has all this truth speaking worked up an appetite?"
"truth speaking?" I whisper, giggling, before Brittany motioned to ignore her poor wordage, "I have, madame Broski!! Bring on the grub!"
"Hell yea! Squires," she claps twice and her crew members bring us both silver platters. With another round of claps, they remove the lids. I see an array of food with different tracks pinned on toothpicks and stuck into them. I smile at the presentation and look up for her to continue, "I prepared several delicacies from across your land! Now, I wanna quiz you on what represents what. You have the tracks printed to help you."
"OMG, ok! I can do this! I see mini croissants with the Moza track and, im assume, that is paired with the candies for Imola. I don't know what they are but I'm going to guess espresso?" Brittany nods and I cheer, "I know the flavors of Italy!"
"This is our low budget version of an Italian breakfast!" She laughs.
"Ohh I see!" I chuckle, "it's wonderful! Am I guessing them all, or are we eating in between?"
"Let's eat between, because I have topics to discuss with each one and I dont wanna have to circle back," we all laugh at her honesty.
"Love the honesty, let's do it!" We both grab the croissants and take a bite, "yes I love a stale, supermarket croissant to represent Italy."
Brittany breaks out into a laughing fit, "and the quality isn't gonna go up from here, so buckle up!" I pop a candy in my mouth before nodding for Brittany to continue, "ok so, do you ever eat your feelings in the Parc ferme over the race results or is that just me on the couch?"
We both crack up before I speak, "its so sweet that my results have an effect on your, I'm flattered! I don't normally eat my feelings, at least until a few hours later. That being said, when fans gift me snacks throughout the day, I do have a tendency to break into them in my drivers room." I smile sheepishly at what I just admitted.
"Oh ok, I see how it is," she rolls her eyes playfully before motioning for me to continue my guessing game.
"I'm interested in this," I raise a cheap paper cup filled with bubbly liquid, "it has the Monaco track, and I wanna say its either grape juice or champagne."
"Bottoms up," Brittany raises her own up and we cheers. I take a large swig and start coughing.
"I did not think that was actually alcoholic!" I pull the cup away from my face and look at it, "I'm sure Charles will be glad to see his glamorous home country is represented by a paper cup."
"You were warned about the quality. For this county, I want to ask if you had a cocktail made in your honor, what would it be? And is it lethal?"
"My answer already exists, but it's a French martini. She's pink, she's fun, she's feminine, I love her! It's a martini with black raspberry liqueur and pineapple juice. And, like me, she's as lethal as you make her!" I finish with a laugh and finish the champagne.
"Thats such a solid answer, I think I'll have to try one at dinner tonight but it does sound very you!"
"Thank you! I love them more than life itself," I smile and see Brittany gesture to continue, "I see some seasoned almonds with the Spanish GP track,"
"Yes these are Spicy Marocna Almonds. And on the topic of spicy things, I wanna hear your best F1 hot take."
"Brittany, you are trying to get me canceled," I tried the almonds while I thought over my answer, "these are amazing! My hot take would have to be, if you have only ever raced in superior machinery you can't call yourself a legend. You don't have to have won, but true legend material can at least show some promise in an underperforming car."
"Oh tea, watch your back after that once," Brittany replies, "ok Lady YN, carry on!"
"Okkkk, I see a very tiny cucumber sandwich," I examine the plate, "for Silverstone?"
"You are correct! I'm getting the feeling this challenge should've been made harder. Someones getting fired," she threatens her team behind the camera before focusing back, "as we dive in, what circuit has the best food."
"Ok," I ponder while chewing the sandwich, "before I get into F1, let me tell you the best place to get food at an IndyCar race."
"Ooooh ok, bonus content!โ
"Its not often I get to see Pato race in person, but when I do I let myself get lax on my diet, and if my trainer sees this I'm joking..."
"Girl saying that hot take made you so bold, be careful now," Brittany laughs.
"Oh girl I know this will be brought up in a team meeting," I joke back, "but anyway Road America has the best food, hands down and thats from a fan POV. If I had to pick for F1, the actual tracks themselves I dont know, just because I'm always eating team meals; however, food outside of the track I'm picking the Mexico GP. Nothing is better than authentic Mexican food, and I stand by that."
"I see I see, I would love to try it sometime," she responds.
"Girl, remind me and I'll fly you out! Anyway, I feel like my answer perfectly segways us into our final treat, the food for the Mexico GP, which is represented by 100% authentic chips and queso!" I joke looking down at the tortilla chips covered in poorly melted shredded cheese. Both Brittany and I throw our heads back in laugher and I have to wipe tears from my eyes.
"I thought this was a judgment free zone!" Between laughs Brittany finally gets out her question, "have you ever cried over a meal during a race weekend?"
"Funnily enough I have!"
"Ok, love! What was the meal, and as it worth the breakdown?"
"Oh it was 100% worth it, and it was homemade 'tacos de trompo.' I have no clue what that translates to in English, nor will I be learning."
"Y'all mind if a white girl speaks a little Spanish tonight," Brittany jokes, causing us both to have yet another laughing fit, "can we hear the story behind this cry."
"Ok so what triggered it was the food was truly that damn good. But it was a super bad race weekend, we didn't have a great qualifying position and I didn't make it much higher in the race. Pato had come to the race and I was super upset that I didn't perform very well for him," I began to laugh at the absurdity of this story, "and so to try and make me feel better, Pato cooked his favorite meal in the small hotel suite kitchen. I remember feeling so overwhelmed because he loved me and that dish was so goddamn good! I still beg him to make those tacos one a week."
"I imagine you're across the world, just on the phone begging," Brittany laughs out.
"No I swear, I'm prepared to insulate a box and pay for priority shipping."
"Also cooking dinner? Thatโs very much wifey material of him,โ Brittany comments.
โNo literally. When Megan said, โI donโt cook, I donโt clean, but let me tell you I got this ring.โ She was speaking to me. Ho was in my walls and wrote that about me.โ Everyone in the studio breaks out into a laughing fit at my confession, before Brittany continued through broken laughter.
โWell Lady YN, how did you enjoy the royal feast?" Brittany asks in her special accent.
"It was quite delicious, your highness! I think we need to start a food review show," I say.
"You know, I agree."
"We'll start with the F1 calendar, and then go from there!" I chuckle.
"Quitting my job here as we speak so I can focus on those full time!"
"All these people just got fired in real time," I joke pointing to her crew behind the camera who are all struggling to keep in their giggles.
"They'll be fine, you can only go up from here. Next on the royal agenda is creating you a family crest and that way everything you own can belong to me since you're apart of my realm."
"I wouldn't expect anything less," I glance down at the paper with prompts and look back up, "this is where you ask the serious questions right?"
"Yes!" She smiles and looks into the camera filming on my side, "YN LN fan of the show! First question, you've broken into of the most male dominated sports in the world, what part of the journey tested you the most?"
"The hardest part was seeing the guys id drive with get all these offers and opportunities. Itโs not easy for everyone, there are some guys I used to drive with who didnโt make it to f1, so Iโm not alone in this struggle. It sucked, and sucks, to know that I don't need to be good enough or equal to these guys, I need to be better to really prove myself. "
"Are you sick of running as fast as you can?" She asks, I giggle before replying.
"Wondering if id get there quicker..."
"If I was a man," we sing together.
'Literally my personal anthem," I laugh.
"Next up, was there every a moment where you felt yourself truly become an F1 driver?"
"There was! I feel like the answer I should give is my first F1 win, however itโs not my honest answer. When you asked that the first thing I thought of was a little girl from the Silverstone GP my first year racing. She ran up to me with the sweetest little accent and told me that I inspired her to work extra hard when karting and that she wants to race like me one day. She then gave me this friendship bracelet that I wear everyday," I raised my arm to show off the bracelet made of different shades of pink and purples, "I actually invited her and her mom to watch that race from the garage and then I got a podium so that was super fun.ย Being her inspiration made it all feel real, not just her but so many people were watching me and looking up to me. You don't get that feeling unless you're doing something important."
"Thats beautiful," Brittany smiles softly, knowing how much the moment means to me, "I don't know if you have a different answer for this, but what's the moment that made all the sacrifices worth it?"
"When I gifted my mom my very first trophy. I have all the others displayed in my home, but that one," I smile and think back to that day, "I was still sticky with sweat and champagne, running around on the winners high, but everything slowed when I saw her, standing alone amongst the chaos. I didn't even think 'I should give her this,' I just felt it, it was like instinct. We were both crying and it made everything we'd given up worth it," I take a moment to glance up at Brittany, she wears a soft smile and her eyes are on the brink of tears from the happy story and the emotions in my voice. I pause my drawing and straighten up my back, "I owe her so much more than a trophy. I may have sacrificed a normal school career and friends, but she gave up so much money, time, and energy. I mean, my mom let her underaged daughter go racing around Europe without her, I donโt know if Iโm even strong enough for that. She deserves the world in repayment."
"Awww come here," in the midst of a normally hilarious and chaotic show, Brittany brought out a sweet and tender moment for me. We had small tears clouding our vision when we embraced, "that was amazing, thank you for sharing that."
"Thank you for letting me!" I smiled, attempting to bring the energy back up, "another good answer would be when I married Pato. I mean everything that brought me to racing also brought me to my smoke show of a husband!"
Everyone laughed, "and we're back to unserious!"
"Girl I am being very serious, I don't play about my man!"
Brittany wiped her tears from laughing before beginning again, "moving on, what kind of legacy do you want to leave? Not just on the race track, but for the girls who come after you?"
"A legacy filled with fearlessness and unapologetic energy. I want people, girls, to look at my life and my career and never see a timid, meek girl; I want them to look and be inspired to be loud and get shit done."
"Get. Shit. Done." Brittany pretended to write on her stack of questions, "I love that and, may I add, you are doing a lovely job at leaving. Watching you on my TV and also getting to know you personally, you give that same energy and this is only the start. I can only imagine what your legacy will develop by the time your old."
"Aww I love you Brit," I make eye contact with the camera, "get you friend like Brittany Broski, she always knows what to say."
"Aww stawp it," she fans herself before whispering, "no keep going, keep going. I kid! What is something you wish male F1 fans would stop saying to/about you?"
"Ugh!" I let out a groan of annoyance, "Anything that involves me sleeping with someone. I got every seat in my career through hard work and grit. This pussy is good, but thats only for my husband to know."
"AHHHH!! YES MA'AM!!" Brittany exclaimed at my statement, cracking the whole studio up, "on that absolutely iconic note, Lady YN please present your shield to the realm!"
"Ok! Everyone please be kind, my drawing skills are not the best," I nervously chuckle holding up my paper.
"Oh its good!"
"Thanks Brit," I smile before continuing, "the first prompt was 'my personal royal court,' so I drew my pit crew as knights, with my trainer holding a gauntlet, and my engineer holding my steering wheel as a sword, all in stick figure form of course. Next was my 'weapon of choice', so I drew my steering wheel again. I debated drawing my rear with open, but DRS is too unpredictable to be my first choice, Oscar would agree. Next, was a 'pre-race comfort,' and I drew a note. I keep this note in my phone case and look at it before every race. It's from Danny Ricc, he left it stuck to my car before my ver first F1 race. The drawing version says, 'now go send it, -Daniel.' The real version," I pause while I retrieve the note, "says ' Hey legend, big day. First F1 race โ soak it in. Youย earnedย that seat, so trust yourself. Block out the noise, keep it clean off the start, and let the rest come to you. You donโt have to prove everything today โ just drive like you know you can. Oh, and smile. You're doing something epic. Now go send it. โ Daniel.' I miss Danny in the paddock everyday!"
"I would get that tattooed on me," Brittany says amazed while I show her the aged note.
"I've been debating getting one of the lines tatted, don't temp me or else I will. Anyway, the last piece was to illustrate and write my motto. For this prompt I drew a bottle of champagne surrounded by a laurel wreath, and on the champagne I wrote, 'I don't race to prove, I race to reign.' Before now, I didn't have a motto but being here with you, Brittany, I was inspired," I wrap up with a smile.
"Thats amazing! Would you please sign that for me?" I nod and sign right above the crest, "perfect. Now Lady YN, please take a knee so I may knight thee. It is my upmost privilege and honor to knight thee Grandmistress of the Grid, blessed by racing gods and engine gremlins alike!"
"Thank you Queen Broski!" I exclaim as applause fills the studio once again. She has me the Royal Court mug as a parting gift and I thank her.
"Is there anything you'd like to promote to my realm?"
"Yes! Watch me drive in the Formula 1 racing series! We have practice and qualifying runs, and most importantly, we race on Sundays!" I turn to Brittany once again, "It was amazing to be here! Thank you!"
"It was amazing to have you! Squire, please escort the lovely lady out!" With two claps, a crew member extended their arm for me to take. I gently grab ahold and flutter my cape the same way I did on the way in. I watched as Brittany finished the video and called the day a wrap, "does this make anyone else wanna go to Medieval Times?"
"Oh count me in girl," Brittany exclaims as we both laugh.
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User1 DUO๐OF๐THE๐CENTURY๐
User2 ugh YN looks SO good!!
User3 Pato can you fight???
User4 get me someone who matches my freak like YN LN matches Brittanyโs ๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ฉ
User5 โforget about your husband for a minuteโ HAS ME DEAD
user6 it was so funny to see YN relive her dating days!
User7 no cause her eyes when she was talking about explaining empathy to menโฆ girlie has dating war storiesย
User8 this is my official petition to get YN on the Broski Report to share dating storiesย
User9 no cause sheโs so real bc if I raced with me, I too would make drop Max and Charles on a date
Used10 Iโd be to scared theyโd leave me! Charles is so pretty to name dropย
User11 LMAO YN SMILING WHEN MENTIONING KIMI DURING THE HOTTEST F1 DRIVER QUESTION!! Sheโs just like me fr fr
User12 she has 10/10 tasteย
User13 Yn ate down with the track girlies question!
Ussr14 right?? Like her observations were a 10/10ย
User15 it makes me wanna draw all the tracks as IT girlies
User16 her brining Yuki up when talking about pairing wine with food?? Thatโs too sweet
User17 no cause imagine her, Brittany, and Yuki all at dinnerโ thatโs a recipe for disaster!
User18 the low quality spread for different race tracks is cracking me up!!
User19 YN tried so hard to hide her laughter ๐
User20 ok now I really need a Brittany and YN food review show! Imagine they go to all the F1 tracks and then the IndyCar tracks!!
User21 anyone else crying over the Pato taco story?? Like he cares about her and can cook??
User22 dream man right there
User23 answering a serious question and turning it into a Taylor Swift karaoke session is very on brand for YN and Brittanyย
User24 YN wearing a friendship bracelet from a fan years ago makes me cry!! Sheโs so sweet and sentimental
User25 no because her saying that was the moment she felt like a driver was actually so nice to hear! It was refreshing for it to not be her actually driving, but rather the impact she has on fansย
User26 at the end of the day, YN really does care for us!!
User27 watching YN talk about her mom and both her and Brittany get emotional killed me!! As a mom myself, itโs super nice to see her genuinely care and appreciate what she did!!
User28 YN drawing her team as stick figures and fantasy characters was so clever!!
User29 right, I know they loved it when they saw the video!!
User30 THE LETTER FROM DANIEL??? ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
User31 hits different in 2025
User32 he was always so genuine and kind, itโs nice to see little things like that pop up!
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ynrossi I mean I did... but you look so babygirl in that one!!
user1 Yn serving face, Nolan and Alex... serving something
user2 ugh get on top of me please
user3 I love, love, LOVE her!!
user4 ok but like who is she rooting for??
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ynrossi posted 2 stories!
captions: (1) Quali morning โ๏ธ๐ซถ (2) took the boys out to dinner to celebrate great starting positions all around :)
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nolansiegel
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user1
awww this is so sweet
user2
you're so cute!!
user3
one chance Yn, one chance
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ynrossi posted 2 stories!
captions: (1) me rn bc you guys keep insisting on me rooting for only one of my boys (2) unbiased race day fit!!!
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alexanderrossi
please dont get alcohol poisoning
get your fans in line then
I will NOT pick between my boys ๐ค
heard loud and clear
nolansiegel
you're so pretty baby
awwww thanks Nol
I love you!! Best of luck today
Thank you ๐ซถ
user1
we just wanna know!! No way you dont have a preference
user2
fit eats
Time Skip-- Post Feature Race
ynrossi
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ynrossi left my ๐ค in St. Pete!!! A big, BIG congrats to my favorite brother for finishing p10 and to my lovely boyfriend, they were to scared of your talent but you'll show them next weekend!!!
tagged: nolansiegel, alexanderrossi
nolansiegel on the bright side, I loved watching the race by your side!!
ynrossi ๐ซถ๐ซถ๐ซถ
alexanderrossi thank you for the support!! Love you sis
ynrossi love you too!!
patriciooward maybe wear papaya next time... just a thought
Between IndyCar and Formula 1, this became the most anticipated wedding of the year!
Complete masterlist pinned on my profile
ynln with lundgaardoffical
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ynln I tried on the ring and this strange man followed me home after???
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lundgaardoffical ๐ฐโโ๏ธ๐คตโโ๏ธ๐ค
elbaoward girl you cannot announce your engagement like this ๐ญ๐ญ
ynln oops ๐คทโโ๏ธ
lundgaardoffical i love you ๐ค
ynln i love you too ๐ค
user1 christian is the ultimate unbothered queen
user2 heโs so used to dealing with Ynโs bs atp ๐ญ
ynln and thatโs why i have a ring now!!
charlesleclerc congrats mon ami
maxverstappen1 thoughts and prayers @/lundgaardoffical
alexanderrossi congrats you two!!
user3 most anticipated engagement in the motorsport world and Yn still doesnโt take it seriously ๐
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Time Skip-- 1 month before the wedding
ynln posted a story!
caption: marrying this diva in 1 month!!
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lundgaardoffical
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landonorris
how he still wants to marry you is beyond me
i have charm, norris
patriciooward
diva ๐ ๐ โจโจ
that your man girl??
thatโs my man ๐คญ๐คญ
lundgaardoffical posted a story!
caption: my future ๐๐ t minus 1 month ๐
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ynln
ugh i love you sm
i love you too, darling
maxfewtrell
youโre a lucky guy mate
i know, i know
ynln
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ynln details for the win ๐๐
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lundgaardoffical so proud, darling
ynln ๐คญ๐คญ
maxverstappen1 great drive, great push
ynln thank you ๐ถ๐ถ
danielriccardo ๐๐๐
user1 YESSSSS YN WIN
user2 always a good day when redbull wins
user3 and with Yn and Max having seats, we stay fed
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lundgaardoffical
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lundgaardoffical another podium at Long Beach ๐๏ธ๐
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ynln AHHHHHH YOU ATE DOWN DIVA!!!
lundgaardoffical THANK YOU QUEEN ๐
user3 when will someone match my freak like these two ๐
nolansiegel long beach wasnโt ready ๐๐
josefnewgarden ๐ช
user1 ahhhhhhh christian!!
user2 the move to Mclaren was the best choice ever
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Time Skip-- a week
ynln
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ynln ๐๐๐คฟ
tagged: lundgaardoffical
elbaoward stunning ๐คฉ
ynln thank you ๐คญ
mollyerobb_ wag pool day soon??
ynln oh yes please!!!
user1 ugh theyโre both so hot
user2 a bisexualโs dream
user3 oh to be a f1 driver with my hot ass indycar fiancรฉ spending my off week at our pool
ynln itโs pretty great ๐
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lundgaardoffical posted a story!
caption: "hey Yn, its a rare day we're together in person, should we get some wedding to-dos done?" "No I'm gonna go play mermaids"
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ynln
ummm ok expose me then??
also we got stuff done, it was just from the pool
it was the best way to plan tbh
very stress relieving
patriciooward
thatโs my kinda girl!! who wants to waste the perfect weather??
trust we did not
Time Skip-- Wedding Week
ynln posted a story!
caption: its wedding week ๐ฅณ๐ฅณ๐ฅณ @/mollyerobb_
replies:
mollyerobb_
so so exciting ๐๐๐
thank you for being here for so much of this process!!
of course!! time to walk down that isle!!
charlesleclerc
so so excited!! me and alex cannot wait!!
its gonna be great!! I cannot wait to see you both!!
carmenmundt
whoop whoop whoop!!
Party time!!
lundgaardoffical posted a story!
caption: @/ynln starting wedding week off right
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ynln
have a great day, enjoy the coffee!! i love you!!
i love you too ๐ค
elbaoward
wifey material ๐๐๐
she is the best!!
davidmalukas
does she take venmo?? i need some daily motivation
maybe this is her new side hustle
ynln posted 2 stories!
captions: (1) @/lundgaardoffical professional driver AND nail tech (2) idk if this mask is doing anything but it feels like a necessary wedding week activity
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elbaoward
girl you are brave for letting christian do your wedding nails!!
he was so curious and excited i didnโt want to say no ๐ญ
it wasnโt that bad tho!! just needed some clean up
lundgaardoffical
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lundgaardoffical hey @/ynln we get married tomorrow!!