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the reason evermore girlies are evermore girlies is because it’s about wanting to give second chances but you know it’s gonna end regardless of it because you’re just too hurt. neither of you speaks what you really want, you just keep suppressing all your emotions, and even if the other person tries to be better, it’s never enough, and all that’s left to do at the end of the day is move on but that’s just too damn hard and it hurts. so yeah.

​the album feels like you can do nothing except live with it and it’s like you’re dying; this is why i love the evermore (song) because despite feeling like that, she shows courage and comes back in. also, the deluxe version having rwylm and ittg feels so significant because after coming back in, it’s up to you if you stay right there with the hurt or leave it all behind.

if someone was willing to give you $1000, but you had to engage in an awkward email correspondence with them first, would you do it?

I literally do this every day its called a job

Be with someone who is good for your mental health

women just get it. and men don’t. won’t elaborate

feeling safe is my love language. emotional safety is such an important thing to me in this stage of my life.

so one direction really existed huh

find myself listening to music i loved years ago and i realize i still am her