Alex ❄️

A)biggest fear

Failing, and insects

B)greatest desire

Probably finding my ithaca? Doing my dream job:)

C)do u believe in the afterlife?

No,i only believe that bacteria will definetly eat my dead body🙏🏻

D)why there is no d

E)how do u feel about people

I like humans but some of them clearly need to double check their facts before talking🤪🤪🤪🤪🤪

F) you get one milion dollars what are you doing

I buy a house near the nea and i plant flowers and trees:)

G) which animals do u dislike? Which do you love?

Reptiles, insects(except bublebees and bees) scare the shit out of me🤪. I also hate jellyfish. And mouses.

I love cats, lions, cheetahs, tigers and foxes

H)do u have stuffed animals and sleep with them?

Yes i own some, but i don't sleep with them😔 i am always moving while i'm sleeping so everything falls(myself included.)

G) one lyric you relate to

"Φεύγω και αφήνω πίσω μου συντρίμια, αρρωστημένους και αγρίμια" [I'm leaving, and leaving behind the debris,sick and unsociable people]

H) (again?) If u could do something illegal with no chance of punishment what would u do?

Def burn ai companies!!

I) views on moths

I'm neutral about them, i'm not that scared of them

J) random fact you know

Aquilegia(the flower) is associated with madness.

K) what do most people don't know about you

I don't like nightclubs because i'm anxious🥲 and people think i do this out of spite😃- while the few times i've visited one, i start shaking

L)what have you sworn never to do

Smoke. I have an addictive personality, so trying will get me into a new addiction, .[any type of smoking btw]. Plus smokers have a really bad breath that i can't stand, and they age really badly in the chin area even from 35-40, which is young.

M) which fandom do u immediatly block people from?

Swifties.

N) are u good with kids or do you think you'd be bad at taking care of it?

Super controversial opinion but i prefer girls, they just get me. Boys get on my nerves, mainly because they don't get the same level of punishment as girls do.(i'm talking ab my experience).

Idk if im good at taking care of them more that 2 to 3 hours tho.

O) are u addicted to anything

Buying clothing, and makeup🥲 i don't buy every 2 months tho, and i also do thrift hunting🤪 environment first.

P) waffles or pancakes

Pancakes because i haven't eaten THE WAFFLE. I'm convinced that waffle is waiting for me.

Q) type x into your search bar. What do you get

Xenios zeus(?)😭😭😭😭😭

R)give me an anagram

Chien and niche? I'm terrible at that

S) what do u think a soul is

The sea with the waves and its depth

T) tell me something profound

Whatever you are searching for is searching for you too

U) what has shapped you to who are today

Trauma

W) who do u care for on here?

Let me have my secret garden frfr🙂‍↕️- as this question serves as a tag though i will mention @chaoticobsid @socirce @rayondelun3 @me-di-ocre @psyduckisdead @quelconque @v1visection your turn to answer:)

X) favorite quote

"I always craved big windows in my life, never big houses"-Ritsos🙂‍↕️

W)something u wish u could change?

The inertia of global leaders to face climate change(?)

Z) favorite place to be

Anywhere as long as there is sea close to it.

Bro tu t'appelles Marie.... plus basique tu meurs quoi.....

Les aoûts.💙🤍

"Juste quelques mots sur un bout de papier

Tu as dit : 《Je pars, je vais chercher Ithaque》

Ta vie, un voyage

Dont tu as changé de route dans un virage

Juste quelques mots effacent la culpabilité

Ils n'ont jamais su qui tu étais

mais tu vas leur manquer

et au lieu de déployer tes ailes

tu as gardé pour toi toute cette honte inutile

Tes parents ne connaîtront jamais

Le reste de ta vie

tes amants invisibles ne connaîtront pas non plus

tes jours heureux et solitaires ;

ils ne te verront pas grandir

ils ne sauront pas si tu leur ressembles

la petite faute de la maison

a provoqué une rébellion

Ta vie est un voyage

Dont tu as changé l'itinéraire au détour d'un virage

tu pars trouver l'Ithaque

Avec seulement quelques mots griffonnés à la hâte sur un bout de papier "

Le blanc qui, symbolise la purété pour certains, ainsi que la paix.

Quand je pense au blanc, je ne pense pas aux jolis maisons en mer egée, ni aux oiseaux. Mon cerveau me raméne toujours à la phrase "vivre en blanc".

Vivre en blanc.

Une vie sans couleurs. Une vie oú on la vie libre, sans contrainte. Pas parce qu'on l'a voulu. Mais parce qu'on a jamais osé. Un canvas vierge auquel on a jamais pris le courage de mettre de la couleur, par peur de montrer les differentes facettes de nous mêmes. S'exposer à ses qualités et à ses démons est compliqué, parce que tu dois mettre ton âme en nu.

Et si les aprés-midis interminables était le résultat de ça? Les nuits ou le bruit de la montre te rendent fou? Les pensées qui tournent en boucle, sans jamais se rencontrer? Ou le soleil brûlant qui te fait penser que Icare, lui, il fait quelque chose. Même si ça eu un impact dévastateur. Et se rendre compte que toi, tu restes dans le comfort de ta silence, sans réelement dire ce que tu as envie, sans prendre son courage à deux mains et dire que ça t'a blessé.

Je suis une vague, mais quand juillet arrive, je me vide mon énérgie.