Neo Loves

For hearing me when I went silent,

After everything

For hearing the words that didn’t want to leave my mouth, for pushing me to speak

For seeing the expressionless expression

It made me happy,

Please keep going.

Though you made me grow up in the rawest form

In the most painful way

I will never forget you

Though I thought you would stay

And you didn’t,

You help me find my path,

You helped me break my bones and grow them correctly

I will never forget yu

Though you hid

And never truly opened up

You taught me how to do so,

You WILL be a great father!

(Don’t lose yourself, the magic is just beginning)

Keep going;

(You used to tell me this)

“Keep moving Neo”

“Keep moving Andrea”

And I did,

I love you

More than I can say openly now.

Keep moving big bear

Keep your magic alive;

Because truly,

You are magic.

You have the ability of awareness

And that’s all you need

I know it’s hard;

Everything beating us down constantly trying to change us, to be different

To change for reasons we don’t resonate with,,

I believe in you, and your magic

Who you are;

Is beautiful,

You taught me the importance of punctuation through life experience.

You taught me to draw and expand my brain;

The gift of music,

You hold so much more than what is put in front of you

And even if its not me,

I hope you can escape

To build your family and feel happy as well;

To build your family and gain love as well;

Keep going big bear,

I will never give up on you,

No matter what has and will happen,

I will always be cheering you on,

Always;

SO NEVER DOUBT THAT!!!!!!

Your metaphors resonate deeply,

And though I have distanced myself from feelings I will always hold your essence dearly,

So keep going,

Keep growing,

i didnt know what to do anymore i lost all my skills and my friends were leaving, i kept coping using various substances

things were hurting me so badly

the way everything hit me all at once, how i never seemed to understand what people told me

i was so scared

of everything

nothing made sense

but its coming back

i have to find my path

my way

with a lil help :#)

understand that even tho this is shit rn things can get better if i build skills and continue to grow,

not remain

i remained for so long and now i feel like i have nothing to show

and i dont

so im going to keep going and create something worth showing off

because im pretty great but im also pretty mean and im glad that i have the people who have stuck next to me, they truly are, giving me life,

seeing lessons and learning from everyone around me, im coming out of my box, i held my legs to my chest for so long that now i feel like i cant stretch out, but i can, and i will;