ilouriel

crymaxxing on first day period hormones, spending christmas alone thought experiments, and phoebe bridgers tracks

mind’s eye perceives before iphone flashlight can reveal reality

soul simmering in the river called heaven

my mind is boiling in heaven’s broth

i’m like a spider, pull my legs off, one by one

water on my skin forms a pool on my stomach when i finally lie down and wait for the rain

heaven is a lake of water so perfectly warm a continuation of the skin

studying love songs to know how to feel about my love interest

i’m water on you so warm drink me quick youre thirsty

won’t even get a girlinternship

me when i’m sitting at this party wondering if anyone knows me really sees who i am

studying love songs to know how to act around my love interest

i shall say words to exist