chaotic neutral.

                                               ❛  shadow  of  a  b o y  ;                                                  what have you become ?  ❜

            okay, so —— just like the tin says, i’ve gotten myself into a bit of a             bind, life-wise.              a few days ago, i had gotten myself in a car             accident because i wasn’t paying attention,     & i rear ended a guy             while i was  trying  to  figure  out  if  i  needed  to  turn  somewhere.             nobody got hurt,     i’m obviously okay since i’m still alive & kickin’,             but now i don’t have a mode of  transportation  to  get  to  my  two             jobs across town.  my sister is  ( understandably )  not able to help             me much since she, y’know, has a social life,   & a full time job, so             it’d be hard to schedule around that despite her living in the same             household for the time being.  it still feels like what happened was             a fucking dream, like it never happened in the first place.           all             because i made a stupid mistake,     that i shouldn’t have made in             the first place.

            but,  anyway,   that brings me to what i’m here to talk to you guys             about.               i wanted to see if the plan i have might actually be             something people would be interested,   or if i should suck it up &             figure out my shit like how i usually do it. by the seat of my pants,             so to say.

            i  wanted  to  know  if   people   would   be   interested   in   doing             commissions ??   like, they could be writing commissions, theme             commissions,   i’ll even try to draw something for you, though i’m             only really good at the occasional portrait.     i just wanna know if             you guys wouldn’t mind helping,       just until i’d be able to put a             down payment on a car.      i hate to post this on here, because i             feel like i should be able to figure it out on my own,     but i really             need some help.      i can’t even buy people presents, much less             pay my rent if i wanted to eat anything.

            it would just help a lot,     & you’d get a little something in return,             too.   & even if you wanted to just give a donation, i’ll make up a             list of whoever donated or bought a commission,    & post it so i             could express my eternal love for you all.

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