Bro what the fuck it's like I can't escape him excuSE ME MY IN GAME COOKIE AINT EVEN DRESSED AS THE MF are you kidding
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@ilarion-src
Bro what the fuck it's like I can't escape him excuSE ME MY IN GAME COOKIE AINT EVEN DRESSED AS THE MF are you kidding
Lowkey wanna sign up for the event to try my luck but that requires me to be active on a certain hellsite so I will resist

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So uhh, I don’t think this is really related to TbW, but that’s what inspired me to draw this so I guess it counts?
so technically, here’s fanart for @ilarion-src’s fanfic, To be Worthy!
Btw, the pixelated thing in the background is mostly for decoration, but I like to think it's the character's soul leaving their body
I mean.. as of writing this my outline on the finale is done and Bsapph's throwaway line about the miniskirt may or may remain one so.. :] I think it is most definitely still relevant HAHAS
PIXEL BG GETS LORE EXPLANATIONn YEAAAAD Noo but it really does add to your art I adore it so much!!! It's very cool :]] ANd yeaH HAHA I get that soul leaving out of body feeling with CCream there and ur Capple drawing (still adore it so much btw)
Anyway BSAPPH GHAHSHAHAHA HAIR EXTENSIONS TOO OH MY GOD LOOK AT HIM HES TAKING AFTER CLOWN His pose is 100/10 btw that man is PRETTY and he knows it look at him!! HEE!!! With the tongue sticking out too tsk tsk absolute diva.. his outfit highkey so pretty though oh my god.. gender envy levels of pretty! I like the brooch on his neck and the slightly puffy sleeves its such nice.. and lowkey deceitfam sharing design aspects is a precious hc of mine HEELS TOOOO HEEELSS AHDSAAHA you gave him heels and I will now do the same for the finale /hj
Pavlova's arrow on poor CC… look at him hes so awestruck.. he's so downbad.. his entire face is red HAHDSAHA suffer cc <3 I need to give him more of a spotlight.. or helll get to work on the minor characters' spinoff fic sigh;; also appreciate the lack of arms it highkey makes him look even cuter HAHA
shadowvanilla for the deprived and desperate though it is not adequate to a 5 star meal
@ilarion-src good luck on your finals oomf 👀🥺
its been like four days but in my defense exams do be exam-ing ANYWAY FULL NERDING BELOW I HAVE NEVER HEARD OF THIS SONG BEFORE BUT DAMN IT IS SO HEARTBREAKING DDD:???? I LOVE EACH SLIDE SO MUCHHH god I adore mvs/animatic-esque videos like this so muchhhh thank you omggg it's so beautifulll and each slide is so effective in telling the storyyyy Every single one of clown's slides destroy me btw how dare you make you feel something over the things I have happen in my own fic that aiNT HOW I SHOULD BE I AM IMMUNE DAMMIT DSHBA no but;;; seeing him.. with the IV and just curling into himself aw :(( that makes me so sad.. BUT ALSO PV?? PV oh my god IS THAT WINGS ON AWAKENED PV'S HEAD???? I loveee lovee how you draw PV so much omg (and nice wind archer there too we love a good cameo) and just PVV PVVVhjb dont you quote my own fic at me I am crying sobbing dying THE SONG TOO IT ENDS SO SAD BUT I doo like how it fades to a hopeful note at the end despite that!!! I need me some healing please.. I need happiness in my life aaaaaaaadsa but anyways yes thank you so muchHH AGAINN AHSDA I loved itttt Ive replayed it like ten times atp HAHAHS All the lovee!!
okkkk I HAVE THOUGHTS ABOUT TBW (omg this chud can think now?? milestone!!)
COUGH WHO SAID THAT
Anyways, I really feel the angst in this chap, esp w Smilk feeling like a burden to the rest of his family, and Bsaph… omg i relate to him so much broooo
like, i also act as a caretaker to one of my relatives, (we talk on the phone, and i just pretend im happy lmao) and it CAN get frustrating at times, but you know its for a good reason
AND THE INTERNAL CONFLICT HE HAS WITH THAT IS JUST SO WELL WRITTEN. YOU GOT THE GUILT AND THE FRUSTRATION DOWN PAT.
so, i ask u this:
are you in my walls, learning from my experience? /j
but fr, u good?
—Naivety from AO3 (omg i have a tumblrrr)
I mean I did say that TBW is my college burnout vent fic dressed up in a neat Academy canon divergence AU shaped bow so.. hehe :]
AnD hello there naivety!!! Always love to see a regular :>
Glad the whole thingg resonated cause I kid you not the whole Bsaph section was just word vomit for 2k in one sitting HAHA.. and yes I live in ur walls rent free real thank you for the compliments I'll be here all day every day in ur every waking hour. Jk I hope your relative is alright now though :( it rly can be frustrating in the worst way possible. Do take care of urself as well!!
I am good dw but emotions wise while I wish I could say it's def because I live in ur walls the reality is often disappointing. My mom had depression through my hs years and it hit the family bad, her health was pretty frail too so it left me to handle the house and be her sorta therapist HAHA
She's much better now thankfully :] road to healing ragchchh speaking of healing I am worried about the last two chapters cause 43 also broke my outline and now because Bsapph stole the spotlight he needs another conversation with clown before I can reasonably get away with tossing him out of the City (which he will also have feelings about.. sighs)
sage of truth design for an au @ilarion-src and i came up with !! in short, sage's timeline destabilizes after timekeeper tells them everything so she brings them on to work at the tbd after arc 2 :] shenanigans ensue! also sagekeeper yuri.
extras under the cut
The more I look at this the more I just cannott wait to write more of this au plspls I need themmm they are just sO UNEXPECTEDLY GOOD IN THE BEST WAY POSSIBLE I cannot wait to sell this ship to all of you because I will and you can quote me on that (fyi I still ship pvsm and hell pvwl more ships = more happiness guys trust trust give it a chance)
SAGEE being canon to the storyline gives me many feelings I haven't put on paper (blame finals and the shit ton of presentations I have up coming) but sage yes sage hELLO THERE GORGEOUS OH MYY god red ur clowns are such gender my envy for them is through the damn roof and this clown specifically ugrhhgh
Rambling under the cut

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ILAAAAAA heyy are you doing okay? :))
just a little worried because it's been more than a week w/o notice or updates and that doesn't seem like you
Completely understand if you're drowning in school work or something, I just want to know of you're wellbeing and what the AO3 author curse threw at you this time
Hope you're doing well :)
Tldr cause this got long:
not dead forgot update will do soon thank u <3
Longer version:
IM ALIVE because god help me I will not die to anything less than the misery of slowly watching my joints degenerate and my muscles lose their mass as every abuse I've put this sack of flesh I'm stuffed into return to bite me in the ass when I'm old and wrinkly
Thank you for checking in that's very sweet and yeah I did forget to edit the notes for an update very sorry I did not think it'd take so long. Life is well but my mental health refuses to believe it so we are stuck at a stalemate in this eternal battle that I have against myself over our own questionable decisions
And the new tbw chapter is shit heavy and I feel called out every time I read it again but it's too important to half-ass so it may take longer. And maybe end somewhere in the 8-10k range. Ffs. I willll finish it though worry nott
Art for their majesty, @ilarion-src! Specifically of this snippet from their fanfic, To be Worthy! I don’t know how to link it tho (T///T)
They’ve been keeping me sane for months; I had to contribute to this masterpiece. 3 cheers for the traumatized gays!
Anyway aheM omgomgomg CAPPPLEE CAPPLEEE MY BABYYYYY SCREEE THANK YOU FOR DRAWING HER AND GIVING HER JUSTICE YEAHHHH MY CAMPAIGN OF #LETCAPPLESAYACTUALWORDS IS PROCEEDING AS PLANNED /hj
No but I kid you not I can rant all day about how upset capple's canon dialogue makes me she can be so much more than what she's given I am so sad. Anyway onto your beautiful gorgeous art :
HER FACEEE AHDHDA HER FACEE REALLY IS THE HIGHLIGHT OF IT oh my god it never fails to make me laugh you captured the horror/shock/disgust so well it's hilarious!! I love the cartoonyy wide blurry pupils and the sweat drop anD her browssss it really adds to it. Also nice lashes we so appreciate sharp lashes in this house. AND EARSS!! YOU GAVE HER THE LONG EARS CLOWN IS OFTEN DEPICTED WITH HELL YEAHHHHH
I love love how you draw the candy apples though it's actually so cute and more balanced with the artstyle.. canon capples bigass decorations makes me wonder how she gets around without falling over. AND!! The hair!! I honestly did not notice if she had the little ponytail thing in canon I might have to look at her cookie form again to confirm but it is actually so cute HAHA I love how theres a bit of it falling over one shoulder. The bows tooo the bowsss raGHHHH adorable!!!!
And the background pixelated image.. I do wonder what that is but agjdh comedy.. absolute comedy. Also just,, her having one hand curled against her chest hehrheh aND THE 3RD POV FOOTAGE IN THE CORNER PV i sEE YOU SMILING PV (I appreciate that u did draw the doodles actually cuddling thats so cute)
ANOTHER ONE TO GO ON MY WALL RWGCHHHHH I NEED TO EXPAND THE WALL.. MAKE PROPER FRAMES FOR EVERYTHING AFEFJHh I digress thANK YOU SO MUCH I AM GLAD U LIKE MY SILLIES <3
It reasonated with me so hard i had to put the bullshit into my sketchbook permanently
Ts is canon, i told myself
Alr its like, late at night, thats why its kinda ass but its fine
Wdym its ass warcher's face is such gold and I see the reference to the wheezing meme that's so funny omf HAHAHA
BERRYYYY u draw her exactlyyy like I imagine her yes she is dum yes she is a menace.. truly more of an overprotective (but ultimately harmless) guard dog than any sheep..
Happy the shenanigans resonated with you :>
I BEAR GIFTS LIKE I SAID I WOULD
the quality is kinda not in the room with us but i kinda got ran over the other day so i couldn't send this
also the sketch cuz i was having so much problems with berry
Oh YOOOO THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!! HOLYY I am so sorryyy the weeks been insane and I've nott.. been checking tumblr much;;;
BUT AAAAAAA ART!! LOOK AT THEM CUDDLING THATS ADORABLEEEE I love love the texture you used it really adds to the coloursss aND PV PV being a messy sleeper will always be my hc look at him and his limbs splayed everywhere anD BERRYY BERRYY they all look so cute in your style it is actually ridiculous (in a good wayy)
I also see that little detail in how clowns hands r bandaged even though most of it is off screen that is very cool I appreciate!! And the IV line yessss
Everything just looks so softtt so nice.. such domesticity.. their peaceful faces as they snoozeee.. and Berry's lil (stupID AHAHAHAHA) face I am sorry for making u draw a sheep u did great though!! Thank you so muchhh for sharingg means the world to meee <333
so ive had this little idea for a fangame about the fount for a while and uhmmmmm here is some concept art i drew today !! im not suuuree how much i want to say about it yet but the basic concept is like. fount slowly loses his mind as he does sorting/filing around the spire,.. with at least 3 endings probably... yea. yippee :]
separated versions under the cut
losing my mind over this internal screaming I adore the lighting I adore how smol he looks dwarfed by the architecture of the building his entire life is centered around there's so much fun imagery and symbolism to dig ur claws into there and I can yap for thousands of words about this

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illarion(woohoo i got it right) i am going to get you
Yeeeaaahhhhh chapter 32
I uhhh
did something
With transcripts cuz my handwriting is highkey ass
X RIP souljam / 50/50 chance my art looks good ngl
I give up / i swear im not a.i. i hate hands / sry gang / we have designs?
Illarion ILYSM my handwriting sucks / artistst whats spellg / but yayyy (artist problem) / W H A T T H E H E L L / TBW Chapter 32 / I HATE ENGLISH / is yummy im going / ALSKDJJSKDJF / to eat you / (dont mind my english fueled crash out) / stupid -> / jail?! Thats, like, bad? / Empty space for me
If that blue twink gets a bad ending like jail or death im going to remove your ability to speak chinese
holY FUCK I AM SO SORRY I COMPLETELY MISSED THIS AHDAHAHHAHA helllooooo thank you for drawing hee look at him you draw him so cute it is unfair
I ALso adore the way you draw the mic? it looks so coooll and lowkey somewhat fit how I imagined it omg GREAT JObbbbb
Relate on the english I hate english as well and n o worry not I will not give the blue clown a bad ending.. fingers crossed. It'll tkae a while tho HASAHAAH THANK you so mcuh I adore ur artstyle it is adorable!!!
llearion ough chaper 31 of tbw im going to get you i lysm llearion
Am i fucking mispelling your name again im so sorry
Thank you for the sunday chapter in this economy 🫶🫵
FhAHDHDHAHA I just woke up and this is a super nice thing to wake up to yOOO!!! Thank you so much.. and that's super fast wth dude I just posted yesterday (its alr Monday my time HAHA)
I love your artstyle!! I cannot think of what it reminds me of rn but it's so lovely and I do have a fondness for pen sketches (how tf did you do that with a pen on paper oh my god the lines are so clean!! Great job)
The blank expression.. mm that crashout do hit hard and it's not even his first fhAHAH mMM the bloodied hands and THE EYEEE!! You did not hold back in drawing that stabbed eye ohhhh god it's so good (and horrifying)
I do love the pose too and the outfit you've put him in is honestly really nice!! ...I see those earrings too I am getting fond of it not gonnaclie it looks so gOod its canon now. I also appreciate the bow.. and the detail of the blood dripping down his right sleeve ;v;
Rip soul jam o7 shouldve not stabbed it clown
hi again @learion i drew ur clown again. this time it is. uhm. a whole entire reference sheet of me working out how his outfit functions + some personal hcs :]
not. figuring this out. for any future reason in particular no sir (LYING)
mad ramblings down below
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
I digress yes hello CAN I SAY THAT I appreciate how messy you've made his hair HAHA it looks so floofy and I do appreciate a good hair floof
I hereby declare the bulletpoints canon cause honestly yes genius idea y e s he does have his hair sticking out everywhere and yes bro is getting white hairs and in denial about it ur a single parent with two kids and three jobs clown you aint fooling anyone
ALso are those earrings I see and hELL THEY'RE EVEN DIFFERENT FOR EACH EAR (I love the pointy ears) hehehhe sun and stars and moon and piercings of course he would that absolute diva
THE COLLAR THING.. I swear I wanted to make that plot relevant but I supposed literally making him wear a collar would be a bit too much so I stuck to shackles. Tho there was that one dream scene where he was literally chained by the collar aha.. hm that's giving me nice inspirations for future chaps
This clown would so hate canon Smilk's jester fit those neck ruffles look restricting asf (or I might just be projecting gerd makes me hate having anything around my neck aha.) but yes exposed collar tsk tsk
And! THE FIT!! THE FITTTT!!!
I see you have changed some details omg AND THE CAPE!! THE HALF CAPE THING!! IT MAKES SENSE!! screams (my wife designed most of his fit but that half cape was my personal contribution thank you for doing it justice ahbdHAAH)
Now his pants are also poofy. I appreciate the poof.. and the extra details on his sleeve cuffs and the boots. Knee high boots we love to see it. He may be half dead on a daily basis but u ain't ever seeing that clown not well dressed in public
Also idk what it is about the designs of those cuff sleeves that tickle my brain it is so nice!! I adore!! And ofc defined shapes for the rest of the boot that makes it look oddly sharp.. hm impulsive thought of having him kick someone with those boots though I can't imagine how u keep balance with those I trip over my own feet daily
I also see that line thing on his right picket that connects all the way back over the cape and his shoulder I have no idea what that is called but it is very cool and I'd like u to know that. Appreciate the close up on the sash thing too It somehow makes sense and I appreciate that
TINY STAR DETAILS ITS EVERYWHERE ITS O N HIS SLEEVE ON THE EDGE OF THE CAPE AND ON THE COAT TAIL THINGS it looks so tiny and shiny.. shINYYYY
lastly hehe look at that tiny pony tail his hair is so god damn long u made it even longer how does that man manage it
Maybe I need to do a hair care fic it has been a while.. wait I can totally do that in the larger fic GREAT IDEA YES
typed this on my laptop cause gerd forces me to be upright and my phone makes my headache worse so uh might have gotten carried away mb this is like 2.8k characters on the notepad HASHAHHA thank you so much tho I did not expect this at all and u certainly didn't have to go so far to the point of making a whole reference sheet
I need a better place on my wall…
References | TBW
More of these and they're festival fits.. except not really because these two are so god damn lazy HAHA
Beret is there because the new gen hates how the triangle hat looks so one senior invented a new one and now everyone wears it instead of the traditional cone hat. It's canon because I said so (it's actually because I couldn't find a way to make the stupid hat work on PJuice cough)
Triangle hat ref.. and colours kinda but the colours are different..ish.
“‘I don't want to be happy!’Blueberry Milk screams into the empty room, a lie so profound it feels like a physical blow to his own ribs. ‘I want to be useful! I want—’
The crack rings loud.”
holy shit that line is fire Σ(゚д゚lll)anyways so like. fount of knowledge/blueberry milk cookie tweaking tf out i feel you man. really had fun drawing this ayayayyayayayayay also here i am realizing that fount of knowledge’s yellow eye was the one that actually turned cyan but i’m a dumbass so like whatever
To Be Worthy on ao3 by @learion they’re an amazing writer ts is so peak oh my gosh 🩵 i am foaming at the mouth for this fic
drawing shadow milk is so fun i hate his ass(semi-lovingly) but his design is so fire,,his hair is absolute hell tho
first time posting on tumblr i’ve been prowling the pages of vox(hazbin) fanart for few months however (⁎⁍̴̛ᴗ⁍̴̛⁎)
Fun fact I woke up at 5 am because GERD was being a bitch to me and thought I hallucinated seeing this entire post before I opened my tumblr and thERE IT IS OH MY GOD
COLOURS!!!! I've been struggling with that my entire life but yOOOOOOOOOOOO HOW DO YOU MAKE THAT WORK IT'S ALL JUST BLUE (albeit with some gold but I digress) BUT IT ALL BLENDS IN SO BEAUTIFULLLYU SCREE3WEEXHH
Warning extensive yapping below
I feel you with the blue clown's awful hair I've only ever drawn it exactly the way devsis does and it is still fuckass ahem excuse my language but YEAH the hair!!!! Ths HAIR!!! I like how you made one side sparkly but the other side more canon compliant Shadow Milk DHDHAHA its such a nice detail and them stupid eyes as well ugh they're just staring at me right from the screen
AND!! The way it drames his face I love how its kind of a hot mess but you still remembered to draw that line thing I always forget for the monocle (I am ashamed as a glasses wearer but in my defense I don't know how you monocle and also I see that slight circle thing on the glass what is that called I need to google it but I gotta go outside in like five minutes)
His face too his face oeughh that hits me right where it hurts dear me look at him mid crash out haha suffer like you made me suffer cough excuse me anyway yes look at his corrupted eye I appreciate that you've given it that ever so slightly shaky appearance he really is crashing hard and the tears mmm yes the tears make him cry harder. Eyebrows are also underrated imo even more than those sharpass teeth tsk tsk clown, but also fr though that way you made him scrunch his eyebrows god that hits hard I only ever see that on people who either have a massive headache or are just inconsolably sobbing
And the eyes the eyes all around him in colours that are totally not suspicious mhm mhm totes doesnt resemble anyone else haha
I also appreciate the visualisation for the crack on the soul jam it looks great and so does his clawy hands anD the two versions omg ur spoiling me
Ps dont sweat it about the eye lol I write that horrible fic and I keep forgetting which eye it is

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smilk from the fic to be worthy by @learion !! its literally the exact same pose as the reference sheet but ive been soooo eager 2 draw the guy i didnt wait to figure out a new pose to draw him in HAHA.. anyway i loveee this fic and i loveeee this freak and i! am really hoping i can get out from under my own mountain of academia-related issues soon so i can draw more of him <3
WaAit WAIT OH MY GOD TUMBLR DID NOT GIVE ME THE NOTIFICATION FOR THIS????
But also how in the Witch's ovens dID YOU FINISH THIS SO QUICKLY ENCKENC EXCUSE ME OH MY GODDDD LOOK AT HIMMMM THAT AWFUL CLOWN RENDERED IN ACTUAL CLEAN LINES AND COLOURS THAT MAKE MORE SENSE YOOOOOOOOOOO
I DO LOVE HOW UVE MADE HIS SLEEVES PUFFY IT FITS SO MUCH BETTER?? AND THE BOOTSSSSS THE BOOTS I SEE THOSE HEELS CLOWN U ABSOLUTE DIVA
THIS IS SO SCRUMPTIOUS I COULD EAT IT UP I am printing this and it is going on my wall thank you so much holy shit
...also heh I see that waist lowkey u made that waist so snatched HDHHAHAHAHA 1000/10 linking this on my next end notes and forcing everyone to look at it
Godspeed on ur academia journey I am also drowning haha... junior year putting me in a grinder the way I'm putting the clown through one. Fic is how I cope... ffs still can't believe it's been a year
No idea how this works but haha (puts your clown in a jar and shakes him around)
I hate this actually it looks so much better in 300x speed