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Hii! Just found ur blog n read the Charles doc for Vogue Secrets and it was absolutelyy adorableš„¹ā¤ļø. I was hoping if you would be writing more Charles fics that r set in the same story cuz I really love your writingš. Thanks so much and I hope youāre having a great day/night. Take careeš„°ā¤ļø
Monaco Afternoons
Charles Leclerc x Wife!Reader
Summaryā¦Ā an ordinary afternoon in monaco: juice boxes, paper crowns, sleepy babies, and the kind of love you only find once in a lifetime.
itās nothing big. just love, soft and ordinary. the kind that makes you feel like the luckiest person in the world.
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A/N:Ā
Hi! This message genuinely made my day, thank you so much for reading and for being so kind. I'm so happy you enjoyed theĀ Vogue Beauty SecretsĀ fic. It means the world to know that this little version of the Leclerc family is living in someone elseās head and heart too.
And yes, absolutely. Iāll be writing more Charles fics set in the same universe. Iāve grown so attached to this cozy little world, and there are definitely more stories to tell. Whether it's quiet mornings, beach trips, bedtime chaos, or something else entirely, theyāll be back. Just let me know what you want to see.
Thanks again for taking the time to reach out. I hope youāre having a lovely day or night, and take care. Truly. ā¤ļø
From inside the apartment, you hear the sound of laughter, then feet padding quickly across hardwood, then...
āMAMAN! Look what Papa did!ā
Maxime bursts through the open sliding doors first, grinning, two strawberries stuck onto his fingers like claws. Luca follows close behind, holding what appears to be a makeshift paper crown with crayon scribbles and a Ferrari sticker on the front.
Charles trails behind them, carrying a tray with juice boxes and two small plates of cut-up fruit and cheese. Heās barefoot, sun-kissed, and wearing a navy t-shirt that used to be yours.
āHe let us eat strawberriesĀ beforeĀ lunch,ā Maxime tattles gleefully.
Charles pretends to look scandalized. āThey were organic. And sliced. Thatās basically a salad.ā
āShe made it exactly four minutes into your crown-making craft session.ā
āUnderstandable. Maxime takes glue sticks very seriously.ā
The boys settle onto the blanket, Leo immediately scooting over to rest his chin on Lucaās ankle. Maxime offers him a piece of cheese. āFor being the best guard dog in theĀ whole world.ā
Leo accepts it with regal calm, as if itās his divine right.
āYou know what I was thinking about this morning?ā Charles asks suddenly, his fingers absentmindedly drawing circles on your knee.
āWhat?ā
āThat first summer we spent here. When the apartment had no furniture. When we had to eat pasta on the floor.ā
You smile, remembering it perfectly. āAnd Leo was the only one with a proper bed.ā
āAnd now look at us,ā he says softly, watching Maxime show Luca how to build a tower out of cheese cubes. āThree kids, a mortgage, and enough toys to build a small city.ā
Hi! I hope youāre okay. I just recently discovered your stories and they are stunning. I was wondering if youāve thought of writing a Carlosā version of Moments You Wish You Caught on Camera? Iād definitely love to read his version! ā¤ļø
Moments You Wished You Caught on Camera - Carlos Sainz
Carlos Sainz x Wife!Reader
Summaryā¦Ā Told through the eyes of strangers, six ordinary people recall quiet moments spent observing Carlos Sainz and Y/N L/N around the world, moments that left a lasting impression.
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The Woman Who Found Courage
Elena wasnāt sure why sheād come to the rooftop event.
Technically, it wasnāt even Y/Nās launch. Just a pop-up for a sustainable fashion brand she followed loosely online. Still, something told her to show up. Sheād made the dress she was wearing for the first time, a floor-length deep green wrap with slightly uneven stitching and too much thread showing on the hem. She wore it anyway.
The terrace was bathed in golden hour light. Glasses of sangria clinked over conversations about textiles and ethics and minimalist branding. Elena stood near a planter of lavender, alone, half-heartedly sipping from her drink, trying not to fidget with the fabric at her waist.
She noticed the woman before anyone else did.
Y/N L/N arrived without announcement, no entrance, no heels clacking on tile. Just soft linen pants, a breezy top, and hair tied loosely at the nape of her neck. She wasnāt wearing makeup, but somehow she still glowed. Elena watched her float through the space, greeting friends, complimenting strangers, stopping to touch fabric with genuine interest.
And then, Elena couldnāt quite believe it, Y/N noticed her.
The designer approached with a kind smile, tilting her head toward Elenaās dress. Her voice was low but warm.
āI love this color. It suits you.ā
Elena smiled, small and a little nervous. āI made it.ā
Something flickered across Y/Nās face, surprise, then delight. She leaned in closer, asked a few more questions Elena couldnāt hear from where she stood. The conversation didnāt look performative. It lookedĀ kind. Gentle.
Minutes passed. At some point, a man walked up, tall, relaxed, hands in his pockets. He didnāt interrupt. Just stood close enough for Y/N to lean against his arm, resting there like it was instinct. Elena squinted, catching his profile.
Carlos Sainz.
There was a stillness to him in that moment, none of the intensity he wore on race weekends. Just a man smiling quietly while the woman he loved talked about dresses with a stranger.
Eventually, Y/N squeezed Elenaās hand. Carlos nodded. They left together, fingers interlaced, slipping out the side without needing anyone to notice.
Elena watched them go.
Later, she found a piece of paper tucked into her tote. She didnāt know when it had been placed there.
Make things you want to wear. The rest will follow.
āY/N
It wasnāt signed with a brand name or a handle. Just those words.
She pinned it above her sewing table that night. And she hasnāt stopped creating since.
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The Kid Who Got a Ride Home
The storm rolled in fast, one of those early spring downpours that gave no warning, just cracked the sky open and spilled everything at once.
Mateo muttered a curse under his breath as he stood under the narrow awning outside the preschool, clutching his phone and trying to refresh the weather app like it might help. His daughter, Luna, was still inside, and he was stuck without an umbrella, his car three blocks away. Typical Tuesday.
He wasnāt the only one caught unprepared. Other parents were gathered around, shoulders hunched, rain spotting their sleeves. The staff tried to usher the kids out quickly, but the rain made everything chaotic. He barely noticed the matte black SUV that pulled up at the curb, until he saw who stepped out.
A man in joggers and a hoodie, the hood half-up, his trainers already wet. He jogged around the vehicle with surprising ease, umbrella in hand, and opened the back door.
Carlos Sainz.
Mateo blinked. Was thatā¦? No. Couldnāt be.
But then a woman appeared too, Y/N L/N, unmistakable even in a raincoat and messy bun. She was crouched at the backseat, holding a little boyās backpack in one hand and a Spider-Man umbrella in the other, laughing softly as she tried to keep the child dry while buckling him in.
Mateo stared. No entourage. No security. No cameras. Just two parents caught in the rain.
He mustāve been really staring because the little boy, SebastiĆ”n; if he remembered correctly, turned and waved at his daughter through the preschool window. Luna, ever bold, waved back.
A minute later, the boy was calling from inside the car. āPapi! Luna doesnāt have her coat!ā
Carlos looked up then, really looked around. āWhose kid?ā he asked Y/N in a low voice.
āI think sheās with her dad. Over there,ā she said, subtly nodding.
Carlos approached Mateo cautiously, umbrella extended.
āYou okay?ā he asked in Spanish. āSheās saying your daughterās coat is inside.ā
Mateo nodded. āYeah, just waiting. Didnāt expect the storm.ā
Carlos looked up at the sky, then back at him. āWe can wait a minute with you, if thatās alright. He wonāt leave without saying goodbye.ā
And so, they waited. The four of them, two soaked dads, a quiet woman with rain droplets clinging to her lashes, and two preschoolers pressing their hands to the foggy car windows in some kind of wordless farewell ritual.
When Luna finally ran out with her coat clutched in her hand, Carlos held the umbrella over her like it was the most natural thing in the world. He helped her into her dadās arms and nodded once before getting back into his own car.
By the time Mateo reached his own car, he was half-wet and still in disbelief.
His daughter spoke up from the backseat. āPapi?ā
āYeah?ā
āSebastiĆ”nās daddy drives really fast.ā
Mateo grinned. āYeah, hija. I guess he does.ā
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The Man Who Didnāt Know
Joaquim didnāt get many visitors.
His vineyard had long since stopped producing wine, and the only people who came through the winding countryside roads were either lost or chasing some romantic idea of rural Portugal they saw on a Pinterest board.
He was pruning back the fig tree when he heard the crunch of tires on gravel. An SUV. Black, sleek, foreign plates. It paused just beyond the gate, the engine idling like it was thinking too.
He didnāt rush. He had lived long enough to know people came and went no matter what you did.
The passenger window rolled down, and a woman leaned over from the driverās side. āDesculpe,ā she said in careful Portuguese, āEstamos un pouco perdidos. Sabes como llegar aā¦?ā (āExcuse me,ā āWe're a little lost. Do you know how to get toā¦?ā)
āEspere,ā Joaquim waved a hand, wiping dirt on his trousers. āYouāre Spanish, no?ā (āWait.ā)
She nodded, clearly relieved.
Behind her, a man leaned into view. Sunglasses, stubble, a faded cap pulled low. āOur GPS thinks this is a road.ā
Joaquim chuckled. āIt used to be.ā
He gave them directions, slow and deliberate. The woman repeated them back just to be sure. She smiled when she got it right. āThank you so much.ā
āNo trouble,ā he said, but he didnāt step away yet. Something about them made him linger.
The man reached back into the car, rummaged for something, and handed Joaquim a bottle of water. āItās hot,ā he said. āYouāre working hard.ā
Joaquim accepted it with a nod. āObrigado.ā (Thanks.)
He watched them for another moment. They werenāt in a rush. The man reached across the console to tuck a piece of hair behind the womanās ear. She leaned into it, like it was nothing and everything at once.
That simple gesture stuck with him.
It wasnāt until two days later, when his son came to visit and saw the water bottle sitting on the porch ledge, that the penny dropped.
āWhere did you get this?ā his son asked, flipping it in his hand. āThis is from the race in Barcelona.ā
Joaquim blinked. āA couple gave it to me. They were lost.ā
His son stared. āWaitā¦describe them.ā
When Joaquim did, his son looked at him like heād seen a ghost. āThat was Carlos Sainz and Y/N L/N.ā
Joaquim raised an eyebrow. āThe race car driver?ā
āYes!ā
Joaquim shrugged. āHe was very kind. She was so bright. I liked them.ā
His son gaped. āAnd you didnāt ask for a photo?ā
Joaquim smiled, the kind that comes with age and a thousand sunrises. āSome moments donāt need to be caught on camera to last.ā
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The Woman Starting Over
Mariana wasnāt supposed to be in that part of Lisbon that day.
The boutique she worked at was closed for inventory, and her to-do list was long and unrelenting. But the thread store on Rua da Rosa had gotten a new shipment of linen blends, and the thought of running her fingers along clean bolts of fabric sounded better than facing another spreadsheet.
So, she went. And maybe that was fate.
The shop was quiet, warm, and smelled faintly of cedar. As she stood by the cutting table, comparing two shades of sage green, a voice behind her said, softly, āGo with the cooler one. It reads better in sunlight.ā
Mariana turned. She recognized the woman instantly, though not in a celebrity way. More like the way you recognize someone whose style youāve saved in moodboards and screenshotted late at night when you need to remember what dreams look like.
Y/N L/N.
She was dressed simply, white button-down, loose trousers, no makeup, but still looked like the sort of woman people designed runways around.
āIām sorry,ā Mariana blurted out. āI didnāt mean to eavesdrop.ā
Y/N smiled. āYou werenāt. You looked torn. I know that look.ā
Mariana felt herself flush. āI⦠Iām starting over. With design. Again. Itās been a rough few years.ā
Y/N didnāt ask for details. Instead, she looked at the fabric in Marianaās hands. āItās hard, right? Making things that might not work. Making them anyway.ā
Mariana nodded.
They spoke for ten minutes. Maybe twelve. About pattern grading. About creative burnouts. About imposter syndrome. About how sometimes, the bravest thing you can do is walk into a fabric store and say, Iām still trying.
Y/N bought nothing. She wasnāt there to shop. Maybe sheād wandered in by accident. Maybe not.
But before she left, she pulled a folded swatch from her own pocket, terracotta cotton with an unusual herringbone stitch.
āI carry this when Iām stuck,ā she said. āIt was from my first real show. I thought no one would come.ā
She placed it gently on top of Marianaās fabric. āHere. For yours.ā
And then she was gone. Just like that.
It wasnāt until later that Mariana realized a man had been waiting outside the store the whole time. Dark sunglasses, reading a newspaper, casually leaning against the wall like any other local on a slow afternoon.
She recognized him when she flipped through Instagram that night. Carlos Sainz.
Heād looked up when Y/N walked out. Not at her, but for her. And when their eyes met, he smiled like heād been smiling for her all his life.
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The Single Mom and the Toothbrush
Camila had barely slept.
Her six-year-old son, Nico, was too excited. The hotel bed felt too soft. The air conditioning clicked all night. And now, somewhere between the chaos of packing their race day backpack and trying to brush her own teeth with one eye open, Nico had realized heād forgotten his toothbrush.
Of course he had.
She stared at him, hair still in a messy bun, shirt half-tucked, and sighed. āWeāll get you a new one at the little hotel shop, okay?ā
He nodded, wide-eyed and solemn, like this was the greatest tragedy of his young life.
The hotel lobby was buzzing, Grand Prix weekend always brought chaos, but the tiny convenience store off to the side was thankfully empty. She grabbed the cheapest kid toothbrush she could find, along with a juice box Nico didnāt need but would definitely beg for.
But at the counter, her card didnāt work.
The terminal blinked red once, then again. āInsufficient funds,ā the screen said with embarrassing clarity.
Camila blinked. She knew her account was tight, but she'd transferred some money last night, hadn't she?
She was trying to figure it out when a soft voice said, āAdd this too, please.ā
Camila turned. The woman behind her held out a small box of soft gummy candies and a travel-sized pack of markers. She smiled and not the pitying kind, but the warm, understanding kind. āTheyāre good for the wait at the track. Long day ahead.ā
Camila opened her mouth to protest.
āNo, really,ā the woman said. āIāve been there. Youāre doing great.ā
And before Camila could even say thank you, the man beside her stepped in, handing over his black card like it was second nature. āHere,ā he said quietly. āItās fine.ā
Camila blinked.
Wait.
The manās profile was familiar. The voice, even more so. And the woman, soft curls tied back, oversized sunglasses, denim jacket thrown casually over leggings, she looked achingly familiar, too.
Carlos Sainz and Y/N L/N. In her hotel. At her register.
Her jaw didnāt drop. Not right away. She was too stunned for that.
Carlos handed Nico the juice box himself. āYou excited for the race?ā he asked, smiling.
Nicoās eyes widened. āYou sound like the guy my tĆo watches on TV.ā
Carlos chuckled. āI get that sometimes.ā
Then he looked back at Camila, a little more serious, and said, āEnjoy the weekend. It goes by fast.ā
They walked off without fanfare. No bodyguards. No posing. Just two people, hand-in-hand, blending into a world that expected them to stand out.
Camila stood there frozen until the cashier cleared her throat and handed over the bag.
Later that night, she posted a thank-you on Twitter, not tagging anyone, not trying to make it go viral. Just a simple message.
āTo the couple who bought a toothbrush, candy, and markers for my son this morning, thank you. You were kind when you didnāt have to be. I hope your weekend was as good as you made ours.ā
Luca had never liked the idea of ātaking a break.ā Either you fought for something or you let it go. You didnāt put it in a storage box and hope itād look better after a few weeks.
But Bianca had insisted.
They booked the trip to Mallorca because it was far enough to feel like somewhere else, but familiar enough that it wouldnāt feel like pretending. They hadnāt spoken much since arriving. Just shared coffee in silence, walked side by side like strangers in familiar shoes. There were things they wanted to say. But neither wanted to say them first.
It was nearly empty. Only one other table was occupied.
A couple, probably in their 30s, sat tucked in the corner beneath the archway where the morning sun broke through like honey. The woman had sunglasses pushed into her hair, curls loose around her shoulders. She was laughing, really laughing, head tilted back, hands over her mouth like she couldnāt help it.
The man across from her watched her with such softness it made Luca look away.
He looked at Bianca. She was stirring her coffee slowly, eyes distant.
āI miss this,ā he said quietly.
She blinked. āThis?ā
āUs. You and me. Before we started planning our future like it was a tax form.ā
She gave him a long, searching look.
āI thought you didnāt want to talk about it,ā she said.
āI didnāt,ā he admitted. āBut then I saw them.ā
He glanced toward the couple again.
The man was reaching across the table to tuck a napkin under her coffee cup before the breeze caught it. The kind of gesture you only learn after years of loving someone well.
It wasnāt showy. There were no phones out. No attention drawn. But it was⦠real.
And the woman? She leaned in just a little, her hand brushing his like it belonged there.
āI think theyāve been through things,ā Bianca said, surprising him.
āYou think so?ā
āThereās a stillness in them,ā she said. āLike theyāre not trying to prove anything.ā
Luca turned to look again, just as the man took off his sunglasses and leaned back.
Carlos Sainz.
Lucaās eyebrows lifted in surprise. āNo way.ā
Bianca tilted her head. āAnd her?ā
āY/N L/N,ā he said. āSheās a designer. I think theyāre married. Or⦠something.ā
Bianca smiled a little. āThat explains the dress. And the calm.ā
They watched for a moment longer, just the two of them, quietly taking in a couple who existed like a secret garden in plain sight. One you didnāt know you needed until you stumbled across it.
When the waiter came, Luca ordered them another round of coffee.
āWeāre not done yet,ā he said.
āNo,ā Bianca agreed, reaching for his hand. āWeāre not.ā
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Vogue Beauty Secrets: Y/N Hamilton's Date Night Skincare & Makeup Routine
Lewis Hamilton x Wife!Reader
Summaryā¦Ā Set during Paris Fashion Week, this story follows Y/N as she films her long-awaited Beauty Secrets video for Vogue.
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The camera opens on the kind of bathroom that feels more like a love letter than a room; powder blue cabinets trimmed in gold, marble counters flecked with rose quartz, and soft light spilling from a crystal chandelier above. A clawfoot tub sits nestled behind sheer, floating curtains, and cherry blossoms bloom in a glass vase on the vanity, casting a reflection like watercolor in the mirror.
Then, a voice: warm, calm, amused.
āHi, Vogue.ā
Y/N steps into frame in a cream silk robe, the initialsĀ Y/N.H.Ā embroidered on the pocket in tiny cursive gold. Her hair is loosely clipped back, and her skin, bare and dewy, catches the light like sheās already halfway through the glow-up. Her eyes are soft with excitement, her smile warm and playful.
āWeāre here just outside Paris for Fashion Week,ā she begins, her voice low and sweet, almost like a secret. āLewis and I wanted to enjoy the week but still have some peace and quiet, so we booked a little hotel tucked into the countryside.ā
She glances behind her, then back to the camera.
āAnd since Vogue reached out months ago about doing aĀ Beauty Secrets, we figured, what better time?ā She grins, cheeks dimpling. āItās date night tonight, and more importantly, itās our anniversary.ā
As she walks toward the vanity, the camera follows her with a soft pan, giving a better look at the robe, custom clearly, and matching the one that appears a moment later when the bathroom door eases open with a soft creak.
In walks Lewis, hair freshly braided, skin clean and glowing from the post-shower steam. Heās barefoot, wearing a matching silk robe, L.H.Ā stitched in identical golden script. And right behind him, tongue out and tail wagging, comes Roscoe, happily trotting into the room like he owns it.
āHi,ā Lewis says simply, blinking at the camera like itās just another guest in the house.
Y/N snorts. āYou werenāt supposed to be in here yet.ā
āRoscoe didnāt get the memo,ā Lewis murmurs, dropping a hand to his dogās back as Roscoe pads over to sniff the cherry blossoms.
Y/N gives him a long look. āYou might as well stay now. But no beard grooming in my segment.ā
Lewis raises an eyebrow. āThatās half my routine.ā
āI rest my case.ā
He smiles, brushing a kiss against her shoulder as he passes behind her toward the second sink. Roscoe settles at Y/Nās feet, yawning, as she turns back to the camera.
āOkay. So. Skincare.ā
She begins by dampening her face with warm water and talking through her cleanser, the bottle bearing a sleek white and silver logo:Ā Hamilton Skin.
āWe actually started our own skincare line a couple years ago,ā she says, massaging the foam across her cheeks. āLewis and I bonded over this stuff when we first met. He had better skin than me at the time and wouldnāt stop bragging.ā
āI did not brag,ā Lewis calls from behind his hand towel.
āYou still brag,ā she corrects, laughing.
The camera pans slightly to catch Lewis washing his face beside her. Their movements are mirror images, like a practiced dance. No bumps, no crowding. Just an unspoken rhythm, like theyāve done this a thousand times.
Y/N finishes rinsing and reaches for her toner, patting it gently into her skin.
āThis oneās my favorite, hydrating but light. Smells kind of like cucumber and sunshine.ā
She turns toward Lewis and nudges the bottle in his direction.
āYouāre still getting used to toner, right?ā
āIāve used this one before,ā he replies, already reaching for a cotton pad.
She grins. āProgress.ā
He doesnāt say much more, doesnāt need to. He works quietly, respectfully, giving Y/N space to explain her serums, one by one, to the camera. But when she starts chatting about peptides and forgets to finish blending in her moisturizer, Lewis notices.
Without a word, he steps closer, fingers soft as he smooths the cream into her temple and under her jaw. She flutters her lashes once, not startled, just a little caught and smiles to herself as she continues speaking.
āYouāll notice I go for glow,ā she says. āI like to look like Iāve been kissed by the golden hour.ā
Beside her, Lewis taps on his own under-eye serum, then runs a comb through his beard with such focus that Y/N side-eyes him through the mirror.
āTold you. Beard takes longer than the rest of his face.ā
āPrecision,ā he says again.
āYouāre trimming invisible hairs.ā
āStill counts.ā
Y/N rolls her eyes, but sheās smiling. The camera lingers on them in the mirror, the intimacy of two people who are completely at ease with each other. Every glance is a conversation. Every silence is full.
She moves on to her makeup. Nothing heavy, just a radiant base, a little warmth on her cheeks, a soft brush of highlighter. Her voice lowers like sheās telling a secret.
āI always go a little minimal when itās just us. Just enough to feel elegant. Lewis loves when I keep it simple.ā
āI love everything,ā he murmurs behind her.
She swats at him playfully with a makeup sponge.
As she reaches for her lip liner, Lewis leans against the counter, arms crossed, and watches her.
āHey.ā
āMmhmm?ā
āDo the red. From our first date.ā
She pauses, looking up through the mirror. Thereās a flicker of emotion that passes between them, quick but powerful.
āYou remember that shade?ā
āOf course I do,ā he says, voice softer than before. āYou wore it with that black dress. I couldnāt look away.ā
Y/N bites her lip. Opens a drawer. Pulls out a small gold tube.
She applies it slowly, carefully, layering the red with precision. Itās bold, itās timeless and somehow still manages to look like her.
āHappy anniversary,ā she says, turning toward him.
Lewis steps forward, cupping her jaw as he looks down at her lips, then back into her eyes. āYou look the same. Still got me weak.ā
Off-camera, Roscoe gives a little sneeze, shaking his head like heās had enough of the romance.
Y/N laughs, gently scratching his ears. āWeāre almost done, buddy.ā
A babyās squeal echoes in the background, light and sudden.
Then the door opens again, and in crawls little Sofia, in a soft cream knit onesie, babbling happily as she finds Roscoe and grabs a handful of fur. Behind her is Lewisās mum, smiling as she scoops the baby up with practiced ease.
āPerfect timing,ā Y/N murmurs. She lifts her daughter into her lap, careful not to smudge her lipstick, and turns to the camera one last time.
āWell,ā she says, āthatās the routine. Thanks for getting ready with me, Vogue.ā
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A final clip, via Vogue's TikTok.
Y/N and Lewis, now fully dressed and standing in front of a wide hotel mirror. Her cream two-piece glimmers with subtle beadwork. His suit: black, structured, paired with a soft gray turtleneck and silver chain, matches perfectly.
āOutfit check!ā Y/N announces, phone in hand as she records their reflection.
Lewis lifts a brow. āYouāre still trying to make me do this?ā
āYes. And itās working.ā
He sighs but turns slowly. āFine. One time. For the people.ā
Roscoe trots into the frame and sits at their feet like a little prince.
Sofia giggles in the background.
The video ends not with a tagline or a pitch, but a final still: the Hamiltons in the mirror, laughing, glowing, wrapped in love and red lipstick and ready to go on their date.
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š§¼š Comment Section Under: āY/N Hamiltonās Date Night Skincare & Makeup Routine | Vogue Beauty Secretsā
š¬ @bby-lve
ālewis doing skincare in the background like a respectful king while also blending HER moisturizer for her⦠this is love in motion šā
š¬ @devilacot
āthe red lipstick story? him remembering the exact shade?? 10 years later??? iām crying in singleā
š¬ @angelluv16
āroscoe casually strolling in like the family pet and the director of vibesā
š¬ @angstynasty
āY/N teasing him about beard grooming while heās meticulously trimming invisible hairsā¦Ā thisĀ is marriage contentā
š¬ @hisashifrey
āno but can we TALK about their skincare line actually being legit??? my skin has never looked better and i say that with my chestā
š¬ @mynameisangeloflife
āme: crying at how gentle lewis was while fixing her moisturizer
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āthe matching robes⦠the mirrored routine⦠the lip color callback⦠this wasnāt a beauty video this was a LOVE STORYā
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āthem plugging their vegan, cruelty-free skincare like itās NBD when theyāre literally changing the industry š ā
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āroscoe, the baby, the grandma, the robe embroidery, the mirror scene... theyāre not real people theyāre a soft fiction novelā
š¬ @frenchtwistedd
āwhy did this video make me want to marry, have a baby, start a business, and wash my face twice a day⦠theyāre too powerfulā
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āiām sorry but lewis saying āyou made me late to my own eventā with the SOFTEST eyes???? no one is doing it like themā
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Summary... A series of quiet moments where Lewis is seen outside the spotlight, doing ordinary things, living private lives, and being deeply, beautifully human. Told through the eyes of strangers who just happened to be there.
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The Table Beside Us
London, Thursday NightTwo days before the British Grand Prix
āThis is insane,ā Matilda whispers, eyes wide as the hostess leads them through a softly lit room, jazz humming low in the background.
āEvelynās Table. We actually did it,ā Camille murmurs back, smoothing down her dress like she still couldnāt believe they were here. āI might cry.ā
āYou better not,ā Miranda warns, laughing, āWe havenāt even gotten the bread basket.ā
Theyāre seated at a cozy round table tucked in a corner, dim golden lights strung overhead, candles flickering. Itās intimate. Quiet. The kind of place where you whisper and lean in close to talk. A well-dressed waiter takes their coats and menus and brings them sparkling water without asking. They glance at each other with wide eyes and gleeful smirks. They were soĀ notĀ used to this kind of place.
Emma sits facing the rest of the girls, right on the edge of the room. She rests her chin in her hand, watching the three of them chatter excitedly about their appetizers, the upcoming weekend at Silverstone, and what outfits to wear each day. She tucks a lock of hair behind her ear, smiling faintly.
Sheās about to rejoin the conversation when movement to her left catches her eye.
The couple being seated at the table right beside them.
Her eyes flick over casually and then lock. Her heart skips.
She knows that jawline.
No way.
Itās him. Lewis Hamilton.Ā TheĀ Lewis Hamilton. Seven-time World Champion, F1 legend, her literal childhood idol.
And heās not alone.
The woman with him is stunning in a low-key, effortlessly cool way. She wears a soft black halter top, wide-leg trousers, a low bun with wispy pieces falling out, and she laughs like she knows him. Like,Ā reallyĀ knows him. She touches his arm like itās second nature. He pulls out her chair. Her bag is already in his hand before she even reaches for it.
Emmaās brain stutters.
āOh my God,ā she mouths, barely breathing. She darts her eyes forward.
āEmma?ā Camille says, pulling her back to the table. āWhatās up?ā
She shakes her head. āNothing. Just... this place is nicer than I expected.ā
But now sheās listening. And little by little, so are the others.
They never stare. But they hear.
āāso Iām thinking we stay at the flat in Notting Hill after the race,ā Lewis says in that smooth, low voice.
Y/N grins. āAnd what, turn it into our victory nest?ā
Lewis chuckles. āMaybe. Depends how Silverstone goes.ā
āItāll go well,ā she murmurs, nudging his foot with hers. āYou always light up when itās home turf.ā
They hear bits and pieces. How they just got back from Greece. How Y/Nās fashion project is being featured in a pop-up soon. How nervous Lewis is about performing in front of his home crowd again, but how he feels better with her around.
Itās intimate. Sweet. Private.
And the girls all know without saying it, theyāre not going to ruin this moment. Not for the world.
Instead, they giggle softly at their own table, stealing glances when Lewis feeds Y/N a bite of dessert, when she smiles at him like he hung the stars. When he grabs her coat for her. When she says, āThank you, baby,ā so soft it feels like a secret.
When they get up to leave, Lewis places his hand on the small of Y/Nās back. She leans in to whisper something in his ear. He laughs.
And then he glances back.
Briefly.
Right at them.
Just one look.
Just a little smile.
Just a little nod.
Almost likeĀ thank you.
The girls stay silent until the couple is fully out the door.
Then Camille lets out a whisper scream. āTHAT WAS LEWIS. HAMILTON.ā
āWITH A GIRLFRIEND?!ā
āWHO WAS THAT?!ā
āTHEY WERE SO CUTE. OH MY GOD. HE FED HER DESSERT. HE FED HER DESSERT.ā
Emma holds her hand to her chest. āWeāre never telling anyone. Thatās ours.ā
They all nod, pinky-promising over espresso martinis. A night theyāll never forget.
Saturday ā Silverstone Paddock
Itās FP1 and the girls are walking the paddock. They still canāt believe their passes worked. (Mirandaās dad hadĀ connections,Ā apparently.) Theyāre mid-conversation about Carlosās new helmet design when someone calls out softly...
āCute outfits.ā
They turn.
ItāsĀ her.
Y/N.
Wearing a sleek black jumpsuit, hair in a high ponytail, laminated paddock pass bouncing against her chest. Sheās alone, sipping an iced matcha.
Emma swears her knees buckle.
āOh... uh, thank you!ā Camille blurts.
Y/N walks over slowly, smiling. āI remember you,ā she says warmly. āFrom dinner.ā
Thereās a pause.
āYou do?ā Emma asks.
Y/N nods, her eyes soft. āYou were the table next to us. You didnāt say anything. Didnāt take pictures. Thank you. Seriously.ā
The girls all blink. Speechless.
āI know it might not seem like a big deal,ā Y/N continues, ābut privacyās hard to come by. You gave us a little piece of it. So, thank you.ā
She reaches into her tote bag and pulls out four small envelopes, each one sealed.
āThese are for you. Donāt open them until tomorrow.ā
Then she smiles, waves, and walks off like a dream.
They stand frozen for ten whole seconds.
Camille gasps. āDo we just wait until tomorrow?ā
Emma opens hers that night.
Inside: a signed Lewis cap. And a note in looping handwriting.
āTo the lovely ladies from Evelynās Table, thank you for keeping a good thing sacred.
See you tomorrow for a proper picture?
ā Lewis :)ā
Sunday ā Post-Quali Meet-Up
It happens backstage in a quiet hallway behind the Mercedes hospitality unit (Lewis insisted it stay private). Y/N stands beside him, hand in his. Heās in his race suit, hair tied back, grinning as the girls approach.
āYou made it,ā Lewis says, all dimples. āI owe you one.ā
They take a photo, one they never post publicly. Not fully. Just a corner of Lewisās arm, the edge of his smile, their matching caps. The rest stays with them. Always.
Later, when the sun sets over the track and fans are filing out, the girls sit on a grassy hill near the fence, grinning like idiots.
āWeāre taking this to the grave, right?ā Miranda says.
āDuh,ā Matilda says.
āBut also,ā Camille adds, āitās gonna be the best story at our weddings.ā
They all turn to Emma.
She smiles, looking out over the track, the smell of rubber and grass and something like magic still in the air.
āOur little secret,ā she says. āForever.ā
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More Than Just Family
Jessie tugged at the hem of her blouse as they pulled off the M4 and into the quiet streets of West London. Her nerves twisted and fluttered like ribbons in her stomach, but Mike reached over and squeezed her hand on the gear shift.
āYouāre going to love them,ā he said. āAnd theyāre going to adore you.ā
She smiled, grateful, but her palms were still clammy. āI know, I know. Iām just⦠nervous. And excited. And terrified.ā
Mike chuckled. āBabe, you flew to London from Lisbon to move in with me. You survived my flatmateās cooking. You can handle Aunt Carmenās garden party.ā
Jessie laughed, finally. āPoint made.ā
They pulled up to a lovely two-story home with pale brick and ivy climbing up the sides. Dozens of cars lined the street. Jessie glanced out the window, wide-eyed.
āWow. Full house?ā
āOh yeah,ā Mike grinned. āAunt Carmen doesnāt do anything small.ā
They made their way to the door and were greeted with warmth and cheek kisses and drinks thrust into their hands before Jessie could sayĀ āObrigada.āĀ Carmen was hosting the family reunion of the decade: aunts, uncles, cousins, babies in little hats, dogs under the table.
Jessie found herself easing into the rhythm of it, the gentle thrum of family laughter, stories half-shouted over clinking cutlery, conversations about holidays and football and how tall everyone had gotten.
āTheyāre lovely,ā she whispered to Mike as he passed her a paper plate.
āTold you.ā
An hour in, Jessie was perched on a garden bench, sipping lemonade and watching two kids chase bubbles across the lawn, when the sliding glass door opened.
A little girl, about five years old with big curls and even bigger energy, burst outside.
āGrammy!ā
Carmen opened her arms, and the little girl flew into them, legs wrapping tight around her waist.
Behind her came⦠well. A vision.
A woman with a floaty sundress, soft braids pinned back from her face, a warm smile and a backpack overflowing with what looked like tiny coloring books and plush toys. Jessie sat up straighter without meaning to.
āThatās Y/N,ā Mike said, returning to her side with a napkin full of snacks. āSheās Lewisās wife. Youāll love her.ā
Jessie blinked. āLewis? The cousin you were telling me about?ā
āYeah. I donāt think heās here yet, mustāve dropped them off first.ā
Jessie nodded, curious, but quickly distracted as Y/N came over and introduced herself.
āHi! You must be Jessie,ā Y/N said with a friendly smile, holding out a hand.
Jessie stood, wiping her palms discreetly on her jeans. āYes! Hi. Itās so nice to meet you. Iām Mikeās girlfriend.ā
āOh, I figured,ā Y/N grinned. āHe talks about you all the time. Portugal, right?ā
Jessie lit up. āYes! Iām from Lisbon.ā
āI love Lisbon,ā Y/N said. āThatās actually where Lewis and I met. We go back every year, even if just for a weekend.ā
āYou do?ā Jessie blinked, already charmed.
āYeah. We got engaged at this tiny rooftop bar overlooking Alfama,ā Y/N said with a dreamy smile. āI was so sunburnt. Looked crazy tan in all the pictures.ā
āI totally get that,ā Y/N said, hand on her arm. āMeeting Lewisās family for the first time? I was a nervous wreck. Theyāre so close. I thought Iād mess it up.ā
Jessie softened. āReally?ā
āOh yeah. But Carmenās an angel. Youāve already passed the biggest test.ā
Jessie was mid-giggle when Y/N glanced up.
Her face shifted instantly lighter, brighter.
Jessie followed her gaze.
A man had stepped into the backyard, dressed simply in a polo and jeans, hair pulled back, sunglasses hooked onto his collar. Jessie could tell, immediately, that he was someone. He moved with the ease of a man who didnāt need to command attention to have it. He stopped every few feet to greet people, crouching to pick up a toddlerās toy, hugging Carmen from behind.
When his eyes landed on Y/N, the transformation was unmistakable. His whole body language shifted, shoulders relaxing, smile deepening, pace quickening.
Y/Nās face broke into something so full of love Jessie felt like she shouldnāt be looking.
āSpeak of the devil,ā Y/N murmured. āThereās my husband.ā
Jessie blinked. āThatās⦠Lewis?ā
Y/N stood to greet him. āThatās my Lewis.ā
Jessie turned to watch, Lewis pulled Y/N into a full-body hug, one hand immediately resting on her stomach, thumb brushing gently over the swell of her baby bump.
āYou okay?ā he murmured, soft enough that only she could hear.
āBetter now,ā Y/N smiled.
Mike joined a moment later, clapping Lewis on the back, both men lighting up at the sight of each other. Jessie stood as Lewis turned to her.
āAnd this must be Jessie,ā he said, warm and genuine, extending his hand.
āHi! Itās so nice to meet you,ā Jessie said, her voice a touch higher than usual.
āIāve heard great things,ā Lewis grinned.
The four of them stood chatting about the food, the weather, their favorite spots in London. Lewis was effortlessly kind, funny in a quiet, observant way. When Sofia ran up mid-conversation, he bent immediately to kiss her head.
āBeen painting, bug?ā he asked, noting the blue on her fingers.
āI made Grammy a picture,ā Sofia said proudly, and Y/N smiled as Lewis wiped her hand gently with a napkin from his pocket.
Jessie couldnāt stop smiling. They were magnetic together. Easy. Solid.
Later, Jessie wandered through the house to help Carmen carry out dessert. She passed by the kitchen just as Lewis was tying Y/Nās sandal for her, one knee on the floor.
āDonāt bend too much,ā he said quietly, āYouāll make me nervous.ā
āIām not fragile,ā Y/N laughed.
āYouāre carrying my whole world in there. Iām allowed to worry.ā
Jessie looked away quickly, her heart warm.
That Night
Back in Mikeās flat, Jessie scrolled through the pictures sheād taken, smiling faces, warm sunlight, Sofia mid-cartwheel, the corner of a photo where Lewis and Y/N were seated under a tree.
She posted a boomerang to her close friends story:
āSurvived the family reunion! Mikeās family is everything š„¹šā
Within minutes, replies started rolling in:
āWAIT IS THAT LEWIS HAMILTON???ā
āExcuse me maāam why didnāt you mention THE Lewis??ā
āJESSIE.ā
āZooming in. ZOOMING IN. IS THAT HIS WIFE???ā
āYOU MET THEM CASUALLY?!?!ā
Jessie blinked. āWhat?ā
She opened Safari. Typed: āLewis Hamilton.ā
And froze.
The articles. The awards. The seven world championships. The red carpets. The activism. TheĀ fame.
āOh my God,ā she whispered, hand covering her mouth.
She stared at the screen. At the same man whoād carried Sofiaās stuffed bear across the lawn. The same one whoād made sure his pregnant wife had a chair in the shade.
She looked up at Mike, who was brushing his teeth.
āBabe?ā
āMmh?ā
āYour cousin is likeā¦Ā famousĀ famous.ā
Mike grinned at her in the mirror. āYouāre just figuring that out now?ā
Jessie laughed, falling back on the bed.
She liked that. That she hadnāt known. That sheād met Lewis the cousin, the husband, the dad, beforeĀ she knew about the rest.
And she liked knowing it would beĀ theirĀ little story.
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Check-Out Line
Sunday Night ā Trader Joeās, Upper West Side
Emmy popped her gum slowly as she wiped down the checkout lane. The rain hadnāt stopped all day, turning the automatic doors into a squeaky mess of wet footprints and broken umbrellas. She glanced at the clock overhead: 7:46 PM.
Almost there.
She could already taste the sesame noodles she planned to inhale the second she got home.
āYouāre an actual angel for covering this shift,ā her manager Jenna said as she walked by with a stack of wet baskets. āHowās your studying going?ā
āAsk me again after Wednesday,ā Emmy muttered.
The truth was, sheād only agreed to swap shifts because Anna had begged. Her best friend and fellow cashier was currently camped out on the sidewalk by the Met Museum, wrapped in a waterproof poncho and vibrating with excitement to catch a glimpse ofĀ theĀ Lewis and Y/N Hamilton at the Gala tomorrow night.
āIĀ needĀ to see her dress in person,ā Anna had said, borderline manic. āSheās always best dressed.Ā Always.Ā And Lewis is co-chair this year. If I see them kiss on the carpet, Iāll cry.ā
Emmy, being a decent human and in desperate need of Annaās Friday shift to study, had taken the L and agreed to cover Sunday night.
It was fine. Normal. Boring, even.
Until the couple walked in.
At first, Emmy didnāt pay much attention, couples came in all the time. But this pair⦠something was different.
They werenāt like the usual grumpy Sunday shoppers who stormed in for eggs and got mad about the line. They were laughing. They lookedĀ happy.Ā Playfully ducking under each otherās umbrellas, sharing a hood, giggling like teenagers.
She noticed the man first, tall, hoodie up, dimples showing. The woman beside him wore a long trench coat and clutched a damp tote bag to her chest. Her bump was visible beneath a ribbed cream sweater. Pregnant. Radiant.
And deeply, joyfully in love.
Tourists, probably. No real New Yorker smiled that much in the rain.
They wandered through the aisles, pausing to debate oat milk vs. almond milk near the back wall. Emmy only caught pieces as they passed:
āāitās just better for baking, babe.ā
āYou say that like you bake.ā
āIĀ couldĀ bake.ā
āWith oat milk? Doubt it.ā
Then they were gone.
Emmy blinked herself out of the moment.
āHey, Em,ā Jenna called from behind the dairy cooler. āCan you check the back for more cookie dough? Couple in aisle six is asking.ā
āCopy.ā
Emmy trotted to the stockroom, grateful for the moment of quiet. She found one lonely roll of chocolate chip cookie dough in the backup fridge and padded back into the store, water squeaking under her shoes.
She found them, same couple, now in a lighthearted argument about birthday cakes.
āIām just saying, ice cream cake isĀ clearlyĀ superior,ā the woman was saying, loading a pint of Jeniās into their basket.
āBecause your bias is clouding your judgment,ā the man teased. āJust because your childhood birthday cake was frozen doesnāt meanāā
āHi,ā Emmy interrupted gently. āYou asked for this?ā
She held out the cookie dough. The woman gasped.
āYouĀ foundĀ it?! Oh my god, thank you! Youāre saving my whole night.ā
The man snorted. āTold you someone would come through.ā
āYou have to settle something,ā the woman said suddenly, turning to Emmy. āCake or ice cream?ā
The woman gasped and clutched her chest. āYES. Finally. Someone gets it. You donāt know how long Iāve waited to win this.ā
The man grinned. āThis is betrayal.ā
āSheās objective,ā the woman shot back, triumphant.
āIām gonna remember this when I eat the whole cookie dough roll by myself,ā he mumbled.
They all laughed.
Emmy handed over the cookie dough and returned to her register, cheeks warm.
A few minutes later, as the store was winding down and music from the speakers switched to the mellow end-of-day playlist, the couple made their way to checkout.
Emmy raised a brow at their basket.
āStrawberries, sparkling water, oat milk, cookie dough, and like⦠four pints of ice cream. Thatās a dinner of champions.ā
āWeāre a classy household,ā the man said seriously.
āSheās pregnant,ā the woman added, rubbing her belly. āItās legally required.ā
The man handed over a credit card, still laughing about their almond milk debate. Emmy glanced at the name on the screen as the machine processed the transaction.
L. Hamilton.
Weird. That name sounded⦠familiar.
Really familiar.
But she couldnāt place it. Not while bagging organic strawberries and vanilla bean pints and trying not to get distracted by how utterlyĀ normalĀ they were. They were the kind of couple youād want to hang out with. Go to a trivia night with. Babysit their kid for free just because you liked them.
āGood luck with the cookie dough,ā she said as they walked toward the exit.
āThanks,ā the man smiled, reaching back to grab his wifeās hand. āHave a good night.ā
And then they were gone.
Friday ā Back Room, Trader Joeās
āYouāre never going to believe this,ā Anna said, nearly knocking over her coffee as she threw her phone on the breakroom table. āI SAW THEM. IĀ sawĀ them. And sheĀ wavedĀ at me.ā
Emmy blinked. āWho?ā
āY/N. Hamilton. At the Met. They wereĀ perfection.Ā She wore custom Harris Reed, Lewis was in this white suit with the cape, Iāll show you.ā
She swiped through her camera roll and shoved her phone into Emmyās hands.
There they were.
Lewis and Y/N Hamilton. Walking the Met steps. Stunning. Regal. Grinning at each other like the world wasnāt even watching.
Emmyās stomach dropped.
She stared.
And then she blinked.
Twice.
No.
Wait.
āWait,ā Emmy whispered. āWait, wait, Whatās his name again?ā
Anna narrowed her eyes. āLewis Hamilton. Like⦠the Lewis Hamilton? F1 driver. Activist. Style god. Husband of my dreams.Ā The moment.Ā Why?ā
Emmyās face went pale. āThey came into the store.ā
Anna froze. āWhat?ā
āLast Sunday. It was raining. I thought they were just, God, he was wearing a hoodie, she was buying cookie dough. Anna, they were arguing about oat milk. IĀ sided with her.ā
Anna looked like she was going to faint.
āYouĀ metĀ them?ā
āIĀ checked them out.Ā I gave them the last roll of cookie dough. She made me pick between cake and ice cream.ā
Anna screamed. Like⦠actually screamed.
āYou livedĀ my dream,Ā and you didnāt evenĀ know?!ā
āI thought he looked familiar! I just didnāt thinkĀ heĀ would be atĀ Trader Joeās!ā
Anna slid to the floor dramatically. āYouĀ talkedĀ to her. YouĀ agreedĀ with her. YouĀ saw them hold hands in public.ā
Emmy laughed helplessly, hands over her face. āI told her ice cream was better than cake. I think I helped her win an argument.ā
Anna wheezed. āYouĀ changed history.ā
Later That Night
Emmy posted a story of her Chinese takeout on Instagram. She captioned it:
āThinking about that time I unknowingly sided with Y/N Hamilton in a dessert debate. @ the universe: thanks.ā
The replies came in fast:
āWAIT YOU MET THEM?ā
āIS THIS THE COOKIE DOUGH STORYā
āYouāre basically part of the Met Gala lore now.ā
āPlot twist of the year.ā
Emmy just smiled.
She wasnāt one for celebrity hype. But she had to admitā¦
That couple?
They wereĀ something special.
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Crayons and Confetti
Tuesday mornings were usually calm in Room 12.
The kids filed in, still half-asleep, clutching water bottles and teddy bears and the remains of toast handed off at the curb. Ms. Elise greeted each of them by name as they shuffled to their cubbies.
āGood morning, Callie. New sparkly shoes?ā
āHi, Mateo! Yes, your dinosaur shirtĀ isĀ very cool.ā
And then came Sofia.
Tiny, wide-eyed, with two curly pigtails and a pink glittery backpack that was nearly the size of her. She always arrived a few minutes early, walking in hand-in-hand with her mom.
āMorning, Sofia,ā Ms. Elise smiled.
āHi Ms. E!ā Sofia beamed, skipping to her cubby.
āHi there,ā her mom added, looking as effortlessly cool as always in black trousers and an oversized blazer, hair swept back into a low bun. She gave a warm nod. āShe packed her own lunch today, so if thereās a yogurt explosion, we accept full responsibility.ā
āIāll prepare the paper towels,ā Ms. Elise joked.
Y/N grinned and bent to kiss her daughterās head. āLove you, bug.ā
āLove you too, Mama!ā
And just like that, she was out the door.
Later that morning, Ms. Elise led the class through their weekly "Family Portrait" activity, simple enough: draw your family however you see them. Stick figures welcome. Crayon chaos encouraged.
She walked through the room, pausing to admire the masterpieces.
Mateo drew himself and his abuela flying in a spaceship.
Callie drew four moms (which tracked with her impressive imagination and love of glitter).
Sofia was focused. Tongue sticking out slightly in concentration.
Sofia looked up, eyes shining. āIām drawing my family.ā
āI canāt wait to see.ā
Sofia smiled proudly, then went back to coloring.
It wasnāt until cleanup time that Ms. Elise picked up the drawing again.
At first glance, it was simple: five figures in crayon.
Two big ones, a man with dark curls, a woman with long lashes and earrings. Two small ones, one with pigtails, one clearly a baby (mid-scribble). And behind themā¦
A race car.
Red. With flames. And the word āGOOOOOO!ā scribbled above it.
Ms. Elise smiled. āTell me about this one.ā
Sofia pointed at each figure. āThatās me, thatās my little brother Leo, thatās Mama, and thatās Daddy.ā
āAnd whatās this?ā she asked, gesturing to the car.
āThatās Daddyās job,ā Sofia said cheerfully.
Ms. Elise blinked. āOh? Heās a race car driver?ā
āMhm! He goes really fast. But he always stops for us.ā
There was something so proud in her voice. So sure.
Ms. Elise laughed softly. āThatās very sweet.ā
Sofia leaned in like she was sharing a secret. āHe always says weāre his best trophy. Even better than the shiny ones.ā
That afternoon, Ms. Elise went to file Sofiaās drawing in the take-home folder.
As she double-checked the emergency contact forms (standard protocol), she paused.
Father: Lewis Hamilton.
Her eyes widened.
Oh.
She blinked again.
That Lewis Hamilton?
She picked up the crayon drawing again.
Two adults. A baby. A race car.
And a little girl who believed, no,Ā knew that love came before speed.
The next day, Sofia brought in banana bread for the class (homemade, carefully labeledĀ nut-freeĀ in gold handwriting). Her mom handed Ms. Elise the container, looking slightly flushed.
āSorry itās a bit uneven,ā Y/N said. āShe insisted on cutting the slices herself. And we may have sampled one.ā
āTheyāll love it,ā Ms. Elise assured her.
āOh, and Lewis is picking her up today,ā Y/N added, checking her watch. āHe has a late call tomorrow, so he swapped with me.ā
Sure enough, at 3:04 PM, a matte black SUV pulled up in the car line.
The door opened.
And there he was.
In a hoodie, sunglasses, and sneakers, waving like any other dad.
When Sofia ran to him, he scooped her up with ease, kissing her cheek as she giggled.
āDid you eat all your lunch?ā
āYes! And Ms. E let us have extra story time!ā
āSounds like a great day, bug.ā
Before he turned, he caught Ms. Eliseās eye and gave a warm nod.
āThanks for taking care of her.ā
āOf course,ā she said, smiling softly.
And then they were gone.
That Friday, the kidsā drawings went home.
Ms. Elise slipped Sofiaās into her folder carefully, fingers lingering for a moment.
Some families wore matching shirts.
Some families yelled or whispered or forgot things at drop-off.
And some families moved at 200 miles per hourā¦
ā¦but always stopped, exactly where they were needed.
Summaryā¦Ā Vogue invites Y/N Leclerc to film her beauty routine, but between breastfeeding, toddlers barging in, and a very attentive husband named Charles, it becomes the internetās favorite accidental family vlog.
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Sophie was not emotionally prepared for what awaited her in the new Vogue Beauty Secrets video.
She had expected skincare tips and light glam. Maybe a glimpse of the Leclerc home in Monaco. What she got instead? Full-blown domestic intimacy and the softest glimpse into Charles Leclercās family life that had her immediately texting her group chat in all caps.
The video starts with a softĀ clickĀ of a camera. Then, a yawn.
āHi, Vogue,ā Y/N greets, bleary-eyed but smiling, her voice raspy from sleep. āIām Y/N Leclerc. Itās 6:42 a.m., I havenāt had coffee, and I have approximately six minutes before someone needs me, so letās go.ā
Sheās in a silky ivory robe, hair loosely twisted up, bare-faced but still radiant. The Monaco morning light spills in through tall windows, and behind her, their bathroom is sleek and softly lit, complete with pampas grass, glowy wall sconces, and a tiny pink toothbrush on the counter.
āSo, I start my routine with cold water to fake looking awake,ā she says, splashing her face. āThis cleanser is my holy grail. Saved me from pregnancy acne, postpartum dry skin, and whatever hormonal situation is happening now.ā
Just as she starts patting her face dry, a high-pitched wail breaks through the audio.
Y/N sighs, already smiling. āHold on.ā
The camera stays rolling as she walks out of frame. A minute later, she returns with a sleepy, whimpering baby girl snuggled into her chest and latched under her robe, suckling quietly.
She reaches for her toner with one hand. āWe multitask in this house.ā
From the hallway, thereās the unmistakable sound of tiny feet running and then,
āMAMAN! Maxime threw the car in the toilet!ā
Y/N freezes mid-serum. āOf course he did.ā
Seconds later, Charles appears in the doorway in a plain white tee and black boxers, holding their son Maxime upside down like a sack of potatoes while their other son, Luca, trails behind looking scandalized.
āWeāre resolving a Formula 1 incident in the bathroom,ā Charles says, grinning at the camera. āLucaās the steward. Maxime is currently being investigated for unsportsmanlike conduct.ā
As he disappears, Y/N turns back to the camera with a laugh. āAs you can tell, I live with four Leclercs. And none of them understand volume control.ā
Y/N narrows her eyes toward the door. āHe always does this. Drops off coffee like a skincare fairy.ā
Thereās a beat.
Then Charles reappears with Leo, their dog, trailing behind him and immediately curling up at Y/Nās feet.
Charles grins, now shirtless and balancing Luca on one hip, Maxime hanging from his back like a little koala.
āThought you needed a refill.ā
Y/N lifts her brows. āYou mean a refill of chaos?ā
He kisses her cheek again. āAlways.ā
She rolls her eyes fondly. āIām going to try to do mascara. Letās see how this goes with a baby attached to me and a toddler kicking a soccer ball off the bidet.ā
Sophie canāt believe sheās witnessing this. Charles Leclerc in a lip gloss application tutorial. Shirtless. Surrounded by three kids and a dog. Whispering something soft in French to his daughter, whose little fist is tangled in his necklace.
āI swear by this nipple cream,ā Y/N adds, completely unbothered. āFor any of you breastfeeding, itās a life saver. Charles applies it for me when Iām too tired.ā
āI do?ā he calls from the hallway.
āYou do now,ā she calls back.
She finishes her makeup with one hand, blush, a bit of highlighter, tinted lip oil.
āAnd thatās it,ā she smiles. āThatās my five-minute face for school drop-offs, F1 events, or just chasing the dog through the garden while holding a crying baby.ā
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Summary... Two exes on the same team. They broke up before the season started. Now theyāre forced to work together through 23 races, 5 continents, and one very awkward off-season.
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Azerbaijan
The streets of Baku are slick with heat.
Everythingās close here. Tighter than most.
No space to breathe. No space to run.
Youāve been riding high for weeks.
Wins. Points. Glances in motorhome hallways. His hand on your lower back when no oneās watching. The kind of soft, secret love you never thought you'd feel again.
He brings you coffee most mornings. You steal his socks when you stay the night. He never says anything, just smiles when he finds them tucked in your bag.
So maybe youāre not prepared when it happens.
Maybe you forgot what it felt like to wonder where you stood.
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Friday ā Paddock Arrival
Youāre walking toward the media center when you spot her.
Tall. Blonde. Sharp sunglasses. That curated, casual cool that only exes seem to perfect. A linen shirt justĀ barelyunbuttoned, gold jewelry catching the sun like it knows exactly where the cameras are.
You know her name. Everyone does.
Ćlodie.
PR girl turned occasional model turned motorsport muse. A summer constant for Charles before you.
You saw her tagged in old photos. Monaco boat parties. Summer breaks before you existed in his world.
You donāt say anything.
Not at first.
You just watch from across the paddock.
And then you see it.
Her hand on his arm.
His polite laugh.
The way he doesnāt step back.
The way he tilts his head like heās listening to her.
And that?
Thatās all it takes.
You donāt blow up.
You donāt flinch. You donāt storm over. You donāt start a scene.
You just take a breath that feels like fire and keep walking.
That night, when he texts,
āCome over?ā
You stare at the screen for ten full seconds.
Then type:
āThink Iāll stay in tonight.ā
He calls.
You donāt answer.
You watch the phone ring until it stops, screen dimming like the end of a movie.
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Saturday ā Quali Day
You arrive early.
Youāre all business. Head down. Hair up. Laps in. No smiles.
He arrives late.
Eyes tired. Jaw set. No music in his ears. No easy stride.
P1: You.
P6: Him.
Your lap is perfect. Sharp. Controlled rage in the form of sector times.
His is messy. Missed braking. Flat-spotted tire. Distracted.
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Ferrari Hospitality ā Post-Quali
The roomās almost empty. Just you, your untouched pasta, and your laptop with your own lap overlay on replay.
He walks in, chest rising too fast, hands still stained from the gloves.
āYouāre mad,ā he says, not even sitting.
You stab at your food, not looking up. āIām focused.ā
āFocused, my ass,ā he snaps, voice low but sharp. āYou didnāt even look at me all morning.ā
You drop the fork. āFine. You want to talk? Letās talk.ā
He crosses his arms. āPlease.ā
You glare. āYou smiled at her.ā
āWho...Ćlodie?ā He scoffs. āAre you serious?ā
āShe touched your arm.ā
āShe touchesĀ everyoneāsĀ arm.ā
You stand. āAnd you let her.ā
āShe was saying hi.ā
āShe was testing you.ā
His mouth parts. āIs that what this is about? Some harmlessāā
You laugh once, bitter. āItās never harmless. Not with her. Not when you used to love her. Not when the worldĀ saw it.ā
He steps forward. āI didnātĀ wantĀ her then. I sure as hell donāt now.ā
āCouldāve fooled me,ā you whisper.
He looks like heās going to say something. Then stops.
Itās too quiet.
He exhales. āI donāt want anyone but you.ā
You clench your jaw, still not convinced.
āAnd if I made you feel like that for even a secondā¦ā
His voice cracks just slightly.
āIām sorry.ā
It lands.
But not all the way.
āI need time,ā you say.
He nods. āThen Iāll wait.ā
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That Night
You donāt go to his room.
But you pass it.
And you pause.
Just long enough for him to hear your steps outside the door.
He doesnāt open it.
But he texts you:
āStill yours. Always.ā
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Race Day ā Sunday
The strategy plays out flawlessly.
You lead from the first corner. He holds P3. Defends hard when Oscar tries a divebomb on Lap 34.
When the checkered flag falls:
P1: You.
P3: Charles.
The team explodes.
But you?
You donāt celebrate loudly.
You donāt scream into the radio.
You just exhale.
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Charlesās Motorhome
You wait until the crowd dies down.
Until the press rounds are over.
Until the engineers stop knocking on doors and the sun starts bleeding into the Caspian Sea.
Then you go to him.
You donāt knock. You donāt have to.
The door is already unlocked.
Heās sitting on the edge of the small couch, race suit unzipped, hair still damp from the shower, head in his hands.
When he looks up and sees you, he doesnāt smile.
He just breathes.
Like heās been holding it in for hours.
You step inside and close the door behind you.
The click of it sounds like a secret.
He doesnāt move. Not at first.
So you do.
You walk over, slow, measured, the buzz of the paddock a dull hum outside the thin walls.
When you stop in front of him, he looks up again, eyes flicking over your face like heās afraid itāll be the last time.
You sit on his lap. Swing your leg over. Straddle him without a word.
His hands find your hips, instinctively.
But he doesnāt kiss you.
Not yet.
You cup his face. Both hands. Thumb dragging over the stubble on his jaw.
āYouāre still mine, right?ā you whisper.
His brow furrows like he wants to cry. āAlways.ā
You lean your forehead against his. Eyes closed. Skin to skin.
āNext time,ā you murmur, ādonāt laugh at her jokes.ā
āI wasnāt,ā he breathes.
āYou smiled.ā
āI was thinking about you.ā
You pull back just enough to look at him. āLiar.ā
He nods. āOnly sometimes.ā
You smile. Soft. Real.
Then finallyāfinallyāyou kiss him.
Not frantic. Not possessive.
Just deep. Slow. Forgiving.
He pulls you closer until thereās no air between you.
And when you break apart, still pressed chest to chest, he murmurs:
āI thought I lost you.ā
You shake your head. āYou didnāt.ā
Then you rest your head on his shoulder, your fingers playing with the chain around his neck.
And for the first time since she showed upā¦
You feel steady again.
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Singapore
Ferrari Hospitality ā Thursday Night
The air in Singapore wraps around you like syrup.
Thick. Warm. Still.
Night race. City lights. Lanterns swaying over marina water. The paddock bathed in neon and humidity.
It should feel heavy.
But for the first time in weeks, it doesnāt.
Everyoneās out. PR dinner for the junior drivers. The grid scattered across rooftop bars and private clubs.
But not you.
Youāre barefoot in Charlesās motorhome kitchen, wearing his old Monaco hoodie and slicing mango with a plastic knife while the air conditioner hums softly in the corner.
Heās lying on the couch behind you, one arm slung over his face, legs still in race shorts.
āYouāre going to cut your hand,ā he mumbles without moving.
You smirk. āYou say that every time.ā
āBecause itās always true.ā
You pop a slice in your mouth and lean your hip against the counter. āYou want some?ā
He peeks out from under his arm. āOnly if you feed me.ā
You walk over slowly, wedge of mango held between two fingers.
He opens his mouth lazily, but at the last second, you shove it into his cheek.
He chokes. You laugh so hard you drop another slice on the floor.
And when you lean down to clean it up, he grabs your wrist.
You freeze.
Not because heās holding you.
But because his touch is soft.
Reverent.
You straighten slowly, eyes locking with his.
āYouāve been quiet lately,ā he says.
You nod. āTrying to stay out of my own head.ā
He shifts, makes room for you on the couch.
You settle into the space beside him, your legs tangling, your head falling naturally to his shoulder.
āI donāt want to mess this up,ā you whisper after a long silence.
He presses a kiss to the crown of your head. āThen donāt.ā
You look up. āItās not that simple.ā
āIt could be,ā he says.
You blink. āYou really believe that?ā
He shrugs. āI believe in you.ā
And god, you want to cry. Because no oneās ever said that and meant it like he does.
You kiss him, slow and unhurried.
And when he carries you to bed later, he doesnāt take off your hoodie.
He just pulls you close, buries his face in your neck, and whispers:
āWeāve got this.ā
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Quali Day ā Saturday
He goesĀ P3. You goĀ P2.
No games. No tension. Just clean driving and the sound of your names lighting up the timing board.
Afterwards, you share a quiet moment behind the garage. No one else around. No cameras. Just you and him, helmets still in hand, sweat cooling on your backs.
You fist the fabric of his fire suit lightly.
āDo you ever think about what itās going to feel like?ā you ask. āWhen itās public?ā
He nods. āAll the time.ā
āAre you scared?ā
He shrugs. āOnly if you are.ā
āIām not scared of loving you,ā you say.
He smiles. āThen weāve already won.ā
You lean into him. Rest your forehead against his chest.
He sways you slightly. Like he can feel the victory coming too.
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Race Day ā Sunday
Itās not a win. But itās enough.
P2: Charles.
P3: You.
On the podium, you stand beside him, champagne in hand, crown of misted sweat curling your hair.
You clink bottles.
He winks.
And when youāre walking off-stage, he brushes his pinky against yours.
Itās nothing.
But itās everything.
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USA, Circuit of the Americas (Austin, Texas)
Thursday ā Media Day
Texas air is dry and wide. Big blue skies, a thumping country playlist in the background, and the kind of sunshine that makes even bad days feel golden.
You land in Austin late Wednesday night. Separate flights. Separate cars.
But by Thursday morning?
Your coffee is already waiting in Charlesās motorhome.
Soy milk, one sugar. Lid off, straw in. His doing.
Itās not hiding anymore. Not here.
The Ferrari press room is busy. Youāve got an interview block with F1TV. Heās paired with you, for chemistry, obviously.
The interview setup was painfully bright. Studio lights, clip-on mics, two white chairs, and a laminated segment title that read:Ā "Finish Each Otherās Sentences."
You groaned when you saw it. āIsnāt this usually for rookies?ā
Charles smiled without even looking up from his water. āOr married couples.ā
You shot him a look. āWeāre not married.ā
āYet.ā
You rolled your eyes, trying to bite back the grin already tugging at your lips.
They started recording almost immediately.
āWeāre going to begin with something simple,ā the producer explained from behind the camera. āIāll start the sentenceāyou finish it. Each otherās, not your own.ā
Charles leaned forward, chin propped lazily on his fist. āWeāre professionals.ā
You glanced at him sideways. āWeāre disasters.ā
āFirst one,ā the producer called. āMy teammateās most annoying habit is...ā
You both answered at the same time.
āOverthinking.ā
You blinked, turning sharply to him. āWait,Ā me?ā
Charles shrugged, deadpan. āYou take forever to pick a tire strategy.ā
You jabbed your elbow into his ribs. āYou take forever to pick a playlist.ā
Next one: āIf we werenāt racing, weād be...ā
You answered, āOn a beach.ā
Charles said, āAt home.ā
Your head turned to him, slowly.
He was already looking at you.
The producer let out a slow whistle behind the camera. āOkay. That was⦠intimate.ā
-
Ten minutes later, you were standing near catering when you spotted Lando, arms folded across his chest like a disappointed older brother.
āSo,ā he started, leveling a look at the two of you. āJust to clarify, youāreĀ notĀ back together?ā
You raised your eyebrows, reaching for a banana. āWhy would you say that?ā
Charles sipped from his water bottle like he didnāt have a care in the world. āBecause we are not telling the world.ā
Lando didnāt even blink. āI saw you feed her a grape in the hallway.ā
You snorted. āIt was aĀ slice of apple.ā
Carlos strolled in next, hands in the pockets of his Williams track pants. āYou guys are dating again.ā
Charles shrugged. āMaybe.ā
Carlos narrowed his eyes. āYou live together again.ā
You laughed. āNo.ā
He pointed with his chin. āYou left the hotel this morning wearingĀ his hoodie.ā
You hesitated. āItās⦠comfortable.ā
Pierre wandered over, sunglasses perched too low on his nose. āTold you all. Theyāre back on.ā
George chimed in with a smirk. āI give it two days before you soft launch on Instagram.ā
You raised your hands dramatically. āThere will be no launch. There will be noĀ soft.Ā There will beĀ no nothing.ā
And then, of course, Lewis walked by, hands in his pockets, sunglasses hiding his smirk.
āThereās aĀ lotĀ of something,ā he said smoothly, not even breaking stride.
You and Charles looked at each other.
And for once?
Neither of you denied it.
-
Youāre back in Charlesās motorhome, curled up with your feet in his lap. Your hairās damp from a shower. Heās wearing your favorite grey hoodie, the one he tried to steal in Monaco.
Charles runs a thumb over your ankle. āYou okay with everyone knowing?ā
You pause.
āI think I am,ā you say. āIt feels⦠safe. With them.ā
His voice is quieter now. āAnd the rest of the world?ā
You turn toward him. āNot yet.ā
āI can wait,ā he says. āAs long as I get to keep this.ā
You lean in, resting your forehead against his. āYouāve always had it.ā
He kisses you.
Long. Deep. The kind of kiss that feels like a decision.
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Friday ā Practice
You arrive in the paddock separately.
But inside? You share a water bottle. He ties your wristband tighter when itās too loose. You correct his helmet strap before FP1.
Carlos mutters: āYeah, totally just friends.ā
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Saturday ā Quali
You qualifyĀ P1. HeāsĀ P4. The paddock cheers for both of you, but itās theĀ wayĀ he looks at you after your final lap, like you hung the damn moon, that gives everything away.
Oscar, backstage: āTheyāre likeā¦Ā glowing.ā
Lando: āI hate how soft this is.ā
George: āI think I cried a little.ā
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Sunday ā Race Day
He doesnāt win. You donāt either.
P2: You.
P5: Charles.
But you finish, hand brushing his when you walk back to the garage, smiles lingering on your faces like the secret is still just yours.
That night, the grid goes out for dinner.
Lando raises a glass to āthe worst-kept secret in the paddock.ā
Lewis adds, āProtect it. Donāt let the noise ruin the real.ā
And for the first time,Ā youāre not scared.
Not of being seen. Not of being known.
Because the people who matter?
They already see you.
And they still chose to sit at your table.
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Mexico
Thursday ā Media Pen
The air in Mexico City is thin. Not metaphorically, literally. High altitude. Short breath. Long days.
Youāre used to pushing your limits, but this weekend? You feel every step.
Not because of the track.
Because ofĀ everything else.
The points gap is shrinking. The world is watching. The cameras are close. Too close. And youāreĀ tryingĀ to pretend that your heart doesnāt skip every time Charles brushes your hand in the garage.
You answer the usual questions.
āYes, the car feels good.ā
āYes, weāre confident going into quali.ā
āNo, thereās no extra pressure.ā
You lie cleanly. Casually. Rehearsed.
But when someone asks, āYou and Charles seem closer than ever. Has that helped the team dynamic?ā
Your smile slips for half a second.
Then you recover. āWeāve always had chemistry,ā you say. āEven when it wasnāt easy.ā
Charles, in the pen next to you, glances over.
AndĀ smiles.
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Friday ā Practice Sessions
Youāre fast.
Heās faster.
Not by much. Just enough to make it a game.
Every lap you close the gap, he finds another tenth. Every time he outbrakes you into Turn 4, you take it back in Sector 3.
But the restaurant is quiet. The table in the corner is yours. And when Charles reaches for your hand across the table halfway through your pastaā¦
You let him hold it.
No oneās looking.
Or so you think.
Until your waiter comes by with the dessert menu and smiles too knowingly.
Charles just shrugs. āWeāll take two spoons.ā
-
Youāre lying in bed, side by side, your legs tangled under the sheets and your fingers playing with the edge of his T-shirt.
Heās staring at the ceiling.
āI want you to win it,ā you says quietly.
He turn to face you. āWhat?ā
āThe championship,ā you says again. āIf itās between us⦠I want you to have it.ā
His heart lurches.
āDonāt say that,ā he whisper.
You look at him, eyes soft but serious. āYou deserve it.ā
āYou do too.ā
He kisses your forehead. āNot this year.ā
You press your face into his chest and enjoy the silence.
Because the truth?
Youāre not sure what it would feel like to winĀ without him beside you.
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Saturday ā Quali
You goĀ P2. He goesĀ P1.
He beats you by two-hundredths of a second.
You watch his pole celebration from the garage, pretending to smile, even though your chest aches a little.
Later, he finds you sitting alone in the data room, sipping water and reviewing lap deltas.
āYouāre pissed,ā he says.
āIām fine.ā
āYouāre lying.ā
You look up. āYou beat me.ā
He steps closer. āBy less than a blink.ā
You nod slowly. āStill counts.ā
He crouches in front of you, hands resting on your knees. āYouāre still the better driver.ā
You meet his eyes. āNot today.ā
He lifts one hand and tucks your hair behind your ear.
āI donāt care what the numbers say,ā he whispers. āI know who Iād put everything on.ā
Your heart breaks a little. And heals all at once.
-
Sunday ā Race Day
The race is chaotic.
Tyre degradation. Double yellows. A late safety car.
But in the end, you finishĀ P1.
Charles,Ā P3.
Itās the second-to-last race of the season.
Youāre leading the WDC.
ByĀ five points.
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Podium Room
You sit beside him, both of you drenched in champagne and sweat. He hands you a towel.
You wipe your face.
You lean into his side.
And when you think no oneās looking, he whisper:
āI donāt want to win without you.ā
And you says,
āYou wonāt.ā
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Las Vegas GP
Thursday ā Welcome Night
Vegas is chaos disguised as celebration.
A glittering distraction. A neon fever dream.
And somehow, this city, loud and cracked at the seams, feels quieter than the storm building inside you.
You and Charles are tied.
On points.
On momentum.
On the line between love and legacy.
And there are only two races left.
-
āIs this the airport or a catwalk?ā Carmen mutters, squinting at the camera crew waiting outside.
You smirk. āBoth. Welcome to Vegas.ā
Youāre flanked by Lily and Carmen, weaving your way through a sea of suitcases and fluorescent fan signs when you finally spot him. Charles, exiting a sleek black car like heās in a Bond film. Hair perfectly tousled. Aviators too expensive. Strut annoyingly effective.
āYouāre late,ā you say as he falls in step beside you.
He doesnāt look at you, but his voice is warm. āYouāre glowing.ā
āYouāre obnoxious.ā
Still no glance. āStill worked.ā
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Thursday Night ā Dinner at the Bellagio
The private dining room is perched on the 43rd floor, all glass and skyline. Your families are already seated when you arrive.
Your mom waves you over, cheeks flushed. āYou missed the toast! Charlesās mom already tried to sneak in a wedding joke.ā
āI did no such thing,ā Pascale says, fake-offended. āI simply said you two make a perfect pair. Thatās not a proposal.ā
Charles slides a hand to the small of your back. āPlease donāt encourage her.ā
Your dad raises his wine. āYouāve got all of us here in Vegas. You sure youāre not eloping tomorrow?ā
You laugh, cheeks hot. āWeāre just racing, remember?ā
Charles glances sideways. āAre we?ā
You shoot him a look. He smiles like itās nothing.
But your mom and his mom catch it.
And they say nothing.
But theyĀ see everything.
-
Youāre wrapped in a blanket, Charles beside you, drinks in hand. The city is a blur of movement below.
āAbu Dhabiās in two week,ā you murmur.
āDonāt remind me,ā he sighs.
You look at him. āAre we ready for that?ā
He doesnāt answer right away. Instead, he shifts slightly, voice quiet. āMy mom asked me tonight if I would be okay if you won.ā
You freeze. āWhat did you say?ā
He exhales. āI said yes. Because I would be.ā
You blink, throat tight. āThatās a lie.ā
āNo,ā he says softly. āIt would hurt. But not like losing you would.ā
Silence hangs between you.
āI love you,ā you whisper. āMore than I want to win.ā
He leans in. Foreheads touching. āThen weāll figure it out together.ā
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Friday ā WAG Suite, a.k.a The Real Paddock Power
Youāre curled up on the couch of Lilyās suite with Carmen, Kika, and a few others, feet tucked under you, champagne in hand.
Lily passes you a snack. āSo. Still pretending youāre single?ā
You smirk. āIām not pretending. Iām⦠filtering.ā
Kika raises an eyebrow. āYou told the media your āideal weekendā was pizza and a movie alone. Meanwhile, Charles posted a story of someoneās knee in his lap.ā
You cough. āCould be anyoneās knee.ā
āSure,ā Carmen drawls. āAnd my boyfriend never overshoots turn one.ā
They all laugh.
Kika leans closer, smirking. āSo whatās next? Secret marriage in Monaco?ā
You roll your eyes. āNo weddings. No announcements. Just us.ā
āAnd the entire grid already knowing,ā Lily grins.
You hide your face behind a pillow.
āGod,ā you groan. āI hate how obvious we are.ā
āSweetheart,ā Carmen says gently, āyouāre not obvious. YouāreĀ in love.ā
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Meanwhile
āYou think theyāll make it through Abu Dhabi?ā your dad asks, sipping from a lowball glass.
Arthur shrugs, glancing toward the table where you and Charles are laughing. āDepends who finishes ahead.ā
āI donāt care who wins,ā Lorenzo adds, more serious. āI just want them to get through it intact.ā
āTheyāve got fire. Thatās the good news,ā your dad says.
Arthur smirks. āAnd the bad news?ā
āTheyāveĀ got fire.ā
They all laugh.
A beat passes. Then your dad murmurs, āShe really loves him, you know.ā
Lorenzo nods. āHe loves her too. He just⦠overthinks.ā
Arthur leans back. āThen he better not mess it up this time.ā
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Friday Night
Charles runs his fingers down your arm. āI used to be scared of you.ā
You look up from your pillow. āMe?ā
āYou were everything I didnāt know I needed.ā
You smile. āAnd now?ā
He tucks a strand of hair behind your ear. āNow Iād rather lose to you than never feel this again.ā
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Saturday
Charles goesĀ P1. You goĀ P2. The front row is Ferrari red.
The moment you step off the track, you hear the cheer.
And then you feel it, his fingers brushing yours.
No oneās watching. Youāre sure of it.
So you kiss him.
Just once. Soft. Quick.
Enough to feelĀ real.
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Sunday
The race is chaos. One red flag. Two safety cars. You nearly clip a barrier. Charles blocks Max like his life depends on it.
P2: You
P3: Charles
But itās not the podium that everyone talks about.
Itās you, gripping Charlesās face post-race in the cool-down room, whispering something that makes himĀ laugh, truly laugh, for the first time all weekend.
No cameras catch it.
But the paddock knows.
-
Later that night, youāre sitting side by side on an overturned crate, suits still half-zipped, sharing a water bottle.
āWeāre tied,ā you say.
He nods. āI know.ā
āTwo races left.ā
Another nod. āI know.ā
You rest your head on his shoulder. āAre you scared?ā
He doesnāt speak for a long time.
Then: āNo. Because whatever happens, youāll still be mine.ā
You smile.
āYou really believe that?ā
āIĀ knowĀ it.ā
--------
Abu Dhabi
The desert is unforgiving.
It bleeds heat into your bones and tension into your chest.
Abu Dhabi has always been the jewel of the calendar, but this year, it isnāt a finale, itās an execution. One race. One track. One title.
And two hearts on the line.
You and Charles.
Tied.
It couldnāt be scripted better. The season that started in ruins, heartbreak stitched under red Ferrari race suits, has come down to this: one last lap.
And no one, not the media, not the paddock, not the fans, knows whatās about to happen.
Not just on track.
But off it too.
-
Wednesday
The jet lands just past midnight, the tarmac shimmering from heat despite the late hour.
You step down with sunglasses already in place, because even if the sun isnāt up yet, the world is watching.
Charles descends behind you. For the first time in months, thereās no strategic delay, no quiet choreography to avoid suspicion. You walk side by side.
āYou think anyone knows?ā you whisper as you pass the cameras.
āI think everyone knows,ā he says.
āThink anyone will ask?ā
He glances sideways. āThey wonāt have to. Not after Sunday.ā
-
Thursday
The paddock is buzzing. Cameras, journalists, influencers, all swarming like bees around a championship honeypot.
Youāre seated beside Charles in the press conference. Ferrari PR didnāt even bother pretending this year.
Every question is barbed.
Every smile is rehearsed.
āCharles, youāve never won a world title. Y/Nās leading on wins. Does that add pressure?ā
āNo,ā he answers smoothly. āIt adds fuel.ā
āY/N, can you separate your feelings for Charles from the race itself?ā
You smile. āIāve done it for twenty-two races. One more shouldnāt be hard.ā
Charles snorts beside you.
You elbow him beneath the table.
The journalists catch the moment. And you know that picture will be everywhere before the end of the hour.
-
Ferrari has rented you both a secluded villa for focus and privacy.
Youāre in the kitchen, barefoot, chopping vegetables with more aggression than needed.
Charles leans against the counter, arms crossed. āYouāre going to lose a finger.ā
āIām going to lose my mind,ā you mutter.
He walks over, gently taking the knife. āYou donāt have to be perfect.ā
You meet his eyes. āDonāt I?ā
He tilts your chin. āNo. Just fast.ā
You laugh, a shaky, exhausted sound. āWhat if we crash? What if I ruin everything?ā
Charles doesnāt flinch. āThen we rebuild. Like we always do.ā
-
Friday
FP1: You top the charts. Charles trails by three-tenths.
FP2: He fights back. Finishes P1 by a margin so slim it takes the stewards five minutes to confirm it.
The garage is electric. The engineers speak faster. The fans chant louder.
But itās the look Charles gives you across the paddock; calm, focused, andĀ tender that leaves you breathless.
Itās not rivalry anymore.
Itās reverence.
-
Saturday
The paddock is silent before Q3.
You sit in your car, hands on the wheel, Charles beside you in the next garage.
Through the comms, your engineer whispers, "Youāve got this."
You breathe in. Exhale. The lights flash green.
And you fly.
You set a blistering lap.
And then Charles goes one better.
The front row is red again, him on pole. You beside him.
Itās poetry. Tragic, beautiful poetry.
-
Youāre both in race suits still, sitting on the balcony floor with takeout containers between you.
āIām scared,ā you admit.
He nods. āMe too.ā
āBut not of the race,ā you clarify. āOf what comes after.ā
Charles reaches for your hand. āWhatever happens tomorrow win, lose, crash, podium, Iām with you.ā
Tears sting your eyes. āEven if I beat you?ā
He smiles. āEspecially then.ā
You lean in. Forehead to forehead. āI love you.ā
āI love you more.ā
-
Sunday
The sun rises slow and unforgiving.
The grid is chaos. Drones. Celebrities. National anthems. Your heartbeat in your ears.
You donāt speak much. Thereās nothing left to say.
Formation lap. Lights out.
And then: war.
You trade positions. He cuts you off in Turn 3. You slipstream past him in Lap 11. A safety car resets everything on Lap 29.
You pit first. He stays out. Then he pits. You regain the lead.
Then:
Lap 53 of 55.
Charles is behind you by four-tenths. DRS is open.
The fans are on their feet.
You hear his voice in your head:Ā Whatever happens...Iām with you.
You defend into Turn 9. He tries to dive into Turn 11.
And on the final lap, heāsĀ right there.
You donāt blink.
You donāt flinch.
You cross the line.
P1: Y/N Y/L/N ā World Champion
-
The car stops. You scream into the radio. The team erupts.
You jump out. Charles is already there, helmet off.
And in front of the entire world, he wraps his arms around you.
Lifts you off the ground.
Kisses you.
A full, real, soul-shattering kiss.
The world gasps.
And you donāt care.
Because love was never supposed to survive Formula 1.
But yours did.
-
āY/N, how does it feel?ā
You laugh through tears. āHeavy. Fast. Beautiful.ā
āCharles, youāve been chasing this for years. How are you feeling?ā
He smiles. āLike the right person won.ā
āAnd⦠the kiss?ā
You look at him. He shrugs.
You answer: āThat was magic.ā
-
Epilogue
Youāre in Monaco. The seasonās over. The sun is gentle again.
Thereās a scrapbook on the coffee table.
Inside it: a photo of two Ferrari drivers kissing in Abu Dhabi.
And a note Charles left in the front pocket:
We didnāt just finish the race.
We started everything.
He finds you in the kitchen, stirring tea with one hand, flipping through a magazine with the other.
āYou know,ā he says softly, wrapping his arms around your waist, āyouāre still the fastest person I know.ā
You smirk. āFaster than you?ā
āAlways.ā
The laughter is easy now.
There are moments of stillness, sunsets over the harbor, dinner with family, Charles asleep with his head on your lap while you watch replays of the season.
One night, youāre on the balcony, wine glasses in hand, watching the city sparkle.
āI used to be scared this wouldnāt last,ā you whisper.
Charles turns to you. āAnd now?ā
āNow I want forever.ā
He pulls something from his hoodie pocket. A small, velvet box.
āI was going to wait until the gala next month,ā he murmurs. āBut maybe nowās better.ā
You freeze.
The box stays closed. His thumb brushes over it like a promise not yet spoken.
āNo pressure,ā he says. āJust... someday?ā
Summary... Vogue asks Y/N to film her skincare and makeup routine.
A/N: I hope you guys enjoy this little blurb. Let me know what you guys wanna see next. Request are open.
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The video opens with the click of a camera turning on, followed by a small laugh.
āHi, Vogue,ā Y/N greets warmly, brushing a few strands of hair behind her ear. Her skin is fresh, makeup-free, her voice still a bit husky from sleep. āIām Y/N Verstappen and Iāve been asked to share my daily beauty routine⦠which honestly feels like a joke considering Iāve been up since 5 a.m. because my daughter thinks thatās an acceptable wake-up time.ā
She shrugs playfully, leaning on the white marble bathroom counter. Behind her, viewers get a glimpse of their Amsterdam apartment, clean lines, cozy lighting, a plant in every corner.
āSo letās get into it,ā she smiles. āI already cleansed off-camera because, well, my toddler smeared porridge on my face earlier and that wasnāt very Vogue.ā
She lifts a bottle toward the camera. āThis is what I used, super gentle, because hormones after breastfeedingĀ are no joke. I used this religiously when Isa was still newborn and I felt like a walking zombie with acne.ā
Just then, thereās a tiny knock on the bathroom door. Y/N pauses.
āMama?ā A small voice calls.
She bites back a smile. āCome in, schatje.ā
Isa waddles into the room in her little bunny-print pajamas, hair a curly mess, one sock missing, holding her plush lion by the tail. Her eyes are wide with sleepy curiosity as she pads in and immediately reaches her arms up.
Y/N lifts her easily, balancing the toddler on one hip.
āThis is Isa,ā she chuckles. āMy shadow. She doesnāt believe in personal space. Or sleep-ins.ā
Isa rests her head against Y/Nās shoulder and waves lazily at the camera, mumbling, āHi Vogue.ā
āIām gonna keep going while she hangs out,ā Y/N explains. āMom life doesnāt pause for skincare, right?ā
She manages to tone with one hand, dotting serum on her cheeks while Isa fiddles with the collar of her robe.
And then, āLieverd?ā Maxās voice comes from somewhere off-camera. āHave you seen her other sock? She left it in the pantry again, I think.ā
Y/N rolls her eyes fondly. āCheck under the cereal boxes.ā
Thereās a pause.
āGot it.ā
Max enters a moment later, barefoot in sweatpants and one of Y/Nās oversized hoodies, holding the missing sock like itās a trophy.
āVictory,ā he smirks, and steps into view to slide it onto Isaās tiny foot as she babbles softly.
āOh, and if I didnāt mention it... Iām married to that guy,ā Y/N gestures at him, āwho sometimes borrows my hoodies and always makes me tea while I do this.ā
As if on cue, Max returns moments later with a steaming mug and a kiss to her temple. He doesnāt say anything else, just gives her a little smile and nods toward the camera likeĀ youāve got thisĀ before disappearing again.
Y/N smiles after him.
āOkay, so next, I use this moisturizer. I keep it in the fridge because Max likes our house at ārace car garageā levels of cold and my skin canāt cope.ā
She taps product on her face gently, still bouncing Isa in her arms.
āLip balm,ā she adds, reaching across the counter. āI donāt go anywhere without it. This one smells like mango. Isa always tries to eat it.ā
āMine,ā Isa declares sleepily, snatching it from Y/Nās hand.
Y/N laughs. āTold you.ā
Thereās another interruption, this time the sound of a crash followed by Maxās startledĀ āAlles goed?!āĀ from the other room.
Y/N blinks at the camera, totally unbothered. āThatās our cat knocking over Maxās trophies again. She has a personal vendetta against the Monaco one.ā
She finishes her makeup: light concealer, brow gel, tinted lip balm, all with Isa still perched on her hip.
āOh, and when I do go to races, I do a bit more. Blush, mascara, maybe eyeliner if Isa hasnāt decided my makeup brush is her new toy.ā
From the mirror, you can see Max re-entering, now carrying their cat under one arm and waving a toy toothbrush in the other.
āDoes this belong to the tiny dictator?ā
Isa perks up. āMINE!ā
Max hands it over solemnly. āI thought so.ā
He leans against the counter again, watching as Y/N wraps up her routine.
āYou look beautiful,ā he murmurs under his breath.
Y/N smiles at the compliment but turns it into a tease. āEven without the mascara?ā
Max grins. āAlways.ā
The camera catches Isa reaching over to swipe her fingers in the blush compact and smear it across Y/Nās cheek. Y/N gasps in mock horror while Max bursts into a quiet laugh.
āRaw and unfiltered,ā Y/N tells the camera, dabbing at her cheek. āExactly what Vogue asked for, right?ā
She sets Isa down gently, and the little girl waddles over to Max, nestling herself into his arms like a koala.
āI donāt get a lot of āmeā time,ā Y/N admits, tucking her hair behind her ears. āBut I wouldnāt trade this life for anything. Itās messy. Loud. Exhausting. But also, really, really full of love.ā
Max leans into the frame for a moment, his voice soft. āThatās because youāre the heart of it.ā
Y/N blushes, swats him away gently, and turns back to the camera.
āThank you for watching this chaos. And Vogue? If you ever want a dad edition of this, Max has a killer 7-step beard care routine he refuses to admit to.ā
Max, now offscreen, calls out, āThatās classified information.ā
Y/N grins. āBye, Vogue.ā
She reaches to turn off the camera just as Isa squeals from the other room: āDAAAADDY! Cat stole my toast!ā
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Summary... Two exes on the same team. They broke up before the season started. Now theyāre forced to work together through 23 races, 5 continents, and one very awkward off-season.
A/N: I'm sorry it took so long to post part 2. I just got really into it and I wanted to keep writing on here but I reached my Tumblr limit, so I might have to post a part 3 soon lol... but here you guys goooo.. I hope you guys enjoy it and part 3 will be post soon.
Ferrariās media team knew a goldmine when they saw one.
Two top-tier drivers. Former lovers. Now teammates.
It wasnāt just a headlineāit wasĀ content. It was clicks. It was drama wrapped in designer race suits.
āFrom lovers to rivals: Leclerc and Y/L/N gear up for 2025.ā
āScuderia's Spiciest Season Yet: Can Ferrari's new duo keep it professional?ā
āBreakups and Burnouts: How tension off track might fuel fire on it.ā
Charles wanted to strangle someone every time he saw one of those headlines. But the PR team only leaned in harder.
The official campaign slogan?
"Two hearts. One team. One goal."
It made him sick.
They paired them for every promo shoot. Every sponsorship feature. Every āday in the lifeā segment.
You would smile like it meant nothing. Laugh politely when the hosts made jabs about āfamiliarity.ā Maintain a neutral distance.
Meanwhile, Charles was unraveling.
They wouldnāt even let you use separate PR handlers.
āUnity,ā they said.
āCohesion,ā they insisted.
āIt sells,ā they didnāt sayābut didnāt have to.
One day, they were forced to film a bit where they stood back-to-back, arms crossed, smirking.
Charles hadnāt realized how intimate standing back-to-back could feel until you shifted slightly, your shoulder brushing his just barely, and his heart nearly leapt out of his chest.
You didnāt react. Like it didnāt mean anything. Like it hadnāt meant everything once.
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Australia
Melbourne was warm. Too warm for a black polo, but the Ferrari dress code didnāt care about comfort.
Charles adjusted his collar and checked his reflection in the mirror one last time before stepping into the media room.
Youwas already there.
Of course you was.
Hair pulled back. Aviators on. Red polo perfectly tucked. Smiling as you leaned over a table to sign posters for the fan zone.
He hated how effortlessly cool you looked. How unbothered.
The moment the press spotted you together, the room buzzed.
Click click click.
Leclerc. Y/L/N. Ferrariās power pairing.
Exes on the grid.
Tension or teamwork?
Charles forced a smile as you were called forward.
āLetās get a joint shot for the socials,ā the team rep chirped.
You stood next to him, closer than youād been since that night in Monaco.
āHi,ā you said under your breath, not looking at him.
He swallowed. āHi.ā
Click.
Click.
āCloser,ā someone said.
Charles didnāt move. You didnāt either.
More clicks.
āTell us,ā a reporter grinned, āwhatās it like sharing a garage with someone you used to shareāā
You cut in, voice honey-sweet but razor sharp. āWe share a team, not a past. And the only thing weāre focused on is winning.ā
That shut them up. But the damage was done.
The soundbite was already being clipped, posted, quoted.
Back in the Ferrari hospitality tent, Charles found you alone by the espresso machine.
āI hate this,ā he said quietly.
You turned, eyebrow raised. āThe coffee?ā
āThis circus,ā he gestured to the media tent. āThe narrative. Us beingāthis.ā
You leaned against the counter, arms crossed. āThen maybe you shouldnāt have walked away.ā
It wasnāt cruel. Just honest.
And it landed like a gut punch.
Before he could say anything else, the comms manager appeared.
āYou two are up next for the Sky Sports segment. Smile, yeah?ā
You walked off without another word.
Charles followed, knowing that for the next ten minutes, theyād have to pretend it didnāt still hurt.
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The garage smelled like burnt rubber and nerves.
It always did on Saturdays, but this time it wasnāt just the usual pre-quali tension. It wasĀ you, three meters away, head bowed as a race engineer adjusted your headset, lips moving into the comms.
Charles wasnāt looking.
Except he was.
He always was.
āP2 and P3 look tight this weekend,ā Fred Vasseur said, walking in with his clipboard. āIf we want front row, weāll need clean laps and clean heads.ā
He looked directly at both of you when he said it.
Neither responded.
-
Q1 went smooth. Q2 went tense. Q3⦠was war.
Charles radioed in first. āTell her not to back me into dirty air.ā
His engineerās voice crackled. āYouāre two seconds behind her. Youāll be fine.ā
āYeah, and last week I was āfineā and I hit traffic.ā
āWeāll relay it.ā
A beat later: āShe says tell him to stay out of her mirrors and focus on his own damn lap.ā
Charles snorted inside his helmet. āCopy.ā
-
Back in the garage post-Q3, the timing screens lit up.
P2 ā Y/L/N
P3 ā Leclerc
Silence.
A few claps. A few murmured congratulations.
You walked past him to grab a towel. āNice lap.ā
He grabbed his own. āYeah. Yours was better.ā
āGuess I still know how to deliver under pressure.ā
There it was.
He turned, a bit too fast. āAnd whatās that supposed to mean?ā
You looked at him finally. Really looked.
Helmet off. Hair damp with sweat. Eyes fierce.
āYou tell me, Charles.ā
-
They finishedĀ P4 and P5.
Missed the podium by a few seconds.
Not a bad result, but not what Ferrari needed. Not whatĀ theyĀ needed.
The debrief room was cold, sterile. Screens flickered with sector data, lap comparisons, tire degradation stats.
Fred stood at the front, running through post-race notes.
Charles sat across from you.
You hadnāt spoken since the grid.
āTurn 11. Charles, you lost time on Lap 39. What happened?ā
He shrugged, eyes flicking to you. āDirty air. Wasnāt willing to risk taking her out.ā
Your jaw tightened. āI gave space.ā
He laughed under his breath. āSure.ā
āOkay,ā Fred cut in quickly. āLetās keep it constructive.ā
Silence again.
Until you spoke, clear and direct. āWe need a cleaner release strategy. And if he wants space, tell him to earn it next time.ā
Charlesās head snapped up.
Fred sighed.
āGot it,ā the strategist muttered. āWeāll review.ā
The debrief ended five minutes later.
Charles stood.
So did you.
Your eyes met again, tired, sharp, somethingĀ dangerously close to familiar.
But you walked out first.
Again.
-----
Bahrain
The room was packed.
Media day in Bahrain always felt intense, but this year? It was a feeding frenzy.
Two Ferrari drivers. One very public breakup.
The FIA insisted you sit together. "Transparency," they said.
Charles on the far left. You beside him. Lando, Carlos, and Oscar completed the rowābut all eyes were on red.
āSo,ā a reporter grinned. āFerrariās newest pairingāhowās the vibe in the garage? Awkward breakfasts? Shared playlists?ā
Lando laughed into his mic. āThey sit further apart than the hard and soft compounds.ā
You smiled politely. āItās been professional. Weāre both here to drive, not to relive 2023.ā
Charles nodded. āWe communicate what we need to. Thatās what matters.ā
A second reporter jumped in. āY/N, any lingering tension after qualifying in front of Charles last week?ā
Your eyes flicked to Charles, then back to the mic. āOnly the competitive kind.ā
Someone in the back raised a hand. āWhatās your biggest strength as a driver?ā
āFocus,ā yousaid quickly.
āControl,ā Charles added.
Lando snorted. āThat didnāt age well.ā
Y/N cracked a small smile. āDidnāt know you were a relationship therapist now, Norris.ā
Charles almost laughed.
Almost.
-
After the panel, they filed out in silence.
Until Charles caught up to you near the paddock entrance.
āYou handled that well,ā he said quietly.
You kept walking. āDidnāt stab anyone with a mic, so Iād say yes.ā
He glanced at you. āLook, I know weāre not⦠whatever we were. But if you ever want to talkāreally talkāā
āIāll let you know,ā you replied, then turned into the Ferrari hospitality tent.
But your steps slowed just slightly, like part of youĀ wantedĀ to look back.
Charles didnāt follow.
Not yet.
-----
The floodlights buzzed overhead, casting the Bahrain circuit in an artificial glow. The air was dry. The engines roared.
Ferrari lined up P3 and P4. Charles ahead. Y/N behind.
āSmooth launch,ā the engineer said. āRespect the plan. Strategy window opens Lap 11.ā
You both confirm over radio.
And for the first ten laps, it was calm.
Until the tire degradation started to hit.
āBox, box,ā said your race engineer.
You dove into the pits first, fresh mediums. Charles stayed out, covering the undercut.
Lap 12, he came in. RejoiningĀ nose to tail.
Lap 16. The chaos began.
You had better grip. Charles was still defending.
The paddock held its breath as you launched down the inside into Turn 4.
Too late. Too hot. Too close.
āWhoa! Y/N just dove on Leclercāā
āContact?ā
āNearly!ā
Charles hadĀ secondsĀ to react, jerking the wheel just enough to give you space without going off.
You held the line. You didnāt touch.Ā Barely.
Over team radio, silence.
Then Charlesās voice: āTell her next time, commit or back off. No half-measures.ā
One lap later: āTell him thank you for not wrecking us both.ā
Ferrari pit wall didnāt breathe again until Lap 57.
Crossing the line in P4 and Charles P5.
Clean. Barely.
But something had changed.
-----
The debrief room was tense.
Fred stood at the front with his tablet. āLetās talk about Lap 16.ā
Neither spoke.
Fred looked at you. āToo aggressive.ā
He looked at Charles. āToo stubborn.ā
āI gave her space,ā Charles said flatly.
āBarely,ā you muttered.
Fred exhaled. āLook, I donāt care what happened last year. Right now, we need points. Not pride.ā
More silence.
Until Charles glanced at you. āThat move⦠it was good.ā
You blinked. āYou sure? I thought I nearly ruined your race.ā
āYou didnāt. I adjusted. Trusted you would finish it clean.ā
Tilting your head. āYou trusted me?ā
He nodded once. āDidnāt want to. But I did.ā
Something soft flickering inside.
Fred cleared his throat. āGreat. Now bottle that energy for Saudi.ā
-----
Saudi Arabia
Jeddah at night was pure adrenaline.
Fast. Narrow. Dangerous.
You had qualifiedĀ P5, Charles inĀ P3. Both knew this track didnāt forgive mistakes. But neither expected what happened onĀ Lap 22.
Yellow flag.Ā ThenĀ red.
Oscar Piastri had gone into the wall. Marshals flooded the track. Everyone filed into the pit lane.
And just like that, the race paused mid-chaos.
Yanking your helmet off, pacing near your car.
Charles was sitting on the halo of his own, elbows on knees, gloves still on.
Fred walked over with the strategy lead. āWeāre flipping it. You two are going hard tire to the end. But we need to control the restart.ā
With a raised a brow. āAs in⦠team orders?ā
āNo,ā Fred said. āAs in teamwork. You box first. Charles follows. You go aggressive. Charles defends.ā
Charles finally spoke. āThatās risky.ā
Fred stared at you both. āOnly if you donāt trust each other.ā
A pause.
Charles looked at you. āYou okay with that?ā
You held his gaze. āCan you handle being rear guard?ā
His mouth twitched. āCanĀ youĀ handle being first out?ā
You smirked. āTry and keep up, Leclerc.ā
They fist-bumped. Small. Wordless.
But it meant something.
-
Race restart. Lap 25.
You launched. Clean getaway. Charles slotted in behind you perfectly.
The nextĀ 15 lapsĀ were chaos.
McLarens attacking. Mercedes on alternate strategy. George on softs, trying to divebomb.
But Charles covered you like a shield. Blocked every move. Clean. Aggressive. Masterful.
And when you crossed the lineĀ P2, CharlesĀ P3āit felt like more than just a podium.
It felt like healing.
----
The media pen was buzzing.
Carlos was talking to Sky Sports. Lando had already thrown his cap into the crowd.
You slipped into the corner of the garage, helmet still in hand, flushed cheeks cooling off under the LED lights.
Charles found you there. Silent, soft-footed, holding two water bottles.
He passed you one without a word.
You took it. āThanks.ā
He sat beside you, not too close. Just enough.
āYou raced beautifully,ā he said after a beat.
You looked at him. āYou covered for me. Better than anyone else couldāve.ā
He smiled. āWe were a good team today.ā
You tilted your head. āToday?ā
He met your eyes, quiet. āLetās start with today.ā
For once, you didnāt push.
Just nodded, capped your water, and whispered, āOkay.ā
----
Japan
Charles hated qualifying at Suzuka.
He used to love it. The rhythm. The corners. The history.
But today, nothing clicked.
His rear snapped loose in Sector 1 twice. Oversteer in the Esses. Lock-up into Degner 2.
Q2: Eliminated. P11.
He didnāt even wait for the interview. Just pulled off his helmet and stormed into the back of the Ferrari garage.
You managedĀ P3. But you didnāt celebrate.
You saw him disappear, saw the stiffness in his shoulders, the way he didnāt even speak to his engineer.
So you followed.
You found him in the corner, still suited, gloves off, jaw clenched.
-
āYou donāt have to say anything,ā he mutters without looking up.
But you step closer anyway.
āIām not here to lecture you,ā you say gently. āIām here because Iāve had days like this too.ā
His head turns, but his eyes donāt meet yours yet. āIt was the car. It was me. It wasāeverything.ā
You sit beside him, close but not touching.
āLook at me,ā you say.
He does. Slowly. Hesitantly.
āYouāre not done. This was just Q2. You still have tomorrow. Weāre a team, remember?ā
He doesnāt say anything for a second. Then quietly: āWe are now.ā
You nod once. āThen let me help. Whatever you need.ā
He exhales, like something in him unclenches for the first time all day.
āIāll need a miracle start.ā
You smirk. āGood thing Iām not using mine.ā
He laughs, just barely.
But itās real.
--
Charles made up four places in the first ten laps.
Another two by Lap 38.
FinishedĀ P5. You held ontoĀ P4Ā despite tire drop-off and a late push from Hamilton.
Not their strongest weekend. But they walked away with points.
In the post-race cooldown room, you nudged his elbow lightly.
āYou still think you needed a miracle?ā
Charles gave a tired grin. āMightāve had one.ā
You raised an eyebrow. āFrom who?ā
He didnāt answer.
But he didnāt have to.
------
It started as aĀ joke.
Some Sky Sports producer thought it would be hilarious: "Charles and Y/N, do a mock argument for a TikTokāact like you're squabbling over setup or who's the favorite child at Ferrari.ā
You both agreed. Begrudgingly.
They set up two chairs. One mic. A ridiculous prompt:Ā āPretend youāre in a team meeting and the other person wonāt stop interrupting.ā
The cameras rolled.
-
You fold your arms and cock your head at him. āIf youād actually listen to the data for onceāā
He cuts you off. āIfĀ youĀ didnāt divebomb every corner like it owes you moneyāā
āOh please,ā you laugh, playing it up. āJust admit you hate being second best.ā
āOnly to Verstappen,ā he fires back smoothly.
The crew laughs.
You donāt.
Not really.
You lean in slightly, voice lower now. āThat supposed to be a dig?ā
He doesnāt break characterābut something shifts in his eyes.
āYou tell me,ā he says. Still smiling. But not really.
You glance at the producer. āYou got what you needed?ā
āYeah, that was gold.ā
You stand. Walk off.
He follows, slower.
Outside the garage, just far enough from the cameras, you spin on your heel.
āWhat the hell was that?ā
He shrugs. āIt was a joke.ā
āNo, that wasĀ youĀ throwing a jab while weāre still smiling for the world.ā
He frowns, crosses his arms. āYou said play it up.ā
āI didnāt say twist the knife.ā
Silence.
You hate this part. The stillness after anger. The too-honest parts neither of you mean to say.
āIām sorry,ā he says. āI didnāt mean it like that.ā
You nod, jaw tight. āI know.ā
You donāt talk the rest of the night.
But the next morning, thereās coffee on your table with your name scribbled on the cup.
And one word underneath it.
āSorry.ā
-
The race was messy.
Two safety cars. A virtual. DRS trains for half the grid. But somehow, you both came out of it ahead.
P3 for him. P4 for you.
Twenty-seven points for Ferrari.
In the hospitality tent after media rounds, you find him standing at the espresso bar, towel around his neck, half-buttoned race suit still clinging to his waist.
He turns when he hears your footsteps.
āYou always drink coffee after a race?ā you ask, grabbing a water.
He grins. āItās tradition.ā
āYou qualified tenth and still made the podium. That deserves something stronger.ā
He lifts his cup. āDouble shot.ā
You roll your eyes but smile. āWDC standings?ā
He shrugs. āIām third. Youāre fourth. Two points between us.ā
You raise your brows. āStill canāt believe I let you overcut me.ā
āLet?ā he repeats.
āI was being generous.ā
He smirks. āCall it generosity when Iām leading after Austria.ā
āYou wish.ā
Lando walks by and hears the tail end.
āOh my God,ā he mutters, dramatic. āJust snog already. The tension is exhausting.ā
Carlos snorts behind him. āTheyāve been like this for months.ā
You and Charles glance at each other. Then look away.
You sip your water. He drinks his espresso.
Neither of you says what you're thinking.
But it's loud in the silence.
----
Miami
Miami was madness.
Neon everything. Celebs everywhere. Race suits clinging in the humidity. Cameras flashing like it was the Met Gala instead of a Grand Prix.
Youād qualifiedĀ P4, Charles inĀ P6Ā after a rough Q3. Grid penalties had bumped you both up a row.
Ferrari was flying under the radar. No drama this week. Just quiet consistency.
But the paddock? Loud.
āYou know thereās a TikTok calling us āthe parents of the gridā?ā you ask, sliding into your seat for the driversā parade.
Charles adjusts his cap, smirks. āWeāre barely speaking some weeks.ā
You grin. āExactly. Divorced parents.ā
āWho share custody of Fred.ā
You laugh, full and real, and it makes him pause for half a second. Just watch you.
āI like when you do that,ā he says quietly.
You blink. āWhat?ā
āLaugh like you donāt hate me.ā
āI never hated you.ā
He nods slowly. āI know. I just made it easy to pretend.ā
The truck jolts forward. You look ahead again.
But your smile doesnāt fade.
-
The race was brutal.
Hot track temps. Double-stacked pit stop. A late safety car.
Y/N crossed the lineĀ P2Ā after a perfectly timed overtake on Checo.
Charles held off George forĀ P4. Nearly lost it on the final lap.
Back in the paddock, the post-race buzz is everywhere.
Champagne. Sunglasses. Music thumping somewhere from a sponsor tent.
Carlos walks over holding two beers. Tosses one to you, hands the other to Charles.
āTo the newlyweds,ā he jokes. āStill pretending you donāt like each other. Cute.ā
You clink bottles with Charles without even thinking. āWeāre justĀ co-parentingĀ Ferrari, remember?ā
Charles grins. āThe healthiest toxic duo on the grid.ā
Lando, passing by, yells, āDivorced but still sleeping together vibes!ā
You almost choke on your beer.
Charles? Just smirks and takes a sip.
----
They barely talked inĀ Imola.
Just strategy meetings and quiet nods between corners. No drama. No fireworks. Just a solidĀ P3Ā for Charles,Ā P5Ā for Y/N. Business as usual.
ButĀ Monaco?
Monaco was different.
The tension in the air was tighter. The roads narrower. The stakesāpersonal.
It wasnāt just another race for Charles.
It wasĀ hisĀ race.
His home.
His curse.
Everyone knew it.
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Race Weekend ā Saturday Quali
You watched from the monitors in the Ferrari garage, suited up but still, hands clenched at your sides.
Charles had gone purple in Sector 1.
āCome on,ā you murmured under your breath. āCome on, Charlesā¦ā
The team radio crackled as he crossed the line.
P1.
Pole position.
Heād done it.
You exhaled a breath you didnāt realize you were holding.
When he came back into the garage, helmet off, jaw tight but eyes bright, you were one of the first to meet him.
āYou did it,ā you say, the corners of your mouth lifting before you can stop it. āFinally.ā
He grinsāreally grinsāand for once, doesnāt guard it.
āI did.ā
You nod. āGo win the damn thing.ā
He looks at you thenāreally looksāand says quietly, āIāll try. But either way, thanks.ā
You shrug, but your heart stumbles.
āDonāt thank me yet. Itās still Monaco.ā
--
Sunday ā Race Day
He leads from lights to flag.
No technical failure. No strategy blunder. No crash.
Charles Leclerc wins the Monaco Grand Prix.
The grandstands explode. The team jumps the pit wall. Red flags wave in the sea of blue.
Heās yelling something, words swallowed by noise, but itās pureĀ release.
You watch it all unfold from the pit wall, tears stinging behind your visor.
-
Later, when he comes back to the garage, hair damp from champagne, cheeks still red from adrenaline, he finds you waiting with a towel in your hand.
āI knew this one meant everything to you,ā you say, holding out the towel.
He takes it, breathless. āYou cried?ā
āI didnāt cry.ā
āYou definitely cried.ā
You glance away. āItās allergies.ā
āBullshit,ā he says, laughing. Then quieter: āThank you. Again.ā
You tilt your head. āI didnāt do anything.ā
āYes, you did,ā he says. āYou believed in me.ā
You donāt answer that. You donāt have to.
Because itās written all over your face.
-
Later That Night ā Ferrari Hospitality
The party is in full swing. Champagne, laughter, blurry sponsor reps trying to dance.
You sit off to the side with your engineer, nerves humming low in your gut.
āYou ready for Spain?ā he asks.
You force a smile. āSure. First home GP with Ferrari? No pressure.ā
āCameras will love it. Fans too.ā
āYeah. Just hope I donāt crash it into Turn 5 and cry on national TV.ā
He laughs, but you donāt.
Thatās when Charles walks by. Slows down when he catches the look on your face.
He waits until your engineer steps away, then slides into the seat beside you.
āYou nervous?ā he asks.
You nod. āTerrified.ā
He sips from his drink. āGood. That means you care.ā
You let out a breath. āThis is the first time Iām going back to Barcelona and not just racing, but representing Ferrari. Itās not just about me anymore.ā
He leans back. āYou know how many times Iāve tried to win Monaco? How many times I choked on it?ā
You nod slowly.
āThis year, I stopped racing it for everyone else. I drove it for myself.ā
You look at him.
āYou should do the same,ā he says. āYou donāt owe anyone perfection. Just honesty.ā
You blink. āWhat if I mess it up anyway?ā
He shrugs. āThen you mess it up. But itās yours to mess up. You donāt have to earn your seat. You already did.ā
You smile. Really smile this time.
āWas that⦠support?ā you tease.
He grins. āDonāt get used to it.ā
You clink your plastic cup against his glass bottle.
āTo not crashing.ā
āTo not crashing.ā
-----
Barcelona
Barcelona was hot.
Not just the weather, but the noise, the chaos, the sheer pressure of it. The home crowdĀ roaredĀ every time Y/Nās face flashed on a screen. Every time she passed pit lane. Every time she stepped into frame beside a red car with her name printed on it.
It was her first Spanish Grand Prix as a Ferrari driver.
And everyone expected magic.
Quali ā Saturday
P1: Y/N
P2: Charles
P3: Lando
Youād nailed it. Sector after sector, perfect lines, clean exit out of Turn 10, a final push in Sector 3 that put you on provisional pole.
Then the radio crackled:
āP1, Y/N. Thatās P1. Youāre on pole.ā
āYou good?ā he asks later, bumping your shoulder lightly in the garage.
You shake your head. āNo. Iām gonna puke.ā
He laughs. āThatās how you know youāre about to win.ā
You glance sideways. āSo youāre rooting for me?ā
He leans closer, voice low and calm. āIāve always rooted for you.ā
You freeze just a second too long. But he doesnāt push.
Just walks away, leaving you with your heart in your throat and butterflies in your stomach.
Sunday ā Race Day
The stands were a blur of red and yellow. Spanish flags waved alongside Ferrari ones. Your name echoed down every straight.
Charles held P2 the entire race. Defended like hell when Checo threatened. Managed tires. Covered DRS zones.
But the focus was on you.
Lap after lap, you pulled ahead. Clean. Precise. Brilliant.
And when you crossed the finish line...
P1. Home race. Home win.
The crowdĀ erupted.
You screamed into your radio. Your engineer cried. The Ferrari garage lost its mind.
And somewhere just behind you, Charles smiled the way only someoneĀ truly proudĀ could.
-
The room is ice cold.
But your skin is still burning.
Youāve barely sat down when the water bottle is shoved into your hand and the towel lands in your lap.
Charles is the one who passed them to you. Heās standing across the room now, sipping his own water like itās no big deal, like he didnāt just defend for half the race so you could run free.
āI canāt feel my legs,ā you mumble, still breathless.
He leans against the wall. āIām pretty sure the Spanish anthem gave me goosebumps.ā
You laugh softly. āMy parents were in the grandstand.ā
āI saw them on the big screen,ā he says. āYour mum looked like she was crying.ā
āShe probably was,ā you reply, squeezing the towel. āShe always said if I won in Barcelona, sheād throw a shoe at someone out of joy.ā
He chuckles. āTell her to aim for Zak Brown next time.ā
You snort. Then pause. Then say, quieter now, real.
āThanks. For racing clean. For not pushing too hard.ā
His gaze softens.
āYou earned it,ā he says. āI just stayed out of your way.ā
You look at him, and for once it doesnāt hurt.
It justĀ feels right.
Like youāre finallyĀ startingĀ again.
Not as what you were, but something new. Something steadier.
The door opens. A staff member calls you both out to the podium room.
āI didnāt puke,ā you tell him, dazed, half-laughing.
He steps forward, curls messy under his cap, cheeks still pink from the sun and emotion.
āYou won.ā
āIĀ won.ā
His arms open without a word. And you fall into them.
For a second, the noise fades. The cameras disappear. Itās just him. Just you.
āIām proud of you,ā he whispers, so quiet no one else could hear it.
You squeeze him tighter. āThank you.ā
Then you pull away, wipe your eyes, and grin. āNext up: Austria. You better keep up.ā
He smirks. āIāll try. La Reine rouge.ā (The red queen)
You blink. āWhat?ā
He shrugs, still smiling. āYouāll get it translated later.ā
-----
Austria
Austria was supposed to be serious.
Sprint weekend. Short, brutal track. No room for error.
But somewhere between the mountain air, the pasta night in the Ferrari motorhome, and Charles finally wearing that stupid team polo with one too many buttons undoneā¦
Things started to feel fun again.
-
Driver Dinner ā Friday Night
Itās the kind of night that doesnāt feel like work.
The sunās dipping behind the mountains. The restaurants terrace is strung with soft lights and red napkins folded into fancy shapes none of you can pronounce. Someone from the kitchen is overcooking garlic bread. Carlos is already on his second glass of wine. And you?
YouāreĀ tryingĀ to act normal.
TryingĀ really hardĀ not to notice how Charles looks across the table with his sleeves pushed up and that laugh that used to beĀ yoursĀ echoing across the space like it never stopped.
āSo,ā Carlos says, swirling his glass like heās in a telenovela. āBe honest. Which one of you is better at keeping secrets?ā
You blink. āWhy?ā
He gestures between you and Charles with a dramatic flair. āBecause there is clearly something going on here, and I refuse to be the last to know.ā
You raise a brow. āCarlos.ā
He leans forward. āY/N.ā
Across the table, Charles is fighting a smile. āMaybe we just communicate better now.ā
Lando chimes in, grinning. āYeah, like when you told her over radio today to stay off your rear wing?ā
You toss a piece of bread at him.
āI was racing,ā you say. āItās called banter. Learn it.ā
Carlos winks. āBanter is foreplay.ā
You nearly snort water through your nose.
Charles? Doesnāt deny it.
He just shrugs, relaxed in a way he hasnāt been all season.
āAnd besides,ā he adds casually, āIf weĀ wereĀ secretly back together, youād think weād be dumb enough to flirt in front of you lot?ā
Silence.
Then Giuliano: āHonestly, yes.ā
The entire table erupts.
You laugh so hard you actually slap Charlesās shoulder.
He looks at you with that damn twinkle in his eye.
And for a second.
Just a second,
It feels like it used to. Like before Monaco. Before the silence. Before the pretending.
Youāre quiet again by dessert.
Carlos is now deep in a debate with an engineer about which gelato flavor is elite. The others are trading sim rig horror stories.
You sip your drink and feel someone watching you.
When you glance up, Charles is already looking away.
But you caught it.
And that smile youāve been holding back?
It finally escapes.
-
Sprint ā Saturday
Short, sweet, chaotic. Charles finishesĀ P3, you takeĀ P5Ā after getting squeezed wide by Oscar.
But itās Sunday that really sets the paddock buzzing.
-
Race Day ā Sunday
Lap 18. Team radio.
Engineer:Ā āCharles, pace is good. Y/N behind on same strategy.ā
Charles:Ā āTell her to stay off my rear wing. Itās not a date.ā
PR rep facepalms. Fred mutters something about needing holy water.
Post-race:Ā P2 (Charles), P4 (Y/N).
Lando tweets:Ā āY/N and Charles flirting over radio like itās Love Island.ā
Carlos reposts with:Ā āSoft launch confirmed? I need mom and dad back together..."
-
Later That Night ā Back at the Hotel
You get a message.
Charles:Ā āNice overtake today. Also, youāre the one who was blushing.ā
You reply:
āShut up. Go to sleep.ā
But you smile the entire time you type it.
---
Silverstone
Silverstone was grey.
Not raining. Not sunny. Just stuck in that British limbo where the air feels like it might cry at any moment.
You arrived early. Charles didnāt.
And that -that- was unusual.
He was always early. Always first in the sim room. First at track walk. First in the debrief seat with his notebook and highlighter like some overachieving student.
But this weekend, he was quieter.
And you noticed.
-
Thursday ā Media Day
The questions were more pointed than usual. Youād placed P1 in FP1. Charles, P6.
You kept getting asked about āmomentum,ā āconfidence,ā ābeating your teammate.ā
He kept getting asked about pressure.
And still, you sat side by side for the press conference.
āYou good?ā you whisper before it starts.
He shrugs. āIām fine.ā
You nudge his knee under the table. āThatās not an answer.ā
He looks at you. Really looks.
And thatās when you realize how tired he is.
Not physically.Ā Emotionally.
You nudge again, gentler. āHey.ā
He exhales. āIām okay. Just⦠not here yet.ā
āThen where are you?ā
He doesnāt say it right away.
Then he murmurs, āAugust. In a quiet place. Without cameras.ā
You blink.
āSummer break?ā you ask.
He nods.
You pause. āWhere?ā
āSouthern Italy. Friendās place near the coast.ā
Your stomach dips.
āā¦Youāre kidding.ā
He frowns. āWhy?ā
āI-ā you bite your lip. āBooked an Airbnb ten minutes from there. Like. Two days ago.ā
You stare at each other.
Then he chuckles. āOf course you did.ā
āPure coincidence,ā you insist, suddenly hot in your race suit.
āSure.ā
You glare. āI didnāt even know where you were going.ā
āI never said you did,ā he says, that stupid smug grin appearing.
You roll your eyes. āDonāt make this a thing.ā
āToo late,ā Carlos says from three seats over.
--
Saturday ā Quali Day
Itās wet.
Classic Silverstone.
Charles struggles in Q2, nearly bins it at Stowe. You hold pole for a heartbeat before George snatches it in the dying seconds.
Youāll startĀ P2. Charles,Ā P6.
Back in the garage, he rips off his gloves a little too sharply.
You wait.
And then...
āYouāre allowed to be frustrated,ā you say, stepping in quietly.
āIām not frustrated,ā he mutters.
āCharles.ā
He looks up. Wet curls flattened to his forehead, eyes sharp and tired.
You lower your voice. āItās not a weakness to feel disappointed.ā
He laughs, short and bitter. āYou think I donāt know that?ā
āI think youāre hard on yourself,ā you say. āI think you punish yourself for things the car canāt even control.ā
You step closer.
āAnd I think I hate seeing you like this.ā
That stops him cold.
You watch him swallow hard, jaw clenching like he wants to say something but wonāt let himself.
āThanks,ā he says softly. āFor⦠whatever that was.ā
āSupport,ā you say.
āFeels dangerous coming from you.ā
You smile. āOnly if you let it be.ā
-
Sunday ā Race Day
The track dried up. The race was electric.
George retired early. You led for half the race. Charles clawed back place after place, hungry like he hadnāt been since Monaco.
Lap 48: You were running P1. He was P3, chasing Lando.
Lap 51: He took P2.
Final lap: Both Ferraris on the podium.
P1: Y/N.
P2: Charles.
P3: Max.
Ferrari drowned in red smoke and champagne.
-
Post-Race ā Cooldown Room
āYouāre two for two,ā he says, walking in still half out of breath.
You blink up at him from the bench. āAnd youāre creeping up on me in points.ā
He tosses you a towel. āScared?ā
āNot of you.ā
You grin. He does too.
You take a sip of water. āThat thing you said the other day.ā
āWhat thing?ā
āAbout August. About being somewhere quiet.ā
He nods.
āYou still want that?ā
He tilts his head. āYou offering company?ā
You pretend to think about it.
Then shrug. āPure coincidence, remember?ā
He grins. āSure.ā
----
Hungary
Hungary was a slow burner.
Tight corners. Technical turns. Strategy-focused. No chaos unless the weather invited it.
And the weather?
Was knocking.
The forecast kept flipping. Every five minutes a new update. Cloud cover, yes. Rain? Maybe. Thunder? Possible.
You wereĀ P3. Charles,Ā P4. Both cars strong. Steady. Waiting for the right storm.
-
Saturday ā Night Before the Race
Dinner was quiet. Everyone focused. No wine this time. No Carlos antics. Just calm.
You sat beside Charles by accident.
Or maybe not.
You didnāt speak much. But your knees brushed under the table.
And this time?
Neither of you moved.
-
Race Day ā Sunday
Lap 28.
The rain hit.
Just as soft as it started, it threw the whole race into chaos.
Charles ran P2. Again. Right behind you. Shadowing you. Protecting you.
Team radio stayed mostly silent.
Because neither of you needed words anymore.
Final Result: P1 ā Y/N. P2 ā Charles. Ferrari 1-2.
Three in a row for you.
And for the first time all season, it felt likeĀ you could breathe.
-
Post-Race ā The Rain Comes Back
The cooldown room was a blur.
Then the podium.
Then the interviews.
Then the chaos.
And finally, finally, you were alone.
Or at least, you thought you were.
You step outside the back of the hospitality tent, just for a minute. The air is wet. The rainās light but steady, misting your hair, cooling your face.
You close your eyes.
āYou always do this?ā a voice says behind you.
You open them. Heās there. Leaning on the wall. Drenched.
You exhale. āNeeded a minute.ā
He walks over. No umbrella. No jacket. Just him.
āYou okay?ā he asks.
You nod slowly. āI think I am.ā
He looks at you like he doesnāt believe it.
But he wants to.
You pull in a breath. āFeels like everythingās moving so fast. Like one minute Iām terrified and the next Iām winning. Again. And people keep looking at me like Iāve already become the person Iām supposed to be and Iām justāā
You stop.
He steps closer.
āYou donāt have to be her all the time,ā he says softly.
You blink.
āYou can just be you. With me.ā
The silence after that stretches. Soft. Real.
Then you say, āYou ever think about us?ā
He doesnāt hesitate. āEvery day.ā
Youāre not sure who moves first.
Maybe him. Maybe you.
But suddenly, his forehead is pressed to yours, the rain dripping from his lashes, and itās like the entire world slows down.
No cameras. No team. No finish line.
Just you and him and the feeling that maybe, just maybe, you never stopped beingĀ something.
āI missed you,ā you whisper.
He closes his eyes.
āI never stopped.ā
And that?
Thatās the moment.
Not dramatic. Not loud.
JustĀ true.
--
Summer Break Begins
The coast of Southern Italy was slow.
Lazy waves. Salty air. Golden light. The kind of place where the world paused and no one expected anything from you.
You both booked different villas.
Ten minutes apart.
You told the team it was coincidence. You told yourselves it was, too.
But the second night, you were at his place. And neither of you left much after that.
-
Day 1
The sand is cool beneath your feet as the sun dips low on the horizon. The skyās turning pink. Heās walking beside you, barefoot, jeans rolled, one hand swinging lazily between you like heĀ wantsĀ to reach for you but wonāt unless you do.
āI hated seeing you win,ā he says, so suddenly you stop.
You look at him.
āNot because you donāt deserve it,ā he adds. āBut because I wasnāt beside you when you got there. Not really.ā
Your throat tightens. āThat was your choice.ā
āI know,ā he says quietly. āAnd Iāve regretted it every day since.ā
You walk in silence for a while.
Then he says, āI missed you. As a person. As my person.ā
You donāt answer with words.
You just take his hand.
And this time?
He doesnāt let go.
-
Day 3
He says he has a plan. You say you donāt do boats. He says youāll survive.
You show up in a linen dress and sunglasses. Heās already shirtless, smirking.
The water is impossibly blue. The sky cloudless. Itās just the two of you, a bottle of wine, and playlists you didnāt know he still remembered.
He drops anchor somewhere secluded, switches the engine off, and the only sound left is the sea.
You both lie on the sunpad, close but not touching.
Until he shifts.
And suddenly heās above you, eyes searching yours, hand gently pushing your hair back.
āYouāre staring,ā you whisper.
āIām allowed,ā he says. āI used to wake up next to you.ā
You reach up. Let your fingers graze his jaw.
āWhat are we doing?ā you ask.
He swallows. āI donāt know. But I donāt want to stop.ā
When his mouth finds yoursāitās slow. Familiar. Desperate in a quiet way. Like both of you are afraid youāll vanish again if you rush it.
You donāt sleep with him that day.
But you fall asleep beside him on the boat, curled under a towel, head on his chest.
And when you wake up, his hand is still in yours.
-
Day 5
Itās after dinner. Wine-soaked. Candle-lit. Youāre sitting on the terrace of your villa, legs in his lap, playlist humming low in the background.
He hasnāt kissed you yet today.
Not because he doesnāt want to.
But because heĀ needsĀ to say it first.
āI want this,ā he says. āYou. Us.ā
You stop playing with the hem of his sleeve.
āBut I want it right,ā he adds. āNo hiding. No fear. No thinking youāll disappear again.ā
You nod slowly. āI want that too.ā
āBut not yet?ā he guesses.
āNot yet,ā you whisper. āLetās keep this just ours a little longer.ā
He leans in. āYouāre already mine.ā
You pull him into a kiss before you can cry.
And when he carries you inside that night, itās not hurried. Itās reverent.
You undress each other like unwrapping something fragile.
When he finally sinks into you, itās not lust. ItāsĀ homecoming.
Slow. Deep. Whispered names. Fingers tangled. Lips pressed to shoulders.
You donāt speak much.
You donāt have to.
Youāve already said everything.
-
Day 8
You come back from the beach to find fairy lights strung across your villaās patio.
A record player spinning something French. A small table set for two.
He walks out from the kitchen barefoot with a dish he clearly didnāt cook.
āLetās pretend weāre normal for one night,ā he says.
You laugh. āWeāre not even pretending weāreĀ not dating.ā
He grins. āNo cameras. No PR. Just you. And me.ā
Dinner turns into dancing.
Dancing turns into kissing.
Kissing turns into bodies pressed against the wall, then the bed, then every surface you can reach.
He makes you come twice before the words even leave his mouth.
āI love you.ā
Itās breathless. Honest. Like heās been holding it for months.
You look at him, sweaty, wrecked, completely yours and say it back.
āI love you too.ā
---
When the break ends, you pack separate bags.
Fly separate flights.
Walk into the paddock forĀ Race 12Ā side by side but not touching.
Just friends.
But at night?
You take the long way back to your motorhome.
And sometimes, when you knock?
Heās already opening the door.
------
Netherlands
The sky over Zandvoort is cloudy. The ocean breeze rolls in from the dunes. The grandstands are orange. Loud. Buzzing. Everyoneās talking about Max.
But the paddock?
The paddock is talking aboutĀ you.
You arrive with sunglasses on, hoodie up, hair slightly wind-swept from the private car ride youĀ didnātĀ take with Charles. Definitely not. You walked in separately. Your PR manager made sure of it.
But your lips are a little too pink. Your smile a little too soft.
And when Charles walks in ten minutes later with the same sunglasses, same wind-swept hair, and that ridiculous barely-there smirk?
Yeah.
People notice.
āYou think they know?ā you murmur beside him as you both wait at the Pirelli media wall.
āI think theyāve always known,ā he replies. āWe just stopped giving them a reason to guess.ā
You lean closer. āYou remember the rules?ā
He recites, low: āNo lingering touches. No inside jokes. No heart-eyes.ā
You grin. āAnd?ā
He shrugs. āNo fucking in the simulator room.ā
You elbow him so hard he coughs.
-
Free Practice ā FP2
He follows you out of the garage. Your helmets tap as you pass in the pit lane. Subtle. Routine.
Except heĀ looksĀ at you just before you pull away, and the cameras catch it.
Reddit explodes:Ā "That was not a 'just friends' glance."
-
Quali ā Saturday
Youāre faster. He knows it.
Your engineer radios in, tells you your Sector 2 is purple.
Charlesās voice cracks through your earpiece:
āBeautiful lap. Go get pole.ā
You do.
And later, when he finds you in the back of the motorhome, towel slung around his neck, hair still damp, he doesnāt touch you. Just smiles.
āYouāre glowing,ā he murmurs.
āSo are you,ā you say back, even though he didnāt win a thing.
-
Race Day ā Sunday
Itās wet. Again. Light drizzle, slick tires.
You start P1. Charles P3.
Lap 28, you're both leading a Ferrari 1-2.
No drama. No fighting. Just clean, perfect coordination.
P1: Y/N.
P2: Charles.
Three wins in a row. Four total. The championship is no longer a dream...itāsĀ real.
-
Post-Race ā Press Room
āSo,ā a journalist starts, āwhatās it like racing alongside yourĀ friendĀ Charles Leclerc, week after week?ā
You smile.
He smiles.
You glance at him, just for a second too long.
And when you answer-
āHeās⦠steady,ā you say. āHeās where I look when Iām overwhelmed. And when I cross the line first, the only person I want to see waiting is him.ā
He turns his head. Slowly.
His eyes are soft.
His voice even softer.
āI feel the same.ā
Your PR rep nearly faints.
Back in the motorhome
You shut the door behind you.
His hands are in your hair before you even breathe.
Lips locked. Breathless.
He breaks the kiss to whisper:
āFriends donāt do this.ā
You grin against his mouth.
āThey do now.ā
-----
Monza
Monza isnāt just a race.
ItāsĀ home.
Not your home. But his. And by now, it feels likeĀ yours, too.
The Tifosi line the track like a sea of worship. Flags wave from balconies. Flares smoke up the sky. Every face wears red.
The pressure? Itās unbearable.
The love? Unmatched.
-
Friday ā Media Day
The questions are nonstop.
āCan Ferrari win at home?ā
āCan Y/N hold her WDC lead?ā
āCan Charles challenge for a win without team drama?ā
No one asks about yourĀ friendship. Not directly.
But when a Sky Sports reporter jokes that you and Charles are "dangerously in sync lately," Charles just smirks.
You?
You sip your water and smile.
TheĀ sameĀ smile you gave him this morning in bed.
-
Saturday ā Quali
Pole goes to Max. You qualify P2. Charles nails P3.
But the radio moment during Q3?
Thatās what stirs the internet.
āLet him know Iām pushing,ā you tell the team.
A beat.
Then his voice:
āYouāre always pushing. Thatās what I love about you.ā
Silence.
Then a clumsy, āI mean. On track.ā
You say nothing.
But youāre laughing inside your helmet.
And so is he.
Reddit is on fire within five minutes.
āThatās what I love about youā?
HELLO?
TELL ME THEYāRE NOT DATING AGAIN I DARE YOU
-
Sunday ā Race Day
Itās chaos. DRS trains. Tire degradation. Early pit stops.
But somehow, itās still a Ferrari 2-3.
P2: Y/N.
P3: Charles.
Max wins. Again.
But the crowd doesnāt care.
Because Ferrari is on the podium.
BecauseĀ youāreĀ on the podium.
Because when the national anthem plays, and Charles looks at you, not like a teammate, not like an ex, but likeĀ everything. The whole world sees it.
You throw your arms around him before anyone else can.
You donāt kiss him. Not quite.
But your face is so close that the cameraman actuallyĀ gasps.
His lips brush your cheek. His hands grip your waist. And when you pull back, flushed and breathless, he whispers:
āA couple more races.ā
You nod.
āThen we stop pretending.ā
-
Garage ā 45 minutes later
Carlos finds you both tucked in a back corner.
āYou two are so bad at hiding things,ā he mutters, peeling a banana.
āWeāre not hiding anything,ā you say.
Charles nods, deadpan. āWeāre just teammates.ā
Carlos raises a brow. āTeammates donāt leave lipstick on each otherās necks.ā
You slap Charles with a towel.
He justĀ smiles.
-----
Azerbaijan
The streets of Baku are slick with heat.
Everythingās close here. No space to breathe. No space to run.
Youāve been riding high for weeks.
Wins. Points. Glances in motorhome hallways. His hand on your lower back when no oneās watching. The kind of soft love youād forgotten how to feel.
So maybe youāre not prepared when it happens.
-
Friday ā Paddock Arrival
You spot her before he does.
Tall. Blonde. Sharp sunglasses. One of those PR-model hybrids who floats between teams and beds with the same trained smile.
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Moments You Wish You Caught on Camera - Charles Version
Charles Leclerc x Reader
Summaryā¦Six Strangers. Six ordinary places. One unforgettable couple. This is a collection of short, cinematic glimpses into Charles Leclercās life with the woman heās loved beyond the track. Seen through the eyes of strangers who just happened to be in the right place, at the right time.
ā Nina, 24, new Ferrari junior marketing coordinator, still figuring out the cafeteria coffee machine, and definitely not ready for what she saw at dinner.
It was supposed to be a celebratory night.
Nina had survived her first week at Ferrari. Five whirlwind days of press releases, brand decks, and learning how to properly pronounce Scuderia. Her small onboarding cohort decided to treat themselves to dinner at a little tucked-away restaurant in Modena. A place so charming it made pasta feel sacred.
They had just started on their second round of drinks when Marco, the guy from media partnerships, nearly choked on his Aperol.
āHoly shit. Donāt look now. Or actually, look. Just not all at once.ā
Too late.
Every head turned toward the restaurant entrance, where a man in soft navy trousers and an unbuttoned white shirt was stepping in with casual ease. Tousled brown curls, sun-kissed skin, a slight smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth.
Charles Leclerc.
But it wasnāt the sighting itself that stunned them. It was the fact that he wasnāt alone.
A woman was tucked into his side, hand interlaced with his. Her long, sundress swayed slightly as they walked. She looked relaxed. Happy. Gorgeous.
Charles pulled out her chair for her, kissed her cheek before sitting down. Then, like it was habit, reached halfway across the table with an open palm. She placed hers on top without hesitation. Their wedding bands sparkled subtly in the candlelight.
āIs that his wife?ā someone whispered.
āHeās married?!ā
āI thought she was a model.ā
āShe looksā¦normal. Like us.ā
But she didnāt look ordinary. Not to Charles. Not by the way he watched her talk, leaning in like every word was the only one worth hearing. Not by the way he reached out and tucked a strand of hair behind her ear like it was muscle memory.
Nina tried to focus on her gnocchi. Failed.
At one point, Y/N laughed, head tilted back, nose scrunched, full-body kind of joy. Charles mirrored it instantly, a low laugh that sounded nothing like the polite one he used in press conferences. This one was real. Unfiltered. Like he hadnāt laughed that way in weeks.
Their food arrived. They shared everything. He offered her a bite, raised an eyebrow when she took too much, then immediately forked over another taste. She stole his drink. He didnāt mind.
When she got up to use the restroom, a waiter tried to clear her plate.
Charles stopped him with a soft, āNon ancora. Sheās coming back.ā
A few minutes later, Nina herself bumped into Y/N by the sink.
āOh! Sorry,ā Y/N said immediately. āI wasnāt watching where I was going. You okay?ā
Nina nodded, starstruck. āYeah. You justā¦you look beautiful.ā
Y/N smiled warmly. āThatās sweet. Thank you. Iām still getting used to wearing heels again.ā
She complimented Ninaās dress before ducking into a stall. Completely normal. Completely kind.
Back at the table, the mood between Charles and Y/N had shifted. Softer. Closer.
Her fingers trailed along the stem of her wine glass. His hand rested low on the back of her chair. She leaned in, whispering something in his ear that made his eyes darken instantly.
A beat later, he flagged down the server, dropped a stack of bills with zero ceremony, and stood to help her into her coat.
Their exit was quiet, but Nina caught it allāthe way Charles held her hand like it was something sacred. The way he looked at her like no one else in the room mattered. The way her laugh floated back toward them as they disappeared through the door.
The table sat in stunned silence for a moment.
Then Marco muttered, āForget TikTok edits. That was the real thing.ā
And Nina, with stars in her eyes and a stupid grin on her face, finally took a sip of her now-warm wine and whispered, āI think I just witnessed a rom-com in real life.ā
THE RAINY TRAIN RIDE TO MONACO
ā Henri, 72, retired art teacher, hobbyist painter, and lifelong romantic with a sketchbook full of strangers.
The train rocked gently as rain tapped the windows in a steady rhythm. Henri sat by the window, sketchpad in hand, capturing the silhouettes of the passengers around him.
He wasnāt looking for anything special. Just shapes. Light and shadow. Faces in thought.
But then he saw them.
A young couple seated across the aisle. The man in a navy sweater and loafers, his arm draped casually over the shoulders of the woman tucked into his side. She had her knees drawn up, a book open but forgotten in her lap. Her head rested against his chest, eyes closed, their fingers lazily intertwined.
Henri watched them for a long while.
They didnāt speak. Didnāt scroll on phones. They just... were.
So he sketched. Quietly. Carefully. The tilt of her head, the curve of his hand on her hip, the ease in their closeness. Love looked different in every face he drew, but this one, it felt familiar.
When the conductor called out Monaco as the next stop, the man gently nudged the woman awake with a kiss to her temple. She stirred, blinking herself back into the world, then smiled up at him with a look that could warm marble.
Henri stood and approached them slowly, sketchbook in hand.
āExcuse me,ā he said in accented English.
They looked up, surprised.
āI hope you donāt mind,ā he continued, turning the book around to reveal the drawing. āYou two... you reminded me of me and my wife. Many, many years ago. On this same train.ā
Y/N blinked at the portrait. āOh. Oh wow⦠this is beautiful.ā
Charles smiled, touched. āMerci. Thatās incredibly kind.ā
Henri smiled back. āHold on to each other. Make time to listen more than you speak. Kiss even when youāre tired. And never, ever stop choosing each other, even on the hard days.ā
He handed them the sketch, carefully torn from the spiral binding. āYou look like youāre just beginning something worth everything.ā
They thanked him quietly as he returned to his seat.
When the train stopped, Charles tucked the drawing carefully into his bag. As they stepped onto the platform, the rain still gentle, Y/N looped her arm through his.
āThat was lovely,ā she said.
Charles nodded, a little quiet. āIt was. I think I want to grow old like that.ā
She looked up at him. āWith me?ā
He gave her a look so full of affection it made her chest ache. āOnly with you.ā
They walked on, the smell of rain in the air, hearts warm beneath their coats, a paper memory folded between them.
MEDIA DAY MADNESS
ā Gianna, 31, freelance makeup artist, first Ferrari gig, not mentally prepared to witness Charles Leclerc in husband mode.
The media room at Ferrari HQ was buzzing.
Cameras, lights, clipboards, producers pacing like the fate of the universe rested on the exact timing of a five-second promo shot. Gianna was on her third espresso and her second emergency beauty blender, and it was only 9:12 a.m.
She wasnāt new to chaos. Sheād done shoots for footballers, actors, even a royal once. But this, Formula 1 pre-season media day, was its own monster.
Her assignment: keep Charles Leclerc looking like he hadnāt just stepped off a red-eye from Monaco.
He was scheduled for his final touch-up after a round of interviews, but when the call sheet hit a ten-minute delay, Gianna found herself camped near the back hallway, grateful for the silence.
Thatās when she heard laughter.
Not the stiff PR kind. The kind that made you want to smile even if you didnāt know the joke.
She glanced up just in time to see him.
Charles. Not in front of a camera. Not in fireproofs. Just⦠Charles. Hoodie pulled over his curls. One hand wrapped around a paper coffee cup, the other linked tightly with a woman walking beside him.
She was half-laughing, half-whispering something into his shoulder, and he was clearly trying (and failing) not to laugh back. It was the kind of laugh that made him bite his lip. Crinkle his eyes. Lean in like her words were gravity.
Y/N.
Gianna had heard her name floating around all morning. She wasnāt crew, but everyone knew she was coming.
The wife.
She didnāt expect her to be so⦠casual. In jeans and white sneakers, with her hair loosely tied and the kind of face that made natural look like magic.
They disappeared around the corner for a moment. When they reemerged, they were each holding a croissant, whispering like kids playing hooky.
Charles was smiling at her like there werenāt fifty cameras waiting. Like he didnāt have the weight of an entire nation on his back. Like nothing else existed.
When they passed by, Gianna tried not to stare.
Charles nodded politely. Y/N caught her gaze and smiled warmly.
āSorry,ā Y/N said, motioning toward the pastries. āWe were on a very serious mission.ā
āVital carbs,ā Charles added solemnly.
Gianna laughed. āWell, you look a lot more relaxed than everyone else here.ā
Charles shrugged. āThatās her fault.ā
He looked at Y/N like he meant it. Like that ten-minute delay had been a gift.
Back in the makeup chair minutes later, Gianna set to work while Charles scrolled through his phone.
āCan you hold still for just a sec?ā she asked.
He nodded, put the phone down.
Gianna caught a glimpse of the screen as he locked it.
It was a photo.
Of Y/N. Wearing his hoodie. Holding the coffee she clearly didnāt want to share. Smiling at the camera like he was the only person whoād ever made her laugh that hard.
She didnāt mean to say it, but it slipped out anyway.
āYou really love her.ā
Charles blinked, surprised, then nodded once. āYeah. I do.ā
Gianna stepped back, brush in hand, heart weirdly full.
Sheād done hundreds of faces. Watched hundreds of men step into their public personas. But in that quiet ten-minute window, sheād seen something else entirely.
Not Charles Leclerc, the Ferrari driver.
Just Charles. Someoneās husband. Someone who looked at his wife like she was the only peace heād ever known.
Gianna made a mental note to text her sister:
You wouldnāt believe who I saw today. But more than that⦠you wouldnāt believe how he looked at her.
RAIN DELAY AT SILVERSTONE
ā Freya, 22, student photographer, soaked to the bone, and emotionally unprepared for the Leclercs in the rain.
The sky had opened up over Silverstone in biblical proportions.
Freya was soaked, her camera strap sticking to her neck, her waterproof jacket failing miserably, and her feet dangerously close to pruning in her boots. The race had been delayed indefinitely, the grandstands were buzzing with energy and impatience, and umbrellas popped up like mushrooms across the paddock.
She was huddled under the eave of the Ferrari hospitality tent, trying to dry her lens, when she spotted them.
Charles Leclerc and his wife, walking hand in hand through the paddock like the rain had been invited.
No umbrella. No sprinting for cover. Just strolling.
Y/N was wearing an oversized Ferrari rain jacketāclearly his, if the way it swallowed her was anything to go byāand she kept tugging the hood back so she could look up at the sky.
Charles said something, and she laughed. Head thrown back, cheeks flushed, soaking wet and absolutely glowing.
Freya raised her camera instinctively. Not to shoot, not professionally. Just to remember.
Charles glanced up, spotted her, and offered a small smile. Not the PR smile. Not the podium smile.
Just⦠soft.
Y/N nudged him and whispered something.
He grinned. Turned toward her. Tucked a dripping strand of hair behind her ear.
And kissed her.
Slow. Steady. Rain clinging to their lashes. The kind of kiss that looked like a thank you. Like a promise.
Freyaās heart thudded.
Later, she spotted them again near the garages. Y/N stood on the edge of the pit lane, arms wrapped around herself, watching the water pool across the tarmac.
Charles came up behind her and wrapped his arms around her waist, pulling her back into his chest.
āI always liked the rain,ā he said quietly.
She leaned back. āWhy?ā
āBecause it slows everything down. Even racing.ā
She turned in his arms, pressed her forehead to his. āYou hate slowing down.ā
āExcept for you,ā he said.
Freya snapped the photo before she could second guess it.
Back home, she kept the shot for herselfāframed it even. Because no one else needed to see it.
Not the fans. Not the sponsors. Not the media.
It wasnāt for them.
It was for the kind of love that didnāt need a checkered flag. Just a rain delay and the right person to walk slow with.
THE PLAYGROUND SURPRISE
ā Clara, 27, nanny with a mild caffeine addiction and a wild 3-year-old charge, not expecting to make a new mom friend.
āHi! Is this seat taken?ā
Clara looked up from her iced coffee, blinking in the midday Monaco sun. A woman about her age was standing beside the park bench, a toddler on her hip and a tote bag slung over one shoulder.
āNope, youāre good!ā Clara scooted over, wiping condensation from the bench.
āThank you. Iām Y/N, and this little troublemaker is Colette.ā
The toddler flashed a big grin, curls bouncing as she waved. āHi!ā
āIām Clara. That chaos gremlin over there on the slide is Matteo. I nanny for his family.ā
Y/N smiled wide, dropping onto the bench with a sigh. āGod bless you. Seriously.ā
āRight back at you,ā Clara replied, amused.
As their kids played, they fell into easy conversation. Clara found herself surprised by how down-to-earth Y/N was. She swore like a sailor, offered Clara half her granola bar without asking, and immediately launched into a rant about the judgmental moms at the other park by the marina.
āSwear to God, if one more woman side-eyes Coletteās snacks or asks me if Iāve considered yoga for āpostpartum toning,ā Iām going to fake my own death,ā Y/N muttered.
Clara barked out a laugh. āOkay, where were you two months ago when I was trying to survive toddler teething alone?ā
āProbably crying over a lost pacifier under the fridge,ā Y/N replied without hesitation.
It was easy. Uncomplicated. Until Clara noticed the tote bag.
āWaitāis that the limited edition Gucci monogram tote?ā she asked, eyes wide.
Y/N looked down, rolled her eyes fondly. āUnfortunately. My husband got it for me on āInternational Stay-at-Home Parent Day,ā which is fake, by the way. He just knows I yell if he buys me expensive stuff for no reason.ā
Clara laughed but clocked the massive ring on Y/Nās finger next. It was gorgeous. Eye-watering.
Before she could say anything, Y/Nās phone buzzed. She picked it up without looking. āHi, baby. Yeah. The park near the bakery. Sheās on the slide in the pink overalls.ā
Y/N hung up and looked at Clara. āMy husbandās coming by. He has meetings later and wanted to see Colette before bedtime.ā
āThatās really sweet,ā Clara said, thinking of her own bossāwho couldnāt be bothered to FaceTime.
Y/N just smiled, a bit dreamy. āYeah. Heās really good to us.ā
A few minutes later, Clara heard the soft rumble of a high-end engine pulling into the lot. She turned just in time to see a sleek Ferrari park like it belonged there.
Out stepped Charles Leclerc.
Clara froze.
Hair tousled, sunglasses on, casual hoodie and joggers like it wasnāt Monacoās golden boy striding toward them. The man her employers followed like religion. The one with posters in every other shop window.
He didnāt glance at the bench. His eyes were on Colette.
āHi, mon ange,ā he called out. Colette squealed and sprinted toward him, launching into his arms. Charles lifted her with ease, doting and soft.
Y/N stood to greet him with a kiss. He tucked her into his side immediately, one hand slipping under the hem of her shirt to rub her back like it was second nature.
āOhāCharles, this is Clara. Weāve been bonding over snack packs and judgmental moms.ā
Clara tried not to choke. āHi. Nice to meet you.ā
Charles gave her a kind smile and nodded. āYouāve got the good bench spot. Shade always disappears by 4.ā
They chatted a few minutes more. Colette returned to the jungle gym, this time with Charles trailing behind like her personal security.
Clara turned to Y/N, eyebrows high. āSo⦠youāre married to Charles Leclerc?ā
Y/N snorted. āI know. Doesnāt fit the vibe, right?ā
āHonestly, youāre way cooler than I expected a Formula 1 wife to be.ā
Y/N winked. āDonāt tell the other ones. They still think I know what a diffuser does.ā
Clara would end up texting her sister that night: Met the love of Charles Leclercās life today. Spoiler alert: itās not F1. Itās her.
THE STADIUM GLANCE
ā Lina, 25, team hospitality staffer at Ferrari, trying to keep her head down⦠until she catches sight of the man who once changed her life.
Lina didnāt mind her job. She liked the behind-the-scenes chaos, the espresso machines, the rush of getting everything just right. What she didnāt like was how invisible it sometimes made her feel.
Except once.
One night after a long debrief, sheād been hiding in a tucked-away hallway outside the paddock garage, trying to stop herself from crying after her student loan payment failed to go through again.
āWhatās wrong?ā came a voiceācalm, accented, quiet.
She looked up to find Charles Leclerc.
She was horrified. Embarrassed. Tried to brush it off.
But he stayed.
Asked again.
She broke. Told him everything in a flood of panicked breath: about school, money, her brother she helped support.
Charles didnāt say anything at first. Just pulled out his phone, typed for a moment, and told her to check her email.
There was a Ferrari scholarship grant in her name. Paid. Approved.
When she looked up, he was already walking away.
He never mentioned it again.
Lina never told a soul. She didnāt want to cheapen it by turning it into gossip.
----
Months later, Lina was at a Monaco football match with her cousin, box seats, courtesy of a friend of a friend. She wasnāt expecting much.
Until she saw the Ferrari suite next door.
Just two people inside.
Charles.
And a woman.
Y/N.
Sheād never seen him like that.
Not on a podium. Not in the garage. Not in full sponsor-mode.
Just⦠soft.
Y/N was visibly pregnant, cradling her bump in one hand and a hot dog in the other. Charles had his arm slung over the back of her chair, pressed so close it looked like heād never moved.
They laughed at something together. Y/N nudged him with her shoulder and leaned back against his chest. Charles responded by wrapping both arms around her middle and dropping his head onto her shoulder.
For a full five minutes, he didnāt move.
Just rubbed small circles over the fabric stretched across her belly. Pressed a kiss to her temple. Let her feed him bites of cotton candy like it was a Michelin-star meal.
Lina watched, heart caught in her throat.
At one point, Charles pulled out his phone and snapped a picture of Y/N mid-laugh. He looked at it, smiled to himself, and locked the screen like it was something private. Sacred.
Lina had to blink back tears.
Toward the end of the match, Y/N looked sleepy. Charles helped her put on his jacket, held her hand while she stood, and tucked a hand under her belly with almost reverence as they exited the suite.
They never saw her watching.
But Lina never forgot.
She still has that grant email in her inbox. Still opens it on hard days. Not for the money.
But for what it meant:
There are still people who quietly show up when it matters most. And sometimes, they sit beside you in the stands, more in love than ever.
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Summary... Sheās the team chef. Heās the star driver. Their relationship is five years strong and completely off the grid. Until someone posts a blurry kitchen photo.
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They never meant to keep it a secret.
Not really.
It just⦠happened. A quiet kiss after a chaotic race weekend. Her hand in his under the table in a dim-lit Madrid bar. Long-distance phone calls turning into midnight visits. Then, somehow, five years slipped by.
And not one soul in the paddock had any idea that their golden boy was head over heels in love with the teamās private chef.
Not even Lando. (Which still blows Carlosās mind.)
It wasnāt about shame. It wasnāt even about the media. It was about keeping something just for them. Something untouched by cameras or rumors or PR managers who thought a bachelor driver sold better than a devoted one.
So they made a quiet deal: no photos, no soft launches, no slip-ups. She had her own job, her own identity. And CarlosāCarlos had his career, his fans, his carefully polished image.
But it only takes one blurry photo.
----
The image surfaces on a Tuesday. Posted in the corner of a carousel dump by a friend of a friend of someone from the hospitality team. Itās not even meant to be about them. Itās a vibe photo, plates of food, warm lights, kitchen banter. But in the third picture, in the back corner, you canĀ justĀ make them out.
Carlos is standing at the pass, elbow propped against the steel counter, body angled toward her. Heās smiling, no,Ā laughing. That open-mouth, eyes-crinkled kind of laugh he only does around her. Sheās mid-motion, pouring olive oil into a pan, but her face is tilted toward him with the softest grin.
No tags. No caption. Just one blurry moment.
But the fans? TheyĀ notice.
āCarlos Sainz Spotted Flirting with Team Chef?ā
āNew Paddock Romance Incoming?ā
āWhoĀ isĀ the woman in the kitchen?ā
She finds out when her phone starts buzzing nonstop. It takes three group chats, two missed calls from her cousin, and a text from the teamās media officer before she sees the photo.
Her stomach drops.
She scrolls through the comments, heart hammering. Some are harmless. Some invasive. A few kind ones. A few ugly ones. All of them loud.
When the door to the kitchen swings open, she already knows who it is.
Carlos walks in, cap low, sunglasses still on.
She doesnāt say anything, just wipes her hands on her apron and waits.
He slides off his sunglasses. āYou saw it?ā
She nods. āYou?ā
āOf course.ā He steps closer. āDo you want me to talk to the team? Ask them to get it taken down?ā
She hesitates. āWould it even matter? People already screenshot it. Itās everywhere.ā
He sighs. āI didnāt want it to come out like this.ā
āI know.ā
Silence settles between them like flour dust in the air.
Then, Carlos reaches for her hand. āBut maybe⦠itās time.ā
Her eyes flick up. āYou sure?ā
He nods, steady and certain. āIām tired of pretending you're not the best part of my life.ā
She smiles, small and nervous. āEven if the world goes crazy?ā
āI donāt care.ā His thumb brushes over her knuckles. āLet them. Iāve had you to myself for five years. I can share⦠a little.ā
The post goes up that night.
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@carlossainz55:
Five years, twenty circuits, one kitchen, and a thousand meals later.
About time you all met the woman who feeds my soul and steals my hoodies.
Te amo, cariƱo.
šø [photo of you laughing in the kitchen, this time taken on purposeācrisp, golden light, unmistakable joy]
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The comments explode.
So do the likes.
But the best thing of all?
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The next morning, she walks into the paddock hand in hand with Carlos. No more sneaking. No more hiding.
Summary... Two exes on the same team. They broke up before the season started. Now theyāre forced to work together through 23 races, 5 continents, and one very awkward off-season.
She hadnāt even taken it out. Hadnāt unzipped the pocket or peeled the seal or pulled the contract out to wave it around with that giddy smile sheād practiced in the mirror at least three times before boarding the flight. It was still there, nestled between her passport and a pack of gum, the weight of it heavier than anything sheād ever carried.
Because now it didnāt matter.
Not really. Not anymore.
Charles stood across from her in the tiny Monaco flat they used to call ātheirs,ā eyes hollow and voice eerily steady as he said the words she hadnāt seen coming.
āI donāt think weāre meant to do this anymore.ā
It was quiet. No yelling, no accusations. Just that awful, painful calm, the kind that made her want to scream.
Y/N blinked, confused. āWhat⦠what do you mean?ā
āI meanā¦ā Charles sighed and looked down at the floor like it held answers. āIāve been thinking about it for a while. About us. About how we always seem to miss each other. Maybe itās the timing. Or maybe itās just who we are.ā
She took a step forward. āCharles, weāve been doing long distance for two years. Through back-to-back seasons. Through two team changes. And nowāā Her throat caught. āNow that weāre finally going to be in the same placeāā
He shook his head before she could finish. āThatās the thing. I donāt think being in the same place will fix what we couldnāt make work apart.ā
She stared at him, stunned silent.
She didnāt tell him.
Couldnāt.
Not when he looked like thatālike heād already left.
So instead of pulling out the envelope, instead of saying āI just signed with Ferrari,ā instead of telling him that next season theyād be side-by-side in red, she just stood there and let him walk out the door.
Let him walk away from her. FromĀ them.
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Charles was halfway through his morning espresso when he saw it.
It was a headline. On his phone. In all caps. With her name.
āY/N Y/L/N SIGNS WITH FERRARI FOR 2025 SEASONā
He blinked, then blinked again.
No. No, that had to be wrong. A leak. A rumor. A fake.
He clicked the article.
There was a picture, her in the Ferrari garage, shaking hands with Fred Vasseur, the faintest of smiles on her face. She looked radiant. Calm. Like she belonged there.
And suddenly, it all clicked.
The way she hesitated that night. The way her eyes shimmered like they wanted to say something. The bag she clutched a little too tightly. The silence that fell between āI donāt think weāre meant to do thisā and the door closing behind him.
SheĀ hadnāt told him.
And now, she didnāt have to.
The entire world already knew.
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Charles hadnāt meant to break her.
Heād only wanted to protect himself.
But now, staring at her face on his screen, Ferrari logo above her name, the teamās official welcome post already past a million likesāhe felt like the biggest fucking idiot in the world.
She had signed withĀ Ferrari.
She had signed to beĀ his teammate.
And she hadnāt told him.
His espresso sat forgotten, going cold. He rubbed his jaw, then his temple, then grabbed his phone and pressed call.
It rang twice before his mother answered.
āCharles?ā her voice was sleepy but warm. āIs everything okay?ā
āNo,ā he said, blunt. Then ran a hand down his face. āI mean⦠yes. Iām fine. Itās not urgent. I justā¦ā He sighed. āI need to talk to someone who isnāt paid to agree with me.ā
She chuckled lightly, waking up fast now. āThat bad?ā
He didnāt answer right away.
āShe signed with Ferrari,ā he said finally.
There was a pause. āY/N?ā
āYes.ā
āAnd you didnāt know?ā
āNo,ā he murmured. āI broke up with her before she told me. She was going to. I think. Iāā he swallowed. āI think she was about to when I⦠when I ended it.ā
āOh, Charles.ā
His chest clenched. āWhat the hell do I do now?ā
His mother was quiet for a long moment before she said gently, āYou do your job. You show up. You treat her with respect. And if thereās something still left between you⦠you donāt run from it this time.ā
He closed his eyes, leaned his head back against the wall. āI donāt even know if sheāll talk to me.ā
āThen listen,ā she said. āThatās where you start.ā
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The conference room at Ferrari HQ was buzzing.
Cameras. PR people. Team principals. Engineers. Two seats up front with name placards.
Leclerc
Y/L/N
Charles arrived early. Hair perfect, suit sharp, pretending to scroll through briefing notes while every part of him tensed like a wire ready to snap.
She walked in exactly five minutes late.
Poised. Confident. Dressed in Ferrari red like she was born in it.
And she didnāt look at him.
Not once.
Not even when she sat down right beside him.
The murmurs in the room shifted. Charles caught the whispers.
āWerenāt theyā?ā
āThought they were datingā¦ā
āGuess not anymore.ā
āYikes.ā
He kept his face unreadable. Professional. Cold, even.
But inside, it was chaos.
They hadnāt spoken in over two months. Not a single text. Not a single call.
And now she was here. Acting like they were strangers.
The press conference began. Someone asked about their dynamic. About working together.
Y/N smiled, polished and polite. āCharles and I have known each other for years. Iām excited to be working alongside him.ā
He forced a nod. āThe car comes first. Weāre both here to win.ā
After, when the cameras clicked off, she turned to him finally.
Not warm. Not cold. Just⦠distant.
āHi,ā she said. āGuess weāre doing this.ā
He opened his mouth. Closed it. Then offered a weak, āHi.ā
She nodded once and turned away again, already talking to an engineer.
Just like that.
Like nothing had ever happened between them.
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Barcelona. Bahrain. Silverstone. The preseason carousel began.
And with every media day, every team photo, every launch partyāthey had to stand next to each other. Smile for the cameras. Sit through interviews thatĀ alwaysĀ ended with the same question:
āWhatās it like being exes and teammates?ā
She always deflected gracefully.
Charles wanted to punch something every time.
But the worst was the paddock.
When the paddock learned they werenāt together anymore, it spread like wildfire.
Whispers. Pit wall gossip. Old friends turning sympathetic.
And Y/N⦠she just kept going. Kept performing. Kept posting her sim sessions and race suit fittings like nothing had ever shattered her.
The worst part?
She looked happy.
Or at least better at pretending than he was.
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To be continued...
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