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This is pretty harsh and definitely not sugar-coated, because it’s legitimately what I would tell MYSELF in the past. If you don’t like yelling … please skip this one lol. I’m the pseudo-target, because she had some ridiculous views of herself, her journey and reality. Written after reading some old journal entries, so this is what I’d tell that past version of me to snap myself out of it if I could—knowing what I know now that I shift frequently. Could be helpful for someone else too, but don’t take anything to heart, because these are pretty opinion-specific <3

1) Why are you accepting anything else?

Shifting isn’t some magical teleportation to another place. Manifesting isn’t gaining magical powers and being done with it. It’s a metamorphosis, like it or not. It’s an identity-level mutation, because now you’re no longer a part of the crowd who has accepted one singular reality. Or that manifestation is “too good to be true.” Hello?? That’s not you anymore!

Why are you accepting that you’re just lost and the answer is out there somewhere? That you’re this doomed person who’s been trying for years? Why are you accepting this identity?? And don’t even come at me with the excuses that you’ve “done everything but nothing works,” because right there you ARE accepting it as an identity—saying “hey yeah, I’m the person who keeps trying but nothing works and I’m lost.” Why is THAT the identity you’re giving yourself??

For lack of better words: have some dignity! Lead with arrogant pride! Be stubbborn! Inflate your ego and refuse to label whatever you’re going through as failure. This is not the time to be humble and accepting, even in definition. “I’m someone who’s struggling and can’t get anything right.” HELLO?

I know you’re someone who’s honest and logical, so let’s put aside the law of assumption for a second here and look at it “logically” because it is basic.

If you say you’re stuck—you’ll talk, think, and act like someone who’s stuck.

If you say you’re lost—you’ll start moving through life like a person who’s lost, second-guessing and looking for signs instead of making decisions. Because if you accept that you’re lost, you’re going to take the actions and think like someone who’s lost.

The way you translate reality cues your mind; your mind cues your behavior; your behavior cues your reality. Like an ouroboros. Yes, Clover, how unfortunate it is that you can’t act like you don’t know shit 24/7, and then MAGICALLY KNOW SHIT. YOU’RE NOT EVEN MANIFESTING TO MAGICALLY KNOW SHIT WITHOUT DOING ANYTHING.

The moment you decide you’re not stuck, not lost, not trying—you will start to take actions accordingly. This means that, for example, you’ll decide what needs to be done next instead of searching for the key outside of you. You’ll perceive the lack, mixed signals or signs as part of your intention being fulfilled. Instead of treating it as evidence that you're stuck or don't know what you're doing.

But then you sit there and think “Gee, I already did everything. And everything I do won’t give me results, so I need a key, an answer, a light.” WHAT DO YOU MEAN?? WHAT DO YOU MEAN?? THAT’S THE IDENTITY YOU’RE GOING TO ACCEPT?? You’re going to excuse this as “Oh, but this isn’t helpful because I don’t know what to do anyway, so I guess I’m stuck.”

I need you. To wake up. Like actually wake up.

2) You’ve been given the key a hundred damn times already. A hundred.

Sometimes it’s called the law of assumption, sometimes it’s called letting go and trusting it’s already yours, sometimes it’s a method that tells you to just know it’s already working, sometimes it’s “act as if,” sometimes it’s “live in the end,” sometimes it’s “persist,” sometimes it’s try to achieve this altered state through trial and error. But it’s all the same truth dressed in different costumes: what you want is already yours in some form, and you align by knowing that. YOU. No one else can do it for you.

You sitting there wearing the identity of someone who’s lost, hopeless, searching, waiting for a savior will not cut it. It never did. It’s not about effort—because effort is hit or miss, and sometimes it happens in the moments you least expect it, without lifting a finger.

But do you know why that happens without lifting a finger?? It’s because for a split second, you dropped the damn story and you weren’t TRYING, you were being—even if you were being exhausted and over it. At least you weren’t begging and rehearsing that you’re the “one who can’t shift.” You just existed in a state where the prediction of failure didn’t interfere anymore. Why else do you think you can go to sleep randomly, not expecting anything, and shift?? Manifest without trying??

There is no time, no space, no justification for dropping the assumption, intention, identity, observation—whatever name you give it—just because it didn’t yield instant results. None. Zero. Why? Because, again, this shit is a metamorphosis. You are no longer the person constrained to one reality, one outcome, one timeline. YOU UNCOVERED THE TRUTH.

Every time that you slip back into the old story, you’re rehearsing your defeat. I do not mean you have to ignore your reality, or your circumstances. That’s not necessary. What’s necessary is waking up and altering how you perceive what’s going on around you. Because the moment you intend to have something:

3) You are never not in the process of getting what you want. Never. Ever ever ever ever.

You may hate the term “process,” let this be my filthy propaganda to indoctrinate you. Please let shifting be a process. Let manifestation be a process. Because the answer to everything is to treat it like it’s part of the process. And I do mean everything.

“The shifting method didn’t work.” Part of the process.

“I’m manifesting this person but they won’t text me back.” Part of the process.

“I fell asleep before finishing the method.” Part of the process.

“I feel nothing’s happening.” Still the process.

“I reacted. I cried. I spiraled.” All of it, part of the process.

Every high, every relapse, every agonizing day that feels like nothing’s changing and you don’t know what you’re doing—part of the process. Why? Because:

The second you decide you’re in the reality where it works and start acting accordingly. You claim every single thing that happens as part of the process confirming that your intention is being fulfilled, so that’s now the world you live in.

Awareness begins filtering the world through that lens. Literally. Because you’ve signaled to your awareness that “hey we’re in the reality where we get what we intend, so everything we see from now on is a part of that,” now the yellow brick road path opens up and reality has no choice BUT to lead you where you want.

The trick is to stop treating what’s happening as a mistake. The moment you drop that label, your awareness stops scanning for failure, starts validating progress and observing reality accordingly.

Intention is action— not metaphorically, but functionally. The instant you set an intention, awareness shifts its focal point and reorganizes perception, behavior, and probability around the new reference. And action inevitability breeds what? AN OUTCOME. How the flying fuck are you gonna intend to shift and not shift? What are you worried about?? Never learning the “how” ?? News flash: the how is born from the intention, never the other way around.

When you set an intention, you create a reference point that awareness now has to bridge itself toward. That bridge (the sequence of events, ideas, coincidences, impulses, whatever) is the “how.”

But how are you going to cross that bridge if you still identify with being doomed and stuck?? You’re allowed to have any self concept you want. A negative one won’t stop you from shifting, least of all manifesting— BUT LEAST acknowledge you’re in the process of shifting.

And don’t acknowledge anything else!! BECAUSE NOW THE BRIDGE TOWARDS THAT IS BEING BUILT INSTEAD!!

“I feel stuck and miserable, but at least It’s already unfolding” >> “I feel stuck and miserable, plus I don’t know what to do.”

The former is gonna lead you towards the “how”.

“But a process implies that I don’t have it yet,” “a process implies it’s not instant.”

Dude, even instant things are a process. Blinking is “instant,” and yet if you take into account the muscles contracting, the nerves, the brain signaling—it’s still a process. The second you intended to have it, instantly it became yours in your awareness, in your reality. But even if it were to show up 1 second or 1 week later— it would be a process either way.

Let yourself breathe and accept that you’re in the process of shifting/manifesting. The alternative is constantly flipping between “shifted” and “not shifted,” “manifested” and “didn’t manifest.” As if it’s that black and white. It’s not. It never is. What feels better? Sitting there telling yourself you don’t have your manifestation yet, that you don’t know what you’re doing wrong—or saying that you do have it, you’re just in the process of it unfolding?

Why are you accepting anything else?? Why would you, now knowing that it’s unfolding, approach advice hoping it’ll be the key that’ll make you shift— and then abandon it 2 seconds later when the words you read didn’t magically spawn you into your DR? Do you have any idea how insane you look? When you know that reality is literally whatever you make it to be? Do you? (y’all, I didn’t).

The way you observe reality— be it through the law of assumption, law of attraction, non-duality, idk—it matters. It unfortunately matters. My god I wish it didn’t, but it matters.

So at least, AT LEAST acknowledge that you’re in the process of it unfolding. Just like wavering, contradicting yourself, doubting, and crying won’t stop you from shifting, calling this thing a process won’t delay it.

If anything, it makes it happen faster. Because now you’re defining every moment (the wins, the fails, the lows, the breakthroughs) as part of the process of getting what you want. That automatically tells your awareness it’s observing a reality where it’s inevitably yours. So it’s already guaranteed.

Your ONLY job is to not accept anything else. ... OH! There you go again, saying you “don’t understand, don’t know what to do, that you’re lost” when YOU KNOW FULL WELL THAT —METAPHYSICS ASIDE— IF YOU ACT LIKE A PERSON WHO’S LOST, YOU’RE GOING TO TAKE ACTIONS OF A PERSON WHO’S LOST MOTHER FUCJCJDHSHS

‘Is assuming enough?’ YES.

‘How can I manifest_____’ ASSUME AND PERSIST.

‘this and this is my circumstance__’ DGAF.

‘how and why it’s going to happen if I assume something’ HOW ITS GOING TO HAPPEN IS NOT SOMETHING YOU SHOULD BOTHER, JUST FOCUS ON THE END RESULT. WHY IT WILL HAPPEN? BCKZ YOU SAID SO. LOGIC AND REASON DOESN’T APPLY HERE.

‘Can you manifest for me?’ sigh 🙂‍↕️ no.

‘Which method is best?’ Whatever you decide MY LOVE.

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(I have my own world outside of this blog, I will take time to reply, DON’T SPAM)

“WHAT IF?”

you’ve experienced doubts before, haven’t you?

throughout all of this, whatever you may practice, you’ve had atleast one fleeting thought—“what if it’s not real?”

those five words sound small, harmless even, but they’re heavy, aren’t they?

lingering in the back of your mind,

hiding in pauses between affirmations,

in those moments when everything feels still except your own uncertainty.

“what if I’m wasting my time?”

“what if I never shift?”

“what if I never manifest what I want?”

“what if it never works for ME?”

and I wouldn’t blame you.

you’ve lived your entire life with unconscious assumptions of what is and isn’t possible.

that’s how you grew up.

it’s how we all grew up.

that’s how your mind is programmed to think and work.

anything foreign would cause doubts, panic, ISSUES.

you weren’t born doubting anything magical.

you were taught to. taught that only what can be measured, graded, or dissected deserves to be believed.

and i’m sure that most of you had a thought beginning with what if.

I’ll use one of my old teachers rant for this…

I live in a region called kurdistan! wonderful place, proud to be a kurd—fellow kurds, moot me please—but let me tell you, the school system where I am is HARD.

or maybe I’m not smart enough for it…

REGARDLESS, a lot of students I’m familiar with have anxiety. ministry exams, constant homework, the entire structure of the school system, it’s a lot.

ofcourse, with anxiety comes doubt.

and my teacher was no stranger to the whispers of doubt coming from his students.

he’d seen it all before!

students tearing their nails on exam sheets, whispering prayers to the ceiling and trying to eat the books to… “consume” the information.

yes I’ve done that before shutup

he mentioned once in class, a story about a particular student he had.

it was the end of exam week, no results given to anyone yet; and the student was BUZZING with fear. ranting nonstop to his friend, “what if I don’t pass?”

his voice was exhausted, loud, a stark contrast to my teacher’s chirpy tone directly beside him.

“but what if you pass?”

the student just froze.

maybe out of embarrassment, but you’d think that single question flipped the entire weight of reality on its head.

a single what if had rewritten the story.

my teacher just patted him on the back.

my teacher’s point was—if you’re betting the outcome of something, anything, on a simple, “what if?”

why not let it be positive?

it costs the same amount of energy to say “what if it doesn’t work” as it does to say “what if it already has.”

one drains you, one feeds you.

what do you truly lose by assuming the best outcome?

and I think this can apply to many things, including shifting and manifestation.

if you’re assuming the outcome of a method, a subliminal,

the outcome of your entire JOURNEY, even…

why let it be the negative choice?

why not choose what you want?

what you hope?

and hope isn’t a thing to be taken lightly.

the hopes, dreams and ambitions of mankind create such wonderful and impossible things.

every invention, every movement, every discovery started as someone’s tiny “what if.”

a question whispered into the void that eventually answered itself.

every world you could ever want to live in started as a thought.

your favorite singer, celebrity, BLOGGER,

anyone you see as successful, happy, fulfilled.

they kept going.

some with ambitions,

some with extreme hope,

some with nothing left,

they all kept going.

kept moving.

they could’ve stopped at the slightest doubt that they couldn’t make it.

but they did not.

so why do you?

what makes you so different from them?

the same neurons, the same spark, the same consciousness that shapes reality runs through you too.

the only difference is that you haven’t fully trusted it yet.

you can have fears. you can have doubts.

but always assume, softly under your breath or so loudly that it echoes, it is inevitable.

inevitable like the sunrise, like a heartbeat, like gravity remembering where home is.

it’s not a matter of if. it’s a matter of when.

shifting and manifestation and whatever you practice will not disappear from the fabrics of our world.

you will always have time.

you will always win.

you. can.

and even if you pause,

or crumble,

or forget,

your story doesn’t end there.

what was destined to be yours doesn’t give up on you just because you got tired.

you’re neither first nor the last to succeed.

no one is exempt from doing this.

stop spending your time on sobbing over what is negative and malleable.

your thoughts are malleable.

your assumptions are malleable.

from now on, I better see you cuties lean in at every “what if”—cut it off with a smile, and whisper…

“yeah, what if I win?”

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this shift in perspective empowers you to manifest the kind of connection you desire. letting go of grievances and forgiving past mistakes is essential. carrying old emotional baggage into a new story can hinder progress and perpetuate negative patterns. embrace the opportunity to create a fresh, positive narrative by focusing on the present and building a future based on your desired assumptions.