Kylar

@iincel : errrrr # incel fame?

Woke up and all I can think about is how much better life would be if I could rape someone and cry to them and apologize, while they make fun of me and tell me I’m doing it wrong because they can’t even be scared when im not even able to do it properly

Making me puke and then forcing me to touch myself even though I’m shaking and crying

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Uhm,, hi guys,, I am back :) haven’t been fronting much…I’ll come back with some posts however and activity…

I’ve been watching people’s blogs because I’ve been too nervous to interact,,, and have no ideas to post since all my recent thoughts are just,, embarrassing,,

There’s one of my mutuals,, that when they like my posts I start wagging my tail and shaking because I’m horrified that they know I exist yet I get so excited to see them notice me…

It makes me slightly embarrassed that I am so happy about it,,, as my headmates make fun of me…but I can’t help it..

I can handle a lot,, but getting blocked??? Ough I cannot handle that,, it makes me sick and makes me wanna mutilate myself until I’m unrecognizable just so hopefully they see me and feel guilty about blocking me,,, goddddd I hate being blocked and I can’t even contact them any other way,,

Can I bleed on you? Sorry,, but like can I please bleed on you? Just a tiny bit? You won’t even notice please please please I just wanna get a bit of blood on you please I promise I won’t ask again if you let me just like get a drop of blood on you and then I’ll clean you after just if I could bleed out on you for a little bit,, that would be greatly appreciated,, I’d be so grateful,, please

Thinking about someone cutting me up and then fingering the wounds,,, drools

Do me a favor little one, whenever I send you an ask I want you to always address me as your Superior. It's only "Sir", " Master ", and " God". That won't be too hard now will it?

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Sorry sir,, I didn’t mean like in an equal way I just wish to appease you,, and be able to atleast come close to meeting your expectations sorry again,, I would never wish to disrespect you

It’s so awkward,,, my headmates are so socially outgoing even if they’re horrible at it,, and I avoid the possibility of having to interact with people as much as possible,,

This blog is like…pushing me out of my comfort zone,, it actually makes me severely uncomfortable but I’m trying to push myself,, and talk to people,, rather than being pathetic and only whining about wanting to interact with ppl