POWERFUL

really wanting to write. like really wanting to, to the point where the words are already in your head and you can see every damn scene with such vivid imagery it’s like something you’ve already watched or witnessed or experienced - knowing exactly how your character feels in that place, able to basically feel their brain spinning through their thoughts, how their heart rate is, right down to the smell around them. but when you sit down to do it, all you can pull up is a blank. so you’re left staring at this white screen, tensed, and aching to write.

and it’s not just a ‘oh i want to do this’. it’s an ache. one that’s literally in your bones. so deep that you can’t shake it. it’s an ache that makes your heart thunder. i can feel that shit in my ears. i can’t breathe right - i can feel all the words bubbling in my veins, tingling just back from my fingertips and yet... nothing. not a single word comes up to actually be put down.

@iiimpasse

     “i don’t mean to pry but.. cheryl are you sure you’re okay?”