Love And Regret

All the seasons seem to be fading

I haven’t felt warmth in awhile

The unwavering winter is not hesitating

It’s like I haven’t felt since I was a child

All of the pain has since faded to ash

Its like all of my feelings no longer clash

I have no energy

I have to will

I think it might be time to pop that final pill

The pill of happiness is it’s name

Ending all pain in your life is just it’s game

All of this existential dread you feel

Can be ended with this tiny pill

Since all the seasons seem to be fading

it feels easy to end your life without hesitating

Time to take one last look at your life, and end it all

Floating through this endless wasteland of black

I wonder shall I ever look back

I see stars that are nonexistent

My brain begins to turn persistent

I look at my oxygen meter

It seems to be a tad weaker

Huston breaks the silence and asks for a reply

All I could do is break down and cry

For they have something that I do not