can i not fucking miss wayne rn actually why do I miss you so fucking bad genuinely wy why whyw hwy why
you must be so disappointed in me im so sorry i failed you so many times i ruined your life probably and i know you ruined mine but i want you back so badly i dint know why. it's never going to happen and im happy it wont but i yearn for the familiar pain and comfort you held when we were still friends im so sorry i wasnt there for you enough I got tired of it and its my fault its all my fault im sorry imsorry imsoryr i ruined everything all i ever do it ruin everyones life how does ANYonE like me i should just killmyself so i dont ruin anything else im fine guys im fine!!! its OKAY!!!!! i'll just.deal with it. whtever wayne can you come to my house irl and fucking shoot me or smth please like kill me you deserve it you deserve to kill me i ruined it i ruined it i ruined everything
you SHOULD be disappointed in me.
wayne if you see this im sorry







