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living in usamerican society makes people act antisexually, antierotically, and deeply perversely but not even in a hot way. it just makes people intensely consumeristically fetishistic, unaware of it, and impossible to actually fuck at all and almost no one is open to or capable of sex being anything other than a premeditated set of actions never more than on a purely physical level.

this isn't all or maybe even most of why i have a raps fetish. and a fetish it is unfortunately. but if you aren’t willing to turn me into one of your endlessly consumable objects. if you don't even feel strongly enough to snuff out the variable of my consent to touch me, to look at me (like all the other girls.) how can i know i am desired?

and if you want access to my personality sexually… i must be made more than an object. a rival to be defeated

living in usamerican society makes people act antisexually, antierotically, and deeply perversely but not even in a hot way. it just makes people intensely consumeristically fetishistic, unaware of it, and impossible to actually fuck at all and almost no one is open to or capable of sex being anything other than a premeditated set of actions never more than on a purely physical level.

this isn't all or maybe even most of why i have a raps fetish. and a fetish it is unfortunately. but if you aren’t willing to turn me into one of your endlessly consumable objects. if you don't even feel strongly enough to snuff out the variable of my consent to touch me, to look at me (like all the other girls.) how can i know i am desired?

i wnt to get passed around at a neo nazi rally but the closest i can get is the local queer meetup