~so tired!~

How often can you break until there is nothing left of you?

“If there’s one last wish I have before I die it’s that I get to see your beautiful face one more time. I want to hear that voice that makes me melt. I want to look into your breathtaking brown eyes and kiss you one last time. I want to hug you and feel your warm embrace, the way you envelope me completely, I need to memorize what that feels like. I want to make you laugh, I really need to hear your laugh one last time. I want to see that gorgeous smile that makes me forget how to breathe. I’ll be lying to myself if I say I don’t want so much more than one last time. But, you don’t want me. I can’t have forever but let me have a one last time? Please? Please let me say goodbye?”

“Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worse kind of suffering.”

“Why do I miss your love so bad when it’s something I never really had?”