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It's real love when you can do this to your dog and they don't get mad at you for it 🐶

I will try to add as many people as I can, but message me for the new URL. And unless if I don't know you well enough, sorry I won't be giving it to you

Okay so I ignored a person who started following me and then changed my URL, will they still be able to find me?

One friendship and two tests done and it's only Wednesday? I am OVER this week already

Uchi! It is rated the best restaurant right now in Houston and I have heard nothing but raves about it so why not. Plus it's Japanese food so I know it'll be amazing.

So thank YOU for being there for me! It means a lot!

I'm pretty hurt and upset y'all. I'm on my phone so forgive my mistakes and formatting. This will probably be pretty lengthy. For the better part of last year my "best friend" was completely absent from my life. I felt like the only time I saw her was when she was obligated (she was the MOH for my wedding) or when her bf now fiancé came into town. Towards the end of the year I wouldn't even try because she would just ignore every text or make an excuse. She moved to Colorado at the beginning of this year to be with her fiancé. I told her "hey there's only a certain amount of days I can see you until you leave let me know when you wanna meet up!" She of course ignored it. So for her going away thing (which was at a shitty smokey sports bar) I didn't go. Now I understood I can be brash and insensitive at times. She is obviously close to her family (even though they threatened to disown her if she went to college so it may have been forced) and her sister had caught some type of cervical cancer early. I told her at one point if she needed anything to let me know. For my wedding events she didn't plan anything until either I addressed it needed to be planned or another bridesmaid did that I was complaining to. That was frustrating. My bridal shower was hosted my my MIL and basically I ran the entire show saying okay now we're going to do this. Plus I had to pay for things and send out the invites with her name as the host. Hah. At one point in our relationship she disappeared for a year! An entire year and she didn't talk to anyone!!! I finally busted down her door and asked her what the eff her problem was and we became friends again (that was around 2011 we had already been friends for around 2 years by then). I wrote her an email because the entire time she's been moved away this year I haven't gotten one single text besides one about a stupid wine bottle. Not even a "hey! Denver is great!" thing. I told her that I wasn't mad and I was sorry if I was impatient (which I can be very easily) insensitive or what have you. I told her she hurt my feelings and gave her basically all those examples from above and then some and how I really wanted to repair our relationship and I hope things can work out. I even told her I felt like an ex boyfriend constantly fighting for our "relationship". I sent that on early Sunday and she hasn't even replied. Not even to the two texts I sent asking her if she got it. Ugh. I am like legit crying about this but how in the hell do you do this to a person? She told me I would be her matron of honor and we would Skype all the time when she moved. I just feel so hurt. Most of my posts about shitty friends the past couple years have been about her. It freaking sucks too cause my "true" best friends (the ones I've known since kindergarten and 7th grade) the ones who actually told her to get her shit together for my wedding stuff are in Spain and Louisiana working at jobs they love. This is why I complain about not having friends so often. Because someone who calls me her best friend treats me like shit basically. And if any of y'all knew me personally you would know how HARD it is for me to break from my shell and become friends with another person. I literally freeze up any time I have to talk to some one new. I literally stutter and shit. Anyways I'm not trying to get sympathy from not being able to make friends. I am just really hurt and feel like I'm being taken advantages of. I really want to be her friend but I can't if she doesn't even make an effort! I've hung out with just her once in an entire year!!!! Ugh you guys. So there's my "confession" I guess. This had been eating away at me for a couple years now and now it's gotten to this. I am just really sad.

Eddie and I love watching the figure skating! Lucy's have none of it! 👯💃

In about a month is our first anniversary and then my birthday!!!!!!!!

Today was such a great day! Surprise donuts, new tea, Valentine's mani, pupcakes and cupcakes, a nice dinner and now Patrick and I are getting wine drunk and literally having a dance party in the living room. Pups included!!