Jan 22, 2020
facing the pain
I have my person already. so why I am looking for someone else? Is it the fear of being alone? The pain of not having her right now? It does not make sense the desesperate feeling to go out and meet someone else. I already have her.Â
The point is that looking for someone else is like a distraction. It feels better short term, because I do not have to deal with the pain. But as I said, it is only a temporary mecanism... I think I have no option other than face the pain. It hurts to write this down... but maybe is the only way out.
