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But you don’t even know why.

So all you can do is just sob

While shaking your head

And just

Saying

‘I don’t know

I don’t know I don’t know

Sometimes i wonder, if i would be good enough, when i would be skinny.

Sometimes i wonder, if being skinny is everything to be.

Sometimes i wonder, if this circle will ever close.

Sometimes i wonder, if this is just what i deserve.

8. almonds, flat out didnt work

7. shreddies, didnt work that well

6. raisins, you have to eat lots of raisins for it to work

5.cranberries, works but there are better options

4.prunes, the og

3.olive oil, disgusting to consume but works

2.chia, delicious and fast

1.salt water, the best shit ever, fast and straight up empties your bowel, rlly gross but its a good laxative

hope this kinda helps :D

TW NOT PRO

•smoking/vaping (personally helps me fight the urges and cigs burn cals!)

•washing dishes (washing gross food dishes with old food all over makes me never wanna eat again lmao)

•drink tea/coffee (personally helps suppress my appetite)

•watching vs fashion shows/catwalks (one of my fav pastimes plus it’s literally thinspho)

•eating cough drop (especially if you’re craving something sugary it helps so much)

•drink protein shake (keeps you full for longer and protein actually helped me lose weight, and they got yummy low cal recipes)

•plan meals out (when eating low cal and don’t want to binge plan your meals out the day ahead and when you’ll have them so you won’t feel tempted to snack throughout the day)

Stay safe <3