Switch life: What's going on in my head!
I honestly don't know how to label this l, but here it goes!
About 6 weeks ago I underwent something that caused me to question if I have Autism as well as ADHD; and that has sent my world into a spin!
Since then I've questioned everything about who I thought I am!
I realise I'm really good at roleplay because I've been playing a character my whole life, the character I thought everyone wanted me to play.
The one that I thought gave me value!
Here I am at 47, realising that I'm this whole other person! Understanding I'm Queer and Non Binary is one thing.
The "I was a baby, then a Switch, then a Daddy DL, who's back to Switching" game is funny.
And I feel like I'm part rejecting my desires for submission and littleness out of a fear that it makes me less?? That's something that needs to change!
The last few days I have realised that I can put my ass up in the air and take my boy, I can accept the care of a Daddy and be his boy; and I can still be a Daddy Dom to my boy!
Everything is a mask! A mask that needs to drop!
But here I am making changes, redefining who I am!
I'm definitely not a Goth, that was me still trying to fit in at school!
It's why I admire Riley, that kiddo wears his Thomas clothes with pride! And doesn't care what you think, my little hero!
I'm definitely a bit more fun and whimsical!
And I'm definitely is loving wearing Nappies!
I know I'm loved, and have the most loving partner at my side, who apparently is a very Kinky Dom!
Again thank you to everyone who's been supportive and accepting - so much love!
Be who you are, and love every minute you !
