Jonathan

Pretty much sums up everything atm, and remember; no relationship is going to last forever

You and I are different, we had our fights. I regret every single one of them. If I could rewind time, just so I could stop myself from starting our fights, I would. Eventhough we both were harsh against eachother and that we were different individuals which didnt make us work out together, which made us go separate ways. I still love you, shit im crying rivers atm. Why me? Why us? Why didnt it work out longer for us? You were the only person in the world who made me feel worthy and loved. I will never forget you. Im sorry, for everything.

I probably lost it, im certain that I will spend seconds, minutes, hours even days crying. I wish things could work out better. I wish that I will remain sane.

I dont want to make you angry, I dont want you to be sad because of something stupid Ive done. I dont want to sit up all night thinking of the things that recently happened or things that happened in the past. I dont want to overthink so much, its a plauge. I dont want to be weird in a bad way. I dont want to make your parents wondering why I acted in the way I did. I dont want you to stop love me. I want to be as good as possible. I want to show you that I love you more than you ever could imagine.

Slice and dice

The end is coming.

I Don't want to grow up. I want to live this life, im good with that.

I love her more than sharks love blood.