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taped so good rn im close.....

i don't really have special needs i'm just incompetent. i can solve an equation and write a book but i can't figure out how to use the settings on my phone or how to run without hurting my hips or how to download a game or how to repeat a melody on fl studio or turn up the drive on an amp or

sound is everything to me i think. i play guitar for like 6 hours a day. i listen to music for the other 18. my autistic sensitivity is with sound. 2 things i find most attractive in someone i like is always voice and music taste. like.

i have a suspicious amount of catholic-esque guilt for someone who has been majority atheist for their entire lives

keeping a tiny bit of my suicidality alive just in case

shoutout to all the binders and tapers out there in this uk heat

fuck this sutpid fucking humid heat outside im dying im dying im dying. i play a gig tmrw outside in 30 degree humid heat and immm DYIINNGGGG