to make a long story short, i am retiring from the pokémon fandom, and i don't know if i'll ever come back. that's not against anyone here, but i'm tired of feeling rather unwelcome? and having the anxiety plaguing me, because it's not good for my mental health and im finally at the point of acceptance that i have to let go for my own good.

i am not deleting this blog, because i've put so much work into the lore, and that is something i am so, so proud of. ten years of world building and a long time of having fun, but it's time to move on

you can find me on @accelsynchros or @hmrtia - more likely the first one. i would love to keep in touch with the many friends i've made here, too, so feel free to follow me on my other blogs or to add me on discord

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i will be transferring my metas to google docs eventually, and may continue to worldbuild, but dang i just don't have it in me to roleplay here.

it's been wonderful, and i do hope that you guys will stay in touch. thank you for 10 total years of growth!

with love,

for the most part, ghetsis would say that he is happier than he has been in the past, but for someone who is such an idealist, there’s always more work to be done. the issue is not about whether or not ghetsis is happy, because he can find something to find joy in if he looks around. he has wonderful pokemon companions, he’s married to a goddess of the light, his son is out there living his best life. the people of unova are healing from what he did, and he’s slowly healing, too. 

and even when he was a child, isolated and more often than not appeared sad, he had things to be happy about. he had his best friend, a silver scaled deino. he had the privilege of being educated, of having a warm bed and never wondering where his next meal would come from. ghetsis is well aware that he was born with more privilege than most people would ever have in their lives, and he knows not to be an ass about it. 

to: ms. hilda white from: ghetsis harmonia

it has come to my attention that my action of visiting and traveling in your world could be seen as offensive, selfish, hurtful. i never intended to cause you emotional distress. i want you to understand that i was merely trying to learn about this unova, though i can see now that it may appear that i was the person you knew trying to deceive you. please accept my very confused but heartfelt apology. moving forward, i will attempt to make sure i look like my own person. that being said, i would very much appreciate it if you understood that i am not the other person lying to you. 

sincerely, your lord and sovereign, ghetsis harmonia 

ps. i am well aware of the thigns that the me of this world has done, and for them i am truly sorry. i will make things right. 

at least he will be courteous to the protag, but he’s got other things he has to take care of. 

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❛ john means well- i think... after all, he did take me in when i had nowhere else to go. it really is interesting to see a human being like that.  there’s something about him, though. as if he’s living a life that he feels is ill suited... and what a pity that is. i would never pry about it, but the melancholy is always there. ❜ 

❛ sometimes, i think he may not believe me. when i say that i am ghetsis, it seems to make even less sense to him than when i said my name was tevrien. but, i am dreaming here... so of course things must be different for him, right? ❜