Run

I must’ve hated myself so much that I allowed you to treat me so shitty for over 2 years.

how delusional was I to think that the way you treated me was normal? to think that I was the problem? to have any kind of hope for our relationship? to think that it would eventually get better? to think that you were capable of growing as an individual? to think that you would change?

I hope that for the rest of your life you remember what you lost in October. I hope that this scars you for the rest of your dating life and that no woman ever has to do the charity work of calling you her significant other. I hope that no woman stoops as low as I did and settle for you.

I wish I could scream and yell at you. I wish I could take the anger from 2 years of being treated as less than what I am worth out on you. but you blocked me. like the pussy you are.

finally broke my weight loss plateau

my weight has been the same for the past 3 days. like no matter what I ate or how long I fasted it wouldn’t budge.

BUT FINALLY

woke up this morning expecting to see the same number but I WENT DOWN 1.4LBS

what’s weird is that I ate mcdonald’s yesterday lmao plus hella chocolate.