Bought a rose water spray because it said “feel better now” on it

listening to dancing in the dark and being like “that part” to the entire song

Convinced myself to get out of the house on this sunny day and I’m sitting on a bench contemplating and being quite sad when this older woman wrapped in a colorful shawl passes by me and gestures to her face to call me beautiful. I really have not been feeling so lately and now I have tears in my eyes

fried apple pie, fade into you playing, and a drive by the ocean just after the sun left the horizon

Need to face this so I’m writing it here: I am so sad.

extreme heatwave with temperatures I’ve never experienced now extreme rain storms and flooding….. So how are we all feeling

Passionfruit rose tea and cold shower….

Healing occurred today. Took only two forms of public transit to the beach went to the drugstore w friend to pick up san pellegrino and pretzel m&ms got a sunburn dived into a wave. we giggled in the low tide while the waves pushed and pulled us around

Wait lowkey thinking about it all the time changes nothing and it’s still the same no matter how many thought loops I go through

Oh my god I be so in my head feeling insane and all I needed was edible and couch time with friends likeeeee

streaming the World Cup games whilst working a service job is now !!!

The way it’s always a bad gyal summer……

Thinking about that one ask Polly where she talks about how friction is essential to life and figuring out what you truly want and value today….. and how tragedy suffering and darkness makes your life romantic

Lately I have been taking trains till the last stop or waiting for a train that isn’t coming