you are in love with a morning star. the boy you love is going to burn up, and you cannot change his fate, only your own. ‘ when i fall, do not jump after me. ’ the words are swallowed down, he was too selfish for a forewarning. too attached to tell kenneth to save himself. he was not in love, if love meant wanting what was best for that person, if love meant a willingness to let go: he was not in love. any of the words he thought of would only push this boy further away, and he could not have that. could not let him know that there were better creatures out there that could love him proper, or that the price to stand beside him was the cost of everyone else. he didn’t want ken wanting anyone else. not other fae, not his father, not his friends. he wanted to be the only thing that kenneth needed, because all that sebastian needed was him. “ well, fate-breaker, come stand next to me. ” he holds his arm out and noticed the way he fit against him. fingers grazing his hip, lips at the crown of his head. “ if love is reckless, then you are an impulse i cannot ignore. ” his free hand clips around the seelie boy’s chin, and he tilts his face up, dark eyes scanning his stare, and then nodding content. he hums, and then leans down to kiss him. selfish, the kiss was selfish, and he only tugged him closer. “ yes, very hard to ignore. ” they stood together like the pieces of a puzzle, and kenneth’s heat kept sebastian warm. he bent down and kissed him again, but this time he didn’t pull away first. hands finding each of his sides, spinning ken to himself and crashing their hips together. teeth close around his bottom lip, clamping with enough pressure to draw a noise from the back of ken’s throat, and with no intention of letting go. not until his message was clear enough, that he could love him all he wanted. but if he ever decided to pull away, it was going to hurt.