Hi!

Struggling with the hanging future but yet I still breathing. Thank you 2020. https://www.instagram.com/p/CJdw7MIJWLM/?igshid=1i3oo0n8q7k20

kalopsia. https://www.instagram.com/p/CGJyb0wpk0A/?igshid=1q178vu970iwy

Have a wonderful Baskin Robbins Day, Palika! ❤️ #butiforever23 https://www.instagram.com/p/CFd5YbPpsjm/?igshid=2th57oa6u9y2

Thursday. #noedit #huaweip20 https://www.instagram.com/p/CCbMLjopOHn/?igshid=15ax6mele161o

Just finish reading Dunia Tanpa Tembok II by Ayman Rashdan Wong. It's a good book about geopolitical, propaganda, diplomacy & world politics/history. For those who really interested in warfare you can start by reading his writing because the words are easy to understand. Other than that, you can read his articles/writings on his Facebook or Twitter. (Gonna start read DTT III after this). Besides DTT, I read few books from The Patriots publication (other authors). It's affordable and I bet you won't regret buying the books from them. It's worth it & the contents are very well informed & knowledgeable. https://www.instagram.com/p/CBFoQ8rpO5N/?igshid=6pbx041f1ax9

I miss the weather. (at Kyoto, Japan) https://www.instagram.com/p/B_G5YyOptL-/?igshid=mokhba8lky4o

alive but struggling. https://www.instagram.com/p/B8RItSIpkrX843dW6RPgP0PVD8_1cTbcvM_kjM0/?igshid=my1fprpnowa0

Struggling but yet survived. Goodbye 2019. https://www.instagram.com/p/B6u-jfnJcUJhO8ksJfg6JvS5tIQduvT3BLKfw00/?igshid=13t1iv9xsoqav

What did 2019 teach me? I started to learn that it's okay to not depend on people and it's okay if you didn't start first to ask how they're doing. Two years ago I started to make a distance with few people. I tried to live alone and I'm okay with it. I'm not gonna lie anymore, I lost my best friend because of some circumstances occurred between us. People said that friendship break up hurt the most and it's true. But I thank her because used to be by my side. Of course I'm sad but life goes on. How I live my life in 2019? I spent my time with myself. I started to love my self more. I tried to be positive within my soul although sometimes I lost track in my path. I also started to do some arts for my planner (after few years I stopped doing arts). It's fun actually. I ignored those who said bad things about me. Why I have to bother all those negative vibes about me? I am not here to please everyone. Well, 2019 also not really a good year for me. I still don't have a stable job, still not married and still in the loser club. But I thank to God for giving me life although I feel that I am on the sinking ship. Of course I have few plans for my self but I have to well prepare about it. I don't want to ruin or rushing on it. My life is not in a racing competition. I don't really have any resolutions in 2020. But what I hope that I still breathe even I'm drowning with my wild thought in my daily life. I don't really search for happiness but I want to live as low and humble life. As long nobody bother about me with negative vibes then I'm okay. -f- https://www.instagram.com/p/B6f6zFOpsRHcRB_7-pabw-4BsmSCXAQWjaF0X00/?igshid=depqo76k6yul

"Lights will guide you home" https://www.instagram.com/p/B6A43AWJjRkZQxwlU4ZFdfwRjJXm5BR9beGxD00/?igshid=1hytjz4loqquj

죄송합니다 https://www.instagram.com/p/B5xgGdOJIaw/?igshid=13jrno4s0iird

“Life is a sculpture that you cast as you make mistakes and learn from them.” - RM https://www.instagram.com/p/B4XSAMHJRa_9dzJlZAdjknEgPB9z6Wsc0vVoig0/?igshid=501pgrvdn9u7

saturday. (at Bank Negara Malaysia Museum and Art Gallery) https://www.instagram.com/p/B3hhjbOpwiE6vztRkF7tFugmw8XGxtRWsM9Mfg0/?igshid=wdkh17rzvj1w

night stroll. https://www.instagram.com/p/B2N5R1DptFS/?igshid=16079k0jkn046

기억 https://www.instagram.com/p/B1q-sE_pl-N/?igshid=18qq3ydhbct98