:(

every fucking day brother

i feel like im a weird age where i got just a blurry glimpse at the world Before. it used to be cold in the mornings and websites had fun games and the search results showed you what you searched for. covid wasn't a thing. can anybody fucking hear me. did i dream it all????

sorry i can’t go out tonight i’m at home sitting down

If you remember being a teenager you're a creep because you straight up saw yourself naked back then. The only way to be righteous is to obliterate your mind with drugs until you can't remember anything

*turns my attention inwards* mmmmm. no *turns my attention back outwards* oh god

I need to bite something until it breaks. I need to jack off. I need to set fire to a large structure. I need to sprint into the woods

There is not even time for a quick jerk off

Everything I’ve ever done leads back to me

fucked that you can’t fix other people especially when you really care about them. Oh so im just supposed to be there for you while you suffer. like a useless cunt gargoyle

the vivid sensory-memory of sucking water out of a washcloth as a child