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whitebaby you can literally just say ass. whitebaby just say "this" instead of butchering aave. whitebaby. whitebaby stop
I know that, canonically, Shane's family is very small (i think Rachel mentioned this in an interview?) but i like to imagine he has a gazillion uncles, aunts, cousins and nieces, mostly because the idea of both him and Ilya immersing themselves in petty and mostly harmless gossip about Shane's relatives is incredibly funny and also kind of wholesome.
Idk I just live for the idea of Shane, Ilya, Yuna and David going to a family event and then debriefing in the car, laughing and talking all kinds of shit about Shane's great uncle who had a late life crisis and cheated on his wife for months. The wife of course found out about it and proceeded to make a huge bonfire with his clothes in their garden (Yuna recomended a great divorce lawyer to her, of course).
It's just a win/win situation for Hollanov: Ilya gets to be part of a family dynamic that's messy but in a funny way, and Shane gets to show his well hidden bitchy side to someone who will not judge him for it.
this is helpful to getting started on anything regardless of what you call it (from this post)
problem solving steps
IMPROVE distress tolerance skill
My woke take, as someone who has worked in both a public library and a school library, is that we desperately need both more books that are at a higher reading level but a less mature subject matter, and more books that are at a lower reading level but a more mature subject matter, because 8 year olds who are advanced readers are still 8 year olds and don't want to read about graphic violence and torture, and teens and adults who have learning difficulties or who are just later readers for whatever reason are still teens and adults and don't want to read about Billy the Bunny going to school or whatever the hell.

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For the greatest satire is reality
The future grabs me by the ribcage and drags me to the cliff's edge
I look down on only to find muddied water crashing against the rocks
The sun is blocked out by smog
The beasts and men alike run in the death spiral, a ritualistic frenzy,
a cosmic ouroboros consuming itself as there's nothing else to eat.
The hunter and the hunted bear uncanny resemblance.
You can barely tell the species by looking at chewed meat.
Everyone keeps asking of a future I can't see,
As I watch the familiar great end crawls slowly towards me.
It looks me dead in the eyes and asks me what I want my very last words to be,
I'm too indecisive to answer.
It needs to be perfect, it needs to be art.
If not, what was it all for?
Even in death, vanity clings like a dear friend. The burden to deliver, this is my compulsion to perform.
I battle with an urge to let myself become a tragic loss of potential creativity than a firm confirmation of mediocrity.
But even when I manage to drag myself away from the cliff edge, I can't help but sit beside the great beast and lament about the despondent future like old friends over tea.
Every plan, every hope lies dead in the muddied waters. There's no need to choose the crossroads when the field's on fire.
Every dog howls, every man cries
Remorse is the best case scenario for mankind, The worst, is acceptance of this deranged ant mill in which ourselves we find.
God is extinct, you were so busy with the holy books, the rituals and the peagentry, you missed him falling through the cracks of the sidewalk, buried under concrete.
He was rarer on earth than endanged species
your fumes of hubris reached the heavens before the tower of babel did,
It choked him out.
He died with the dogs, with the insects you now rarely see.
He died with the many gory bodies incomprehensible from one another for the sake of one penny in the pocket of a politician.
All the crusades, the inquisitions, the conquests and the holy wars led by men of god. Shedding rivers of blood and viscera, in the name of a benevolent omniscient creator. As if that is not an oxymoron.
And all of it a farce for
'Oh you simple minded, soft fleshed creatures, your god was dead the moment the rock struck Abel.
He died with the first brother.
He died with the sons, and the mothers. And with every other nameless poor soul with a weak passport. So called holy land flattened to build a luxury resort.
Your machines imitate creation,
a mockery of divine inspiration.
Creation is irrelevant.
So concerned with the debates of Where did we come from? Where will we go?
We forget that we are here now, despite every explanation, every bedtime story and belief.
We are here now.
Despite every atrocity,
Every biblical flood and its myriad of iterations,
Every calamity
Every ice age and every drought
We are here now.
And here it is unlivable, unbearable, inhospitable. All caused by the inaction of the capable.
This is not the wrath of god, whichever one you think has dominion.
It is unchecked hubris of the few and learned helplessness of the many locked in a depraved, hedonistic union.
I no need write poetry about the downfall of humanity, for the greatest satire is reality.
We are so brilliant and our cities shine so bright, the luminosity of it swallows the stars at night.
blood over bright haven is the craziest book ever to be written about how imperialism feasts on the global south
Wow. What a bitter, hopeful book.
You know that quote
"There are no thought crimes and no thought heroisms"
That's basically the only thing I could think of after reading blood over bright haven
Like
I don't think anything I say could be better than this, it's basically the entire book
Blood Over Bright Haven should have a movie just because I want to see edits to The Hand by Annabelle Dinda

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"I see you as you see yourself through all the books you read" but it's Alba hating Sciona for the first selfless thing she's ever done
I know full well that the main story is much more important and deep and meaningful but every time Sciona talks about the 'storm clouds' and the 'steel' in Thomil's grey eyes my shipper heart does a little somersault
Really awesome that all the shitty mages and politicians got obliterated in a blast of divine light EXCEPT for the one guy who not only turned a blind eye to destruction but reveled in it, frequently abusing the people around him, saying the most vile things out of anyone in the whole book (which we only see because our protagonists are personally tormented by him and itβs likely others we didnβt see were just as bad, but still), who was given the special honor of being killed by what is essentially a falling anvil
I just shut this book, walked into my kitchen, and shrieked like a teapot.
"I prefer stories with more Subtlety."
Y'all can't even detect racism without someone spelling it out for you. π

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ahhh. love a good mid-book crash out.
Lol i also just realized Sciona was majorly sleep deprived for literally 80% of the book.Β
"It's like the author doesn't trust their audience."
Gee, I wonder why a Person of Color doesn't trust white people to notice the obvious. π