A heart that can love

Loving or loved?

Love deeply,

feel the pain deeply,

enjoy deeply,

grieve deeply,

go to the depths, to truly feel

But is it so?

Why should I go deep if I am already happy on the surface?

Trying to go deep does not always take you to where you can live. Sometimes it leaves you stuck in the middle

unable to move forward

unable to return back

I feel lonely among the crowd, I feel empty after gaining all. There is still a void when my mind is filled with hundreds of thoughts.

There is still hunger even after celebrating victory. There is still thirst though I have drunk the whole bottle of sweet poison.

There is still desire even after fulfilling the darkest one. Silence may hide my words, but my heart still speaks in shadows.