I call you by your Ancient Names

i also think it's interesting that when nott lashes out at caleb and hisses at him, it's clear he thinks he's offended her by commenting on her drinking. this is something notably on his mind in the scene to begin with--he does linger watching her chug that bottle. but the second layer of it is that, while nott might be feeling some shame over how much she relies on booze, so much so that she'd lash out at her only friend, she's also keenly aware of how goblin-like that reaction was. over the top, violent, reactive in a way she wasn't always. it was one more symptom of her truly becoming this thing that she loathes so deeply. so she turns away from caleb and sobs for this thing she cannot articulate to him. and he is just completely in the blue

I can't express how delighted I was to see two episodes of Nott and Caleb being The Worst Thing To Happen to Beau All Week