I Am Who I Am.

I did this for months and when I tell you, I was manifesting things left and right. There was not a day that went by where I didnt end up getting what I wanted, even if it was "small things". I was getting the clients I wanted, getting extra tips, my grades were doing well. I was manifesting people buying me free food. I had manifested my SP at the time reaching out to me even though he had deleted all social media and I had no way of contacting him. I decided that I wanted to be with him and we started talking everyday again. It got to the point where he asked me out to a concert, just the two of us. And of course, I said yes. Eventually, I realized I didn't want him anymore so I stopped thinking about him as my boyfriend.

I continued to manifest more money, I manifested seeing my friends more and them wanting me around all the time. Then I manifested myself a car too after so long of believing that it wasnt possible for me. I was also having inner conversations with people in my imagination and then the next day they would say those exact words to me. And then I manifested one of my favorite artists following me back on instagram too.

But what really showed me my power was when my boards exams came up. I had shown up to my school for the practical exam, I was nervous of course but I had to lock in. I get set up and realize I'm missing the main part of the exam, my mannequin stand. I instantly feel anxiety run through my body and my first thought was that I was screwed. That I was gonna fail. I went up to the lady who was going to be grading us on our performance and she told me that I was just going to have to continue regardless. I head back to my station and I wanted to start sobbing at this point. I was so upset with myself, I really did not wanna take the test again cause it was so anxiety inducing. I got my materials out despite feeling defeated and decided to lock in. Other things were going wrong too. But right then and there, I decided that no matter what, I was gonna pass the exam. I told myself that whoever has to move, will move. During the entire test.

We had to wait two weeks for the results to come back and during that time, I still had doubts. I kept replaying any mistakes I made during the exam. But anytime those thoughts came up, I reminded myself that I passed. That whoever has to move and pass me, will move! I refused to take no for an answer, or entertain a reality where I didn't pass. I only focused on being in a reality where I already did pass.

I finally get the results back and guess what? I passed. It was by a landslide too lmao, one point! But I still passed and that's all I wanted.

And then I did it all over AGAIN, when I had my next exam. The reason that this changed my perspective is because everything in the 3D was going the opposite of what I wanted. I could have continued to assign the meaning that those things meant I failed. I chose a different story instead and stuck with it.

Since then, i've fallen on and off the "wagon" with manifesting. In the past I was overconsuming content, looking for some "key" to manifesting. Like there was going to be this formula that was going to change everything. But the whole time, I knew what to do. I knew what worked for me. All I need to do was shift my identity, who I was being. Once I realized that again, I even manifested shifting to my DRs.

There's no reason for me not to trust myself anymore. I hope this post helps someone. What you want is already yours, so think "what thoughts would I be thinking if I did have this?" and whatever feeling comes up, sit in it, even if its uncomfortable.

Do it until your desire feels normal.