Yes, I Know I've Been Mucho Dead. Here's What's Going On.
First of all, I want you to know that Spud and I have both put this incident behind us. Iām sure the vast majority of you have. But for those of you who havenāt, I encourage you to do the same.Ā
Know that me creating a new account doesnāt mean that I intend on forgetting what I did. In fact, itās quite the contrary. I donāt want to be known as the woman who sent that one mean comment earlier in the year. I want to be known for more. Someone who genuinely enjoys content and tries to support the people on Tumblr here I love, and someone who uses this platform to promote her own writing, as well as some (very occasional) art. I donāt want to be known for this one mistake. And if you want to continue knowing me for this one mistake alone, then I highly suggest that you remain on this account. Because this will be the last post on this one. It is DEAD. Yes, it has been up since the beginning of 2019. But itās now DEAD. (And two years, even for the exponentially distorted time we experience here on the Internet, isnāt that long.)Ā
Before you guys send me shit for what happened in January, know one thing: I am well-aware of what I did. I apologized for what I did, I regret what I did, and Iāve been spending an hour of my week since October of 2020 in therapy due to various mental health issues I have, which in no way excuse my behavior even if they did influence them.Ā
I want you to genuinely know that I never intend on doing this again. In the future, I resolve to make my posts when I am at a calmer state, and a more logical one- Iām normally a very busy person, making posts in the middle of the night, but since this incident, Iāve learned that it would behoove me to make these posts in the morning when Iām calmer.Ā
As to those of you who are, for some reason, interested in how Iāve been doing personally, I want you to know that Iāve been doing well. Iāve only dwelt on this incident for the length it took me to type this. Iāve had lots of personal successes, including but not limiting to graduating from high school, receiving my Associateās, and even (very recently) becoming a parent, which is something Iāll only delve into if asked. I apologize for all of the emotional strain that I caused her, and I hope she does well in her future endeavors.Ā
Oh, and for those of you who decided to wantonly send messages along the lines of āyou should kill yourselfā, guess which bitch didnāt open her inbox before making this? Hope your ten seconds of time typing that out was worth it. :) (And I apologize for those of you who had genuine criticisms to say to me. I donāt feel like parsing through five monthsā worth of more malice-filled messages.)
If you continue to send further messages along these lines addressing what happened in January, I will have no choice but to disable anon asks. I apologize for those of you who may not be allowed to make a Tumblr account, may have a Tumblr account but are too shy to not make themselves anonymous, or may not have the email account necessary for a Tumblr account.Ā
Hereās a link to the new one:Ā
https://iamjjmma2.tumblr.com/



















