gwynriel's firstborn

You mistakenly opened the door once, not hesitating before slamming it shut in the males face the second you realized who it was. Azriel had tried to speak with you through the solid wood, but you’d gone back upstairs, shutting yourself in the guest bedroom you’d inhabited. The door to the master bedroom had been shut since you arrived home after the encounter with the Inner Circle and Azriel, of which you had no regrets. The Shadowsinger had slumped against the door, sleeping outside for the night. The next morning, however, you found the front stoop empty, a note the only proof that we was ever there. You’d tossed it in the fire, not wanting to hear what he had to say, knowing it would only break your resolve.

Looking around once more, you began heading down the stairs, hand drifting atop the railing. You froze, hearing the familiar sound of metal scraping against wood and the cool band still wrapped around your finger. Glancing down at your hand, you hesitated for only a moment before slipping the wedding band off your finger, twisting the ring around. Azriel had the band custom made, having a small piece of his siphon removed for the gem, claiming that he wanted a piece of him to be with you always. There was a time when that very statement had made you fall harder, but now, your gut only twisted further at the reminder of the blatant lies he’d fed you. Turning, you headed back up the steps, bracing yourself as you stepped into your old room, walking up to the bed. His scent still lingered as you looked down at the mattress, tears stinging your eyes. Your lungs burned as you released a breath you hadn’t realized you’d been holding before making your way to his side of the bed, giving the ring one last look before placing it on his pillow and leaving, the door clicking shut behind you.

Stepping outside, you looked up, closing your eyes and allowing the warm sun to wash over your face, soaking it up. The sound of children laughing reached your ears as you opened your eyes, sad smile crossing your features as you looked around, spotting them running through the grass. You met the gaze of their mother, one of your neighbors and a woman you’d grown fond of, she waved at you and you did the same. Turning, you shut your front door for the last time, locking it before dropping the key on the stoop for Azriel to find when he eventually noticed your absence.

Waking down through the streets of Velaris, you mentally said your goodbyes to the places you’d grown to love. As you reached the agreed spot, you found a male waiting, standing straight, white wings tucked in tight. Through your connections, you’d been able to secure a ride to your desired destination, paying a handsome sum of money in exchange for their silence. Nodding to the male, you allowed him to pick you up, the action reminding you of your mate as a pang of sadness shot through you. Making sure you were comfortable, he shot to the skys, setting out on your journey to a new life.

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Day Court was unlike anything you’d ever seen, the pristine palace taking your breath away as you made your way up. Coming to a stop, you held out a note to the guard who took it, skimming the words before allowing you to pass. You’d sent a letter to the High Lord of Day shortly after the whole ordeal, interested in what he might know about destroying an already accepted bond. He’d happily obliged, understanding your need for secrecy after explaining your situation, informing you of guests that were currently staying in the Court for other reasons, but promising their silence as well. A room had been offered to you not long after, an offer you graciously accepted, wanting nothing more than to get as far away from Night Court, wanting to get closer to the end of all this.

Walking through the halls, you found his personal study, the maid who’d assisted you bowing before turning to leave. You straightened your back, standing tall as you knocked on the door, hearing a soft rumble from the other side, instructing you to come in. Stepping into the room, you were taken aback by it’s beauty. Much like the outside of the palace, and even the hallways, the white walls held endless detailing, gold accents standing out, and simply taking your breath away, the whole place sculpted beautifully. Shifting your gaze, you met the High Lords eyes, his own beauty surprising you further more. You’d heard of the whispers of the males' attractiveness and charisma, but now, standing in his presence, those whispers did not do him justice.

Dipping your head, you bowed, “My Lord, thank you for agreeing to this meeting.”

“Of course, y/n.” You rose at his words, finding him smiling at you before gesturing to an empty chair, “Is there anything I can get you?”

“Some tea if that’s alright.” You moved to the seat, hearing him pass the message to a smaller man standing near the door.

He took a seat across from you, leaning back into his own chair as he watched you carefully, speaking only after the tea had been delivered, “I would offer you my apologies, but something tells me you’d take more offense to that than anything. Pity isn’t something a woman like you desires, is it?”

You shook your head, sipping your tea, the sweet taste erupting over your tongue before you spoke, “Not in the slightest, My Lord.”

“Please, call me Helion.” He waved his hand, “I find formalities to be ridiculous in circumstances such as this.”

Sitting up straighter, you looked to him with a small smile, appreciating his words, “Well then, Helion, I was hoping you could provide me with some assistance. I want to destroy the bond between my mate and I. Permanently.”

He nodded slowly, becoming serious, “And I can do that, y/n, but I must warn you of the consequences before you agree.” You said nothing, waiting for him to continue, “Doing this will not only cause your mate an extreme amount of pain, but you as well. Pain that stems from the body and soul, pain that even my best healers will not be able to remove. And even after all is said and done, that pain will still linger, and I’m afraid only time will heal that. It will not be immediate. I will need to chip away at the bond over the course of a few sessions before it is gone.”

You took a deep breath, “That is fine. I will do whatever it takes to rid myself of him.”

Giving you a sad smile, he continued further, “I need you to understand that if you do this, one of you very well could die. It isn’t common, but it has happened. If your willing to take that risk, we can begin today. I will do everything I can to ensure that does not happen, but even I can not always stop these things.”

Your eyes widened slightly. That had not been something you’d considered, but alas, it made no difference to you. You did not wish death on the Shadowsinger, but it didn’t stop your need to cut the tether between you, “I understand, and I thank you for the warning.”

Rising from his chair, he nodded to a woman who had entered, “Very well, we shall begin today.”

Your heart began racing as the strand in your chest seemed to recoil in anticipation of what was to come.

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Everything hurt, your body weakening each session, your very soul slowly being shattered. Helion had warned you, expressing his concern from the very start that your actions would result in pain even his best healers could not take away. He had been right. The destruction of the bond was killing you, sheer will the only thing pushing you further, unwilling to give up. You would rather destroy yourself, mind and body, than continue to be connected to Azriel. His name sent a pang through your body, a new wave of hurt beginning to consume you once again. You, however, would endure.

Rising from your bed, your steps were slow as you made your way to the bathroom, needing to bathe before meeting the High Lord in his study for the final session, the very one that might just kill you, the one that would finally break the strand binding your souls. Steam wafted up as the tub began to fill, the lavender oils you’d poured in calming your senses. Stripping yourself of your clothing, you lowered yourself into the water, sucking in a sharp breath at the stinging sensation that crawled up your body. Fully seated, you turned to grab the tray that had been left at your door a few days ago. It seemed as though someone had been paying attention to the papers you’d been collecting, as well as the baths you now favored.

Gently placing it into the water, you watched as the water lapped against the sides, sending it slowly around the grand tub. You took a deep breath, reaching for one of the papers. Opening it you read carefully, scanning the words before landing on the target name. You vaguely recognized it, knowing the male to be something of a creep, the type of male you saw on the street and turned the other way. Allegedly, the male had taken advantage of the wrong young woman and now had placed a target on his back, one that you’d been requested to take care of. Tossing the paper to the side, you tipped your head back, knowing that this was only one of many papers you needed to read and respond to. It presented a new problem though: returning to Night Court. You hadn’t thought that far ahead, your need to escape outweighing anything else. Everything you’d worked for was there, and unless you could find a new means to support yourself, you would need to return at some point at which you knew your mate and his family would track you down.

You took a deep breath, hands gripping the fine marble you were seated in before plunging yourself under the surface. Bubbles floated past you as you slowly released the air in your lungs, both sound and feeling momentarily drown out, finally having a moment of peace. It wasn’t until your lungs were burning, verging on the edge of suffocation when you allowed your head to surface once more. Gasping for breath, you looked to the clock, finding that you were going to be late if you stayed any longer.

Pulling yourself up, you allowed the water to run off your body before taking a towel, wrapping yourself before heading back into your room, finding a fresh change of clothes on the now made bed. Your body was numb, seemingly bracing itself for the pain that was to come as you changed, braiding your damp hair at your back before exiting, quietly making your way down the hall. As you reached his study, you raised your hand preparing a knock when the door opened, the male standing before you, providing a small smile. Helion held his hand out to you, guiding you inside before shutting the door, gently pushing you down until your back met a cushion.

His voice was soft, “Are you sure you want to do this, y/n? You know that I-”

“I know. Bu you will do what you can and I accept that, no matter the outcome.” Your voice was rushed as you cut him off, already having been warned of the consequences, not caring. The idea of death didn’t scare you, you’d dealt with it for quite some time, your profession not allowing any way around it. And you certainly would not back down from destroying the mating bond, regardless if death herself could be waiting for you in the end.

He nodded, saying nothing more to you as he spoke with his healers, gathering what he needed as you braced yourself, eyes on the floor. You knew he’d began without hearing the words he spoke, that familiar strand in your chest beginning to burn, fraying even more. You squeezed your eyes shut, the pain not ending, burn only becoming greater. Your heart was shattering in your chest, the sensation combining with that of the bond between you being destroyed. A scream tore through you, body shaking under the pressure as tears escaped your eyes. Voice breaking, you could feel it was almost gone, only one small tie holding you together. The fire erupted across your whole body, the feeling becoming to much as you fell forward, body falling in a heap on the floor as you released yet another scream.

A male voice broke through you, his words frantic as he rushed to meet you on the floor, shouting at Helion. A flash of red caught your eye as they began to close, burning beginning to subside as sleep began to sweep through you, body shutting down. You felt your body being lifted, a hulking form pulling you close as the smell of embers washed over you before sleep claimed you fully, single strand from the bond still remaining.

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You’d weaved your deception carefully, slipping into the sweet and innocent girl that your mate knew and loved. It wasn’t as if this was a total lie. You were her, and she was you, but there was more that went undetected even by the Spymaster. Your mental shields never faltered in the presence of the Inner Circle that had inevitably become a part of your family. You quite liked them if you were being truthful, finding peace and comfort in the nights spent in their company. It was obvious why your mate adored them, and you only wished you could allow yourself the pleasure of knowing them better. However, you’d deemed it too risky, worried they’d uncover the truth, expose the things you did under the cover of darkness, the very things better left alone. Your High Lord and Lady would not take too kindly to your profession, slipping through the darkness and taking down the scumbags who caused nothing but problems. That was the only redeemable thing you did. You looked into your targets, deeming whether or not they were worthy of the death wished upon them. Only then would you strike, making sure that you did it swiftly, efficiently, not wanting to cause pain, regardless if it was earned. The Mother could provide that in the afterlife, it didn’t concern you.

You rounded the corner, finding the bedroom light in your townhouse still on. Shit. You looked around frantically, needing to find some way to cleanse yourself of your earlier altercations. It dawned on you then that the house neighboring yours was empty for the time being, the small home being a summer getaway for the family that owned it. You’d told Azriel that you were headed to an old friends house for the evening, telling him you’d be back late as you had a lot of catching up to do. You smiled to yourself, mentally patting yourself on the back as you realized it gave you the perfect cover. As you walked across the street, you looked around, finding only silence as you crept towards the back door. Crouching down, you began working the lock, quietly opening the door as you’d done many times prior.

You made quick work of washing, careful to leave everything as it was before you’d arrived. As you closed the door behind you, fixing the lock, you made a mental note to bake them some lovely treats when they came home. Turning, you rushed across the street, smiling when you saw your bedroom light still on. Stepping inside, you froze, face paling at the sounds drifting from the stairs.

Moans.

Your heart raced as you quietly made your way to the staircase, cautious of the creaky spots on the floor as you crept up the stairs. The bedroom door was cracked, the scent of sex and arousal overwhelming your senses as you sent a prayer to the Mother above that you were wrong, that this was all a dream even as a particularly rough grunt sounded from the room. You stopped before the door, chest heaving as the moans reached their crescendo, panting the only thing that followed. Your heart dropped as you recognized her voice.

“Az… gods…”

Elain.

You couldn’t stop the tears that brimmed as his labored voice responded, “Fuck, you’re perfect.” He paused and you could feel your heart breaking in your chest as the sounds of kissing washed over you. Your mates words were soft, barely above a whisper, but they were deafening, “I love you, Elain.”

She hummed, “And I love you, Az.”

You released a shaky breath, slowly backing away, unable to bear anymore as your soul itself shattered. There was rustling behind the door, momentarily snapping you out of your thoughts.

“You should get going, y/n said she’d be home late, but I don’t want to push our luck.” You held back your scoff, how kind of him to think of you only after he got done fucking the oldest Archeron sisters brains out.

You spun on your heel, rushing back down the stairs as quickly and quietly as you could manage, not waiting to hear what was said next. Slipping out the front door, you were met with the cool night air, the chill brushing over you, a chill that you didn’t register. You had gone numb, your bodies reaction to the pain that pierced your heart. You were on autopilot, walking down the street and knowing that you’d have to go back into that house, having nowhere else to go for the night. You peaked around the corner of the street, waiting for Elain to exit so you could go back. Tears rolled down your cheeks as you watched the door open, your mate kissing her once before she turned to leave, the door closing behind her.

You set a brisk pace, mind racing as you made your way to your home, entirely unsure of what to do. You didn’t want to confront your mate, needing time to process everything first. But pure rage filled you as you realized you’d have to share a bed with the man you loved, the very man who’d betrayed you tonight by bedding another.

Standing before the door, you took a deep breath, slipping into the role of doting wife, completely unaware of any affairs taking place. You opened the door to find Azriel seated on the couch, book in hand. He looked up, smiling at you before rising, book marking his page that you both know he hadn’t even begun to read.

Arms outstretched, he made his way to you, “Welcome home, princess. How was your evening?”

You returned his smile, gracefully walking towards him, wrapping your arms around him as he did the same, your body recoiling from his touch, “Fine, my love. I trust that your night was enjoyable?”

You backed away, facing him as he shrugged, “More or less. But it’s much better now that you’re here.”

You held back your laugh as he twisted a strand of your hair between his fingertips, head cocked as he looked at you, “You showered?”

Nodding, you quickly spun a lie, “Yes, I made a mess of myself at dinner, and my friend was kind enough to let me borrow her bathroom.”

He smiled, wholeheartedly believing you as he took your hand, brining it to his lips and leaving a kiss on your skin before pulling you closer, pressing his mouth against yours.

You swore you could taste her on him as you pulled back, feigning a yawn, “I’m quite tired, my love. I’m going to head to bed.”

Warning flashed in his eyes, a look you would’ve written off under any other circumstances before he regained his composure. You knew he was worried you’d scent his actions, having arrived too soon for the room to properly air out.

Kissing your head, he spoke softly, “Of course, y/n. I’ll be up soon.”

A soft smile crossed your lips as you turned, making your way up the stairs for the second time tonight. The bedroom door was wide open, a few of the windows cracked as well. His efforts were laughable, sex still strong in the air as you eyed your bed with disdain. You mindlessly went through your nightly routine, pushing away any thoughts and feelings for the time being, needing sleep and an empty house before you could figure out what to do next.

Sliding under the blankets, you couldn’t help the wave of nausea that ran through you. She’d been here not too long ago, in your bed, on your pillow, with your mate inside of her, providing pleasure that was promised to only you. You turned off the lamp, laying in silence as you worked to steady your breathing. You heard Azriel on the stairs, closing your eyes as he entered the room. You evened your breathing, hoping he fell for your ruse. He shuffled about, changing into his nightwear before the bed dipped behind you. You wanted to scream at the arm he wrapped around you, at the way he pulled you close, kissing your head before settling in.

You were never more grateful for sleep to claim you, needing momentary peace and darkness.

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Peace did not come, only darkness. Darkness filled with reminders of the night prior that had you waking up feeling just as exhausted, if not more so than last night. Turning over, you ran your fingers along the bedsheets, pure habit that had your hand was searching for your mate, only to find his side of the bed cold. Laying still, silence greeted you, the house having long since been emptied after Azriel left for his morning training. Sitting up, you found a note on your bedside table, opening it to find his neat letters informing you that he would be heading to the River House afterward for a meeting.

Rising from the bed, you couldn’t stop the shudder that racked your body, eyes trailing around the room as you remembered the night before. Elain. You couldn’t say you were surprised that he’d been with her. You were surprised he cheated, not with who he chose. Regardless, your heart still broke within you, soul shattering further at the betrayal of your mate, the man destined by the Mother to be your perfect match in every way. You wanted to crawl out of your skin, knowing that you slept in the very bed the two had fucked in, needing a shower to cleanse yourself of the new filth you’d gained.

Standing under the hot spray, your tears began to fall, shortly followed by sobs that wracked your body. You were shaking from the force as a scream fell from your lips, body aching as you completely fell apart. You allowed yourself extra time, wanting to regain some semblance of sanity so you could figure out what you now wanted to do. Stepping out, you wrapped a towel around your body, walking up to the mirror and staring at the broken woman watching you.

Taking a deep breath, you spoke to the woman, “You will get through this. Heartbreak or not, mates or not, you do not have a choice. Calm down, have a plan, and the rest will follow suit. You will be fine.”

You made quick work of dressing, dawning a sun dress, the skirts flowing around your legs as you pulled your hair back before rushing down the stairs and sliding on your flats. Leaving your home behind you, you set out to find Madja, hoping to gain insight from the woman on what would happen if you broke the bond, hoping to learn of your options. Weaving through the streets, you arrived at her shop in no time, the bell ringing as you stepped inside, nodding to the young healer at the counter.

“I was hoping to speak with Madja?” You smiled, working to keep your voice steady with the weight of the morning still dragging on you.

Folding her arms on the countertop, she titled her head towards a door, “Just through there. Although she might be in an appointment, in which case, you are more than welcome to have a seat until she is free.”

Dipping your head at her, you made your way to the door, opening it to find a hallway of doors, only one of them cracked open, light spilling out. As you neared, you heard voices filtering out, the raspy voice of Madja meeting your ears. Just as you were about to turn, you found yourself frozen where you stood, recognizing Elain’s voice as the other woman in the room.

“So, I’m right then?” Her voice was shaky as she spoke, waiting for answer.

There was movement before the old healer responded, “I’m afraid so, my dear.”

Elain gasped, “But it’s only been a few weeks! Isn’t this supposed to take a lot longer?”

“Not in your case. You seem to be very fertile indeed, Miss Archeron.” Fertile? The room was spinning as you clenched your fists, “You are, in fact, pregnant.”

Your vision went red. Pregnant. Azriel. Rage simmered beneath your skin as your mind went quiet, body moving on its own accord as you spun, turning back the way you came and barreling out the door. Your mate had gotten another woman pregnant while you were away. The alarm in her voice told you enough: Elain knew it was his, and she was unsure of what to do.

By the time you looked up again, you found yourself standing in front of the River House, not giving it a second thought before barging in. You made a beeline for the High Lords study, heart thundering in your ears as it cracked impossibly farther.

Slamming your fists on the doors, you watched as they flung open, providing a booming sound as they bounced off the walls, hinges trying to pull them back shut from the sheer force. Stalking in, your eyes passed around the room, taking in the Inner Circle, who all wore shocked expressions, clearly taken back by the anger rolling off you. Your eyes met his body humming with energy as fear sparked in his gaze, seeming to understand why you were there.

He rose, hands coming up in front of him, “Princess, I can explain, I-”

“Do not call me princess.” You were fuming as you stalked towards him, slamming your hands against his chest, catching him off guard and sending him to the floor, gasps sounding throughout the room, “When were you going to tell me? Unless, of course, you were planning to keep your affairs behind closed doors. Did you really think I wouldn’t find out? One step into our room, and I could fucking smell her. And if that wasn’t enough, I arrived home earlier last night. I heard you.”

His eyes widened, mouth opening to speak, but you cut him off, “And you know what is truly the best part of all of this? I went to Madja this morning, wanting to find out what my options were with the bond, because this,” you gestured between your bodies, “is over. I’m done with you, Azriel. But not only was I surprised to find your new fuck-buddy there, but I was even more surprised to find that you got her fucking pregnant. Father of the fucking year award, nicely done.”

Feyre was the only one to speak, your mate laying on the floor in silence, “What’s going on?”

Your thoughts were not your own as you lunged for the male on the floor, body falling on his seconds before your fists did. Even as shouts filled the room, you didn’t stop, your rage blinding you as you brought fists down again and again, not stopping even as the warmth of blood reached your hands. You kept going, feeling him squirming beneath you, unable to do anything as you held him down. Two sets of hands grabbed you, Cassian and Rhys, pulling you away as your chest heaved. Your knuckles ached from the force of your hits, looking down to find Azriel covered in blood, his face littered in cuts and bruises. You smiled, noting the way his eye was beginning to close up, the way his nose now bent at an odd angle.

You whipped your head to your High Lady, giving her a winning smile, “Congratulations! Your going to make a wonderful aunt.”

Glass shattered somewhere in the room as you looked down at the broken male, your mate staring up at you in despair and desperation, silently begging for forgiveness you would never give. Your voice was cold, hard and unfeeling, “I hope it was worth it. I hope fucking Elain was worth all this.”

his laugh taunted you, ringing in your ears. but this is exactly what you wanted. you wanted to rial fred up, because you and him haven’t done anything in so long. it felt like years. but in reality it truly was only a few weeks- but a few weeks too long.

he took a few steps forward and all you knew next was that your back had collided against the cold wall of his dorm. you shivered from the collision feeling the coolness of the wall against your skin.

his grip around your neck tightened as you denied to answer him, “c’mon bunny, don’t be all shy now. tell me, why’d you fucking do it?”

all fred could remember was the way your fingers skimmed ron’s arm, just like they did his. they way you whispered sweet words into his ear as laughter from the both of you followed. but fred knew that was no innocent laugh- that was your laugh, the same you used flirting with him. his fist were clenching as he tried to control himself.

all he wanted to do was take it all out on you, he’s been having a hard time trying to maintain the joke shop with george which meant less time with you.

and he would make it all up to you tonight.

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you were on your knees, taking his cock like a good whore. your eyes watered as his tip hit the back of your throat, his hand latched onto your hair- he immediately pushed your head down further, making you take all of his inches. you gagged in response, but kept going watching him fall apart for you. your knees were sore at this point, but his breathy moans kept you waiting for more.

your cunt was hot, wet and aching at this point. fuck- you couldn’t take it anymore. you began bucking your hips against him. it hit your clit right where you needed it to. your mind was so clouded, his cock in your mouth as, continuing to face fuck you.

“good, fucking cockslut f’me and all f’me.” he groaned, his hips started jerking in an odd way- so you knew he was close. you began working more on his tip, but your hips bucked against his leg even more. even lost in his own pleasure— he noticed it. he noticed you trying to get off on his fucking leg.

laughter erupted from him and soon moans followed after, “so pathetic, trying to get off on my leg?”

you couldn’t respond with your mouth full of his cock. all you could do was whimper in response, your smeared mascara making you look like a filthy slut.

he gripped your hair, yanking your head up. his thumb swiped your bottom lip, soon it entered your mouth. “suck.” he commanded. and you complied to his request, immediately latching your mouth onto his thumb.

“good girl. if you wanna be a needy whore, i’ll show you how they’re treated.”

“please show me, daddy.”

and that’s all it took for fred to edge you the whole fucking night.

-

“c’mon pretty girl, keep riding daddy’s thigh like the doll you are” he praised, his hands on your ass groping it. your face was buried in the crook of his neck. the sensation of humping his thigh felt so damn good- it stimulated not only your clit, but your cunt. whimpers and pleads fell from your lips, it felt good but you wanted his cock.

“tut, tut, tut, stop with the complaining or you aren’t getting my cock or to cum. so shut the fuck up and take what you got, be grateful i’m letting a whore like you even ride my thigh.”

“trying to get off on me- such a dumb pup.”

his words only encouraged you to fuck his thigh faster and his hands soon began rolling your hips against him- increasing the pleasure for you as he continued to add more pressure on your aching cunt.

the familiar knot that hadn’t appeared in weeks soon arrived quickly- “freddie, ‘m gonna cum- please let me cum!” you cried against him.

“nuh-uh doll, this is your punishment.” he scolded.

-

you were sprawled on the bed, fred hovering on top of you. his lips crashing down onto yours, and you immediately reciprocated his actions. your hands worked their way trying to roam his body, that was until he slammed your hands down to the side. “don’t- greedy whores like you don’t get to fucking touch me.”

“please daddy, wanna feel you on me!” you whined underneath him.

"you wanna feel me? oh you'll feel me bitch.”

-

his cock repeatedly slipped in and out of you, rough rolls of his hips made you move forth with him. his hand found its way to the bulge in your stomach, an outline of his cock. "y'feel me right there, doll? making y'feel so good, aren't i?"

"so good freddie," you moaned in bliss.

he continued to pound into your cunt, your legs shook at the force.

-

"daddy- 'm gonna cum?" you screamed as his pace only increased. "don't you fucking dare cum, pup." he barked out.

but the knot in your stomach was only twisting faster and needed to snap- and you had to let it.

"but- fuck!" you cried.

you came all over his cock.

"what did I say?"

"not to cum," you whispered, looking down.

"and what did you do bunny?"

"i came all over y'cock." you confessed.

"i'm gonna have to punish you again princess, you've been a bad girl. but you understand, don't you?"

"i understand, daddy."

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It wasn’t very often that Rhys was in town and while you’ve had plenty of lovers before him, none of the males or females you’d invited into your bed were nearly as good as the heir of night, so you made the most of it every time he was allowed to take a break from his rigorous training. Thought you hadn't explicitly discussed becoming exclusive, you knew that neither one of you sought the pleasure of anyone else, but that meant enduring weeks and sometimes months on end without being properly fucked.

Needless to say, it wasn’t even an hour into the night and Rhys had already taken you inside the bathroom of a seedy tavern and again in the dark alley outside before you finally made your back to the cabin. As Rhysand winnows you to the remote area of the Illyrian mountains, the two of you drunkenly stumble through the door while his tongue slides against yours. With his wicked mouth dipping between your breasts, the dim light glowing through the window didn’t even register as he effortlessly hikes your legs around his waist.

You giggle as Rhys knocks over a lamp on your way to his room, knowing full well that his mother would never let him hear the end of it when she discovers yet another piece of furniture broken by the rowdy winged males occupying her cabin. The thought lingers for a brief second before you busy yourself with sucking on Rhysand’s neck, making his violet eyes roll back into his head. 

“Keep doing that and I’ll have no choice but to take you right here in this hallway,” the Illyrian male groans into your ear. 

“Wouldn’t be the first time.” 

Rhysand smirks. There wasn’t a surface in this cabin that he hasn’t already taken you on. “I’ve missed you, kitten.” 

You chuckle in response. “If I didn’t know any better, I’d think that you were beginning to grow a heart.”

He grinds his erection into your backside, nearly taking out the painting behind you as your back presses against the wall. “That’s not the only thing growing on me, darling”

“Do me a favor and put that smart mouth of yours to good use. Preferably between my legs.” 

The dark chuckle that emanates from his lips is full of promise as he nudges you towards the door. He pauses for a brief second, violet eyes widening with a mixture of surprise and amusement. “It seems as though we’re not the only ones occupying the cabin.”

You crane your neck over his shoulder, noting the soft light flooding the hallway from underneath his closed door. From within the room, the sound of a familiar moan followed by a creaking mattress fills the entire cabin as you stifle a laugh. 

“Is that…Cas?” you ask incredulously. 

Rhys nods. “My brother seems to be in the midst of entertaining a female.” The sharp smack of a chair toppling over joins the creaking before sensual groans echo in tandem with Cassian’s grunts.

For the second time that night, surprise blooms on his handsome face. “I stand corrected. Both of my brothers appear to be engaged in illicit activities in my room.”

You shrug. “Like you said, it’s your room. I’m not missing out on sex just because you Illyrians can’t seem to keep it in your pants. Besides, it’s nothing that Cas and Az haven’t seen before.” 

“Desperate times call for desperate measures.” The utterly wicked smirk that curls through Rhysand’s lips makes you shiver with anticipation. “Try not to be too loud, darling. I wouldn’t want to show off in front of our guests.”

“You’re a cocky bastard, Rhysand.”

The heir of night grins. “Maybe so, but you love it.”

Ignoring the fluttering in your stomach, you playfully roll your eyes and tug at the nape of Rhysand’s neck. “Shut up and kiss me already.”

He only laughs at your aggressiveness, loving every second of the back and forth banter between you. “So needy for me. I suppose everyone else in this cabin will just have to endure you moaning my name over and over again. Though my brothers should be used to it by now."

Though he wasn't technically wrong since you were sure that Cassian and Azriel were more than familiar with the rather loud nature of sex with Rhysand entailed, you still took it as a challenge to wipe that smug smirk off his face. With a wicked grin, your hand dips down the front of his trousers, palming his erection through the fabric. Rhys practically purrs into your mouth as you slide your tongue between his parted lips. Those violet eyes of his darken with lust as you pull away to give him a shit eating grin.

“It seems to me that you’re the needy one, Rhysie.”

“Fuck,” Rhys growls as his cock tightens at the front of his pants. “Have I already told you how much I’ve missed you?”

“Yes, but you know I’ve always been a visual learner.”

With a chuckle, Rhys kicks the door open with you still in his arms. Through a heavy lidded gaze, you vaguely made out the shape of wings flaring across the room. Cassian grins at you from underneath the covers, wiggling his eyebrows suggestively as he disappears beneath the sheets. The only indication that he was still there was the moans echoing off of the pretty nymph’s lips as her back arches off the mattress. 

From across the room, Azriel rolls his eyes and gives you a brief nod. The petite pixie on his lap was currently latched onto his neck, lips forming a hot, wet trail down the column of his throat. Shrouded by shadows, the golden glow of the shadowsinger’s eyes settle over you while his brother discards you onto one of the three mattresses lining the spacious room. You felt a shiver snake down your spine at the hunger in Azriel’s eyes, but you didn’t have much time to dwell on it as Rhysand looms above you. 

To anyone else, the current situation would’ve seemed peculiar, but you were comfortable enough around each winged warrior to not give a single fuck that you were all simultaneously having sex within the same vicinity. After all, the first time you met Cassian and Azriel, they had accidentally walked in on Rhysand eating you out in this very room. It seemed like ages ago when you first went home with the future High Lord after a few drinks and flirtatious comments at Rita’s. That fateful night when he took you back to the cabin was the start of your friends with benefits arrangement with Rhys and it’s been going strong ever since. 

Without warning, Rhysand pulls you by the ankles, pinning you beneath his toned body as he pulls the comforter over the both of you. While you were busy ogling his brothers, he’s already wriggled out of his trousers, discarding them to the side of the bed where it fell onto the floor. You eagerly help him out of his shirt, mouth watering at the feel of his chiseled abs beneath your fingers. On your left side, you could feel Azriel’s blatant stare as you lick Rhysand’s six pack, tasting a mixture of rain, salt, and citrus on your tongue. His sensual laughter awakens goosebumps upon your skin. 

“Someone’s a bit eager, aren’t they?” Rhysand nips at your neck, dragging his teeth along your soft skin. “If your intention is to devour me, all you have to do is ask. You know I’m not in the business of denying you, kitten.” 

Gods, you forgot how much you loved the filth that seemed to flow so elegantly out of Rhysand’s mouth. You trace the tattoos inked upon his golden brown skin with your tongue, fingers tangling through his dark hair as you pull him down by the nape of his neck. 

“I want to taste every inch of you, Rhysand. I don’t care if it takes all night.”

The guttural sound that crawls up his throat makes you chuckle with delight. This was always his favorite part. As silver tongued as he was, Rhysand still couldn’t believe he found someone who enjoyed dirty talk as much as he did. You matched his energy word for word and he loved every second of it. 

Cassian seems to share the sentiment as he perks his head up from between his companion’s legs and smirks at you. The arousal that it ignites in your core turns your hands into wandering extensions of yourself as you pull Rhys down to you, kissing him so fiercely that your teeth clash against his mouth as you eagerly bite down on his bottom lip. 

Whatever control Rhys had slips as he rips open the bodice of your dress. In one swift movement, he slips the entire thing right off of you and finally makes good use of that smart mouth of his. Wet, sloppy kisses cover your exposed breasts before Rhysand takes a nipple between his lips, sucking and swirling at the sensitive peak with expert precision. Your back arches off the mattress as a moan makes its way past your parted lips. 

The two males on either side of you paid more attention than they should, hazel gazes locking onto your writhing form. Rhysand grins against your skin, violet eyes drinking in every moan and whine he was eliciting out of you. 

Looks like we’ve got an audience, Rhys teases within your mind. Shall we give my brothers a show? 

You gave him a slight nod, smirking as you flip positions. With you on top and straddling his lap, you had a perfect view of Rhysand’s handsome face as you pushed back his raven locks, sweeping the light sheen of sweat coating his golden brown skin. 

Locking your legs on either side of his hips, Rhysand leans back on the pillows, an arrogant smirk gracing his features while he throws his arms behind his head. You playfully rolls your eyes before sinking down onto his cock, grinning with absolute satisfaction while he groans at the wetness of your cunt coating his length. 

“Godsfuckingdamn,” Rhys hisses as his large hands grip the side of your hips. His fingertips imprint against your skin hard enough to bruise, but neither of you cared. The euphoric feeling of Rhysand filling you to the brim makes you moan in ecstasy. "So fucking perfect."

You rake your fingernails over the marks on his chest, slowly rocking your hips back and forth in a steady rhythm. Rhysand palms your bouncing tits, taking the opportunity to wrap his lips around them as stars wink into existence within that sultry violet gaze. The imagery of his mouth circling your nipple while he pinches the other with his free hand is enough to make you want to cum right then and there. Rhysand looks up at you through thick, dark lashes as you ride him with reckless abandon. You brace your hands onto his shoulders and continue grinding on his cock while you tilt your head back in pure bliss. 

Across the room, Cassian growls as your eyes meet. His large hands grip the nymph’s waist as he takes her from behind, matching the rhythm of his thrusts to the same tempo that you were currently riding Rhysand with. His partner cries out in pleasure as he fucks her into the mattress, but the grin he shot your way was all for you. 

You blush as your gaze takes you to the opposite side of the room. Azriel’s heated gaze was locked on yours as the pixie kneels before him, taking his entire length into her pretty little mouth. The moan that slips past the shadowsinger’s lips makes you quiver. Azriel smirks, fisting the female’s hair into his hands while she chokes on his cock. Shadows pulse around them as Azriel hits the back of her throat again and again. He quirks a brow in your direction while he thrusts into her mouth. A silent challenge. 

That suggestive gesture spurs you to bounce even faster as Rhysand sits upright, his hand fitting around the hollow of your throat like a custom necklace. Your mouth gapes open as you gasp for air and the heir of night prods his tongue inside, swallowing the moans crawling up your throat. When he pulls away, Rhys is grinning from ear to ear. 

Showing off, are we? He purrs into your thoughts. 

“I can’t help it,” you respond out loud. “You feel so fucking good, daddy.” 

Rhysand growls in response. The nickname unleashes the animalistic instinct within him as he quickly flips you over, rutting into you at a relentless pace until you’re nothing but a whining, writhing mess underneath him. You’re panting as Rhys slowly pulls out of you before slamming his hips against yours, hitting that sweet spot that has you crying out his name. 

“Fuck, Rhys,” you moan. “I’m so close.” 

He alternates between shallow grinds and deep thrusts, making you whine in desperation. 

“I don't recall you asking for my permission, darling."

Sweat coats your temples as you look up at that smug smirk. “Can I please cum on your cock, daddy?"

Rhys answers by plunging into you faster, his pace quick and sloppy while he drives you to the edge. By the third or fourth thrust, your toes were curling as the orgasm rocked your entire body. With your back arching off the bed and your walls contracting around his cock with an ironclad grip, Rhysand groans as his own release fills you to the brim. His seed trickles down your leg, the last of his spurts spilling out of you while he rolls onto his back. 

Making good on his promise, Rhys puts his wicked lips to work as he devours your pussy, sucking and swirling while your fingers tangle through his hair. The teasing kitten licks intensifies your orgasm and even more so when he picks up the pace and expertly flicks his tongue against your clit. Before long, you’re nothing but a whining, panting mess as you squirt into Rhysand’s mouth. The arousal dripping out of you like honey makes the male grin against your skin as he kisses his way up to your mouth. The taste of you coats his mouth while his tongue prods into yours, his arms snaking around your waist as he pulls you into his lap, kissing you so deeply and purposefully as though he couldn’t get enough.

“As much as I love eating that pretty pussy of yours, this is what I missed most,” Rhys says in between kisses. “You are the sweetest thing I’ve ever tasted, darling. I think about kissing you all the time.”

Despite the mind boggling sex, Rhysand’s words are what makes your cheeks flush. Kissing is such a deeply intimate act, arguably more than any of the endless positions and kinks that you often tried with one another, which made his declaration that much more impactful. You respond by kissing him slowly, taking your time as you savor his taste. The familiar scent of citrus and the sea makes your head spin as you continue exploring his mouth with your tongue. Gods, you’d missed this. Missed this male more than you cared to admit.

Rather than saying the words, you relish the feel of him underneath your fingertips, savoring the taste that inexplicably wove you under his hypnotizing spell, and showing him all the emotions you can’t put into words as you kiss him like your immortal life depends on it. Minutes pass before either one of you open your eyes again, blissfully fucked out and euphoric.

“You’re probably my favorite person, Rhys.” The Illyrian male smiles as you cup his cheek. Not a smirk, but an actual smile - one that lights up his entire face. Rhysand has always been devastatingly beautiful, but even the stars would be envious of the sight of his genuine smile. “Though if you repeat that to anyone else, I’ll vehemently deny it.”

He chuckles, kissing your temple. “You’re my favorite too, darling.” Rhysand’s gentle smile curves into something more seductive. “Though I may have a proposition for you that’ll earn me a permanent spot.”

You raise a brow, intrigued. When you look around the room, you’re surprised to see that you were the only ones left. You tried not to dwell on the disappointment washing over you at the absence of Cassian and Azriel. 

“Did we scare the others away?”  

Rhysand raises a knowing brow, brushing the sweaty strands of hair clinging to your cheek. “Quite the opposite. My brothers left to escort their companions home. However, they were wondering if you might be open to playing with them when they return.” 

Despite the fact that your sensitive sex was still pulsating from the aftermath of sex with Rhysand, the proposition of three Illyrian males rolling between the sheets with you makes you throb with anticipation. Your arousal wafts up to Rhysand’s nose and a wicked grin spreads across his face. 

“I’ll take that as a yes, kitten.” His gaze darts towards the door. “Which is just as well because the eager bastards are waiting in the hall.” Rhys caresses your cheek. “Do me a favor and put them out of their misery. They’re dying to taste you.” 

You swallow thickly, voice low and raspy as you call out across the dark room. “Come in.” 

The door creaks open and Cassian and Azriel saunter in. They hover by the door with uncertainty as Rhysand chuckles. 

It seems that my brothers need encouraging, Rhys teases silently. Good thing you’re an expert on making males beg.

You smirk, crooking your finger at the Illyrian warriors staring you down. “I heard you two wanted to play. So who wants to go first? Cassian or Azriel?” 

Rhysand pulls you into his lap as his brothers loom by the edge of the bed. He toys with the inside of your thighs, spreading them open for Cassian and Azriel to see. “Don’t worry, boys. She most definitely bites.” 

The shadowsinger steps forward first and the sight of him crawling towards you will forever be burned within the abscesses of your mind. Calling Azriel beautiful seems like a gross understatement, but there was no other word fit to describe the male before you. You reach out to grab his scarred hand, pulling him towards you while you both fall backwards on the mattress. Rhys kisses the top of your forehead before perching himself onto the velvet settee in the middle of the room while inclining his head towards Cassian. He briefly nods, signaling his brother to join you.

It’s not long before Azriel’s mouth is on yours. His kisses are soft at first, tasting and testing, but they turn demanding as you take his bottom lip between your teeth. The shadowsinger gently shoves you back on the mattress, powerful wings flaring behind him in a show of dominance while he takes your face in his hands, slipping his wicked tongue past your parted lips. Azriel tastes different from Rhysand’s mint and whiskey flavor, but just as intoxicating. 

As you fist his hair between your fingers, Azriel slips his hand between your thighs, hissing when he finds you soaking the sheets. 

“Are you always this fucking wet or has my brother neglected to satisfy you?” the shadowsinger asks with a dark chuckle. 

Rhys growls from his seat. “Don’t get cocky now, Az. I’m sharing out of the goodness of my own heart, but I can just as easily revert back to being a selfish, territorial bastard."

You chuckle at their brotherly bickering. “Ignore him, Azriel. I’ll nurse his bruised ego later, but right now, I want to make you feel good. Where do you want me?” 

The grin on Azriel’s face was purely feral. “I want your dripping wet cunt on my tongue, angel.” 

Always the broody one out of his brothers, you almost didn’t recognize the power and authority exuding from the shadowsinger. The old saying was right. The quiet ones were always the kinkiest. 

You gladly oblige Azriel, bracing yourself on the foot of the bed while the male lies on his back. He guides your hips over his face while his shadows tie your ankles to the bedpost. 

“Hang on tight, princess,” was his only warning before he licks a stripe over your sex. 

The slew of curses that fall from your lips makes Azriel chuckle underneath you. His sensuous laughter vibrates between your legs as his marred hands clamp down onto the tops of your thighs. Sloppy wet kisses cover your loins before Azriel sucks harshly on your clit. The action makes you grind against the shadowsinger’s face, riding him like you rode Rhys earlier. 

“That’s right, angel,” Azriel coos below you. “Keep riding my face just like that.” 

The moan that slips past your mouth is swallowed by Cassian’s lips. You groan as he fists your hair into his hands, tilting your mouth up to his in a demanding kiss. The utter possessiveness he displays has the slickness growing wetter between your thighs and the ever so generous shadowsinger licks up every last drop of your arousal, his tongue moving in ways you weren’t even sure tongues could move. 

“I want to taste you, Cas,” you say huskily, tugging at the front of the Illyrian male’s breeches. When your gaze dips up to his eyes, your toes curl at the sheer lust burning within the male. 

“Your wish is my command,” Cassian responds with a smirk. He unbuckles the front of his breeches and his erect cock springs up towards his ridiculously muscled torso. 

Your mouth waters as he walks towards you, lips parting as Cassian swipes his thumb over your bottom lip. 

“Open up, sweetheart.” 

In your dainty hands, Cassian’s length appears almost too big to take, but you welcome the challenge with newfound brazenness. Lounging lazily on his velvet chair as though it were a throne, Rhysand watches through heavy lids while he palms his erection in his hands as Azriel buries his tongue deep within you, circling the sensitive bundle of nerves as you shamelessly grind against his mouth. The shadowsinger gives your ankle an encouraging squeeze as you lick the tip of Cassian’s cock. 

His precum coats your tongue with salt and musk as you grip his shaft, slowly pumping him into your mouth while the Illyrian cups your cheek. You lick up his shaft before taking all of Cassian between your lips. The male curses above you, hands fisting in your hair while you look up at him through your lashes. Drool collects at his groin while you sloppily suck him off, suctioning your cheeks tighter as Cassian thrusts against the back of your throat.

“Such a pretty little mouth,” Cassian declares with a groan. “I love the way your lips wrap around my cock.”

“Exquisite, isn’t she?” Rhys teases, mouth falling slack as he continues to pleasure himself to the sight of Cassian fucking your mouth while Azriel continues eating you out. 

Does this turn you on, kitten? Letting me watch while you suck Cassian’s cock and soak Azriel’s face with your arousal? 

You lower the mental shield within your mind, sending a message of your own. 

Don’t be jealous, Rhys. There’s plenty of me to go around.

The dark caress of his amused laughter echoes through your thoughts. 

“You taste so sweet, angel,” Azriel moans against your clit. “I can see why my brother’s been keeping you all to yourself. We’ll change that, won’t we?” 

“Fuck, yes Az,” came out garbled as you choke on Cassian’s length. 

You were pretty sure that you’d agree to anything Azriel asked you to do at this point. The shadowsinger seems to sense this too, because his shadows flutter up to your nipples, pinching and twisting as he brings you closer and closer to that sweet release. 

“Gonna cum for me, angel?” he asks teasingly, cupping your ass lightly while he swirls his tongue against your clit. 

You nod while pumping Cassian with your hand, bringing him to the edge of his orgasm while Azriel guides you toward yours. The two of you reach your peaks together and you swallow up every last drop of Cassian’s seed as he spurts into your mouth. Azriel clamps down on your thighs as you squirt all over his face, soaking the bed with your juices while he laps up your arousal. 

With Cassian collapsing next to you, Azriel pulls you underneath him, that devious grin looming over you as he smashes your lips together, letting you taste yourself on his tongue. Your teeth clash together as you greedily savor the taste of Azriel, nipping at his jaw, neck, ear - basically any surface of skin that the shadowsinger allows access to. 

“Are you ready for another round, princess?” he whispers raggedly, hiking your leg over his shoulder and kissing the side of your knee. “I made you come with my tongue, but I wanna feel that pussy squeeze around my cock.” 

Cauldron boil you, Azriel was absolutely fucking filthy. You were so aroused that your skin felt like it was on fire. 

“I want you,” you manage to draw out. “No, I need you, inside of me, Azriel.” 

That damned smirk of his was going to be the death of you. “You don’t have to ask me twice, princess.” 

Azriel teases the tip of his cock along your slit, coating himself with your arousal before he slips two fingers into your cunt. You whine at the pleasure of his touch and your eyes widen with full blown lust while Azriel brings his middle and pointer finger to your lips. You suck them clean, fluttering your lashes up at the shadowsinger while he flashes you a proud smile. 

“Good girl,” he praises. His gaze leaves you for a second as he glances behind him.

Rhysand and Cassian switch, the latter taking the seat in the corner of the room while the former crawls in behind you, kissing the back of your neck while he presses your back against his chest. The future High Lord cradles you between his thighs as his fingers splay against the hollow of your throat, turning your head ever so slightly before possessively sticking his tongue down your throat. Your head spins, lost in the taste of him while he smirks against your mouth. 

“I was starting to feel left out, kitten.” Rhysand’s hands wander over your body before he’s spreading your legs open for Azriel. “But I’ll play nice and share with my brother.” 

Azriel rolls his eyes, pressing a kiss against your cheek. “Ready, princess?” 

You nod, flashing him a smile. “Ready, Az.”

The shadowsinger plunges himself into you slowly, releasing a grunt as your walls stretch to take all of him in. Still sensitive from the orgasm he generously brought you through, your pussy pulsates while his cock fills you the the hilt. 

“You take my cock so well,” Azriel breathes, caressing your cheek. “It’s like you were made for it.”

“Isn’t her pussy so wet and tight? I think about burying myself inside this sweet little cunt of hers every waking moment,” Rhys groans in your ear, his filthy words making your eyes roll back.

Azriel grunts in agreement and begins to move, snapping his hips to yours while he hikes your legs over his shoulders. Rhysand kisses the side of your neck as his thumb rubs dizzying circles onto your clit. Not to be outdone, the shadowsinger’s strokes quite literally hypnotizes you as he buries himself deep within your walls, the tip of his dick curving to hit the sweet spot at the top of your cervix. Azriel’s dark wings encompass the entirety of his back as they flare with each thrust. 

He dips his forehead lower to yours, surveying the way your head rolls back onto Rhysand’s shoulder, hands pushing back at Azriel’s chest as you whine underneath him.

“You’re too big, Az. I-I can’t take any more,” you whimper. 

Azriel caresses the inside of your thigh and presses a tender kiss to your temple. “You can and you will, angel. You’ll take every inch of me that I give you because you’re my good little girl, aren’t you?” 

Rhys tilts your chin up as Azriel pushes your legs against your chest. “Azriel asked you a question, kitten.”

The shadowsinger nudges your nose with his, waiting patiently as his shallow thrusting teases at your entrance. 

You nod, swiping at the sweat and tears pooling at the corner of your eyes. Gods, these males were pushing you to lengths you weren’t even sure you had the stamina to endure, literally and figuratively. But the pleasure outweighed the pain and you wanted to please Azriel. To hear him call you a good girl until he was filling you up with his arousal. 

“I can take it, Azriel. Fill all of me.” 

Azriel lovingly pats your cheek, kissing you deeply before parting your lips with his tongue. “Open wide, princess.” 

You oblige the shadowsinger and your jaw falls slack. Azriel puckers his lips and spits into your open mouth. Your eyes widen in disbelief and you can’t help but think that whatever Azriel was showing you tonight was merely a small glimpse of the moves he had in his arsenal. The shadowsinger was an absolute freak in bed and you weren’t sure that one encounter would be enough to satiate your curiosity. Especially since Rhysand literally opened you up to it. 

“Such a good girl,” Azriel moans before once again plunging into you. 

You both groan in pleasure, relishing the tight fit while Azriel bucks his hips at a punishing pace. The Illyrian was quite literally fucking you dumb. With every thrust, stars glitter behind your eyes as the pressure builds in your lower abdomen. As if that weren’t enough, Rhysand’s feather light touch roams all over your body, toying with your nipples in one hand whilst the other rubs against your clit with just the right amount of friction. 

“Can you show Az that iron grip, kitten?” Rhys purrs into your ear. 

The shadowsinger’s eyes widen as you clench around his length, nearly coming right then and there as your vice grip holds his cock in place. 

“Fuck,” Azriel curses, his head dipping to the crook of your neck. He sucks at your collarbone, running the tops of his teeth over your skin. “I can see why you race home to see her every chance you get, Rhys. You’ve been a selfish bastard keeping her all to yourself.” 

Cassian groans from his seat. “He’s just afraid she’ll like us more than him.” Rhys growls, but his brother only smirks. “What’s the matter, Rhysand? Can’t handle a little competition?” 

You chuckle, tangling your fingers through Azriel’s dark locks. “Play nice, boys. Everyone gets a turn.” 

Rhysand chuckles darkly. “Getting greedy now, aren’t we? Do you need a reminder of who fucks you best, kitten?”

The words skitter over your skin. This possessive side of Rhys was turning you on more than anything you've done this entire night. You loved that you awakened this side of him.

It's you, Rhys. It's always you.

Satisfaction blooms in those violet eyes. Don't you ever forget it, darling.

Azriel sneers. “I think you might need a lesson in manners,” the shadowsinger says with a mischievous grin. “The fact that you're even able to talk means I’m not doing my job properly. Let’s fix that, princess.”

He gestures to Cassian who strolls forward with his length glistening in his hand. His brother points towards your chest and it takes a second for you to realize what he was telling Cassian to do. The Illyrian warrior places his strong thighs on either side of you, hovering a few inches above as he cups your breasts in his large hands. He presses your tits together before sliding his dick through the crevice. 

At the same time that his slickness slides over your chest, Azriel pounds into you with newfound fervor, determined to fuck you silly until you couldn’t even remember your own name. Rhysand’s erection presses against your back while his brothers completely devour you.

The mewling pants echoing through the room told each male that you were close to release. As Azriel bucks his hips against yours, waves of pleasure wash over you again and again. 

“Harder, Az. Please. I want to feel all of you.” 

Azriel responds with a punishing snap of his hips and it knocks the breath out of you as you feel him deep within your guts. 

“You like it just as rough as I do,” the shadowsinger chuckles with amazement. 

“Absolutely.” 

“Fucking.” 

“Filthy.” 

He slams his hips with each word, eliciting a whine out of you.

“Az, I’m so fucking close. Gods, right there-“ 

“Fuck, fuck, fuck-“ Cassian curses as you both cum at the same time. His load blows all over your face while you cum around Azriel’s dick.

Cassian rolls off of you, kissing the side of your neck while Azriel prods your mouth with his glistening length. You open your mouth and lick him clean until every drop of your juice is cleared off of him. It doesn’t take long until Azriel cums, spilling ribbons of his hot seed on your tongue. It mixes with Cassian’s arousal and you swallow all of it at once. 

Azriel wipes up his cum from the corner of your mouth, kissing you on the cheek. “My greedy little cock fiend,” he murmurs against the side of your mouth. “I love watching my cum drip out of you.” 

“I’m glad you enjoy the sight brother, but it’s my turn now,” Rhys growls, tilting your head to meet his lustful gaze. “Switch.”

The shadowsinger rolls his eyes, but moves nonetheless. Rhysand settles between your legs and cradles your face in his hands, pressing kisses all over your flushed cheeks. “Are you alright, darling?” He nuzzles his nose against yours, examining your features. “Do you need a break?” 

Azriel pulls you into his lap, lips brushing against your neck. “We can stop any time you want. You’re in control tonight.” 

You nod, feeling the aftermath of the back to back orgasms hit you at once. “Can we lie down for a second?” your gaze flickers up to Azriel shyly. “I think I just need to catch my breath.” 

“Of course, sweetheart,” Cassian says from your left side, raking his fingers over your hair. 

The scalp massage felt heavenly and had you crawling into his lap. With your head resting between his crossed legs, you twine your fingers through Azriel’s scarred ones, pulling him flush against you. You take Rhysand’s hand and place him behind you and he chuckles, resting his chin on top of your head as he spoons you. 

“C’mere angel,” Azriel beckons. 

His soft hazel eyes are warm and inviting and you sigh in contentment as you nuzzle into his neck. He smells like sweat and sex, but the underlying notes of night chilled mist and cedar peaks through and fills your senses with his delicious scent. Despite how tired you were, Azriel smells intoxicating and the hollow of his throat was practically begging to be kissed. His husky laugh vibrates against your lips as you drag them over his neck. 

“I thought you were resting.” 

“Kissing is resting,” you reply. 

The shadowsinger chuckles. “Well, in that case…” he trails off, mouth meeting yours in an eager kiss. The little sound of satisfaction he makes has your skin heating all over again. 

Ever the jealous male, Rhysand tilts your chin and kisses you long and hard while Azriel trails open mouthed kisses along your neck. Rhys squeezes your ass, grinding his erection against your backside. You gasp at his hardness, but your attention is pulled towards Azriel as he flicks his wicked tongue against your nipple. He releases your tit with a pop before moving onto the other, his hand dipping between your thighs. 

The shadowsinger is delighted to find you sopping wet, juices glistening on his fingers as he brings them between his lips. His eyes roll back as the sweet taste of your arousal fills his mouth. Azriel grips the back of your head, mashing your lips together while you groan with need. 

Rhys is quick to respond, slipping his own fingers into your pussy while you continue kissing Azriel. Your hand grips the heir of night’s erection, thumb swirling the precum around his tip. As Azriel’s hand clamps around your throat, you guide Rhysand’s cock along your entrance. He groans as he buries himself inside you, feeling the slickness coat him while he slowly slides in and out. 

Above you, Cassian’s hardness presses against his thigh and you grip him in your hand while Rhys fucks into you. It’s overwhelming to feel him filling you up once again, but he makes sure to give you plenty of encouragement. 

“Daddy missed your pretty pussy,” Rhys growls into your ear. You groan into Azriel’s mouth as you grind down onto Rhys. The future High Lord smirks against your back, biting your shoulder while you continue to ride him. “Why is it that every time I have my cock in you, you turn into the filthiest little slut?” 

He grips your hips, stopping you from sinking further down into him. You whine as Azriel watches you with amusement. 

“P-please Rhys. I need to feel you.” 

Rhysand swirls his hips and teases you with his tip. “That’s not my name.” 

“Please, daddy.” 

Azriel chuckles, toying with your hair before kissing you again. Rhysand lets out a pleased hum into your neck and rams himself back inside of you. You cry out in pleasure, rubbing your hand along Cassian’s length while he eagerly ruts against your fingertips.

With Rhysand’s pace growing quicker and sloppier, Azriel’s shadows expertly rub at the nub of sensitive nerves of your clit and bring you closer to yet another orgasm. Ever in sync, you and Rhysand reach your release together. The future High Lord practically leaves teeth marks along your back as he bites down, spurting into you as you clench tightly around him. He tilts your chin towards him, shoving his tongue down your throat, claiming you with a growl.

I may be sharing tonight, but don’t forget who you belong to. This pussy is mine and so are you, darling.

When you open your eyes, Rhysand’s possessive stare pierces through you. You caress his cheek, tracing his bottom lip with your thumb.

I’m yours, Rhys.

Grinning, he kisses your forehead and inclines his chin towards Cassian.

Good, now open your mouth. Daddy wants to watch you swallow.

With your fourth or fifth orgasm of the night, you were feeling quite generous, pumping Cassian faster while he shudders above you. He growls, spreading your lips while he positions his cock into your mouth. 

“Wanna feel that wet mouth around my cock while I cum,” the Illyrian pants as ribbons of his hot seed spurt into your open mouth. “That’s right, sweetheart. Swallow like a good little whore.” 

You’re nearly soaking at his words and judging by the smirk on that handsome face of his, Cassian knew exactly how much you enjoyed being called a whore. It would’ve been degrading in any other instance, but the soft kiss he places on your forehead while he tenderly cleans you up told you that he’d only ever use those words to heighten your arousal. 

Tuckered out and in serious need of a water break, Cassian rises from the bed, the sheets sliding off of his naked body. You whine at the loss of his warmth against you, but he only winks in response. 

“Don’t think we’re done yet, sweetheart. You made me cum twice tonight and I have every intention to return the favor, but for now, I think it’s only fair for you to take care of Az.” 

Cassian strokes your hair before leaving the room. Once you’re done ogling his backside, you face the shadowsinger once again, your wandering hands already wrapping around his erection. 

“I want to take care of you, Azriel,” you tell the male with a wicked grin. “But I need to get on my hands and knees for that.” 

You look back at Rhys and chuckle as realization dawns in those vivid violet eyes. He nods to Azriel, who was staring at the both of you curiously. “She wants me to take her from behind while she sucks your cock.” 

“I won’t say no to that,” the shadowsinger says with a wink. 

The door opens as Cassian trudges in with a jug of water in his hands. He winks when he notices your gaze lingering on his nakedness, handing you the glass with a kiss. 

“Drink up, sweetheart. You’re going to need it for what we’re about to do.” 

Not realizing how dehydrated you were, you just about down the whole jug. Cassian chuckles in amusement and swipes at the droplets of water trickling down your mouth. He sets the jug down and gestures to Azriel, who was waiting patiently as he cradles you between his legs. 

“Now where were we?” you ask as you crawl on all fours. 

On your hands and knees, you’re surprised to find Rhys letting Cassian take the lead behind you while he watches from the edge of the bed. The future High Lord raises a brow. 

“Perhaps tonight is the night I finally learn how to share,” he says with a feline smirk. 

Cassian doesn’t have to be told twice as he grips your hips, pumping himself twice before lining himself up at your entrance. When he plunges into you, it felt like the girth and length of his dick was going to split you in half. 

With shaking palms, you turn your attention back to Azriel. The shadowsinger cups your cheek, swiping at the tears leaking out of your eyes as Cassian pounds into you. With tonight’s unexpected refresher on multitasking, you pump Azriel’s erection into your hand. You lick up his entire shaft, swirling your tongue around his tip before giving it a sloppy kiss. 

“It’s my turn to pleasure you, Az.” 

He chuckles darkly. “Come on then, princess. Let’s see what that wicked tongue of yours can do.”

The challenge rushes through your veins as you take him deep, gagging on his length as he hits the back of your throat. You hum against Azriel and the vibration reverberates through his entire body, making him involuntarily buck his hips further into your mouth. Full of smug satisfaction, you suck and swirl, suctioning your cheeks while the shadowsinger writhes underneath you. It’s a reward in itself to hear him moan so beautifully, the sound echoing off the walls while you attempt to tamper down your own pants as Cassian continues fucking into you. 

You wanted to cum so badly, but you made sure to deliver on your promise to Azriel first. As you lick, spit, and suck his dick, you take the time to cup his balls in your hand, taking each one between your lips while the shadowsinger’s growls grow even louder. You can tell he’s close by the way he’s twitching against your lips. 

“Cum for me, Azriel.”

The words take him by surprise and his orgasm hits him hard, filling your mouth with hot liquid as you swallow his cum. Some of his arousal spills on his groin, but you don’t miss a single drop, lapping it up with determination. 

Azriel murmurs his thanks, planting kisses all over your face before tasting himself on your mouth. “My kinky girl,” he says breathlessly. “I have a feeling this is just the beginning.” 

Cassian hums in agreement, fisting your hair in his hands. “Now come on, sweetheart. I believe I owe you an orgasm or two.”

“Gods, I feel like you’re tearing me apart, Cas. I don’t know if I can cum two more times.” 

The Illyrian warrior tugs you backward, shoving his tongue down your throat while you groan in pleasure. “Are you whining, baby? Because bratty girls get spanked.”

Fuck. That awakens a whole new need within you. Cassian senses the shift in your scent as the comment practically makes you cream on his length. 

“Cauldron boil me, you do want to be spanked.” He cups your ass, kneading the soft tissue and making you moan in response. With a wicked smirk, Cassian brings his large hand down and slaps your right ass cheek. 

The impact makes you lurch in surprise, launching you directly into Azriel. He sees the delight in your eyes and chuckles. 

“I think she wants more, Cas.” Those hazel eyes flicker through your features before he braces you against his solid chest. “Spank her again.” 

Cassian obliges and smacks your left cheek while Azriel holds you up. You whimper, feeling hot all over as Cassian turns your chin towards him, kissing you roughly. 

“Do you like that, baby girl?” he asks in a gravelly voice, laced with lust and desire. 

“Yes, Cas.” You look into those hazel eyes, tracing the slit over his right brow while he shivers underneath your touch. “I love it when you spank me.” 

The roar that comes out of his mouth sounds purely predatory as he palms your ass again, his lips lathering each cheek with open mouthed kisses. Without warning, he smacks you so hard you wouldn’t be surprised to find his handprint imprinted onto your ass cheek. 

“Harder.” You wail as Cassian mounts you again, tangling his fingers into your hair while he grinds himself into you. 

“What was that, sweetheart? I don’t think I heard you. You’re going to have to be louder than that.”

You bury yourself into Azriel’s neck and the shadowsinger steadies your shaking arms. 

“Spank me harder,” you plead. “Please, Cassian.” 

Cassian smirks at you, but gladly obliges. His free hand comes down on your ass so loudly that the sound of his spanks echo through the entire cabin. The filthy ringing of his smacks combined with the squelching sound of his cock in your pussy is too much to bear for the both of you. 

Your back arches as Cassian ruts into you at a faster pace, leaning over to kiss the base of your spine as you cry out in pleasure. He palms your bouncing tits and pulls at your hair while pushing your head into Azriel’s lap. Your cheek rests against the shadowsinger’s thigh as you feel yourself about to reach the precipice of another orgasm. 

“Let go, sweetheart. We’ve got you.” 

At Cassian’s words, release racked through your body. The intensity of the orgasm hits you all at once and your pussy throbs sensitively while Cassian pulls out and replaces his cock with his tongue. His kitten licks lap up all of your juices as he spreads you wide, sucking harshly on your clit while you whine. 

“You’ve got one more in you, baby,” he growls between your thighs. 

Tears of pleasure coat your cheeks and Azriel kisses each drop away while encouraging you to ride it out. You turn over, body limp as your gaze falls to Rhysand who’s watching all of this transpire with slightly parted lips. Thanks to Cassian’s skilled tongue, it’s not long before you’re brought over the edge again and pleasure slams into you so hard that you’re on the verge of sobbing. 

Please, Rhys. I need you beside me.

Rhysand doesn’t even think twice before sliding into the mattress, taking you from Azriel’s arms as he rocks you back and forth. The heir of night cradles you, praising you for doing so well before tucking you into his chest. He cleans you up with a hot towel that one of his brothers brought in from the bathing room, all while whispering soothing words and holding you gently. Absolutely fucked out, you lean into him and let him spoon your aching body into his own. You melt into Rhys, feeling an overwhelming sense of peace as he pulls you tightly into him.

He presses a kiss onto your temple as your lids grow heavier by the second. “You can rest now, darling. I’ve got you and I’m not letting go any time soon.” 

Exhaustion pierces you like an ash arrow while Rhysand cuddles you. 

“Goodnight, Rhysie,” you murmur softly into his neck. 

Unbeknownst to you, the nickname tugs at Rhysand’s heartstrings as he brushes your hair away from your face. The last thing you remember is the fond smile on his face while he kisses you goodnight. 

“Goodnight, kitten.”

The next morning, you wake to the sounds of clattering metal and hushed voices. Sunlight streams through the window as you slowly open your eyes, groaning when you find the spot next to you empty. You’re not alone for long though because Rhysand was now pushing through the door with a tray in his hands. 

You perk up at the sight, mouth watering as the delicious smell of waffles fills your senses. Your favorite. 

“Good morning, darling. Did you sleep well?” 

You blink, examining Rhys from head to toe, grinning at the pink apron tied around his torso and the streak of flour clinging to his cheek. 

“I think I might still be dreaming,” you say with a chuckle. “Because there’s no way Rhysand, infamous Illyrian baby, is actually bringing me breakfast in bed.” 

He rolls his eyes fondly. “I’ll have you know, I’m a perfectly capable cook.” 

A sneer echoes from the hallway as Cassian and Azriel enter the room. The latter is holding a glass of orange juice which the shadowsinger carefully sets on the bedside table before kissing your temple. You smile shyly up at him, still in awe of how beautiful the male was. How beautiful all of them were, really. 

“Capable isn’t the word I’d use, brother.” Cas teases with a laugh. “I saw the burnt batch you threw out. What were you trying to do? Burn the whole godsdamned cabin down?” 

“You’re just cranky because Rhys didn’t save you a waffle,” Azriel points out with amusement. 

Rhysand groans. “Can you two let her have a moment of peace before you march in here with your incessant hovering?” 

Cassian grins and shoots you a wink. “Sorry sweetheart, Rhys is right. We should let you recuperate after last night’s strenuous activities.” 

The heir of night sets the tray before you with a nervous smile. Well, as nervous as he could manage with a face like that. It was almost seductive, honestly. Just like everything Rhys did.

You smile sweetly at him. “Thank you, Rhysie. This is so sweet of you.”

You had to give it to the male. Even if your waffles were on the crispier side, you could tell that he put a lot of thought into arranging everything on your plate, adding silvers of bacon on the side with slices of butter and a pot of syrup positioned on each side of the plate. 

The three of them watch you in silence as you eat and you can’t help but grin. Azriel hands you the glass of orange juice as soon as your gaze dips to it while Rhys and Cas perch on the edge of the bed. The way they were fussing over you was almost comical, preening like mother hens despite the fact that all three of them had taken turns obliterating you last night. 

As you chew, Cassian swipes a piece of bacon from your plate and pops it into his mouth.

“Stop hogging all the bacon, Cas.” Rhysand reprimands, swatting his brother’s hand away. 

“You’re one to talk, you hog.” Cassian responds with a roll of his eyes. He quirks a brow at you, smirking. “Last night would’ve happened a lot sooner if Rhys wasn’t such a possessive bastard. Though I can’t say I blame him. I wouldn’t want to share you either.” 

The blush that creeps up your cheeks was ironic, given all the filthy things that were uttered in this room just a few hours ago. You found it oddly comforting that you were all still able to act normal after all that transpired between the four of you. 

“Yes, yes,” Rhysand says with a dramatic wave of his hands. “I’m a selfish bastard, but I’m learning how to share.” 

Azriel chuckles. “Thank the Cauldron for that because I don’t think I’ll ever get enough of you, angel.” 

You beam at the three males. “Giant Illyrian babies, each and every one of you. Haven’t you ever heard the saying, the more, the merrier?” 

Rhysand laughs. “Believe it or not, I don’t think this is what the original speaker intended, but I’m glad to see that you’re recovering well.” He glances at his brothers with a smirk. “Now if you two are done hovering, kitten and I would like some privacy.” 

The Ilyrians males roll their eyes. Azriel takes your hand and presses a kiss onto your knuckles. 

“Until next time, angel.”

Cassian ruffles your hair as he pecks your cheek. “We’ll come out to play again. After my brother has had his fill of being a needy, clingy bastard.” 

The door shuts behind the winged warriors, leaving you alone with Rhysand. He smoothly slides the tray away from your lap and nuzzles up to you with a grin. 

“Feeling especially cruel this morning, aren't you Rhysie?” you chuckle as he sidles up to your side, arms wrapping around you in a tight embrace as he pulls you into his lap. “Was it really necessary to kick them out?” 

"Give me some credit. I played nicely and shared with my brothers, but now I want you all to myself.” Rhysand prods his nose into your neck, lips grazing your soft skin. “I meant what I said last night. I really did miss you and not for the reasons you think.” 

“I missed you too, Rhys.” You gaze into those violet eyes, at the male you wholeheartedly trusted with your mind and body. And perhaps also with your heart. “I always miss you when you’re gone.” 

A smile tugs at the corner of his lips. “That reminds me. I did have something important to tell you before you pounced on me in that seedy tavern restroom.” You playfully roll your eyes, gesturing for him to continue. 

“My visit isn’t just the usual break from training. I’m coming home. To Velaris,” he pauses, weighing his words with an uncertainty that you’ve never seen on him before. “To you. If you’ll have me.” 

You grin so widely your cheeks ache. “Of course I will. You’re my best friend Rhys. You know me better than anyone in this realm. I trust you with my mind, body, and heart and I’ve known the latter for longer than I care to admit.” 

“I know,” the heir of night says with a smirk. “And I feel the same way about you, too. I’ve been in love with you since the moment you marched up to me and demanded that I buy you a drink at Rita’s.” 

“I love you too, you smug prick.” Rhysand goes in for a kiss, but you dart out of his way. “Forgetting something? I don’t think I ever heard a formal request to be your girlfriend.”

The future High Lord only smirks. “I made you breakfast, darling. That’s the equivalent of me getting on my knees and begging. Though if that’s what you truly want, all you have to do is ask.”

“Funny. I’m usually the one on my knees for you, boyfriend.”

Rhysand’s dark laughter caresses your consciousness as he grazes his lips over yours, loving the way the new title sounded. 

“That can be arranged, girlfriend.”