there is a war inside my head.

She's in the very little food you eat, the water you drink, the clothes you wear...

She's in every number you count: you may be terrible at math in school but you're a genius when it comes to calculating calories.

She's in every word you speak: how can you spin another lie, another intricate thread of the web that guards your secret?

She's in your friends until she becomes your only friend.

She's in your family until she becomes your sister, the only one who cares.

She's everywhere and you can't escape.

She is your God.

She is your religion.

She will consume you.

*excessively works out*

*gets dizzy/lightheaded*

*is exhausted in the middle of the day*

*cries when food is offered*

everyone I know : doing great girly😊💖💕✨keep it up🤪 🤪

me: