i am anyon

been laying low, just living life lately. maybe I’ve been found. . . . #life #quiet #endofsummer #youwillbefound #deh #dearevanhansen #vibing #lacrosse #bluffs #travelwisconsin #views #happy #getoutside #2020 #friday #travel #explore #wander #wanderlust (at La Crosse, Wisconsin) https://www.instagram.com/p/CEt7mIzjNpT/?igshid=1l2zkg873n5qq

about to laugh my way through this week like I did the forest hike in southern Germany near Neuschwanstein 😂🥴🙄 . . . #germany #deutschland #füssen #schlossneuschwanstein #neuschwanstein #castle #forest #hike #notdrunk #ipromise #justgiggly #almostfell #fall #2018 #mood #travel #explore #wander #wanderlust (at Schloss Neuschwanstein) https://www.instagram.com/p/CDb0os9DcBk/?igshid=125856o3fuai4

All those days spent together When I wished for better And I didn't want the train to come. . . . #london #uk #warwickavenue #tube #warwickavenuestation #cityofwestminster #w9 #blackandwhite #mood #aesthetic #life #duffy #amyduffy #rockferry #lyrics #iconic #truth #summer #metaphor #travel #explore #wander #wanderlust (at Warwick Avenue tube station) https://www.instagram.com/p/CDEWJo1jg2k/?igshid=1dlgo8a6q7y5g

I can still change . A new day, new week—a fresh start is here. Be something better for yourself. . . . #paris #france #lafayette #gallerieslafayette #eiffeltower #sunset #cityscape #rooftop #mood #aesthetic #monday #lakestreetdive #icanchange #lyrics #freeyourselfup #travel #explore #wander #wanderlust (at Galeries Lafayette) https://www.instagram.com/p/CC3mmVADfWR/?igshid=15i26kjfdim6w

happy monday! Get out there-climb that mountain, get your shit together, do the hard thing, do an easy thing too, love yourself, laugh more, wear new leather combat boots to climb the alps because you forgot your athletic shoes in hungary 🙃 just do your best this week to be happy . . . #unterwasser #switzerland #alps #climbing #illprepared #lol #doyourbest #behappy #laugh #smile #reflect #moveforward #monday #memorymonday #village #8hourclimb #travel #explore #wander #wanderlust (at Unterwasser) https://www.instagram.com/p/CCliR4TDvDf/?igshid=1vcufqis4fysl

People run, people walk but they don't ever see past the world that they're in . . . #paris #france #français #jardinduluxembourg #luxembourggardens #november #crisp #fall #2018 #mood #aesthetic #wakeup #lookaround #notice #life #empath #torikelly #talk #metaphor #stilltrue #2020 #travel #explore #wander #wanderlust (at Jardin du Luxembourg) https://www.instagram.com/p/CCgViVxj1wx/?igshid=1itv7svzai0zf

People run, people walk but they don't ever see past the world that they're in . . . #paris #france #français #jardinduluxembourg #luxembourggardens #november #crisp #fall #2018 #mood #aesthetic #wakeup #lookaround #notice #life #empath #torikelly #talk #metaphor #stilltrue #2020 #travel #explore #wander #wanderlust (at Jardin du Luxembourg) https://www.instagram.com/p/CCgViVxj1wx/?igshid=1itv7svzai0zf

People run, people walk but they don't ever see past the world that they're in . . . #paris #france #français #jardinduluxembourg #luxembourggardens #november #crisp #fall #2018 #mood #aesthetic #wakeup #lookaround #notice #life #empath #torikelly #talk #metaphor #stilltrue #2020 #travel #explore #wander #wanderlust (at Jardin du Luxembourg) https://www.instagram.com/p/CCgViVxj1wx/?igshid=1itv7svzai0zf

I want to be this happy again . . . #paris #france #coffeebreak #latte #smile #smilelikeyoumeanit #happy #bliss #simple #justcause #silly #getback #replicate #trying #2018 #travel #explore #wander #wanderlust (at LE CAIRN coffee shop & Naturopathie) https://www.instagram.com/p/CCV4ZxxjO4V/?igshid=1mcpdc3ldwaii

hold on, I thought that I was doing so well . I keep finding that I’m in a constant state of learning. I’m learning about myself, about my reactions, my feelings, my fears, my dreams, my needs, my passions, my hobbies—and it’s all in a constant state of change. Maybe in some ways, I’m evolving to something new that builds on my past self or it could just be that parts of me are gone now and new pieces coming into the mix. Shifting, reforming, reinventing, getting better, getting worse, but alas, constantly moving parts. Even in a year like 2020 when time seems like nothing like a social construct for order and organization, one finds themself looking back and wondering how they got here and where are they going? There are no clear answers. So we just keep moving, trying to make sense of it all. It’s daunting, at least for me. I thought that I was doing an ok job trying to navigate this period of post undergrad, making friends, staying social, active, developing a career. But then everything changed as everything does. Thus life feels daunting, because there’s so much to do, to work on, to change. What do you pick first? What if you see no progress over time? What if failure isn’t feeling like a blessing anymore but a curse? It feels like a rather heavy pressure. One of the first lines of Maggie Rogers “Falling Water” inspired this open letter. Listen to her album. It’s way too smart for its own good. Wow. . . . #anopenletter #life #2020 #reflection #july #halfway #wherearewegoing #wherehaveyoubeen #lookback #stop #processing #time #reinvention #everythingchanges #maggierogers #fallingwater #greece #athens #acropolis #travel #explore #wander #wanderlust (at Acropolis of Athens) https://www.instagram.com/p/CCT6ae4j9Kb/?igshid=1rse8bk8ilwbp

this is a @hayleyjsimons favorite #flashbackfriday coming at you from Venice when we found out the gondolier was wearing the SAME outfit as me even though I swear I picked it out first. #scandal I think we can all agree I wore it better. Idk but I def add a lil something with the jacket #shade . . . #whoworeitbetter #chooseme #illthrowhands #lol #venice #gondolier #highfashion #highattitude #december #2018 #fromthevault #fridayfun #weallneedalaugh #stripes #blue #black #boatlife #italy #travel #explore #wander #wanderlust (at Venice, Itally) https://www.instagram.com/p/CCMJLOyDpB0/?igshid=c6ebuisqznmy

I’ll wait for you on the Charles Bridge . . . #prague #czechia #charlesbridge #praha #waiting #turnaround #inthecrowd #people #mass #busy #disappear #fall #2018 #differentworld #2020 #stillwaiting #truthfully #life #travel #explore #wander #wanderlust (at St Charles Bridge, Prague Czech Republic) https://www.instagram.com/p/CCJK69pjNS1/?igshid=1ur01fz33mype

wish I could somehow go back in time and maybe listen to my own advice . . . #london #uk #alley #onthestreet #newmanpassage #fitzrovia #saintgiles #reflective #pensive #goback #butyoucant #learn #littlemix #littleme #lyrics #ilovethatcoat #travel #explore #wander #wanderlust (at Newman Passage) https://www.instagram.com/p/CCGvuluDPbq/?igshid=52b98fo54nz7

we’re just trying to reinvent ourselves and start again. here’s to new projects, careers, relationships, friends, family, hobbies, joy, pain, challenges, failures—the feeling of living again. . . . #gettingmyshittogether #life #new #freshstart #reinvention #redo #perspective #noteasy #process #rebuilding #rebranding #covid19 #2020 #freelance #creative #happiness #itsoutthere #gofindit #lifestyle #headshot #thirdward #milwaukee (at Historic Third Ward) https://www.instagram.com/p/CCEXhg9jonk/?igshid=gsu8jg2f0fm0

a reunion is in the works . . . #hayley #chicago #goldcoast #adventure #weekend #cominginhot #savetheday #excited #reunion #bestfriend #roadtrip #happy #travel #explore #wander #wanderlust (at Gold Coast Historic District) https://www.instagram.com/p/CB5uFT2jKmk/?igshid=1sg5ffxnl4v2w

my girls 🖤 let’s get stuck in a rainstorm in the Austrian countryside again . . . #stgilgen #mondsee #austria #som #soundofmusictour #countryside #rain #joy #simplethings #sister #cantwaittoseeyou #loveyou #sophie #claire #2019 #summer #travel #explore #wander #wanderlust (at Sankt Gilgen) https://www.instagram.com/p/CB0q995jksH/?igshid=sdd6wk0r86xy

I’ve been winding down the same road for days now . . . #milwaukee #wisconsin #thirdward #inthestreet #portrait #cityscape #pensive #serious #mood #breakout #insideout #sarabareilles #carefulconfessions #deep #lifelately #travel #explore #wander #wanderlust (at Historic Third Ward) https://www.instagram.com/p/CBtMIl-jp80/?igshid=1475eavaqwrqe