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34 ftm nonbinary, HRT only no surgeries (and I want to keep it that way) switch with sub leaning

Looking to speak to other ftm people, cis men are welcome so long as y'all are respectful.

Yes: cunt, cock, clit, tdick, tits, he/him/his and they/them/theirs No: hole, pussy, breasts, feminization, she/her

Yes please

Asks, both SFW and NSFW

Platonic flirting

30+ preferred

Kinks

Somnophilia

Degradation + Praise (must be together)

Exhibition

Free use

Age difference (40+ older men yes please)

Mutual intox (weed only)

Bondage

More kinks I might add later. Send asks if you are curious 😉

Limits (Can be hit or miss if I like)

CNC

Breeding/Breeding futility (Preferably the latter. In this economy? I don't actually want kids unless I can be certain they will be stable for decades after they are grown up and I'm gone from the world.)

Impact play mentions

Objectification

Age play with me as the older party (I'm suuuper hesitant on this, but hit me on the right day and I might be ok to platonically scratch an itch for people. 20+ only please.)

DNI/HARD NO'S

If you can't be respectful (including terfs, bigots, ect.)

Minors, blocked on sight

Anyone who can't respect kinks, never yuck a yum

Absolutely no scat/watersports/ageplay w minors

None of these are a full list and I'll probably add more as time goes on. I'm just not sure how to list some of the things I want; as an example I like hearing "daddy" being said with dirty talk, and I specifically prefer it said in a third person manner. I don't like calling someone daddy (unless they are into hearing it, a lot of my maybes are green lit if the other party likes it) Maybe I'll put that into limits because those are all ok it's just a situational kind of thing. Feel free to ask what I am into, it might end up on the list once I think about it.

#idk i'm just slapping some stuff down #i'm open to whatever #t4t mlm #trans t4t #t4t ns4t #t4t nsft #mlm yearning #mlm nsft #mlm ns4t

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Masturbating is fun because that's the time you can fuck around and find out. Not just with what you body likes, but what it can do. I was having some fun a bit ago, thought it would be fun to see if I could get me knees to my ears (I can) but in that same motion I realized I am flexible enough to suck my own strap. If nothing else that's a 10/10 way to have fun with my oral kink. Maybe some day I'll get someone to fuck my own strap into my mouth, that'd be fun.

#nsft musings #nsft

I want people older than me. It's gotten to the point that if someone is so much as a year older than me I start making heart eyes. More than 5+ years? Multiply that x10 for each year. Preferably I want to find someone in their 40's that has their life together, I say that mostly because my last relationship was a nightmare where I was being bled dry in various ways and I just don't want to do that again. I've dated and had flings with people both older and younger than me over the years, I definitely prefer older people.

The dream would be to get into a throuple again, with the third person being somewhere in age between me and the 40 year old.

#nsft musings #I think I might use that tag instead of personal so I don't end up in the wrong tag (I wasnt thinking about that last night)#even when it's more tame stuff like this

Thinking about the time I had a huge crush on a dude and said fuck it one day and took the shot. I texted him "I want to bang you like a screen door in a hurricane" and I don't think I've ever seen someone say they were on their way over so fast in my life 😂

#nsft musings #same vein of thought as the last post but I wanted to let this be on its own #I did indeed bang him like a screen door on many visits after haha

Been thinking a lot about an old friend lately. Same guy that got me into horror movies. Same guy that made me realize I had a mask kink because he'd fuck me while dressed as Michael Myers.

#nsft musings #the only downside was he didn't want to choke me when I asked lol #like no you dont understand i want michael myers to choke me #at least he was respectful about it and we had a good laugh about the no being drawn #fuck I miss him and not just for the kink of course #rip man you were a gem

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Thinking about stages after that ask and it's shaking hands with the shibari thoughts I had earlier. I love the look of suspension, and I've always wanted to do that. I want to be turned into a kink art piece in some kind of gallery event. I want to have crowds of people looking at me, all while I'm unable to do so much as twitch a finger while hanging amongst a web of colorful rope.

Here to restore your horny ☺️ what do you think about the idea of being used as a demonstration partner at a kink event. Letting everyone there watch carefully as I walk them through all the ways to dominate you and how exactly to get you to react the way I want you too. Nowhere to hide until I’m done making you cum right there on stage.

All those eyes on me sound incredible! And on a stage? Even better. Huge bonus that it'd be something to teach safe kink!

I have a particular soft spot for knife play, especially because it's so misunderstood. I love it, especially when the adrenaline hits and my head blanks out, even though that's a clear sign that the fun needs to come to a stop. I've already got plenty of scars on me from past sessions, have had non-kink people go "you're going to regret that" or worse they thought it was self harm because they don't understand it. Even the most extreme kinks can be highly pleasurable so long as all the parties involved are consenting and safe with it. Education is important, and I'd LOVE to be a tool for that!

#asks #thanks this got me going again ❤️#made me chuckle to see “here to restore your horny” much appreciated! lol #...you wanna elaborate on what you'd do? 👀

Yeesh, the thirst was going real strong from the blindfold ask and now my own dashboard slapped me in the face like cold water. I have been robbed of my own horny.

Me: wanting people aged 30+ so I can follow and interact with posts, preferably people older than me

Tumblr: what if your dashboard only showed NSFW blogs of 18 and 19 year olds? What if on top of that as a treat you are forced to block any tag remotely relating to "teen"?

#imma be honest this shit almost made me yeet away entirely #tumblr didnt used to be like this what the fuck #this was NOT a problem a decade ago #I swear if this post makes it worse my head might explode in anger #there's a few other things being suggested on my dash that I'm like #how the fuck did this even get here #tumblr i want people ten years OLDER than me not younger

rotnik

Nobody has made me feel safer or more respected than the filthy perverted freaks I was warned about.

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sweetestperv

“are you listening” no actually i’m currently trying not to get wet at the thought of getting violently pounded into a mattress but feel free to go on

setonix-shibari

Rainbow mermaid tie ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜

#this is beautiful #also damn I'd love my legs to be completely immobilized like this #full leg tension and can't even move the feet I love that

setonix-shibari

A quick (silent) demo for the heart-shaped friction from my last tie

#oooooh #maybe I can get some shibari rope and wear that as an accessory #this has given me IDEAS

One of my most memorable fucks I've had was a time I went to a bar with friends and we all got drunk. One of the guys I was sitting next to ended up putting his hands down my pants right there in the bar and, so we didn't get kicked out, I had to keep a straight face while he finger fucked me.

I'd love to have someone do that to me in public again, it was fucking incredible.

#I don't even remember the guy's name now #other than he was an older dude #Thanks alcohol #this is why I don't drink anymore #would love to ring that guy up again #i got into many threesomes and a few foursomes with him #nsft musings

Would your rather be bound up with a blindfold and not see what’s coming or with none and have to watch it all happen to you?

Ooh, both are good for different reasons!

Blindfolds are great because then I have no choice but to focus on whatever sensation is happening to me. I've not been able to do it much but the few times someone's done that to me it's been great. Love it. 10/10 would do it again. Never had someone tie me up proper (I've had handcuffs, but I want to go full shibari some day)

Being forced to watch? That all depends on how it's done. Forced eye contact? Missionary where I gotta look up at the dude and the ceiling? Oatmeal, dime a dozen, been there done that didn't even bother with getting the t-shirt. Fucked in front of a mirror? Or with a camera and being made to watch the screen while it all happens? Much more creative.

#yay first ask #thanks ^^

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screaming because once again Tumblr is insisting on only showing me five posts. If I keep spamming likes, it's likely because tumblr is flooding my dash with your blog.

#come on tumblr i know i'm only following a handful of people but it's the same song and dance on my main with five times the follows #why is this site so broken now #and dont get me started on all the tags I have had to block already

I'm absolutely feral tonight. I want dudes sending me stuff in my ask box please!

#send nsft asks #ftm nsft #mlm yearning

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